LOGINAthena sat straighter as unease prickled through her.
Was he…going to reject her? He didn't look like he was so against the idea the night before, though. Despite the distress in her, she said in a strong voice. “Last night. You said I am your mate.” He nodded jerkily as something shone in his amber eyes. “I said? You can't feel it?” Athena refused to let the shame she felt show in her voice as she responded. “I don't have my wolf,” His nostril flared slightly. “You've not shifted? At your age?,” Well, you don't have to sound damn insulting about it. “No, I once did. My wolf died.” He looked like he did not believe her as his eyes raked over her body. He stood and tilted his head. His sable hair teasing his ears, as he said contemplatively, “So, I saved my mate, who doesn't have a wolf. Isn't that grand, Carmen?” he asked as he turned to the doctor. “Yes, it is, sir,” the doctor said with a bow. The look of unease on her face made Athena’s frown deepen. Pack doctors are mostly omegas, and with his prowess last night, he looked like he had alpha blood. Yet she did not call him alpha. “You don't sound sure,” Athena said to the man whose name she still did not know. He turned to her with the charming smile back on his face. “What? Oh, of course I am sure, sweetheart. I was so worried about you that I forgot for a moment. This couldn't be more perfect. I saved my mate’s life, and now we will live happily ever after. Just perfect,” he said with a grin. Even as relief flooded her, Athena said, “You know. You don't have to… stick with me if you don't want to. Just let me heal first before you reject me.” “Reject you? Of course not. Why would I do that?” He asked as he came to sit beside her on the bed. He held her hand and kissed her forehead. It felt different. This touch. His scent. The way she had felt inside the night before. Nothing was the same. He eased back from kissing her, winked and said, “Besides, you owe me your life. How will you repay me if I let you go?” Pain throbbed in Athena’s chest, and the little faith she had not known she still held on to faded at that moment. Of course, I mean, why not? The moon goddess had to ship her with someone with a face card, hero syndrome and a crappy personality. She suddenly felt so tired and eased her hand from his. “I need to rest now. Can you go?” She thought she saw thinly veiled irritation cross his eyes, but he was smiling when he stood hastily. “Oh, yeah. Totally. Forgive my manners. You must still be feeling so much pain. Especially since you can't heal like a proper werewolf.” Thinking she was being overly sensitive, Athena ignored the mockery she thought she heard in his voice. She nodded and closed her eyes, eager to get away from his charming smile. She opened her eyes again to see him give Carmen a withering look that had the doctor nodding as she bowed again. Crappy attitude and cruel too? Good job, moon goddess. Just wow. “You didn't tell me your name.” “And I did not get yours too.” He turned to her with a sheepish head scratch. “Forgive me, I am not always like this. Must be the knock I took in the head from those bastards.” Athena jerked upward and gritted her teeth through the pain that spiked through her body. “You are hurt?” “That wasn't what you told me,” she said to Carmen. “What did she tell you? About… me?” he asked urgently. “That you are fine. But if you were knocked in the head, that means…” He waved off her worry as he said, “I am fine. Just a little banged up, but I will live. Carmen will be careful about what she says around you from now on. We can't have you getting upset like this.” He moved closer like he wanted to kiss her forehead again. Instead, he touched her upper arm and said, “I am Richard. Richard Boone. Son of the pack’s alpha.” Athena’s eyes widened as a thought came to her. “What pack?” “Silvergate pack.” Silvergate. Athena can't remember ever hearing of it. It must be a small pack compared to Moonvale. “Oh,” she said weakly. “I must express my thanks to the alpha then.” He dismissed that with a wave as he said, “Later. Rest now. After you tell me your name and pack, of course.” “I am Athena. Athena… Atkins,” she completed. Vampires killed her family almost a year ago and wouldn't stop coming after her, even after wiping out her pack. She realised she couldn't trust that her pack weren't betrayed by their kind. Better to keep her real surname hidden. “Athena. That is a strong name for a…” A wolfless girl? Athena thought in disgust as his unfinished words lay heavy in the room. “Atkins? What a weird surname for a werewolf," he continued in a hard voice. “You are not a human, are you?” “No, I am not. I lost my family a while ago. They were attacked, and I have been alone since then. Like a…” The word stuck distastefully to her tongue. His tone was frigid as he said, “Can you believe that, Carmen? My mate is a wolfless rogue.” Anger rolled over Athena’s misery and her eyes snapped as she said, “I already said you can…” “Rest. We will talk later. Things will be interesting when you meet my father.” Athena wanted to snap at him that nothing could be more interesting than how her life had turned in the past year. Despite herself, she shivered slightly as the doctor went about giving her medication to ease her pain. Rogues were not looked kindly upon in many packs. The word "interesting" took on an ominous meaning as she remembered the tales she had heard about what some packs do to rogues. Did she just survive a death from her enemies only to die horribly among her kind? She tried to catch the doctor’s eyes, but the latter looked away. Athena wanted to howl at the sky for the injustice. “I can't die now.” She thought weakly as her eyes suddenly grew heavy.Two uniformed staff with covered trays on a service cart.