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“Caleb! Hide!” Dad yells. “NOW!”
He pushes the front door closed with his shoulder while guys on the other side are banging on it and yelling.
“Dad, what’s going on?!” I whimper.
“Caleb, just go! Protect your sister! GO NOW!” Dad roars at us.
Ainsley is standing in the doorway of the kitchen. I can feel how scared she is. I have to be brave for both of us. I grab her hand and pull her toward the basement. We practically fly down the stairs after I slam the door closed behind us.
There’s a huge crashing sound from upstairs and lots of yelling and growling. I drag Ainsley into the cupboard under the steps and close the door behind us. Usually, we have our secret club meetings here. This is like an emergency meeting. I open the door to the secret hiding spot inside the cupboard and shove her in.
There’s louder yelling and crashing sounds coming from upstairs.
“Cal, I’m scared!” She whispers.
“Don’t make a peep, Ains. Dad said it’s my job to keep you safe.” I hold my finger up to my mouth.
She puts both hands over her mouth and nods as I close the secret door. I make sure it’s shut all the way like Mom showed me, so it doesn’t look like there’s a door at all.
I hear the basement door slam open. It makes dust fall on my head. My heart beats like a hammer. I lean against the secret door and pile all the coats and blankets on top of me to hide my scent and my heartbeat, just like Mom showed me.
Heavy feet thump down the stairs.
“Are there any little pups down here?” A man’s mean voice growls, “If there are, come out right now.”
I clap my hands on my mouth and nose so he won’t hear me breathe and squeeze my eyes shut.
“Ains, shh there here.” I think in my mind.
“Cal, it’s too dark. I’m scared.” She replies.
Before I can answer her, I hear the cupboard door creak open. I make my hands tighter over my nose and mouth. I can feel my heart beating out of my chest.
“It’s just a storage closet, Alpha. It’s full of their laundry and blankets. That must be why it smells like them down here.” The mean sounding man says.
He kicks the pile a little bit. I feel his foot push my foot, but he must not have felt it because I hear him close the cupboard door.
I hear a second voice further away. “Well then, where the Hell are they?”
“I don’t know, but they’re not down here. Maybe the female Beta is hiding them somewhere else. Let’s go. Guards will be here soon.”
The footsteps clomp back up the stairs. I don’t dare move. Ainsley is being good and doesn’t make a sound either. It’s been quiet for a long time, but I still don’t move. Finally, I hear more footsteps upstairs again. There are men talking, then I hear Mom screaming and crying. Then I hear more voices.
“Caleb! Ainsley!” She yells for us from upstairs. “Kids! Where are you?”
“Ains, it might be a trap. I’ll see. You stay put.” I think to her.
“Be careful!” I hear her think back from inside the hiding spot.
I carefully push the blankets and clothes off of me and slowly open the cupboard door a crack.
“Mom?” I whisper through the cracked open door. The air smells like warm nickels. I don’t like it.
“Caleb?! Where are you, sweetie?” I hear my mom yell. She sounds scared.
“Mom, I’m here! We’re down here!” I don’t know why I feel like I wanna cry. But I’m brave and strong. I’m gonna be a pack warrior when I grow up. Warriors don’t cry.
Mom runs down the stairs, throws open the cupboard door, and picks me up. “Caleb! Thank the Goddess you’re safe! Where’s Ainsley? Where’s your sister?”
“In our secret spot. Dad said to protect her.” I say. “Mom, what’s going on?”
I look up the stairs and see two of the pack guards standing at the top. They’re telling each other secrets.
Mom puts me down and crawls into the cupboard and pulls Ainsley out of the hiding spot. Ainsley wraps her arms and legs around Mom and cries. Mom comes over to me and hugs me, too.
“Mom, where’s Dad?” I ask.
Mom starts to cry. “Kids, um…“
Heavy footsteps come down the stairs. I turn around to see who it is.
