Chapter 8

'Chapter 8: Don't Know.'

I can't believe what just happened, I almost didn't want to show up on him dahil sa nangyari last time sa parking lot. I mean, who wouldn't be ashamed for that, he's really right, I almost lost my son two times in a row-I lied that his son died too. I feel drained.

"Mommy why aren't we moving?" Jacob asked and I fixed my hair symbolizing that I've gotten in to my mind again, liningon ko siya from the back seat at nginitian.

"Mommy just thought of something." Sagot ko, he smiled and nodded as he played to his stuff toys again kaya huminga ako ng ilang beses at lahat iyon ay mabigat.

Sinasabi ko nang ayaw kong umuwi ng PIlipinas because I knew this will happen, mag ku-krus nanaman ang landas naming dalawa, 'yong tipong sasakit nanaman ang ulo kakaisip kung paano ko ma po-protektahan at mapapanindigan ang aniya kong hindi niya anak si Jacob.

As I drive, I have thoughts in my mind-hindi naman ako pupunta sa office niya ngayon pero pakiramdam ko ay nasa paligid lan