I'm still grumpy. With his curse, Gerald instead came out of the room and joined his family to open gifts. What a husband. Rare husband, with rare traits too.
Automatically, if Gerald wants to return to Indonesia, he has to take care of passports and other complicated document matters. Or is it that he plans never to come home again? How about me? I am Indonesian—Indonesian citizens. Even though Gerald has dual citizenship, he still has to have two passports. But was Gerald's choosing the right one?
This is how complicated it is, having a Caucasian husband and a husband who thinks his ego.
Argh...
I bite the pillow anxiously. I want to bite my husband. Let it bleed. Now and then, I need to bite Gerald to teach him a lesson. He's just super annoying. For some reason, that ugly character is very attached to him. He never looked right in my eyes. Ugh ... wake me up to be a grateful human.
"Come on
I looked, turned to Violin, and there was a hint of disappointment in her eyes. What's wrong if I kiss my husband? Can I not be spoiled with my husband? Thinking of this, I believe Violin wants to get a spoiled kiss from me. I jumped from Gerald's lap. Back in the living room, Gerald's family gathered."Which Violin?" I asked, as Gerald's family laughed and took each wine out of their hands."Violin? Grandma doesn't have a violin." asked oma in surprise. Make no mistake. I closed my mouth and shook my head. I could mistake someone's name later. I'm an impolite human being. Even so, it is true. I want to maintain the best image in front of my in-laws. They are so lovely to me. They care for me."What about Winola?" This is the first time I mention this crazy woman's name. Luckily I still remember her name. Because I look back. Viola-Viola-Winola. Yeah, all correct. It looks familiar right, with her name?"Go ho
I'm not sure what time I got up, but my stomach squeals for food.I tried to get up and felt whether my stomach still ached. Thankfully not.Luckily, I'm not a vengeful person. If not, I will pull phsyco's violin hair bald. Moreover, nothing happened to my daughter. I will be like a fierce mother, hen, while looking after her chicks. I will head on her using whatever I can.I pulled my feet out of bed and tried to stand up. My butt was excruciatingly sore. My butt isn't swollen. I've never heard of a swollen buttocks case. It feels like my butt is sore. Could it be that I can't walk?I stood up and closed my eyes, considering whether to walk or lie back down. My stomach rumbled even more.With shuffling steps, I walked. My ass, poor ass.I hobbled along while biting my lip to endure the pain. I walked like the person who just losing her virginity. It hurts even more than that by holding the end of the stairs and counting one by one as you descend.
New year .. in the night.That was the enthusiasm of the Germans in welcoming the new year. Although, in Indonesia, it is the same. But, it's not as exciting and festive as here.There are too many German traditions to welcome the new year. But, I'm lazy to follow the ceremony. I just wanted to see the fireworks, and then make a list of what to do next year. Because, in the following year, I will take on the enormous responsibility of being a mother. Hopefully, I can be a mother who is responsible for my child and does not forget to bestow affection for my child. I will make sure my child doesn't lack anything, especially when it comes to love.Pain in my butt, I still feel a little. Even though the pain disappeared when I was treated, the problem returned for a moment after I finished.Currently, my relationship, slightly out of harmony with Gerald. Because he's still maf from the day his vater visited us. It's been one week, one week, for God's sake. He's b
I am entering the 7-th month of pregnancy. Two months from now, and I'm going to be a real mother.My stomach is getting bigger. Because I am small, my body is not like around sheep. Even though my stomach is enlarged and rounded, I can also see small veins are creeping along my stomach. After giving birth, my stomach will shrink and varicose. Hopefully, Gerald doesn't feel like my body anymore. After all, this is like every woman who gives birth. I'm planning on giving birth naturally. I hope it goes smoothly. I've been waiting for the second to give birth.Today's checked schedule, as well as knowing the position of the baby. Hopefully, it's in the right position. I'm afraid there are many dramas like the experiences of other mothers. Moreover, this is my first experience, making me unable to do much except surrender to the situation.Gerald and I checked with the doctor today because he's an automatic translator. The snow was still falling, the volume didn't eve
"Okay, Rara will decide first. Let's break up! "In the next second, I realized my stupidity."I don't want to be apart!" I and Gerald, talk together. The next minute, we both realized and laughed together. You could say we're a crazy couple. I do admit, if Gerald and I are a couple crazy, as Aldo often mentions. At first, I thought Aldo was jealous, but seeing our outrageous behavior, Aldo was right. Hm ... I miss that one slovenly.Tup!Gerald patted my mouth."Here is the mouth, it is extraordinary. Saying is a prayer, want to cry chased? Want to be a widow? Do you want our child to have no father?" asked Gerald over and over. I just pursed my lips. "Rara jokingly said it. We are an eternal couple, we will not be separated forever.""Romeo and Juliet?""Want to be excited, so a couple? Their life is tragic. I do not want to live a story like that. I want to be like the story of Habibie Ainun?""I don't know!" said Gerald arrongantly
I cried after Gerald left. I was regret, but I don't have the money to go back home what makes me more miserable.Want to walk by foot. I don't know exactly where this is and how long it will take to get to the apartment. I don't have a cellphone since the incident Gerald threw my cellphone in the car. As long as I know Gerald, three of my cellphones have died. I wiped my tears and racked my brain on how to get to the apartment.I can't walk. How, if I give birth here? Because if pregnant women walk frequently, the birth process will be faster.Damn Gerald! Ok, I was wrong. Did I take a taxi just paid for the home? I don't know exactly how the culture here is. While walking, I tightened my jacket. Gerald was heartless. He shouldn't leave me alone here with a bloated stomach with a child.I walked, stroking my stomach. And now I feel hungry.I passed a restaurant and could only swallow hard. I h
"Forgive me." the sentence just shot out from Gerald's mouth. He looked at me seriously, with a look full of regret. Maybe he regretted leaving me alone, and now he's conscious."You don't need to apologize, I'm wrong here. Sorry, I was too harsh. My mouth really has to be given chili bonnet or stitched so I don't speak harshly and hurt you.""I know, I'm annoying sometimes." admit Gerald."You realized." his intention to joke. Because sometimes Gerald is severe, it feels peculiar."You love me, right?" asked Gerald seriously. A big question mark got into my mind. I raised my eyebrows."You're not possessed, are you?""Don't spoil the atmosphere." Gerald replied irritably. I took a deep breath."I don't need to answer, you already know. You don't have an acute illness, which suddenly left me, right?" I asked suddenly. Gerald's behavior, as if I was going to leave him or vice versa.Gerald kissed my lips. I just welcomed his
Since that day, my relationship is no longer okay. My relationship ruined. Gerald and I no longer greeted us. Even though it's the seat, he didn't scold me and spent a lot of his time outside. He just came home to buy the stock of foods, then left again without a word. Sometimes I want to cry and hold him back to stay, but we maintain our selfish nature. Until I was at the saturation stage and very ignorantI don't care about Gerald. It's up to him what he wants to do. I can eat that's enough for me, and there is a place to stay in my opinion, everything is more than enough. However, I holding tightness in the chest, which can explode at any time. But I endured for my baby.My birth age has entered eight months. My stomach is getting swollen, and my legs are swollen too. The kicks in my gut I just felt Only I could feel the pain in my stomach when my baby kicks too hard. I just imagined a beautiful family picture. Imagine, there is Gerald he