Fucking, Danny, trying to get us killed a second time.
Lately, Levon has been on another level of annoying, he's been moody and extra weird with everyone, even with his parents. He's been both distant and quiet, two things out of his nature and it was freaking those close to him out. He talked less and less and listened even less. He barely pays attention both at school and at home. He's grown fond of his own company rather than hanging out with friends.
He couldn't help it since they all wouldn't understand him and there was no better way to tell them what has been happening to him.
It troubles his parents greatly that he wasn't talking to them since he stopped telling them about the pains he often felt.
They wanted to reach out and help but are both clueless as to how to offer the right help.
Nobody would understand.
He wasn't making it any easier on them since he was always by himself and wouldn't talk to them. He just went to school and returned home, wearing a death-like-zombie expression on his face at all times.
Last night he had taken his dinner up to his room and ate alone then, that morning he didn't eat at all but left for school instead without as little as hello to his troubled parents.
"Hey, Meanie!" Shelley was calling and running after him as he staggered over to sit by the bleachers so he would watch his teammates on the field and listen to coach Bennett yelling instructions at the guys while they ran laps.
It had happened again. One minute he was running with the guys and the next, he was being stabbed repeatedly by sharp unseen objects.
Was the boy hellbent on ending his life himself?
Doesn't he understand that they would both die if he continued like this?
It worries Levon but more importantly, it scares him because Danny might get himself killed even before he has had the opportunity to find him as he had promised.
They will have to be reincarnated again and he will have to deal with this torture. It was true he had accepted it from their previous life but it would be a lot easier if Danny would take it easy on himself.
People are starting to think he was possessed, or worse, a troubled teen, especially coach Bennett who is starting to think he was skipping practices knowing he was their star player.
He loved football and nothing makes him happier than when he played, taking his troops to competitions and winning trophies for the school.
How was he going to gain his scholarship if Danny kept hurting him whenever he was out for his games?
Please, my Beauty, you're hurting me... you're hurting us.
His friends thought he acted out on purpose which was understandable since he has no evident injuries that eyes could see. Coach was starting to hate him, he was sure, with the glares the man constantly threw at him.
He could see the judgment in his eyes, the look of solemn pity since he obviously thought the boy was out to ruin his future.
Levon didn't want any of this as much as they didn't but with Danny always hurting himself, how could he ever concentrate on anything?
Please, stop... It hurts too much.
He cried through their link hoping the boy would feel him, feel his pain, and how he was hurting him.
Is this the price he pays for not stopping him from killing himself in their first life?
The sacrifice was too heavy yet he couldn't find it in himself to share part of this pain with his Danny.
I love him too much.
His eyes watered at the thought as yet another pain stabbed into his thighs.
What was he doing to himself this time?
He wondered and tried to feel what was happening but the sound of Shells yelling for him disrupted his concentration and he snapped his eyes open to have them facing the girl.
"What?" He asked, annoyed and uninterested in whatever she had to say without even knowing what she wants yet.
"Fuck you, Lev, you want to tell me you didn't hear me calling all along?" She kicked him but the boy didn't mind, he wanted her gone. He was in too much pain to speak.
"You're my best friend, Shells and I love you to death but right now I need to be alone." With that said he was on his feet and walking away from her. He didn't want to look back at the girl as he didn't want to see the hurtful look he knew for sure she would be putting on, the groans coming from behind confirmed it.
He didn't wish to hurt her but he was tired of everything.
If he didn't find Danny sooner, the boy was going to get himself killed again and he was sure to die along with him.
There is no life without you, my Beauty.
Tired, he decided to skip the rest of the school period and went on home.
Levon was startled when he walked into their living room to find his fathers seated in wait for him as if they both knew he was on his way home.
Did someone call to inform them?
He didn't need to worry himself with that so he just dumped his bag by the door and made to sprint away and into his room in an attempt to avoid whatever lectures they have decided to dish out to him.
"Come have a seat with us, son." His father started and Levon wanted to say no but he followed his legs as they moved forward. Soon he was close enough and sitting in the armchair closest to his Dad.
"What is going on with you, Levon?" Papa sounded too concerned it broke his heart.
He hated treating his parents this way. Hated the looks he was seeing on their faces. But most importantly he hated the feeling of deep pressure that sat on his chest, it felt like a mass was crushing him, and instantly he knew something was wrong with his Danny. He didn't know what was happening but whatever Danny was feeling was starting to affect him greatly and it was only a matter of time until he gets restless enough for his parents to panic just as the thought still lingers, a sob broke free and he fell out of the chair and unto his knees in agony.
Danny needs me.
His parents rushed to his side and wrapped him in a warm hug as they tried to ease some of his pain if they ever could.
He has gone a little too far this time.
The more those thoughts crossed his mind the more frightened he became.
Something was wrong with Danny, he could feel it.
"Levon?" His father's gentle voice filled his ears, drifting down to his restless soul and seeking calmness but the bricks laid within his soul were crushing down hard and there was nothing his father's tenderness could do, yet, he opened puffy eyes to lock gaze with his parents. "What is it?" The man asked, voice a lot shaky as he tried miserably to contain his tears.
It broke them seeing their boy this way.
