It happened so quickly yet gradually. First it was the excuses he made. The distance he slowly brought. “She's just like my sister,” he would always use as an excuse and id believed him. Seeing things now, it was always inevitable. He had taken my love for granted and now it was gone. … Mikaela thought that she had everything she wanted. Her mate, Ryan Wade loved her. And then Lydia showed up. She had tolerated her presence even as Ryan's treatment of her grew more and more suspicious until this moment. Seeing him in bed with her, committing the ultimate betrayal, she makes up her mind to leave. Pregnant with his children she leaves and starts anew in another pack. But fate has different plans and she is brought back together with him, this time with her children and a new family by her side. With Lydia and his Luna she should have no care for him, yet he pushes her to the edge. When their children's bond is discovered and she is forced back into his life. Will they find love again?
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I stood frozen at the doorway, my breath catching in my throat. Their moans rang out like echoes from a nightmare, the rhythmic sound of betrayal slicing through the silence of the corridor. The half-open office door revealed everything, Ryan’s shirt half-off, his hands gripping Lydia’s waist, her back arched in pleasure, her lips parted in delight. They didn’t see me. They didn’t have to. I saw enough. My mate. The one I gave everything to. The one who swore he'd protect me, love me, stay loyal to me. With her. Lydia. I didn't remember walking back to our...no, my...room. I just remember the trembling in my hands, the sting in my eyes, and the cold rush of air in my lungs that couldn’t seem to find enough breath. The moment the door closed behind me, the sob burst out. I collapsed onto the bed, the same bed that had been empty on his side for weeks now. I clawed at the blankets, desperate for something to hold onto, something to stop me from falling apart. But I already was. What did I expect? I should have known. All the signs were there. I stared at the pregnancy test lying on the nightstand, positive. I found out earlier today, just hours ago. My hands were still trembling when I left the pack doctor’s office. The symptoms I'd blamed on stress finally made sense. I’d planned to tell Ryan tonight. That’s why I’d gone to find him. I was ready to share our joy, to remind him of what we once were. Instead, I found him inside someone else. I let out a shaky breath, trying to piece my mind together. How did we get here? I used to be nothing. An orphan. An omega passed around like unwanted baggage. Slavery, beatings, filth, it was all I knew. Until the day I stumbled into the Scarlet Pack’s borders at nineteen. I had no hope, no future, no strength. But they took me in. They were kinder than any other person I had witnessed, any other pack that had treated me as a disposable slave. They didn't maltreat me, instead they gave me a full identity, no longer as an Omega. In them I had finally found a home. And then I met Ryan. The moment our eyes met, everything changed. The mate bond hit us both with unrelenting force. He was powerful, handsome, fierce, and mine. I couldn’t believe it. An Alpha, fated to be with someone like me? But he loved me. Genuinely. Deeply. He fought for me, defended me from whispers, helped me heal. For one and a half beautiful years, I knew peace. I knew love. I knew what it felt like to be wanted, to belong. And then Lydia came back. She was everything I wasn’t, poised, beautiful, with a confident smile and the familiarity of old bonds. Ryan’s childhood friend, his so-called "first love", those were the whispers I caught from the pack members, the ones they didn’t bother hiding anymore. She left the pack when she was fifteen, or so I’d been told. Came back recently after her father's death with nowhere else to go. And Ryan welcomed her in, into our home, into our lives. At first, it was fine. I trusted him. I had to. He was my mate. But things changed. It happened so quickly yet gradually. First it was the excuses he made. The distance he slowly brought. He started spending more time with her. Lingering smiles, hushed conversations, inside jokes. He claimed it was just nostalgia. “She's just like my sister,” he would always use as an excuse and I'd believed him. I believed him, even when the bed grew colder each night, even when his kisses felt routine, even when the pack started murmuring behind my back. “She was his first love.” “They were meant to be before she left.” “She fits him better than Mikaela ever did.” Those whispers grew louder, bolder. I tried to confront him. Each time, the same response. “You’re overthinking it. You’re my mate, Mikaela. Don’t make this harder than it has to be.” But he never looked at me the same way again. And now… now I knew why. A wet laugh left me, almost hysterical. Was I so blind or desperate? Did it matter anymore? Seeing things now, it was always inevitable. He had taken my love for granted and now it was gone. I pressed my hand over my belly. Before, I had been suffering from the symptoms. Believing that it was out of my anxiety and stress, I'd ignored it until it could no longer be ignored. Thus, in the middle of the night I finally swallowed my pride and went to the pack doctor and everything was revealed. I believed I could hold it back till tomorrow, but it was the middle of the night and I remained restless. I'd decided to head to his study to tell him. Just a few moments ago, I had walked out of this room, bracing myself to tell him. And now I was back here, having lost everything. In my belly was a life. A tiny heartbeat I’d only just found out existed. It was supposed to be our miracle. The thing that would bring us back together. But now it was the only reason I had to keep going. Closing my eyes, I'd made a decision. I couldn’t stay here. Not anymore. The Scarlet Pack wasn't my home. Not when my mate had betrayed me. Not when the pack watched and did nothing. Not when Lydia would soon wear the title of Luna they once celebrated me for. I wiped my tears and forced myself to my feet. I packed quietly, quickly. Clothes, essentials, a few keepsakes. My fingers hesitated only once, over the picture frame by the bedside. Our Mating ceremony. His smile. My tears of joy. I turned it over and left it behind. There was nothing here for me now. By the time I stepped outside, the moon was high above the forest, casting long shadows across the ground. The air was cold, but not as cold as the ache in my chest. I didn’t look back. I crossed the pack’s border without hesitation. I had no plan, no destination. Just a baby growing inside me and the raw, pulsing pain of betrayal guiding my every step. But I would survive. I had to. Because this baby deserved better. And I would never let anyone take that away from me again.Mikaela I finished and turned to walk away moving past him towards the hallway leading to Tobias's office. There were no footsteps thumping behind me. He didn't follow. Good. It meant that all of this was over.