Fated 43: Most Painful Word

Athena’s P.O.V.

Hours went in a blur that it had been a month since Cristoff and I broke up again, or should I say… since he ended our relationship, and I must admit, it still hurts me. Walang gabing hindi ako umiiyak dahil hindi ko pa rin matanggap kung ano ba talaga ang nangyari. Nakalimutan ko na rin ang ngumiti. I just felt so pathetic.

And it hurts me even more knowing that our paths would sometimes cross inside the university, but he could not even look at me straight in the eyes. There were times I opted to get closer to him, but before I could finally make a step, he would already distance himself.

If there were some instances that I caught him looking at my direction—all he just did was to give me some cold and deadly stares while I always ended up looking away because I didn’t want to pity myself. My tear ducts were empty and I was really exhausted and sick of crying.

There were times that I even walked out from the library because I just couldn’t take it any longer. He was h