LOGINEDDY
It was a couple minutes after 3PM, but I was just rounding up the final review on a work document.
I had told Lola to get ready to fly by 3PM, and I knew very well she would already be waiting in the living room even after attempting to be feisty this morning.
I have the document on my screen a final look down before mailing it across.
My eyes twitched with tiredness, so I rubbed them vigorously.
The best option would have been to take a deep peaceful nap, but I had an agenda to water up.
Pushing my weight off the chair, I hurried off to the showers.
By the time I was ready to go downstairs, it was exactly 3:30PM.
Standing in front of the mirror as I knotted my tie in place, I couldn't help but think about how much Connor would react to hearing about everything.
I wasn't sure if this would be enough to push him to the extreme, but I hope it does — he needed to be taught a lesson that would put his back in his place.
Deep down, I don't give a bloody care about what happens to Lola. Today was for Connor, and I had learnt over the last few days that Connor's biggest weakness was Lola. I didn't expect him to be terribly stupid, but here we are.
I giggled lightly at the drama that awaited me as I climbed slowly down the stairs.
My eyes fell on Lola first, slumped into a sofa, luggages packed and ready. I smiled to myself.
But the time I descended fully, my eyes rested on Connor. He was sitting on the other side of the sitting room with his eyes shamelessly feasting on Lola, totally lost on time and his environment, he was too late to look away by the time he noticed I joined them.
"Pathetic," I muttered, turning to Lola.
"Let's go. Time is already far spent," I said, making my way towards the door without any reluctance.
"Eddy...," Lola's voice came alive with an energy I was very familiar with — the Connor energy.
I expected him to speak next and he did.
"Don't you think you're taking this too far?" his voice was low, and threatening as much.
I stopped in my tracks. He should have stuck to his lane from the very beginning.
"What?" I looked from Lola, body propped up from the chair like she couldn't decide on whether to stand or remain sitting, then Connor who was standing tall and ready, staring hard like I was an intruder he had never seen.
"I beg your pardon, Connor?" I repeated, staring back, hoping he goes his hardest.
He exhaled, his shoulders dropping like he was doing everything to hold himself back from bouncing as hard as he had planned.
Come on, bring it on, well-wisher!
"Why would you even do that? It's as unbelievable as it sounds."
I could sense the tension rising in his voice.
"Connor, I don't understand what we are doing here," I spoke as softly as I could, just to make sure I got in touch with that part of him that hated me being calm in situations I could react to otherwise.
"Did Lola...," my eyes moved to where Lola still sat, hands clasped together in patient hope, "...that she has a problem with getting her body worked on overseas?"
My gaze returned to Connor whose expression was terribly distorted, the worst I had ever seen him with me.
Some crazy a** guy.
He was supposed to be my best friend.
Rage boiled hard in my stomach, I had to bite down on my teeth to keep myself from exploding, at least, for the sake of following the initial plan I had about dealing with Connor.
"C'mon Eddy! You know exactly what you're doing. Trying to punish her for my offence. You should go heads on with me if you need to. Leave Lola out of it."
An unavoidable smirk formed against my lips.
"I don't know what you're talking about, Connor Millow. I thought you were looking out for my wife," I replied, bracing myself quickly for his next words.
Grabbing his forehead in a way that made me believe he got my message clearly, he took a couple steps backwards.
"I understand. I probably don't have any business with the way you run your family, but I am looking out for you here."
"You're looking out for me and not my wife?" I attacked before he had the opportunity to defend himself.
"Eddy!" Lola's voice rang out from somewhere behind me.
"Would you like to have her instead?" I asked, the rage breaking through my thoughts.
"Eddy. Please, stop!" Lola's voice came again, shaky and pleading, forcing me to look in her direction, but not with the intention to pity her.
"What do you think, Connor? Fair deal?" I continued, neglecting his glaring eyes that threatened me to cut it out.
"Take a good look at her," I allowed my gaze to trail down Lola as she stood between the both of us, helpless, and even more, miserable.
"She is no different from the size of every other person in the house out together, and that doesn't bother her."
I heard Lola sniffle a sob.
"I care about you so much to transfer such a baggage, but it seems you want to try managing it. So, it can be yours. I will call my lawyer. We can..."
"Eddison Langford! Are you out of your mind?" Connor's voice vibrated off the walls,his shoulders squaring angrily.
"How else do you want me to describe your constant unprecedented concern for my wife?" I fired back.
"I am not...," he made to speak, but I came at him again.
"I think you should try to be truthful to yourself, at least. Sit with your thoughts and be clear on what you'd rather want to happen. I am always open for negotiations."
In his eyes, I could see the battle between his real desires and the pain of having to deny it at the whim of me daring him to.
He went totally speechless, which wasn't really a surprise.
I knew Connor was gone for Lola, and that I had him for as long as I wanted for that.
Turning to Lola, I widened my gaze in her face, tilting my head to the side like to say "What are you going to do now?"
I watched her lips tremble, her expression turning completely pale.
I allowed the smile of victory that arose from my chest spread across my face as the tears broke away from her efforts, streaming down her face unhindered.
"Excuse me," she stuttered, running up the stairs.
"Be careful. Running like that can be more dangerous than pole dancing for you," I beckoned.
My gaze returned to Connor.
As we stared down hard on each other, I thought about how I knew from the start that this journey wouldn't happen. I was aimed at Connor and he fell right in my trap.
