It happened so quickly yet gradually. First it was the excuses he made. The distance he slowly brought. “She's just like my sister,” he would always use as an excuse and id believed him. Seeing things now, it was always inevitable. He had taken my love for granted and now it was gone. … Mikaela thought that she had everything she wanted. Her mate, Ryan Wade loved her. And then Lydia showed up. She had tolerated her presence even as Ryan's treatment of her grew more and more suspicious until this moment. Seeing him in bed with her, committing the ultimate betrayal, she makes up her mind to leave. Pregnant with his children she leaves and starts anew in another pack. But fate has different plans and she is brought back together with him, this time with her children and a new family by her side. With Lydia and his Luna she should have no care for him, yet he pushes her to the edge. When their children's bond is discovered and she is forced back into his life. Will they find love again?
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I stood frozen at the doorway, my breath catching in my throat. Their moans rang out like echoes from a nightmare, the rhythmic sound of betrayal slicing through the silence of the corridor. The half-open office door revealed everything, Ryan’s shirt half-off, his hands gripping Lydia’s waist, her back arched in pleasure, her lips parted in delight. They didn’t see me. They didn’t have to. I saw enough. My mate. The one I gave everything to. The one who swore he'd protect me, love me, stay loyal to me. With her. Lydia. I didn't remember walking back to our...no, my...room. I just remember the trembling in my hands, the sting in my eyes, and the cold rush of air in my lungs that couldn’t seem to find enough breath. The moment the door closed behind me, the sob burst out. I collapsed onto the bed, the same bed that had been empty on his side for weeks now. I clawed at the blankets, desperate for something to hold onto, something to stop me from falling apart. But I already was. What did I expect? I should have known. All the signs were there. I stared at the pregnancy test lying on the nightstand, positive. I found out earlier today, just hours ago. My hands were still trembling when I left the pack doctor’s office. The symptoms I'd blamed on stress finally made sense. I’d planned to tell Ryan tonight. That’s why I’d gone to find him. I was ready to share our joy, to remind him of what we once were. Instead, I found him inside someone else. I let out a shaky breath, trying to piece my mind together. How did we get here? I used to be nothing. An orphan. An omega passed around like unwanted baggage. Slavery, beatings, filth, it was all I knew. Until the day I stumbled into the Scarlet Pack’s borders at nineteen. I had no hope, no future, no strength. But they took me in. They were kinder than any other person I had witnessed, any other pack that had treated me as a disposable slave. They didn't maltreat me, instead they gave me a full identity, no longer as an Omega. In them I had finally found a home. And then I met Ryan. The moment our eyes met, everything changed. The mate bond hit us both with unrelenting force. He was powerful, handsome, fierce, and mine. I couldn’t believe it. An Alpha, fated to be with someone like me? But he loved me. Genuinely. Deeply. He fought for me, defended me from whispers, helped me heal. For one and a half beautiful years, I knew peace. I knew love. I knew what it felt like to be wanted, to belong. And then Lydia came back. She was everything I wasn’t, poised, beautiful, with a confident smile and the familiarity of old bonds. Ryan’s childhood friend, his so-called "first love", those were the whispers I caught from the pack members, the ones they didn’t bother hiding anymore. She left the pack when she was fifteen, or so I’d been told. Came back recently after her father's death with nowhere else to go. And Ryan welcomed her in, into our home, into our lives. At first, it was fine. I trusted him. I had to. He was my mate. But things changed. It happened so quickly yet gradually. First it was the excuses he made. The distance he slowly brought. He started spending more time with her. Lingering smiles, hushed conversations, inside jokes. He claimed it was just nostalgia. “She's just like my sister,” he would always use as an excuse and I'd believed him. I believed him, even when the bed grew colder each night, even when his kisses felt routine, even when the pack started murmuring behind my back. “She was his first love.” “They were meant to be before she left.” “She fits him better than Mikaela ever did.” Those whispers grew louder, bolder. I tried to confront him. Each time, the same response. “You’re overthinking it. You’re my mate, Mikaela. Don’t make this harder than it has to be.” But he never looked at me the same way again. And now… now I knew why. A wet laugh left me, almost hysterical. Was I so blind or desperate? Did it matter anymore? Seeing things now, it was always inevitable. He had taken my love for granted and now it was gone. I pressed my hand over my belly. Before, I had been suffering from the symptoms. Believing that it was out of my anxiety and stress, I'd ignored it until it could no longer be ignored. Thus, in the middle of the night I finally swallowed my pride and went to the pack doctor and everything was revealed. I believed I could hold it back till tomorrow, but it was the middle of the night and I remained restless. I'd decided to head to his study to tell him. Just a few moments ago, I had walked out of this room, bracing myself to tell him. And now I was back here, having lost everything. In my belly was a life. A tiny heartbeat I’d only just found out existed. It was supposed to be our miracle. The thing that would bring us back together. But now it was the only reason I had to keep going. Closing my eyes, I'd made a decision. I couldn’t stay here. Not anymore. The Scarlet Pack wasn't my home. Not when my mate had betrayed me. Not when the pack watched and did nothing. Not when Lydia would soon wear the title of Luna they once celebrated me for. I wiped my tears and forced myself to my feet. I packed quietly, quickly. Clothes, essentials, a few keepsakes. My fingers hesitated only once, over the picture frame by the bedside. Our Mating ceremony. His smile. My tears of joy. I turned it over and left it behind. There was nothing here for me now. By the time I stepped outside, the moon was high above the forest, casting long shadows across the ground. The air was cold, but not as cold as the ache in my chest. I didn’t look back. I crossed the pack’s border without hesitation. I had no plan, no destination. Just a baby growing inside me and the raw, pulsing pain of betrayal guiding my every step. But I would survive. I had to. Because this baby deserved better. And I would never let anyone take that away from me again.MikaelaIt was barely sunrise when I got the kids ready, today was their first hunt since they arrived here at the pack The air had that sharp, cold bite that clung to my skin, and for a second I wondered if maybe it was too soon, too much. But this was tradition, and whether I liked it or not, my kids were to partake in the activity.