Mag-log in“Class, we have a new student joining us for first grade this year. This is Ainsley Rogers. Let’s all give her a warm welcome.” The teacher says with a big smile.
“Hello Ainsley.” Everyone says at the same time.
They’re all staring at me. My cheeks feel hot and I give them a little wave. I wish my brother Caleb was here. He likes meeting new people. He told me to be brave until I get home, then he’ll keep me safe again.
“Riley Coyle?” She looks down at a piece of paper.
“Yes, Miss Ratner?” The boy sitting next to me stops swinging his leg and sits up tall.
“I’ve already spoken to Mrs. Marsh. Are we going to have problems or is this going to be a good year?” She puts her hands on her hips and looks seriously at the human boy. She sounds mad. I don’t know why. It’s only the first day of first grade.
“It’s gonna be a good year, Miss Ratner.” He mumbles, looking down at his desk.
“I’m glad to hear that. Now, if that’s the case, can you please be Ainsley’s helper and introduce her to everyone this week?” She sounds nicer now.
“Alright, Miss Ratner.” His eyes brighten up. He looks at me and smiles, “Hi! I’m Riley.”
He has straight blonde hair that comes down to his chin. It’s a little tangled and looks like straw. I don’t think he brushed it this morning. He has hazel eyes and tan skin. He’s missing a couple of teeth that make his smile look funny.
“Hi. Um, I’m Ainsley.” I whisper. I remember to smile just like Grandma Jane told me to when I meet new people. My cheeks still feel hot. “It’s nice to meet you.”
“Riley’s got a girlfriend!” The werewolf boy in front of me teases.
Riley gets an angry look on his face. He stands up from his desk and punches the werewolf boy in the nose without any warning.
The other kids gasp. I put my hand up to my face to cover my mouth because Caleb told me flies get in if you leave your mouth hanging open. The werewolf boy starts crying. His nose is bleeding all over the place.
“Riley! Already?! It’s only the first day of school! To the principal’s office, young man. Come on Gavin, let’s get you to the nurse.” The teacher puts a paper towel on Gavin’s face and rushes him out of the room.
Riley smiles at me. He suddenly isn’t angry anymore. “Stick with me, Ainsley. I won’t let anyone mess with ya.”
“You gotta deal.” I nod. Somehow, all the nervous butterflies in my belly go away.
“My dad’s teaching me how to surf on Saturday. Wanna go to the beach with us? I bet he’ll teach you, too.”
“Um, I have to ask my Grandpa Nicholas.” I twist my fingers.
“Your Grandpa? What about your mom and dad?” Riley tilts his head to the side. It makes his hair slide into his eyes. He shakes his head around so he can see easier.
“Um, m-my daddy died.” I bite my lip so I won’t cry in front of everyone. I don’t want to think about Daddy dying right now. “I have to stay with my grandparents for a while.”
“Oh.” Riley scrunches his mouth up. “What happened to your dad?”
I look around. Everyone is looking at us. Werewolves killed Daddy. Mommy said I’m not allowed to tell people what happened to him. Most humans don’t know about werewolves. It can be dangerous if they find out about us.
“I-I don’t want to talk about it.” I whisper.
“No problem. I get it.” He picks up his backpack and goes to the teacher’s desk. He takes a bite out of her apple and puts it back down. When he gets to the door, he waves at me. “Bye, Ainsley.”
“Bye.” I wave back.
Grandpa is going to be happy I made a friend already. I don’t know if he’ll be happy that my friend punched someone on the first day of school.
***
“Tony, it’s good to see you.” Grandpa shakes hands with Riley’s dad. “It’s been too long.”
“Nick, yeah. We should definitely catch up soon. Things are going fantastic at the quarry. The employment program is working out perfectly. Your guys are great workers. Reliable. Just like you said they would be. Even under new management in Rambling Hills. I’m not a huge fan of Dan Landis, but that’s a conversation to have over a bonfire and beer.” He smiles like Riley, but he isn’t missing any teeth. “Anyway, thanks for meeting up with us. This means a lot to my boy. He’s had trouble making friends after what happened to Sally.”