LOLACurled on the floor, in a corner of my room, I chewed continuously on my thumb nail, wondering if Freddy would ever come.If it was the time before I broke up with him to marry his brother, I would have been certain that he would be here, but times had changed. It was just so unfortunate that my thoughts were still trapped in the past."F*ck it!" I exhaled, pulling myself up from the floor. It would have been easy to go take a warm shower, eat dinner, read a book from my endless collection of e-book and rest from the long day, but that was such a pretense at living a perfect life."What do you think I want right now?" I spoke, staring expressively at the image the bathroom oval shaped and plated edges mirror returned."You are a broken woman, and you are pathetic because of that." There was a very vivid voice in my head. I hadn't said anything, but I heard it loud and clear.A smile warmed against my cheeks."Bold of you to return my question with another question," I snickered.
The arena in Lillehammer was packed so full and tight that every time the crowd surged to its feet, I bumped hard into Eddy, his gaze returning a hard warning.I was sitting between my father in-law and Eddy with my hands folded so tightly in my lap that my knuckles turned pale."There he is," Greg said, nudging me softly with his elbow, nodding towards the ice where the Norway squad was filing out in their dark blue jersey.I managed a smile, but just enough to not get Eddy pissed. I knew very well that he didn't want to be here.Anyways, watching a game like this again brought back memories I thought had faded with time.I had watched Freddy play hockey for two years —watched him skate laps on the ice until he was throwing up behind the rink, watched him tape his own fingers when the trainer wasn't looking so no one would bench him for a fracture.I knew exactly what it had cost him to be the man skating out there now, broad-shouldered, visor pushed up, tapping his stick twice again
GREGORYThe city stretched out in front of me as I gazed out of the window, the after taste of the white wine still lingering somewhere down my throat.My fingers stiffened against the glass wedged between them, still half filled.The loud thoughts I had carried carefully since the first day weighed in my chest.I grunted, clearing my throat loudly.I couldn't hold it down, but I couldn't even move forward with everything happening in my family at the moment.I knew I needed to be careful. There was the company, and the future of my sons.I knew it wasn't going to be easy. Maybe, Lola was a distraction that shouldn't even cross my mind, but I couldn't help it. Sighing, I clasped my fingers tighter around the glass, glaring hard at the landscape of the city. Lola's room was right next to mine, but what good does that even do me if I can't call her over.It just kept getting harder for me to sleep, especially with knowing she was inside, probably taking a bath or sprawled out n*ked on
FREDDYThrough practice, I couldn't stop thinking about Lola. Maybe because I knew she was watching me like old times, and it sparked feelings that ought to have stayed buried until forever.Through the banter between her, my father and Eddy, I couldn't care less. I just stayed at the parts of her body that weren't concealed under the jacket draped across her shoulders.As soon as I got the opportunity to ask, I took it, and of course, Lola couldn't say No to me.It was a little hard convincing my coach to allow me to stay outside the team house. By the time I had concluded with the boys, checked into a hotel room, got a shave and freshened up, time was far spent.As I scurried into the elevator for the fifth floor, I wondered if she was waiting up for me or perhaps, given up and gone to bed.But then, Eddy was there. I didn't expect him to be. I didn't turn back though. I hadn't made all of those arrangements to chicken out of his presence."You shouldn't have said that, Freddy. What
LOLAAnother knock broke out against my door — sharp, impatient.My breathing seized for a second."Freddy!" I muttered, clutching tight at the material initially hanging between my fingers.My eyes were watery from my own arousal, and I couldn't wait to finally be able to feel the emotions that remained unlocked in my heart.My cheeks burnt red. I was so embarrassed that I packed up the box and shoved them under the sheets.Adjusting the belt of my bath robe, I did a short breathing exercise to keep my voice firm.Clutching the knob of the door, I took one last deep breath before yanking it open.I gagged, my chest tightening to the sight in front of me. Not only did I not expect to see Eddy in front of my door by the time of the night, I was too fired up to handle whatever he had come to say.It was ridiculous, but I wondered if he was here because of what I said to him at the stadium, and I feared we might end up doing something we both would regret by morning."Hi, Eddy," my voice
LOLAWith my heart hammering hard against my chest, I hurried through the lonely path that led back to the stadium where the rest of the family ought to still be.I was sure practice had ended, and me missing right in that moment wouldn't look too good. The plan was to get there first, and then, Connor could come later.Standing before my father-in-law, all sweaty, my breathing giving away the fact that I had jogged all the way back, I thought of the best response to a question he had not even asked."We had been done for a while now. We were worried," Greg spoke, his eyes scanning every inch of my body in a way that felt rather uncomfortable.Struggling to keep my breathing steady and my shoulders up, I looked from my father-in-law to Eddy — his face was locked in an expression that told me just how much he wanted to say and how he was just waiting for the right time to come at me.Freddy was standing behind them, arms folded across his chest, skin glazed with sweat and his gaze send
CONNOR"Was that necessary?" I straightened my posture, turning to look at Eddy, my body stiff from anger I could not fully express - partly because it might end up stripping bare my secret feelings, Eddy could read through lines, and then, because I still wanted to respect my friend whose house I
FREDMONI turned endlessly on my bed, regretting why I had made the decision to come back to my family.I hated them. I didn't need them. I was doing well in Europe. They appreciate my music. I had a comfortable life, and I slept well.I was this close to booking a flight for the next morning, but
LOLAEddy didn't smile.He didn't say a word, but I could hear his thoughts loud and clear.He probably thinks I've had eyes on Connor since that day I met him.He must be thinking I was shameless to put up that rebellious act when he asked me to seduce Connor, only for him to catch me alone with h
LOLA"Excuse me?" I said under my breath."You heard me.""I did.""Okay?""I heard you ask me to seduce your best friend before the week ends," I managed, disgust rising through my chest, clean and cold, like water finding cracks."I didn't say seduce. I said ---""Eddison! I am not doing that." M







