LOGINStella Mathews never imagined her life would become anything after agreeing to marry the cold, and ruthless Alpha Cole Grant out of an alliance.... It wasn’t her first choice to the life she thought for herself, but she grew to love him with her whole heart and together they built a family, or at least that’s what she believed until she decided to include her mate and pups in her birthday celebration and heard her daughter say the words that shattered her heart: “Mommy Sabrina… you’re my real mommy now.”
View More**Stella's POV** Suddenly Shawn's fingers move. I feel it against my cheek and everything inside me that went completely still when the monitor made that flat sound — releases. All at once. Like a breath that has been held so long the body has forgotten it was holding it. "Shawn." I turn my face toward his. "Shawn." His eyelids move. Then slowly, with the unhurried resistance of a man who does absolutely everything on his own terms — They open. He finds the ceiling first. Then shifts. Then finds me. We look at each other. His mouth moves. I lean in close. "You kissed me," he says. Rough. Barely there. But unmistakably, completely there. I laugh. It comes out wet and wrecked and entirely undignified and I do not care even slightly. "You heard that," I say. "I heard all of it," he says. I sit back and look at him and shake my head slowly. "Of course you did," I say. "Of course you did, you insufferable man." The corner of his mouth moves. Just barely. But
**Stella's POV** "He's gone," Nara says, sounding surprised."No," I say.Nara looks at me."I'm sorry, Miss Stella—""No." I say it again. It is simply a refusal. A flat, complete, total refusal to accept the thing she is telling me. "No. He is not gone.""The moonshade has—""He is not gone."I cross the room.I don't think about it. My body makes the decision and carries me across the floor and I am at his bedside before I have fully processed that I am moving and I am looking down at him and something inside my chest tears open in a way I have no name for and have never felt before and cannot categorize or file away or function behind.I reach out and I take his hand.He is still warm and I hold onto that with everything I have."Shawn." My voice comes out differently than I expect it to. Stripped of everything — the authority, the steadiness, the careful architecture of composure I have been constructing and maintaining since the moment he collapsed on my floor. All of it gone.
**Stella's POV** I last four minutes outside Shawn's room. I know because I count them — standing in the corridor with my back against the wall beside the door, arms folded, jaw tight, listening to the particular quality of the silence coming from inside the room and finding it completely unbearable. Four minutes. Auntie Lisa is seated beside me, hands folded, eyes closed, lips moving. Joe is down the hall. The doctor is at his station pretending to look at something on his clipboard. And I am standing here in this corridor being told to wait while Shawn is in that room and Nara is in that room and I am out here doing nothing and I have never been good at doing nothing, I have never once in my life found a way to make peace with standing still when something is happening that I cannot see or control or affect in any way— I push the door open and walk back in. Nara does not look up. "I said—" "I heard what you said," I say. I close the door behind me quietly. "I can't stay o
**Stella's POV** "Auntie Lisa, talk to me. What happened — to Shawn—" She opens her eyes. They are red and wet like the face of a woman who has been holding something enormous inside a space that was not built to contain it. "He stopped breathing," she says. The words hit me like something physical. I find myself staggering backwards for a few steps. "What?" "A few minutes ago." Her voice is barely holding together, the seams of it visible, straining. "The monitors — they started screaming and the doctors came running and I was right there, I was right beside him, I had his hand and then—" She stops. Presses her fingers harder against her mouth. Breathes through her nose slowly. "They got him back. They got him back but it took—" Another breath. "It took longer than I would have liked." I stand very still. I am aware of my own heartbeat in a way I am not usually aware of it — loud, deliberate, each one a small announcement. "He's breathing now," I say. "He's breathing now
**Ezekiel's POV** Where is this little brat being hidden?! I clench my jaws in frustration because my monitors have been running all night with nothing to show especially now that Stella is on her way here.... What am I going to tell her when she gets here??? I sit in the blue light of the
**Shawn's POV** (Meanwhile on the other side of the city...) I’m in the living room, halfway through folding a shirt to pack into my traveling bag for my stay at Stella’s place, when Nancy walks out of her room with two bags already packed. I put the shirt down. She is moving with the partic
**Shawn's POV** I'm in the car before I've fully decided where to start looking for Stella. The engine is running. My hands are on the wheel. I'm staring at the road without seeing it because every functioning part of my brain is occupied with a single image on repeat — Stella's taken by Dmitri
**Stella's POV** "I know this might be the wrong time to say this, but do you remember when I tried to warn you about Riley?" Shawn suddenly asks, I turn and look at him. "What did you just say?" "When your guards first told me about her." He holds my gaze. "I told you I had a bad feeling abo






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