“Hold still, Sammy,” I muttered, crouching to tie Samuel’s boots. He kept tapping his foot like he was already itching to run off. “You’ll trip before you even see a rabbit if you don’t stop.”“I won’t trip,” he mumbled, puffing his chest out.I smirked. “Mm-hmm, that’s what you said last week, and I had to catch you before you face-planted into the mud.”Lisa giggled, clutching her cloak around her. “He did fall.”Samuel scowled at her. “Did not.”“Yes, you did!” Lisa argued, her small voice so serious I almost laughed.“Hey, hey,” I said quickly, tugging Lisa closer so I could fix her jacket. “No fighting before the hunt. Save that energy, okay?”Lisa’
RyanThe council room was crowded. The elders sat in their usual spots, their voices heavy and sharp as they argued about rogue sightings near the borders. My betas, including Max, lined the far side.I sat at the head of the long wooden table. Lydia was next to me, her hand clamped tightly around my arm like I was going to vanish if she let go. I didn’t pull away. I couldn’t. Not with so many eyes on us.And then there was Mikaela. She sat quietly near the end of the table, scrolls laid out neatly in front of her. She wasn’t here as a mother or a guest. She was here as Tobias’s representative for Monsoon. Her posture was straight, her expression calm, like none of the glares or mutters aimed at her even touched her.“Scarlet has had three rogue attacks in the last week,” Elder Rowan said, his voice carrying over the table. “We cannot keep losing men this way.”"We need stronger patrols. The rogues are testing us and finding weak spots.”“We can’t stretch ourselves too thin,” another
MikaelaMorning came too quickly. I had barely slept, but the kids were up early and buzzing with their nervous energy. I got them dressed, fixed their hair, and tried to make it all feel normal. Today was supposed to be their first day walking around Scarlet Pack. They needed to go to school, the gardens and probably the training yard.“Stay close to me,” I told them, straightening Samuel’s shirt. “No wandering, alright? This part goes for you especially Declan.”“Yes, Mommy,” Lisa said, clutching my hand. Declan just shrugged like always, but I knew he was listening.The moment we stepped outside, I felt it. That shift, conversations cutting off mid-sentence. Wolves stopping to stare at me, their former Luna. I forced a small smile, trying to greet a passing omega. “Good morning.”She didn’t even look at me, she just kept walking and tugging her little boy closer to her side.Another pair of wolves whispered as I walked past them, their voices low but sharp enough to hear. “That’
MikaelaThe second we stepped into Scarlet Pack territory, I felt it. That shift. That tension crawling under my skin.The pack members gathered fast, like they’d been waiting all day for Ryan to return. Their Alpha. The one they bowed their heads for and smiled at. But when their eyes slid to me? It...that was different. Those looks weren’t warm. They weren’t welcoming. They were sharp, like knives pressed against my throat.I heard it before I saw it, the whispers darting from one mouth to another.The triplets squeezed my hands tight, their confused little faces glancing up at me. Lisa leaned closer, whispering, “Mommy, why are they staring at us?”I forced a smile for her, even though my stomach was twisted in knots. “It’s nothing, baby. Just stay close to me.” God, I hoped she believed me.Ryan, of course, didn’t notice, or maybe he just didn’t care. He walked ahead, all shoulders and authority, the pack drinking him in like he was their savior. He didn’t even slow down for us.
MikaelaWe combed through the thick woods like our lives depended on it, because mine did. My son was out here somewhere. The trees were thick and the shadows were playing tricks on my eyes, and every sound made my heart slam harder.At least Ryan had finally shut Lydia up. He’d snapped at her so hard she actually went quiet for once. Thank God. The last thing I needed was her voice poisoning the air while my child was missing.“Keep breathing, Mikaela,” Ryan muttered as he pushed branches out of the way. “We’ll find him. I promise.”I shot him a glare so sharp it could’ve cut bark off the trees. “I don’t need your damn promises, Ryan. I need my son.”He flinched but didn’t argue. Maybe he knew I was right.We pressed deeper. The forest seemed endless. I did t stop, I couldn't. "Declan honey?!" I yelled out again, but nothjng. He didnt respond. Where did he run off to? "Wait a second. I hear something," Ryan muttered as he sniffed the air.I heard it too. It was a cry. My heart ju
MikaelaThe car kept moving steadily, wheels humming over the dirt road as we drove deeper into Scarlet Pack territory. I pressed my forehead lightly against the window, watching the trees blur past. I didn’t want to be here. Not with Ryan. And definitely not with Lydia.I’d already made it clear to him, I wanted nothing to do with either of them. My only concern was my children. That’s it. I swore to myself that no matter what Lydia spat out, no matter how sharp her tongue got or no matter how much it hurt I wouldn’t let her get into my head. For the kids’ sake, I couldn’t.Still, I could sense it. Her insecurities. They poured off her like bad perfume. She was scared, terrified even that I’d somehow take her place at Ryan’s side. I almost laughed at the thought. Me? Go back to Ryan? The same way she had crawled her way into his life when mine was falling apart? Hell no. Ryan was my past, I wasn’t planning to repeat.I scoffed quietly at the thought, shaking my head. That door was
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