“It’s no problem.” Grandpa says. “It looks like Ainsley will be with us for a while, so I’m glad she found someone to connect with.”
Riley’s dad leans his hands on his knees and smiles at me. “And you must be Ainsley?”
“Yes, Sir.” I try to hide behind Grandpa, but he steps aside so I can’t.
“Ainsley, don’t be shy. Riley’s dad is a friend of mine.” Grandpa says. “He’s a really nice guy. Nothing to be scared of.”
“Ah, you can call me Tony. Jonas’s friends all call me Mr. Tony if that makes you feel better.” He holds his hand out for me to shake. “Ainsley, have you ever swam in the ocean?”
I look up at Grandpa. He nods at me to reassure me it’s okay. I shake Tony’s hand. “No, just in the lake at home.”
“Well, it’s gonna be a real treat for ya, then. The ocean feels a lot different from a lake. I think you’re gonna like it. We won’t go past your knees until you tell me you’re comfortable, but I bet we’ll get you up on a surfboard in no time.” He stands up. “You ready?”
I look up at Grandpa one more time. He pushes on my back. “Go ahead, Ainsley. Look. Riley is already in the water with his big brother, Jonas. I’ll be watching from the beach and I’ll be waiting for you with the towel when it’s time to take a break.”
Riley waves to me from the shoreline and yells something, but the sound of the waves is louder.
“Come on, Ainsley.” Tony squeezes my hand. “It’s gonna be fun. I promise.”
I take a deep breath and try to think about what Caleb would do. He would tell me to be brave and have fun.
“Okay. I’m ready.”
***
“Grandpa, did you see me?!” Riley and I race up the beach from the water. I throw myself into the towel in Grandpa’s arms and let him wrap me up. The towel smells like Grandma Jane’s cherry cobbler scent. “I kept my balance on the longboard!”
“I saw you, Sweetpea.” He turns me so I can sit in his lap and he can hold me like a baby. “You did a great job. I’m proud of you.”
“Can I go surfing with Riley and Mr. Tony again next time?” I yawn and lean against him.
“I’m sure we can arrange for that.” Grandpa taps my nose with his finger. “What are you thinking about, Sweetpea? Are you okay?”
My eyes are tired from swimming all day, and all my muscles feel mushy. The towel is warm from being in the sun and Grandpa smells like vanilla ice cream. It makes me feel dreamy. The sun is going down. It makes it look like there are diamonds dancing on the water.
Diamond was Daddy’s wolf. He was a brown wolf with scratchy chin hairs. I wonder if he’s with the Moon Goddess now, too?
I miss Daddy and Diamond. I miss Mommy and her wolf Primrose and Cal, and my best friend Charlotte, too.
“Can Caleb come too?”
“Ahh… You know I can’t promise that, Ainsley.” He squeezes me tighter. “He needs to stay at home with your mommy. We talked about this, remember?”
“Ainsley, who’s Caleb?” Riley looks at me from his dad’s lap. I can only see his face sticking out of the bright blue towel wrapped around him.
“Caleb’s my brother.” I smile when I think about Cal. “We’re twins, but he had to stay at home while I’m visiting Grandpa and Grandma. I won’t get to see him until I go home again.”
“Wait. When are you going home?” Riley frowns. “We just got to be friends this week!”
“I don’t know exactly.” I don’t want Riley to think I’m a baby. I cover my eyes with my towel and take a deep breath like Dr. Sullivan said to, but I cry anyway.
“Riley, the reason Ainsley is here is because of what happened to her father.” Grandpa pulls my towel up to help me hide. “The details are adult problems to worry about. What’s important is that Ainsley will be with her Grandma Jane and me until the problems get solved. We don’t know exactly how long it will be, but it will be awhile. She misses her brother and her mom a lot. She’s never been away from them for this long.”
“Oh.” Riley sounds sad.
Everyone stops talking. All I can hear is the ocean waves. I peek out from the towel to see what’s going on.
Riley is sitting in the sand next to Grandpa, still wrapped in his towel. “My mom died last year. She got pulled into a riptide and drowned. That’s why Dad is teaching me how to surf. So I won’t panic if I get pulled under.”