“Uncle Lucas!” I run to my uncle, who picks me up and hugs me. It’s a bigger hug than he usually gives me.
“Caleb, you’re not hurt are you?” He asks when he puts me down.
“I’m fine. Dad said to keep Ainsley safe, so I made her hide. We heard a mean man trying to find us, but we were really quiet and he was talking to an Alpha, but it wasn’t you.” I say proudly.
“Good job, buddy. Good job.” He rubs my hair and smiles, but his face still looks sad.
“Maggie, let’s take the kids to the packhouse. They can have a sleepover with Charlotte while we talk things through.”
“Uncle Lucas, what’s going on? Where’s Dad?” I ask again.
Mom puts Ainsley down and bends down and holds our hands. “Kids, some bad werewolves came and attacked Dad. H-he’s with the Moon Goddess now.”
“What? No. He’s upstairs. We just have to go get him.” I whine. I try to let go of her hand, but she holds it tighter.
“No, Caleb, the guards took him to the hospital, but the doctors and healer couldn’t help him. He’s gone.” Mom says. She’s crying so much that tears are dripping off her chin.
No. Mom’s wrong. Dad was just upstairs. We just saw him before we came to the basement.
Ainsley cries and sits on Mom’s lap. Mom hugs her and kisses her forehead.
Ainsley sniffles and wipes Mom’s tears away. “Don’t cry, Mommy. The M-moon Goddess will take care of Daddy. Right? Our t-teacher says she takes care of all her children c-cause she loves us.”
“Oh, sweet girl. You’re right,” Mom says and sniffles too, “but I’m still going to miss him and it’s okay for you two to miss him as well. Let’s go to the packhouse with Uncle Lucas, okay?”
“No!” I shout and stomp my foot. My face feels hot. “Dad’s coming back. He’ll be back. He wouldn’t leave us. Ever.”
I know warriors aren’t supposed to cry, but I can’t help it. I’m angry that everyone would give up on my Dad that easily. I feel the tears on my face. I turn and start to run up the stairs, but Uncle Lucas grabs me by the waist and picks me up in his arms.
“Let me go! I need to go find my dad!” I hit him, but he just gives me a big hug. “I want my dad! Lemme go, Uncle Lucas! Lemme go!”
I try to wiggle out of his arms, but he just holds me tighter. I keep trying to wiggle until I’m too tired and bury my head in his shoulder and start crying a lot. Dad can’t be gone. He’s always there.
“It’s gonna be okay, Caleb. It’s alright, buddy.” Uncle Lucas rubs my back and rocks back and forth until I stop crying and fall asleep.
“Lucas, we both know this is because of that stupid prophecy.” I pace in front of my Alpha’s desk. “We both know it’s bullshit. Who knew zealots would come for them this soon? Who knew there were still wackos out there that believe in it? Not just believe it. They were ready to kill children over it! They killed my mate over it!”
I’m completely torn. I feel like there is a crater sized hole in my chest from the pain of losing my mate, Cameron. He wasn’t just my mate. He was the Beta of our werewolf pack. As the Beta female, I have a responsibility to the Emerald Canyon pack to lead the warriors now.
“We also have a responsibility to protect our pups, Maggie.” My wolf spirit, Primrose, reminds me for the hundredth time tonight.
“Yes, I know Prim.” I furrow my brow. “Should I do it?”
“You already know what I’m going to say.” She sits stoically near the front of my mind. “Our mate has wanted to do it since their third birthday.”
“We don’t know if that’s why this happened, Maggie, but we have to take it under consideration. First things first. We’re moving you and the twins back into the packhouse and bumping up security. I have Omegas opening up yours and Cameron’s old apartment now and getting it cleaned up.” Lucas gives me a sympathetic look. “The second thing to consider… Is it time to send one of them away like Cameron wanted?”
“You’re seriously considering separating the twins?” Eva asks with tears in her eyes. “You can’t, Maggie. Think about how that will affect them! They love each other so much. The bond they have is so special. There has to be another way.”