“Mikaela.” My footsteps , right at the corner to the other end halted as soon as Ryan's voice rang from behind me. I didn't turn around.“I’ll cooperate…for now. But if you think I'll let my children be raised by another man, you have another thing coming.” he said. My jaw clenched. I clutched my fists tightly to quell my frustration as I turned to face him. His face was stony, gaze still blazing through the distance.“This isn’t over.” he said. After a few more seconds his footsteps thumped, growing distant. I didn't meet to turn around to know that he was gone.I waited, holding my breath until I couldn't hear him anymore. When I finally let it out, it came out shuddered.It didn't matter, I r
Mikaela Ryan flinched back, stricken like I had just struck a punch. Something flashed in his mind, something like bitterness, rage and…hurt?I curled my hands into fists, heat boiling through my veins. It didn’t matter to me what he felt. Every single word I said was the truth.He, nor the Crimson pack could compare to the love and warmth I had received here.On entering the Crimson pack, I had done my best to be worthy of them. To be a good Luna, a good mate for them to accept me. I thought they did.Until Lydia came back and everything changed. Their tunes changed and so did their attitude towards me. They treated me as a mere replacement, constantly gushing about Ryan and Lydia's bond, ignoring the fact that I was still there. It was as though all I had done was nothing in their eyes. I had suffered alone, with nobody to comfort me while everyone remained enamored with her, claiming that they were meant to be. In my eyes, they were also accomplices, contributing to my spiral.An
MikaelaOf course it had to be him.I tried to take a step back, to create some distance between us, but Ryan's grip on my arms was like a vice. His fingers dug deep into my skin, holding me in place as he gazed at me with an intensity that made my heart racing. I felt a shiver run down my spine. I tried to back away from him only to feel my back collide with a flat surface. My heart fell. There was no escape.Ryan came closer with every step. I tried to pull my hand away but his grip was too firm, almost tight enough to hurt.His face was fixed with a sneer.“Well?” he snarled, a near animalistic growl leaving me. His gaze blaze with a fire that seemed to pierce right through me. I felt trapped, unable to look away, as he held me captive with his gaze.I clenched my jaw.Wait…was anyone here.Panic filled me. My gaze flew to the sides, a twinge of relief filling me. There was nobody there. Not a soul. It wasn’t surprising considering that it was evening with most of the maids and
MikaelaMy throat felt tight looking at her. I had braced myself for an accusation. But her question wasn't laced with judgment or accusation.She looked calm, holding no judgement in her gaze. She must have figured it out by now, yet she still waited patiently for my side. She trusted me.June's calm demeanor was a balm to my frazzled nerves. I felt a sense of ease wash over me, and it emboldened me to open up. June's calmness was contagious, and That was enough reason to accept and speak.I took a deep breath, letting my guard down. “He is Ryan, Alpha of the Crimson pack…” I began carefully, trailing off. It was the most obvious part but she didn't say anything, waiting patiently.“And,” I continued, “He was once my mate and the father of these three children.”The silence after was deafening. The words hung in the air between us, heavy with unspoken emotions.Shame washed over me like a tidal wave, the memories of that night echoing in my mind. My mistake in staying for so long,
MikaelaThis couldn’t be happening.My breath caught in my throat as I met his blue eyed gaze, dread filling me.Ryan. He was here. With my children.Why was he here?“He’s already awake. I'm sure that he'd love to see….”The Pack doctor's voice swam through my ears like water. I couldn’t comprehend it before it slipped out.All I could focus on was HIM. Ryan and that damned look he gave.The look in his eyes was piercing, accusing with something I clearly recognized. My heart fell in an instant. He knew. He knew that they were his children. It took everything in me to force my gaze away from him. I drifted to Lisa and Samuel, now beside me. The resemblance between them was faint, but anyone who was more than familiar with him would see it clearly. More than that, he must have felt it solely from his wolf. The same bond that coursed between Lisa, Declan Samuel and me. Even if he would recognise it. His wolf would.This was why I never wanted them to meet. It was too late now. The d
Ryan's POVThe moment the meeting ended, I felt like I was suffocating beneath a weight I couldn’t shake. The alliance between the Monsoon and Scarlet packs was supposed to be a strategic move, simple, businesslike, but every word spoken around that table twisted in my gut like a knife.Mikaela. The name echoed through my mind relentlessly. How did she end up here? Advising Tobias of all people. The Alpha of the Monsoon Pack, who had taken her.How dare she move on so easily?And yet... a part of me couldn’t let go.I wandered through the pack grounds aimlessly, my thoughts dark and bitter. How had things fallen apart so completely? I’d been with Lydia for years now, had I not? But even then, my heart wrenched whenever Mikaela’s name surfaced, or when I caught myself thinking of her face. The way she had disappeared all those years ago, no explanations, no goodbye. It gnawed at me. Like a wound I refused to heal.I found myself drifting toward the playground, the one where I used to w
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