“Alpha”, they both bowed and opened the trays. The savoury scents wafted towards Lorraine’s nose, making her stomach growl embarrassingly even as her body reacted to it.He washed his hands with the bowl of water in the second compartment of the cart, wiped them, then lifted one of the toasts to her mouth.When Lorraine blinked at him blankly, he said impatiently, “You said you are not allergic to anything.”“Yes,” she breathed as her brain finally caught up. “But that does not mean I trust you enough to eat anything you…”“If I wanted you dead, Gamma, I would have easily snapped your neck,” he said testily.Lorraine bristled. “Try it.”“I could. Then you would be dead. Then your queen, who thinks she is human, would never learn the truth. Who knows? I might kill her too. Depends on my mood.”Lorraine’s eyes blazed at that, protective fury shooting adrenaline into her system.She opened her mouth to say something, and he cramm
She inhaled and exhaled dramatically, her ears primed to the sounds coming from the room, which made her hate her condition more.Her queen alpha was giving birth to the future alphas, and she could not be by her side because she was about to dissolve into a puddle like a fainting ninny. She could not deny the fact that leaning back against the wall made her feel slightly better, though.“Maybe I can order something, pretend to take that walk and pick it up?” she wondered, knowing that with her weakening state, she might not even be able to do anything if he decided to play any tricks.That would not do. She straightened and snapped her fingers at him. “Give me my phone.”He frowned at her hand, and she did not realise his intent in time until he held her wrist and announced gravely, “You are trembling.”Lorraine looked down, and to her mortification, he was right. The trembling was minimal, but holding her hand made him feel it more.She jerked her wrist out of his hand, and that s
Kiara sounded confused as she responded, “No, I do not think so. There is something wrong with his wolf. I cannot feel him clearly, so I cannot say. But I feel a connection to him, Lorraine. More than I ever felt with any other. He could be our mate.”“Stop. Just stop saying that!” Lorraine snapped at her wolf in her mind.“Kam, are you okay? You look peaked,” Sonia’s threadbare voice pulled Lorraine out of her warring mind.Shame washed over Lorraine at the fact that she was still causing the queen worries when she was supposed to be there for support. The alpha-consort could not be by his mate’s side as he should be, so Lorraine was all the queen had.“And here I am losing it because of my wolf’s silly ideas.”“Yes, yes. I am fine,” Lorraine said hurriedly, swallowing the bile threatening to climb up her throat as she chafed Sonia’s hands comfortingly.“She is right, miss. You do not look so good,” Greta added.“When I need your opinion, I will ask for it. Since that is not happeni
Under different circumstances, Lorraine might have gaped in admiration at the splendour of the mansion that awaited them. At the moment, she barely glanced at the stone-bricked, three-storey mansion as the car squealed to a stop. Before Damien could do it, Lorraine scooped Sonia up and raced up the steps leading to the massive porch.“Where are the damn midwives?” She snapped breathlessly. More nervous about the queen’s condition than winded because of her weight.The contractions were coming so close right now, and the queen grew whiter and whiter as her fingers ground hard against Lorraine’s. She had stopped trying to talk altogether and just breathed through the contractions as sweat and tears slicked her face.Lorraine wished her wolf was awake at the moment, as Morrigan would have helped her better through the childbirth, which would have reduced all the pains she was feeling as a human.“Right here.” Damien led the way, and Logan took the rear. The big man flung the doors o
Sonia looked disoriented as she tried to keep her eyes open. She started to say something, then her eyes flew open as the pain on her face increased. “Argh! Kamara. I think… I think the baby is coming. I…” “What? Now?! I… okay… I will get you to the hospital.” Panic overtook Lorraine’s calmness. “Argh! The contractions… they…” Sonia’s eyes widened as she finally registered their immediate environment. “Is that… is that cherries I smell? What are we doing here, Kam? We were just at home and… argh!” Her hand tightened against Lorraine’s, grinding bone against bone. Her eyes flew open again even before the contraction passed. Horror bloomed in her jade eyes, and she almost tumbled out of Lorraine’s arms as her body acted in a reflexive memory of struggle. She did not see the man who automatically added his weight to Lorraine’s to prevent a headfirst tumble. Her eyes looked glazed as they seemed locked on faraway images. “The window! They burst right through… she came… through the do
“None of your business,” she responded curtly. He was unfazed as he tilted his head and said, “You tried to keep it low, but I could have sworn I heard you call her…” “Give me my phone!” She interrupted him before he could say what would result in more questions. He looked at the phone like he had just realised he had it. Then he looked at the woman in her arms. “She needs care. You both need a place safer than that matchbox of a house. I can help.” “I don’t need your help,” she snapped. She turned away, ready to hike. But the burning questions made her turn right back to him with blazing eyes. “While we are talking about your big help, who were you ‘helping’ when you lured me away from the house? Did you also kill Salome in your big act of ‘helping’? And yeah, let’s not forget them!” She jerked her thumb towards the bodies in the vineyard. “Was killing them a change of plans in your ‘helping’ act? I suppose I should fall on my knees to thank you now, right?! What the fuck do







