My eyes fluttered open, quickly shutting closed again when the bright lights pierced them, my head jerking to the side. I groan from the wave of pain that spreads through my head, clenching my jaw and trying to sit up. Slowly, I forced my eyes open and took in the sterile air, it smelled of disinfectant, medicine and cold. The white walls, clinical smell and even brighter lights of the hospital room send an uneasy feeling through me.
I must be at the hospital. I never did like hospitals. They reminded me too much of sickness and death. I slowly adjust myself on the hospital bed and take in the IV tube stuck in the back of my arm and that’s when I hear the loud beeping noises coming from the machines next to my bed. Rubbing an arm over tired eyes, I feel a sharp pain in my belly and chest. I lightly touch on my stomach. No stitches. So why did it hurt so bad? My chest, on the other hand, hurt like hell. I’m about to move off the bed to shut the blinds when a nurse in pale gray scrubs walks in with a clipboard and a smile that was way too cheery for me. “Hey sweetie. Glad to see you’re awake. Uhn, uhn, you’re not allowed to take that off just yet.” The nurse said, jogging over to me. She gently pushes me down by the shoulder so that I’m lying back down in the bed again. Take what off? That’s when I finally noticed the mask over my nose and mouth. Oxygen? Was I hurt that badly? I try to read her name tag. Sally. She was a middle aged woman. I don’t know why but she reminded me of my mother in the way she smiled and called me Sally and I had to swallow the sudden catch in my chest. “What happened?” I say, my voice coming out gruff. I had to clear my throat to get the next few words out…my throat was so dry and scratchy, like I hadn’t spoken in days. Sally kindly pours me a cup of water and sticks a straw in it, then gently lifts my mask up so I can sip it. I give her a weak smile in thanks as I gulp down the soothing, warm liquid. Soon, my lungs are burning again and I gasp for air, my eyes growing wide in confusion at what’s happening to my body. Sally quickly places the oxygen mask over my nose and mouth again and smooths down my hair, shushing me as I struggle to calm down. “Easy, sweetheart. You’ve had a rough ride over the last twenty-four hours.” Sally says, as she checks on the machines and tubes attached to my body. “Twenty-four hours?” I ask weakly, confused. “What happened to me? And why does everything hurt so bad?” “You ingested some sort of poison, honey. Not sure where you would have gotten that though because you had enough in your system to take out a horse. We had to pump your stomach to make sure we got every last bit of it out. And you coughed so much, you accidentally ruptured your lung. That’s why it hurts so much to breathe. You have to keep that mask on until we’re sure you can handle breathing on your own.” Sally says, pausing to give me a curious look. My eyes widen at Sally’s revelation but I quickly mask it. Sally was obviously a human…I could tell by her scent. I was so weak now that I hadn’t realized it at first. Did something happen to my wolf?! Oh no! If I was right, then something had gone horribly wrong and I had to be very careful. I clear my throat and give Sally a weak smile, shrugging my shoulders. Sally narrows her eyes at me, as if that would get me to tell her what happened. Tough luck. I didn’t know either. Right then, a knock sounds at the door and we both turn to see who it is. My eyes widen with joy and relief at the sight of my little sister, Elsie. I feel my heart relax at her familiar face. “Little sis!” I whisper weakly, smiling as Elsie walks in. Sally sighs, most likely at the loss of a good piece of gossip. She closes up her clipboard and gives Elsie and I the room. Elsie was my favorite person in the world after my husband, Zach. She was the baby sister I had always wanted and when my parents had adopted her eight years ago after her parents had been killed by rogue wolves, I had been excited to finally have someone to dote on, to share secrets with, to have as a confidante. We had grown close incredibly fast, and had been inseparable ever since, much to the surprise of the pack and even my parents. Elsie and I had done everything together and when I got married to my husband five years ago, she was right there by my side. Elsie walked further into the room, dropping her bag by the foot of my bed. I expected her to come hug me or at least show some emotion seeing me in this state. I didn’t think much of it though. She probably doesn’t know how to act since it hadn’t been that long since she lost her parents. Giving her a small encouraging smile, I stretch my hand to her and ask, “Elsie, where’s Zach? Did he come with you? He must be so worried, huh?” Right then, Elsie bursts out into what I can only describe as maniacal laughter. She presses a hand to her chest as she lets the laughter roll through her. I frown at her, confused as to what exactly I said is making her laugh so much. “You stupid, stupid bitch! How clueless can you possibly