REED.The new visitor- Kaelan- his venomous name leaves a bitter taste on my tongue, offers my mate an apologetic nod as he fastly, moves towards her. Handing her four pills and a glass of water, the dark blue haired, fairy takes a seat next to our mate's laid out frame.He's giving her.... suppressants.Closing my eyes in detachment, I look up and sigh. The silence I sat in, has a sound. It screams and it screams at me to do something. To do what my morals won't let me. To do what Annabelle will never forgive me for.That is the sole reason I have for not acting upon my animalistic desires as it detects the threat roaming around us. My goal; not to kill someone that...matters to her.I force my envisioning powers more to see and hear them clearer. The fact that Anna hasn't let anyone, not even her Beta, into her room for the last three days, grates on my self control. It is wrong that I have chosen such a sleazy way to watch over her as I am invading her privacy. But I can't help it
Annabelle.Fire. It runs through my veins like molten lava, waking my every sense. Desire pools in my core with a hot nurning need for them, and I fight back relentlessly.My resistance is unrelenting as I twist and turn for minutes, maybe hours. I can't tell. It doesn't do anything but make it worse the longer i resist. My nails dig into my mattress as I pant and draw in deep breaths that come out as staggered moans, and I struggle to control Ania. Let me out. She almost growls at me, and I try to shut her out, but she fights me, her strength surpasses mine, this time. The last thing I see is the droplets of crimson that leak out the puncture of my wrist as she rips it the IV that Kalean insisted on hooking me with. Ania, hear me, please!- I open our mindlink just for her to snap it shut and not let me see or feel anything. I shatter. Hopelessly shrinking in the depths of my mind, I curl into a ball and hope that my reckless wolf wouldn't do anything stupid. I deflat at the though
Welcome, I just needed to clarify a few things before you start reading to avoid any discomforting or disturbing content.This book will contain the following topics. Beware and skip any part that you don't feel comfortable reading. I don't like leaving warnings in the start of every chapter I write because it ruins all the fun in knowing what you'll read, so, just make sure to skip whatever you don't feel comfortable reading.[HIGHLY DESCRIPTIVE MATURE SEXUAL CONTENT: DOM/SUB/DEGRADATION/PRAISING/CHOKING/MXM/MXMXM/ AND VARIOUS KINKS][STRONG USE OF MATURE LANGUAGE/ SWEARING][MENTIONS OF ASSAULT/ABUSE/RAPE][MENTIONS OF SUICIDE][GORY SCENERY]And please, for the billionth time, know that this is my first book ever and that English is not my first language, so, if you find grammatical mistakes please point them out and try to be kind about it. I'm not a professional writer but I'm really trying to be better.ANNABELLE.TWO YEARS AGO..My wolf Ania's paws thunder against the damp groun
ANNABELLE.PRESENT TIME.Coming back from my run at six am, I hurriedly walk in straightline to the Pack house wanting a long, hot shower to get rid of the sweat and grim sticking to me like a second skin. To my shitty luck, I'm greeted by a very, very cheerful looking Marco.Shit, he never had woken up early and I mean ever. He liked to sleep, a lot and was usually late to almost every goddamn pack activity. Yet, he was a good kid. Smart and he knew when to step up. "Kid," I had two years on him and he hated when I called him that but it was fun to mess with him. For me to pick him to be my gamma seemed to shock my pack members a few months ago. But I honestly wouldn't have picked anyone but him. He took his responsibilities to heart. Got his work done on time. He was strong and capable of every task I assigned him but he wasn't punctual, unfortunately.But that was okay. However, this was unusual and I was irritated and sore as heck from the long run that Ania wanted to take. The
ANNABELLE.THREE HOURS LATERFina-fucking-lly.As I get up from my seat. A faint scent wafts to me from the closed-door but can't identify who. Did these idiots or idiot mask their scent?I wait a few seconds waiting for them to knock but nothing comes.That's weird.I'm a strict leader and my pack respects me but I knew that some feared me for what I did before. But I mean. Damn, I wasn't THAT scary.My sperm donor was terrifying on the other hand.He ruled with fear and submission not respect and patience like a true leader should have been.My mom on the other hand was loved by our pack till she died. She was the best Luna ever.It never made sense to me how the Moon goddess paired them together.My 'father' was a power hungry asshole and my mom was a beautiful compassionate woman. Yet, she got paired with him.I don't get what the goddess hoped to achieve but nothing good came from it.Nothing at all.Because father dearest broke my mother.Instead of loving her unconditionally li
ANNABELLE.Cutting my trail of thoughts. I stride over to his six foot one frame and pull him by his nape. His breath hitches at the touch, dark grey eyes blazing with lust and need matching my dark blue pools, the red dots showing that my vampire side wants to be let out.Zyneth notices this and leans his forehead to meet mine and nods approvingly as if to say 'go ahead'.I normally drink from blood bags which is fucking nasty especially since human blood didn't taste as good as a supernatural being's blood.Nonetheless, my hunger is in full force now. I just drink some of Zyn's blood if he'd let me that is.And now he's offering.Who am I to deny him?"Do I need to show you how comfortable we are with each other, pet?" I make use of the nickname I have for him circling him as a shark would do to its prey.His throat bobs as he swallows and the tent in his pants becomes more noticeable. Fuck. It's been days since we last had a fill of each other."How long has it been since we last
ANNABELLE.It's been a couple of hectic days with all the preparations for the Ball. After the day that Zyn and I's escapade. We had a pack meeting. Zach, and Marco announced that we've received the invitation. Most of our people were thrilled and excited to hear about it and had an agreement. They wanted to go. However, we were quite flabbergasted as to why Marco didn't tell us a piece of really important information. The idiot.The ball was going to be held in the Adecer Royal Palace- meaning that the royal fucking vampire family was hosting it this year. I truly tried to act rationally about it but it was too much. I didn't want to risk having my family hurt especially not in someones else's territory.We'd be susceptible and weak but since it was the vampires' turn to host it and after knowing that they had agreed to not pull any crazy bullshit, I managed to calm down.I wasn't happy about it but I have to do what I have to do to please my pack. We could use the numbers. Wolves
ANNABELLE..Looking over at the irritated Alpha confidently, "I wasn't listening. Care to summarize all of that to me?" I roll my eyes showing my trepidation.Scoffing from across me. Alpha Elizer of the Dark Moon pack states rather cockily, "If you weren't daydreaming so much, we wouldn't have had to stop our meeting to outline anything to you."My brow arches in amusement, "You're as irresponsible as they come, Devirolli, and I think that we shouldn't have invited you to this meeting if you were going to ignore the unsolved problem," he spits out my title like venom.This bitch.My eyes harden in a beat flashing black showing that my wolf is trying to take control. "If you weren't such a fucking pussy, Elizer." I grate my teeth on his name, my tone a little above a growl. "And did your job as required to secure your own borders and have an eye on the rogues. Then, none of this would've happened. And we wouldn't have had to have this conversation in the first fucking place," I fire b