WHAT IF...

CONNOR

I couldn't say any other thing to Eddy before I finally decided to walk away from that situation.

I was sitting and staring into the hard wall in front of me, wondering how I could come in, bring Eddy back to his senses for Lola's sake, when a thought tore through my mind.

I may have been able to stop Lola from making that trip that moment, but I needed to make sure she didn't at all.

I have known Eddy for years, and I knew the lengths he could go for what he wanted, especially if there was an open challenge about it in front of him.

Hurriedly, I grabbed my jacket from the bed and hurried off to Lola's room, my heart threatening to break through my chest for fear that she might just be on a flight to fulfill Eddy's ego.

Before I knew it, I was sprinting across the stairs,my legs literally working faster than my mind.

Then, I was in front of her room. I didn't hesitate for a second even before pushing the door through.

Breathing heavily, I watched her jump off the bed, the sheets falling off to reveal the fact that she was still wearing the outfit from the last time I saw her, which was about three hours ago.

My brain worked for the most suitable first words as I stood there staring back at her.

"Isn't that uncomfortable to sleep in?" I finally said, letting my fear all out in one long exhale.

It took a while for her to understand what I meant as she just stared on, that was when I figured I must have woken her up.

"Oh! I'm sorry. I didn't know you were sleeping."

"No. Not at all," she protested, waving a hand absentmindedly in front of her to drive her point.

Then, withdrawing to rub her eyes vigorously.

I felt bad for barging in like I had done, but I couldn't leave just yet.

My feelings cracked open, and the emotions I had struggled to keep down all these while came rushing through.

I fought my thoughts fiercely, clasping my arms tightly across my body.

I was going to force my body out of her space if I had to, but then, her voice came again, breaking every form of defence I had built against my rising emotions before then.

"Thank you so much for standing up for me earlier. I should have met you sooner, but..." she exhaled tiredly, "...my body felt too weak, I didn't know when I slept off."

"It's no problem at all. I'm just really glad that you're fine. And I apologize for..."

"No. Not all," she barged on my voice.

"Maybe he deserved what he got," she finished, her eyes flickering restlessly like Eddy could appear from a corner and reprimand her for her words.

"Well, Lola. I was going to say, I apologize for waking you up like that."

I watched her expression run down quickly from fear, anxiety, and sadness to embarrassment and confusion.

"Oooh! Still, I would like to thank you again," she replied after a long pause that seemed more like a moment of deliberation.

My heart skittered through my chest, uncontrollably, I caught the softness of my tongue between my teeth and bit down hard on it.

I needed to leave, but I would mostly look stupid if I scurry out in the middle of our conversation like that.

"It's okay, Lola. I did what I thought was right at the moment."

"And...again."

My heart started to beat even faster.

"I am sorry about the last time. I wasn't in the right head space for the moment, and it happened too suddenly, I couldn't process it immediately..."

"Shush!" I whispered, pulling a finger across her lips to stop her from going any further.

"You don't have to say anything," I managed, my pulse increasing rapidly as I watched her chest rise and fall, it made me think about the possibility that we might be thinking the same thing.

"Connor," she called out breathily, unleashing that ferocious part of me that I had carefully tucked away for some time now.

"I think you should get out of these clothes first, it looks like you are barely putting up with the discomfort."

Her eyes flickered restlessly against my face, I was too late to read her thoughts.

I didn't see what was coming at me until she slipped her shoulders out of the sleeves of the fur coat, and my eyes met the shaping belt strapped tightly around her stomach.

Naturally, my hands moved to unbuckle it — I could not bear the thought of her reason for straddling herself like that being Eddy.

The shaper came off to reveal a thin transparent shirt stuck to her skin.

My lips trembled at the thought of what this might lead to. I couldn't even bring myself to look at her face.

I heard her groan lightly, then her bra dropped to the floor.

"Connor...," I couldn't wait to hear what her next word would be before pushing her back until she was pinned hard against the formerly empty wall behind her.

My hands worked faster than my brain, unzipping her cotton trousers to reveal the bare of her thighs and a black lacy pant.

"F*ck!" I groaned frustratingly, her soft sighs following, while her fingers dug hard against my shoulders, through the material of my jacket.

Suddenly, everything around me stilled with perfect silence.

My brain bubbled hard for a reason, a reason to stop before it went too far.

But that was all there was to it — a brief moment of trying to reach for that part of my mind that was only before I knew Lola.

Her breathing was hot against my neck, my nerves pooling across every part of my body as I reached for my d*ck, hard, erect and ready.

Pushing her head back, I dug through her panties until I was well inside her cl*t.

She didn't move.

"Are you sure?" I muttered, trying to hide how much I had waited for this moment, which was very much evident in the heaviness of my words and the passion clasped to every letter.

With her eyes shut, she nodded rapidly.

That was my cue. That was everything I needed to ram hard into her, my endorphins overflowing.

Her body jerked hard against mine, causing my length to enlarge harder inside her.

I held her shoulders back more firmly as I continued to go in and out with the shameless hunger of someone eating what was never theirs.

"I never thought there could be this moment," she stuttered inaudibly, difficult for me to piece together immediately, but when I finally got it about a couple of seconds later, I pressed down on her shoulders with even greater pressure.

"It'll be difficult to back out now."

She groaned hungrily, and I allowed a smile to cross my face.

"What if Eddy walked in on us?”