be?” Elsie says with venom, wiping tears from her eyes. My frown deepens and I try to conceal my utter shock. Elsie had never spoken to me this way before. She had never spoken to anyone this way…period. “Elsie…I don’t understand. Come here, what’s wrong?” I ask, stretching my hand toward her again, concerned. “Of course, you don’t. You’re an idiot!” Elsie says harshly, her eyes glowering with hatred. “Elsie! That’s-, that’s enough.” I wheeze out, struggling to speak through the oxygen mask. “Oh, shut the hell up! I’m going to explain something to you and I want you to listen fucking carefully.” Elsie yells, pointing a long, sharp nail in my direction. “Little sis..” I start, desperate to understand why Elsie is acting this way, desperate to get her back to the sweet girl I still hung out with yesterday. “I’m not your fucking sister, bitch! I wouldn’t want a weak, barren old haggard like you as a sister.” Elsie spews, smirking wickedly at the stunned expression on my face. “Els-” “Shut up! I just wanted you to know that I was the one who poisoned you. Actually, me and Zach did. We wanted you dead but apparently, some people in the pack still deem you worthy of respect, though I can’t see why.” Elsie says, walking over to the window. “What? What are you talking about?!” I ask frantically, refusing to believe my ears. “Where’s Zach, Elsie? What have you done to him? If you’ve hurt him, I swear to the moon goddess, I’ll make you pay!” I scream, my voice weak, my body feeble from the operation. I have no idea what’s going on but I could only worry about Zach. Zach would never be in on this. Poison me? Impossible. He must be in danger or something. “Zach? Zach’s fine. Probably off shopping for the baby we’re having together.” Elsie says, turning around to smile at me. She walks over slowly, dragging a chair closer to my bed before finally sitting down, placing a perfectly manicured nail under her chin. “What? That’s impossible!” I scream, my eyes bugging in shock before trailing down to Elsie’s stomach. There didn’t seem to be a bump or anything so I refused to believe her. However, I couldn’t fight the tears streaming down my face. “Elsie, please. If this is some sort of sick joke, I’m begging you…stop it. Where’s Zach? I need to see my husband!” I say weakly, my hand gripping the sheets beneath me, I feel pain and confusion. “Stop. Calling. Him. That. Zach’s not your husband anymore. He’s with me and he’s the father of my unborn child. After you couldn’t provide Zach with an heir, he came to me… a real woman to give him the one thing he desired. An heir. A son.” Elsie says, cackling wildly when I stare at her in shock. “That’s not true. That can’t be true. You’re my sister. I tell you everything. You wouldn’t do that to me.” I cry, my lugs burning from lack of enough air but I don’t care. Elsie is lying. She has to be. “Oh, moon goddess. You can come in now.” Elsie says, rolling her eyes before getting up and walking a few steps away from the bed. Suddenly, the door swings open and Zach walks in. I nearly sob in relief at the sight of my husband but my relief is short lived as Zach basically ignores me in the hospital bed and walks over to Elsie. He wraps an arm around her waist, the same arm that he’d wrapped around me countless times and pulls her into a kiss. My eyes widen at the sight of my husband kissing another woman, my sister.Seven Years AgoIt is the evening of my sixteenth birthday. My parents had promised to throw me a party in grand style. Anything for their little girl, they had said.Dad had outdone himself with the party. I couldn’t go explore everything yet but from the little I’d seen while peeking from the windows, everything looked perfect. The clearing in front of our cabin home had been transformed into a magical garden. Lights had been strung up all the beams and poles, flowers of every color and type covered the ground, tables and even the guests’ clothes. Appetizers were being passed round and music was playing. As much as I hadn’t wanted to admit it to my mom, I had been looking forward to this day for my entire life. I was anxious I wouldn’t find my mate or worse, the moon goddess hadn’t given me one but I swallowed down my doubts and smoothed down my dress. As I stand in front of my floor length mirror, I reflect on how lucky I was to have my family. Even if I ended up not finding my ma
It was quiet. No, not quiet. Silent. At least at first. Then came the sound of trees as a gentle wind passed through its leaves, teasing, touching. The rush of water as if from a stream. I slowly open my eyes, squinting as the sun shines brightly on my face. Sitting up slowly, I find myself on a bed made of the softest leaves, as if someone had very carefully gathered them together, then placed me there. I take in my surroundings, my jaw dropping in awe at the absolute beauty before my eyes. I was sitting beneath what looked like a giant cherry blossom tree, the sun shining beautifully through its leaves. Nearby was the stream I had heard, its water so clear and pure, glistening like liquid silver in the bright sun. Everything looked brighter, more vivid, more beautiful than anything I had ever seen before. Even the bird sound was sharper, clearer. The air was fresh and crisp and carried a note of sweetness, almost a fruity taste. Mangoes, maybe? No, this was different. Everything in