“I-I’m sorry.” I bite my lip. I don’t know what else to say.
“After you go home, can we still be friends?” He pouts his lip.
“Yeah.” I smile. “We can still be friends. And you can be friends with Caleb and Charlotte, too.”
“Who’s Charlotte?” Riley smiles.
“She’s my best friend.” I rub my eyes. “We can all be best friends together.”
“Come here, Riley. It sounds like we’re gonna be seeing a lot more of you.” Grandpa reaches out and pulls Riley on his lap next to me.
Grandpa’s arms are big enough to hold both of us. Riley finds my hand through the towel and holds it in his.
“Mom would hold my hand like this. She called it teddy bear hands. Cause it feels like you're holding hands with a teddy bear.” He whispers. “And teddy bears make everything better.”
I smile and blink away my tears. “She was right. They do.”
“Riley, can I ask a favor from you?” Grandpa rocks us back and forth, making me extra sleepy.
“A favor?” Riley hums. “I’m not really good at much of anything except fightin’, Mr. Holland. Do you need me to hit someone?”
“Riley!” Mr. Tony scolds him.
“Well, that’s actually perfect.” Grandpa uses his serious voice. “I was hoping you could keep Ainsley safe and help her be brave until we can get her and Caleb back together. What do you think, Ainsley? Would you like it if Riley helps you out until you see Caleb again?”
I nod, but I’m too sleepy to answer. I can’t even open my eyes to look at him. I lean my head against Riley and fall asleep.
Ainsley’s POVI’m barely out of the car when Caleb engulfs me in a suffocating hug.“Oh my Goddess, Ains!” He mumbles into my hair. His scent makes my body instantly release the tension I’ve been holding on to and I wrap my arms around him. “I’m fine, Cal.” I whisper while I pat his back, ignoring his stupid rule about his nickname. “It’s all good now.”“Zion is influencing his behavior, Ainsley,” Paragon says. “He hates being alone. Remember, there must be two.”“I’ll tell Mom and Alpha you can’t talk to them today.” He pulls back and looks at me with a mix of concern and desperation.“No, I’ll talk to them. Beckett and I had a long talk. I can stand up for myself. I need to know if anything is going to change for me around here.”“Are you still planning on leaving us?” His tone softens.When did Beckett have time to tell him? It doesn’t matter. My lips tighten into a little smile. I can’t tell if he means leaving him and Zion or the Emerald Canyon pack or something in between. Like
Beckett’s POVBeckett: Ains w. meCaleb: status?Beckett: safe. needs timeCaleb: where u @ Beckett: nah broCaleb: ?Beckett: she doesnt want 2 see any1Caleb: its just meBeckett: back off. txt u latrCaleb: rood. fineI show Ainsley the exchange as we walk toward the pavilion. She shakes her head with a heavy sigh. “He can find me through our connection.”“He won’t.” I motion to her midsection. “Can I convince you to put my shirt on? No offense, but crimson’s not your color and people were staring pretty hard in the play area. If I wasn’t there, they would have called the pack guard.”Ainsley looks down at herself and twists her mouth. “I guess.”I pull my shirt off and face her. “Arms up.”“I can put a shirt on myself, Beckett.” She huffs and throws a lock of hair over her shoulder.“Humor me, Ainsley.” I hold the shirt by the bottom hem. “Please.”She rolls her eyes and raises her arms gingerly, letting me step forward to pull the shirt over her head and down her body. I let my
Beckett’s POV“Candice, hey.” I drop my shoulders and walk towards Dario’s girlfriend who is on a swing, pumping her legs, but not in any sort of rhythm that would help the swing move back and forth.I don’t know who her bright red dress is made for, but even with her petite frame she’s squeezed into it like a sausage in a casing. She’s wearing stripper heels and oversized dark sunglasses with a sheer scarf covering her short dark hair like an old-time movie star. She sticks out in the family friendly environment, but everyone knows who she is, and no one would dare tell Dario’s girlfriend to cover up.“Whatcha doin, Becks?” She stops flailing her legs.“Just looking for a friend who wandered away.” I smile and sit on the swing next to her, facing the other direction so I can keep an eye on the pavilion. “I’m a little worried about her.”“Like when I used to wander away?” Her crystal blue eyes look worried at the thought. “Want me to help you find her?”“Wait. Are you here by yourself