Chapter: three.***~***Just wait a little longer, my Beauty."I-I need him," he bawled bitterly as he tried to bite down on his lower lip to hold the wrecking sobs threatening to drown him. "H-he needs me." He choked out and buried his face into his Dad's neck. For a moment there, the confused fathers exchanged looks as to who their son referred to, and when nothing came to mind, Markus decided to press further for more information. "Who, baby?" Levon cried harder, there was no helping it. It hurts too much he couldn't have conved his emotions any other way. "My Danny." He whispered. Who knew answering questions could get so difficult. Danny?The single thought on both parents' minds. That was the name of their son's imaginary friend but they haven't heard him talk about this friend since his eleventh birthday. Why the sudden remembrance?The question lurked in their minds but they decided against it and rather chose another question, one that seemed more suitable for their cur
Chapter Four.***~~***Dylon has made quite terrible choices in his lifetime but none as bad as the one he made three days ago. Of course, he didn't feel the pain from the forks but it had ended him in a hospital which frightened his family, especially his sister who has been emotionally blackmailing him ever since. She's told him countless times how he hated her and he was left with trying to prove her wrong. He loves his family so much but he just couldn't help these unexplainable sick feelings he constantly gets from the inside. Neither can he figure out from whence they emerged, to begin with. He had returned home from the hospital and skipped school for two days which added to the magnitude of the entire situation.He was a fool.Where does his pain go if he doesn't feel them?How long was he supposed to live like this? He could be gravely injured and dying and he wouldn't even notice until he's dead.That is no life.He wanted an end to it.The look on his mother's face when
Chapter Five.*****It was a strange type of feeling.***~***"Hi," he greeted, offering his hand for a shake which Dylon took with excitement bubbling in his once cold heart. "My name is Levon." "Dylon and these are my friends, Jerk and Dummy." They both laughed when the other two boys groaned in feign annoyance. The sound of the boy's laughter was like a tidal wave crashing down into his desert soul and suddenly he felt alive, almost whole, which left him wondering whether all he has done the seventeen years of his life could actually be described as living and it had only been a couple of minutes the boy walked into the class. Dylon could feel the trouble this boy posed and it frightened him even more but when he opened his mouth to speak, he spoke the opposite of what his confused heart thought."Don't listen to him, my name is Keller and this here is Dummy… sorry, Dalton." Keller introduced and the rest of the period went by without either of them paying attention. During lunc
Chapter Six.*****Three weeks, three long agonizing miserable fucking weeks have long gone and yet Dylon hasn't recognized him from their past. Why was he born with the memories and he wasn't? Why wouldn't he remember him? Was it because he was already dead when he made the vow? When did this become us? Levon could hear his heart crying out painfully for his soulmate. "You're so close yet so far away.""Why won't you connect to my singing heart?" "Why won't you feel me, my Beauty?" Levon thought he heard the other boy whimper softly and he chanced a glance the other's way but Dylon wasn't looking at him, he had his head resting on his desk facing the other way. Mr. McKorny was over at his desk grading their quiz. Levon couldn't look anywhere but at his lover who faced away from him and probably fell asleep. "We used to touch nonstop, you and I, we used to kiss around every corner, yet here we are. Sitting mere inches from each other and all I want to do is feel you, hold you."
Chapter Seven.******Dylon had left the boy up on the roof and bolted for dear life. He couldn't let him sweep him away like before. This was what was best for both of them. He was a mess in his previous life and in this life, it has followed him still. If nothing had told him, the fact that he was born not to feel pain was enough to tell him all he needed to know about their end if he gave Louis another chance.It wasn't exactly easy denying these feelings, the yearning and his aching soul which craves only one human being, one he wouldn't dare have, never again. "Night, Mom, Dad, Draya!" He called out to his family as he made his way from the dinner table, up the stairs, and into his room."Finally, some peace and quiet." He whispered as he went into his bathroom for a quick brush, a change, and ready to call it a night. Now that he has seen and understood the meaning and reason behind his sinful dreams, he doesn't get them anymore and he must say he missed waking up with that eu
Chapter Eight.******Dylon had felt like a zombie the entire day and only when he walked with his friends to the cafeteria had he acted like he was alive. He had also tried to avoid Levon who had made a circle of friends for himself from the football team. He heard he was really good but he hadn't bothered to go watch him play. Anything that would bring them close or make their eyes meet, he avoided and it was starting to drain the life source out of him.Why was he stressing him so much?Once they took their favorite spot and sat down with their trays of junk food in front of them, Dylon noticed from the corner of his eyes as Levon strolled into the room with five other members of the team, and they all talked loudly. The second their eyes connected, he averted his gaze and pinned them on the box of milk in his tray. This was stupid. Levon seems disappointed but he gave the boy his privacy and didn't talk to him but instead sat with his friends just a roll away from Dylon, he was
Chapter Nine.******Levon couldn't handle all these emotions anymore. They ate at his soul and no matter how hard he tries to let it slide, that idiot will have to go and do something and ruin his little tranquility. Of all the things he would have done to get at him, he had to go and do that?! He has only been in the school three weeks and the girl has fucked every single person in his circle of friends if he was into that sort of thing he would have fucked her too and that's whom Dylon was going to make him jealous for.How could he rail him up like that?Levon could have sworn he did this on purpose. How was it possible that he was okay to fuck him in his dreams but if he showed up around him in reality he goes and runs for the door. What kind of a game was he playing?If he didn't want him, well he better grow some balls and tell him otherwise he was going to take this course into his own hands and deal with it his own way. Williams went crazy and murdered anyone he saw as
Chapter TEN******A curse of some sort. One he had brought upon himself by his own hands.*****"Come sit with me." She pulled the reluctant boy with her towards the couch where they both sat down. "He is your soulmate, one way or another, he will come to this realization and he will accept you.""But, I don't have that much time, I can't wait for that long, my fathers wanted me home in three months and I have used almost one and have achieved nothing." "I know, I can always put in words in your favor and see if they give you some more time." "No need, if in these months he doesn't remember to accept me, I'll go back home and not bother him anymore." "If that is what you want." "It hurts too much, Steph." Levon broke down in streams.He seems to be doing this a lot lately and it's that boy's fault. If only he could stay mad at Danny for tormenting him this way. Stephanie remembered the news she was going to break once the boy returned and her eyes sparkled with delight as she br