My breath catches in my chest as the man confirms what I knew in my heart but refused to believe. The room is deathly silent, the gravity of his revelation hanging like a bomb in the air. My heart is racing with confusion but strangely, I feel safe here, with him, with Len. As if sensing that I won’t bolt the minute he turns his back, Len commands the guards to leave the room, his voice low yet powerful. I shiver as the timber of his voice rolls over my skin like honey. Len waits until the guards leave and shut the door behind them to speak to me. He makes a tentative move towards me but I unconsciously jerk away from his touch, causing him to wince and clench his jaw.“I’m not going to hurt you, alright?” Len says low, a pained expression in his eyes. Even though my wolf whines in my head to go to him, I can’t rationalize this man who was my what? Second mate? I may feel safe with him but that was probably the mate bond playing tricks on my mind. I couldn’t trust this man…at least,
I’m flying through the forest, my bare feet pounding across the hard grassy plains as I go farther and farther away from Len and Selene. Suddenly, the adrenaline runs out and my lungs scream for air, my body giving out. The cold night air whips against my exposed flesh and my feet ache. A coma. If that Selene person was right, then this body was weaker than I had thought. I can’t stop. I continue to push forward, running until I can’t anymore. When a harsh wind slaps at my arms and thighs, that’s only when I realize that I was only in a nightgown and I had run off in the middle of the night with no idea of where I was or how I was going to get out of there. Why didn’t I think this through?The cold night air begins to seep into my bones and my heart thunders against my chest. I pause to catch my breath, resting against a sturdy tree. My mind races, trying to figure out a plan, my next move. I have to get out of here. They are all crazy. Or hallucinating. I can’t go back to Len beca
Ana's POVMy heart thuds frantically in my chest as I stare wide eyed at the man stalking towards me. My brain is thrown into full panic, willing my body to run as fast as it can in the opposite direction, sparks firing along my skin signalling every molecule in my body to move. My heart and wolf on the hand, plant my feet to the ground as I remain frozen watching Zach.It can’t be. No! This has to be some sort of mistake. Three mates? Dear moon goddess.Zach stalks casually towards me, an almost predatory gait. His eyes are fixed on mine and for a moment, I’m transfixed, watching him like he was a saviour riding in on a white horse to save me from the chaos my life had become.I called for Selene, internally begging her for some explanation, anything that would make this situation real. She was unhelpful. No, instead she howled and whined, repeating the word ‘mate’ until it was pounding in my head like an anthem.Everyone and everything else seemed to fade away as Zach drew closer an
Ana's POVI see through my peripheral vision how Len’s eyes grow wide at my words and he immediately turns to send away the crowd. Apparently, my words rejecting Zach had been firm but quiet enough that the crowd hadn’t heard me. They all walk away, murmuring their disappointments at not being able to witness the rest of the show.Once the room is cleared and just Len, Logan, Zach and I left, Zach lets out a dry, nervous laugh and he glances back and forth between Len and Logan. His smile disappears when he realises I meant every word I said. He clears his throat and takes a single step back. I watched him carefully, only allowing the slightest bit of confusion to show on my face as to why he didn’t seem destroyed by me severing the mate bond. Even more confusing, I couldn’t really feel it either.“Uh, this is very awkward.” Zach said, then laughed humorlessly. His eyes returned to mine looking hurt and a tiny bit angry. “Alpha Selene, you must be tired. I should have expected as muc
Ana’s POVI slam the door closed and pace in front of the window. My heart thuds rapidly in my chest and I take deep breaths to calm myself. My hands are cold and I can feel the blood draining away from my face.How did this happen? What grave offence had I committed that the moon goddess had to punish so cruelly? And how was I going to explain that I was a living fraud? Possessing the body of another woman? If Len and Logan, not to mention the rest of the pack, found out that I was an imposter, they might have me killed for deceiving them.I pace the length of the room, running my fingers through my hair. My eyes shift rapidly as I try to make sense of the events of the past few days. It’s all too much and suddenly, I feel like there isn’t enough oxygen in the room.I’m about to step out of the room again when the doors swing open and Len and Logan walk in, both looking concerned. My mouth drops open in shock but I school my expression quickly and pin them with a look.“What are you