Beckett’s POV“Ran away? Why would she do that?” I juggle my phone in my hands as I take off my apron and rush out of the kitchen, ignoring the dirty looks of the rest of the staff.“Please, just go find her, Beckett. She has her phone, but she’s not answering.” Alpha Lucas begs. “She wouldn’t even answer Caleb’s call, so he’s on his way into town too.”“Beta Scion Beckett. You just missed the Alpha Scion.” The valet bows to me.“Yeah, I know, Lou.” I give him a fist bump. “I have to meet up with him. I’m kinda in a hurry.”“Of course, Sir.” He puts on his glasses to look at his notebook.Lou was a warrior in his heyday. Unfortunately, spending that much time shifting in and out of wolf form takes its toll. There’s only so many times you can let your bones and joints break before they can’t do it anymore. Lou found out what that limit is. He would never recover if he tried to shift again. Poor guy. He’s as slow as frozen molasses, but he’s reliable and most importantly, he never snitc
Ainsley’s POVI brace for impact from either the Alpha’s razor sharp claws slicing me to ribbons or being crushed like a tomato between the SUV and the guardrail. My right hand tightens on the handlebar, fighting to keep the bike straight. My left hand seems to have a mind of its own. I watch it strain to reach toward the open window instead of the handlebar.When did my fingernails turn into claws? I didn’t feel it.“Slow down at my order!” Paragon yells over the roar of the engines.“Are you controlling my hand?” I watch in awe, almost forgetting we could literally die any second.“Yes, Ainsley.” She groans as she reaches forward. “Now focus!”As Alpha Dan brings his heavy hand down toward me my hand catches him by the wrist and clamps down. Tiny crimson beads form where my claws dig into his skin.“What are you doing, you stupid little bitch?” Alpha Dan’s eyes go wide with anger and surprise. “You’re gonna get us both killed!”Alpha Dan tries to pull out of Paragon’s grip, but she’
Ainsley’s POV“I have to do what’s best for the pack, Ainsley.” Alpha Lucas paces in front of his desk. “I don’t trust this Gavin kid or his friends to come to the Mating Gathering. There’s too much at risk.”I sit in the chair, silently twisting my fingers together. Alpha Dan is banning my friends from being on Emerald Canyon pack territory if Gavin isn’t allowed to come to the Mating Gathering? What bullshit.I know better than to go back to Rambling Hills after everything that’s happened. My friends won’t come here and risk Alpha Dan finding out they defied him. I might never see my friends again.I look at Grandpa, waiting for him to stand up for me. He’s just sitting there with one arm crossed over his body. He’s using it to rest his elbow so his hand can rub the scruff on his chin. Grandma is beside me. She’s watching Alpha Lucas, but she’s rubbing my back sympathetically. On the other side of me, Mom and Luna Eva are focused on him too.None of them seem like they’re interested
Mom has done everything she can think of to overcompensate for years of absence in my life in the last few days. After what she confessed in the conference room, I guess I understand why. It doesn’t mean I have to like it. She admitted she would have hit Charlotte and Caleb. I try to push the thoug
As soon as the latch clicks, Mom sits in the chair next to me and rests her elbows on the table. She looks defeated, but not ready to accept it. After an eternity of silence, she supports her forehead on her thumb and forefinger and looks at me.“Primrose and I are sorry you had to see that.” She s
My core tightens as Beckett’s arms wrap around my waist. He draws me toward his body with his powerful hands. I grip his shirt and pull him closer until there’s no space left between us. Everything in me wants to rip his shirt off… to rip my shirt off and pull him to the floor. He could ease the ach
Ainsley’s POV“The phone number was from a rest stop payphone?” Mom looks confused. “Do we know which rest stop?”There’s a long pause before she nods. “Okay. Track it down. It will let us know which direction he was headed. Let Chief Milton know. If anyone asks, Riley’s family is working with a pr