I love Eva dearly. She’s my best friend, a compassionate Luna, and my children consider her their aunt, but we need to think rationally right now.
“Eva, you think I don’t know that? I can send Ainsley to my mom and dad until things cool down. She isn’t as rambunctious as Caleb, so it will be easier for them. And she’ll be back in a few weeks before the first day of school.”
“At least wait until after Cameron’s memorial. Let her say goodbye to her father.” Eva wipes her tears.
I consider the idea, but Lucas is right. The longer Ainsley and Caleb are together, the more dangerous it is for everyone. When all this settles, maybe I can promise Caleb alone time with Grandpa Nick and Grandma Jane, too.
“No. Their safety is more important than goodbyes. When she gets older, I’ll explain it to her and hope she forgives me. I’ll call my parents now. I need to break the news about Cameron anyway.”
Ainsley’s POV“Hi. I’m so sorry I scared you. It was shitty of me. You don’t deserve that kind of stress.” I slide my arms around Beckett from behind. “Thank you for being there for me today.”“You’re forgiven. I’m just glad you’re not hurt.” He turns around and hugs me tight, pressing his nose into my damp hair close to my ear so he only has to whisper. “Ainsley, the Alpha wants me to keep tabs on you.”“He told me.” I nod against his shoulder. “And I told him I know he has to keep me safe for Caleb’s sake.”“I told you I’m not fake and you can trust me. Now I feel like you’re going to question everything I do or say. I don’t want it to be like that,” Becket takes a deep sigh, letting his arms squeeze me deeper into him. “And it’s weird that they would treat you differently because of Caleb. Like, kinda fucked up, really. Now I’m in the middle of it and I’m not sure what to do.”There’s a pang in my heart. Why does this feel like a goodbye? I should have known. He shouldn’t have to.
Ainsley’s POV Paragon falls back until I feel her stirring in the back of my mind. It’s as if she needs time to think and wants to be alone. My body feels heavy. I lean on the desk to steady myself before my knees buckle.“Ains? Are you okay?” Cal holds my elbow.“I-I think Paragon’s done talking for now. I feel really drained. I need to go lie down.”“That’s because you two haven’t had your first shift yet. Your body isn’t ready for your wolf to control your human form. You need to sit down, Ainsley. We can discuss your punishment,” Alpha Lucas pulls a chair out. “Your wolf may ‘answer to no Alpha’, but YOU are a member of this pack who broke more rules than I care to count.”“Shit,” I say under my breath as I plop down. “Cal, can you wait outside?”“You sure?” He looks worried.“This is my punishment. Not yours.” I nod to him. “I’ll meet you and Becks at home.”He looks at Alpha Lucas, then quietly leaves.“Ainsley, to say we’re disappointed is an understatement.” Luna Eva purses h
Caleb’s POV“Caleb, thank you for coming so quickly.” Eva says, closing the door behind me.I look around the Alpha’s office and make a quick assessment. He’s looking skeptically at something on the desk. Ainsley is also near the desk, but whatever is happening, she looks completely over it. She has the same look on her face as when Mom ate the last avocado in the kitchen a couple weeks ago. She didn’t know Ainsley was saving it to use as moisturizer. We were all confused why she was so dramatic about it. I mean, who the Hell uses avocado on their face?She’s in her usual slightly hunched shoulder stance with her arms folded over her chest. Becks says she always looks tense. I think she always looks like she couldn’t be bothered by the end of the world. He’s right, though. Regardless of how relaxed she looks, her anxiety keeps me awake.Our wolves waking up changed something, though. There’s a complexity to her emotions that wasn’t there before. Zion says it’s because of Paragon. “Yo