Len’s POVI pulled my arm from under Selene’s neck where she had fallen asleep, exhausted yet and turned over onto my side with my arm propped up against head. In the quiet of the large room, I watched her sleep. My ears picked up every small inhale into her lungs, the soft rustling of sheets as she snuggled into Logan’s arms. Selene looked… softer, warmer even. It was an odd thing to think or even realize especially since this was a woman I had known and loved for far too long. Which was exactly why none of it made sense. Selene wasn’t a soft woman. Sure, she was far more beautiful than words could describe and her womanly nature wasn’t ever in question but one wouldn’t look at Selene and call her soft. No, she was powerful and passionate and fierce, in bed and out. She was never vulnerable, never shy or meek. Her strength and power were one of the many things that I loved about her. Yet, the woman lying next to me wasn’t that.She was the same but different. Her face looked peacef
ANA'S POV I looked at myself one more time in the mirror. On a normal day, I might have been happy that I looked stunning putting on a burgundy dress that clung to my skin and black heels that screamed elegance. My hair was in a rough bun at the top of my head, and I allowed the loose curls to frame my face. I went with the most minimal amount of makeup which was lipgloss and eyeliner. That was the best I could do. I didn't want to go to that party anyway. For Anna. I continuously whispered. I grabbed my black bag as I headed out. I was thankful that I didn't get to see Len or Logan on my way out. If not, I would have been throwing my shoes off my feet immediately. I spotted Zach's black car as soon as I got outside. He was sitting inside, with his eyes on me like a predator. I opened the door myself, and got in. Somewhere at the back of my mind, I didn't want to start comparing him to Len or Logan and their gentlemanliness. “Good evening, Alpha Selene,” he said in a voice that m
LOGAN'S POV The scream that I heard was unmistakably Anna's. I hurried to the backyard, where the other maids said they were earlier. I wasn't wrong. She was still screaming, while Selene stood there in shock, staring at a cat that laid on the floor… dead. Selene managed to compose herself, as she pulled Anna to herself, trying to comfort the little girl. “What happened?” I asked, and she stared at me, giving me a weird look. “The scones that the maid brought were fucking poisoned. Anna and I almost ate them. Anna would have been in that cat's position.” I heard her voice falter at the end. Even at a time like this, she wasn't even thinking about herself. Why the fuck will she want to eat something that a stranger had given her? What if something else had happened? What if they hadn't fed it to the cat first? “Why would you have something a stranger gave to you?” I asked, and she frowned, holding Anna closer. “You sent her to give them to me,” she said in an accusing tone, and I
ANA’S POVI followed Selene’s natural instincts chasing the shadow running further into an abandoned area of the pack house that I didn't know existed. The speed Selene had was all new to me, surprising me with each step. As I finally got to the wall at the very end of the west wing, I realized I had been led to a dead end somehow and no one was there. I was about to turn back when I heard a little movement at the other end of the hall. The shadow passed again, quicker this time. I quickly followed it, quietly this time, holding my breath. This time I was being led outside the pack house. A part of me screamed that this was a trap. An obvious one but at this moment I didn't care. I needed to find out the truth.I followed the shadow outside, walking past the gates. I continued following the shadow, making sure to keep my eyes on it even if there were countless other shadows from the trees in the woods. I looked up for some reason, recognizing the particular place that Selene had lai
ANA’S POVIf I couldn’t provide an heir for the pack just yet, but I could at least fulfil the other duties that I was supposed to do. Len had just informed me about the fact that I had barely gone through any of the pack business’ files. All the alliances and contracts that were supposed to be signed. It was almost as if all the time that I had been doing other things was a sort of break. Logan was nice enough to lead me right to the place where the said office was. If I wasn’t around him all the time, I would have guessed that he already knew that I wasn’t the actual Selene. I was scared to walk in myself when he was there. He held his hands in the air, and gave a sweet smile. “I’d leave you to it. I need to investigate the murdered assassins anyway.”I nodded, and watched him leave. I peeked into the room. It was almost the same thing as whatever they said Selene might like. The room was almost monochrome. Most of the things were in white. Only the cupboards and tables were spare
ANA'S POV I stood right in the middle of the garden, watering my plants that I myself had planted. In a pack like this, the garden was the only place that I seemed to find solitude. Except in the company of Logan and Len of course. I was so attached to them, that I didn't even allow the maids to water them for me. I made sure to water every part of it, and transplant the ones that needed it. I took my gloves off, and stood back to admire my work. “Selene!” I heard someone scream, making me turn back immediately. Who screamed my name like that?I turned to listen. Someone screamed my name again. Just then, a peculiar scent hit my nose. I wanted to ignore it so bad, but I knew that it wasn't from any of our pack members. It was definitely another wolf nearby. But there was a voice in the back of my head, forcing me to urge further. I followed the scent and before I knew it, I was heading out of the back gates. I looked back, wanting to head back to my garden. I wanted to go back to o
ANA'S POV “What do you mean ‘shift’?” I asked, looking at Logan with my eyes wide. He frowned, looking into my eyes, like he never wants to look away. “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten how to shift as well.” I might have done it before, but that was because I was under pressure. I didn't know how I was supposed to do it again. “Of course I remember,” I said, slapping his hand and letting out a fake laugh. “It’s something I’ve done for years.”He exhaled. “Well, if you’re having a hard time doing it, you can just calm down, breathe in and out, connect with your wolf, and let her take over.” Then he paused. “After you woke up, your wolf has been speaking to you, right?”“More than ever,” I said, remembering every single one of Selene’s taunting. Just as if she could feel it, she shushed me. “Now, keep quiet and let me take control.” I nodded, breathing in and out just as Logan had asked me to. I could feel my limbs curling into fists on their own accord, with
ANA'S POVA little ruffling on the bed managed to wake me up. Len was still sleeping beside me for the first time. We had forgotten to let the curtain down. I smiled to myself as I stretched out. I looked up just in time to see Logan trying to leave the room. “Where are you going?” I whispered, trying not to wake Len up. It was the first time I had seen Len without a frown on his forehead. He looked so peaceful, with his lashes casting a shadow on his face. I held myself back from running my hands through the contours of his lips. “I didn't want to wake you up. I was in the mood for a hunt.”I frowned. “You hunt?”“Yes. And you seem to have no interest in it. Ever.”It was almost as if Logan had already accepted the fact that I had forgotten a few things. I was glad that I didn't have to be explaining things to him. “Oh,” I said, standing up. How could Selene never have interest in something so exciting? “Well, I think I'm ready to learn now. Can I join in?”A huge smile appeared o
ANA’S POVI turned back, meeting the eyes of my mother that I could never erase from my memory. Ever.There was a small smile on her face that faded immediately she saw me. I felt my throat closing up again. Wasn’t there a thing where parents recognized their kids no matter how they tried to disguise? Why wasn’t my mom holding me yet? Why wasn’t she crying as she patted my hair? Why wasn’t she telling me that she wanted to apologize for all the times that she ignored me all through my childhood? That she was sorry for not listening to me when I complained about things?Instead, she was staring straight into my eyes, and I found myself raising my chin. She couldn’t see me sad or weak. It didn’t matter if she didn’t recognize me or not. I was still Anna somewhere in my head. “My daughter used to come here a lot,” she said, and I couldn’t even hold back my snort. Why was she suddenly trying to talk to Selene like she knew all about me? She frowned as she
ANA’S POVSomewhere at the back of my head, they could recognize me. They were looking like shells of themselves. Where were their plastic smiles? Why wasn’t it there? I found myself holding my breath. They barely glanced at me as they walked past. I was hurt. I felt myself exhale quickly. My legs were shaky. The world was spinning. I wished I had braced myself up for something like this. My mind was getting filled up with memories of me and them together. Playing at the park together, having breakfast together, going to the market together. Every single nice memory that I had with them. I shut my eyes, trying to stop it all from coming. I just couldn’t. I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I flinched immediately, turning back.“Hey, calm down. It’s just me,” Len said, placing his hands on the small of my back. I felt the sweat dripping down my back. He frowned, as he looked me over. “Are you okay?”I nodded, with my legs and hands shaking. I didn’t know how I was supposed to stop pani