Ainsley’s POVI’m barely out of the car when Caleb engulfs me in a suffocating hug.“Oh my Goddess, Ains!” He mumbles into my hair. His scent makes my body instantly release the tension I’ve been holding on to and I wrap my arms around him. “I’m fine, Cal.” I whisper while I pat his back, ignoring his stupid rule about his nickname. “It’s all good now.”“Zion is influencing his behavior, Ainsley,” Paragon says. “He hates being alone. Remember, there must be two.”“I’ll tell Mom and Alpha you can’t talk to them today.” He pulls back and looks at me with a mix of concern and desperation.“No, I’ll talk to them. Beckett and I had a long talk. I can stand up for myself. I need to know if anything is going to change for me around here.”“Are you still planning on leaving us?” His tone softens.When did Beckett have time to tell him? It doesn’t matter. My lips tighten into a little smile. I can’t tell if he means leaving him and Zion or the Emerald Canyon pack or something in between. Like
Beckett’s POVBeckett: Ains w. meCaleb: status?Beckett: safe. needs timeCaleb: where u @ Beckett: nah broCaleb: ?Beckett: she doesnt want 2 see any1Caleb: its just meBeckett: back off. txt u latrCaleb: rood. fineI show Ainsley the exchange as we walk toward the pavilion. She shakes her head with a heavy sigh. “He can find me through our connection.”“He won’t.” I motion to her midsection. “Can I convince you to put my shirt on? No offense, but crimson’s not your color and people were staring pretty hard in the play area. If I wasn’t there, they would have called the pack guard.”Ainsley looks down at herself and twists her mouth. “I guess.”I pull my shirt off and face her. “Arms up.”“I can put a shirt on myself, Beckett.” She huffs and throws a lock of hair over her shoulder.“Humor me, Ainsley.” I hold the shirt by the bottom hem. “Please.”She rolls her eyes and raises her arms gingerly, letting me step forward to pull the shirt over her head and down her body. I let my
Beckett’s POV“Candice, hey.” I drop my shoulders and walk towards Dario’s girlfriend who is on a swing, pumping her legs, but not in any sort of rhythm that would help the swing move back and forth.I don’t know who her bright red dress is made for, but even with her petite frame she’s squeezed into it like a sausage in a casing. She’s wearing stripper heels and oversized dark sunglasses with a sheer scarf covering her short dark hair like an old-time movie star. She sticks out in the family friendly environment, but everyone knows who she is, and no one would dare tell Dario’s girlfriend to cover up.“Whatcha doin, Becks?” She stops flailing her legs.“Just looking for a friend who wandered away.” I smile and sit on the swing next to her, facing the other direction so I can keep an eye on the pavilion. “I’m a little worried about her.”“Like when I used to wander away?” Her crystal blue eyes look worried at the thought. “Want me to help you find her?”“Wait. Are you here by yourself
Caleb’s POV“She’s gonna make us late again, man!” Beckett whines. “My Trig teacher won’t let me take the final if I show up late!”“Shut up, Becks. It’s not like I’m leaving her behind.” I throw an empty soda bottle at him.Charli jumps in the car and kisses my cheek. “Sorry! I had to find my luck
Ainsley’s POV“I have to do what’s best for the pack, Ainsley.” Alpha Lucas paces in front of his desk. “I don’t trust this Gavin kid or his friends to come to the Mating Gathering. There’s too much at risk.”I sit in the chair, silently twisting my fingers together. Alpha Dan is banning my friends
Riley’s POVGrandpa Nick pulls Ainsley’s limp body out of the truck. In his huge arms, she looks like a baby. She’s really out of it, covered in blood, pale, and sweating profusely.“I-I’m sorry, Sir. I thought she was right behind me.” My head swims, making me sway and stumble as I try to keep up.
As soon as we walk in, we’re handed full cups of booze. A couple of Ainsley’s girlfriends pull her away. I find my buddies and, as promised, I get wasted.What can I say? I’m a man of my word.I don’t know how many rounds of shots we’ve had, but I’m swaying hard. Good thing I have this trusty count







