Mag-log in"Hey, man,” Aidan had called, his Texan drawl more pronounced than usual. Curtis knew that he did that to warm up to the ladies, and damned if the fucker didn’t get away with it every single time. On many, many occasions, Curtis had watched the female Curves clientele practically melt into a puddle right in front of Aidan, shedding their panties as they went down. “C’mon over and meet Tessa Mahoney. Darlin’, this is Curtis Manning.”
Tessa. Fucking beautiful name.
He’d stalked over, stood next to her. She wasn’t a small woman, and she'd been in sexy-as-all-hell high-heeled boots that added about three inches to her height, but he still towered over her. He'd stuck out a large hand, wishing that it wasn’t so rough.
“Hi,” he'd growled at her.
“Hi,” she'd responded, her hand disappearing in his. “You work here too?”
“Yeah.” He’d jammed his fists into his jeans pockets. Fuck, his hand was tingling from even that minute contact with her soft skin. “I bounce.”
“Curtis is one of your personal bodyguards,” Aidan had explained smoothly, knowing full well that conversation wasn’t Curtis’ strong suit. “His job is to watch your back, keep you safe.”
Tessa had nodded, gazing up at him, taking in his broad shoulders and rippling arm muscles. “I can see that.”
“So,” Curtis had said curtly. “Any shit starts, you back your ass the fuck up. Leave it to me and the boys to take the dickheads out in pieces, got it?”
Aidan had rolled his eyes and sighed. “Really, man?”
“What?” Curtis had snapped back.
“Language. We are in the presence of a lady, you know.” Aidan had grinned at Tessa, who’d been staring at Curtis in shock. “He’s OK, I promise you. Just a bit rough around the edges.”
At that exact moment, Curtis would have killed on the spot for just a tiny bit of Aidan’s natural charm. By this, Curtis meant that he’d have killed Aidan on the spot for charming Tessa this way. How did Aidan do it, anyway? How did he always know just what to say and do with women? It was incredibly fucking annoying.
“Uh-huh,” she'd said, still a bit taken aback.
“But when trouble starts, there’s nobody better,” Aidan had said. “You just step back, leave it to Curtis. He won’t let anyone so much as touch you if he can help it, but if someone makes a move, he’ll make sure it’s the last thing they do before kissing the ground outside and picking up their teeth.”
She’d smiled at Curtis then, and his stomach had tightened up at the sight. What a fucking gorgeous smile – so bright and open. Real. Yeah, Tessa Mahoney was the real deal, and he was screwed. No way she’d ever go for a rough, foul-mouthed ass-kicker like him, but she was all he wanted now.
“Never had my own bodyguard before,” she'd said.
He’d stared down at her incredible body, and thought that he wanted nothing more than to keep every inch of her in his sights, at all times. If he could just watch her move, keep her safe and secure, he’d never even need to touch her. Just knowing that she was out in the world smiling that smile was enough; just knowing that she’d walk into his life once in a while, and bring it some light, was everything.
“At your service,” he'd said gruffly, taking a small, pathetic stab at charm. “You need me, I’m here.”
Tessa had nodded, turned, and picked up her serving tray. With a final smile at both men, she’d headed over to one of her tables. The semi-drunk men had watched her approach with clear interest, and Curtis narrowed his eyes as she'd chatted and laughed with the customers. It still made him weirdly jealous to see other men flirting with Tessa, and seeing her lightly flirting back. But that was the deal at Curves, and Curtis knew it: the ladies serving up the alcohol had to keep the clients happy and relaxed, and flirtatious conversation was a big part of that.
“She’s cute, huh?” Aidan had commented.
Curtis had grunted.
“Yeah, I know you think so.” Aidan had shaken his scruffy blond head. “Christ, man, you actually smiled at her. It was terrifying to behold, but it was also kinda nice to see. I had no idea you even could smile.”
“Shut it, Carter.” Curtis had stalked away again, his glower firmly fixed back in place.
And that was it. That was how it had been for over a year since Tessa had come to work at Curves. She’d shown up and sparkled and shone, and Curtis had stood with his massive arms crossed and a scowl on his hard face, watching her. Keeping her safe.
Over the course of that year, and against all the odds – the odds being Curtis himself – they’d become friends. It was inevitable, really, since Tessa’s humor and kindness had just demolished every single one of Curtis’ defenses. It was a sweetness offensive, and he was pathetically helpless in the face of it. He didn’t even want to resist it, and that was the most baffling part of it all.
His mother looked up at him from four photos all gathered together in a single, heavy, wooden frame. In three of the pictures, she was with Curtis, but in the last one, she was by herself. In all of them she was smiling, and so was he.“Tessa,” he said, dumbfounded. “My God. How did you –”“I called your aunt and uncle in Florida,” she said. “I asked if they had any pictures of your Mom, and your Aunt Grace sent me these. She said she’d kept these pictures of you and her sister for a long, long time, waiting for you to come and ask for them.”“I had no fucking idea that she even had any.” Curtis was almost paralyzed with the shock. “She never mentioned my Mom again after she was killed… she never wanted to talk about her. Not once.”“She’s sorry for that,” Tessa said. “She wants to know if we can come and visit them, maybe in the spring?”“God, yes.” Curtis couldn’t tear his eyes from his mother’s face, so young and beautiful, surrounded by flowing, blonde hair. Seeing her again after
"Tessa. You awake?”She snuggled closer to Curtis, made a small sound. “I could be. Why?”“It’s past midnight, baby. It’s Christmas.”“Ooooh.” She struggled to sit up, and he helped her. “Really?”“Umm-hmmm. You want your present?”She gave him a slow, hot smile. “I thought you were going to give it to me tomorrow morning.”“Not that one,” he huffed. “That one’s not exclusive to Christmas.”“God, I hope not.” Her long hair fell over her shoulders, hiding her lush breasts from his view. “So you want to give me my other present now?”“Is that OK?” he said, suddenly unsure. “It’s just that – I’ve never had anyone to give a gift to before. I kind of can’t wait.”“God, Curtis.” Her heart broke for him, just a little bit. “Of course it’s OK.”“Be right back.” He kissed her mouth carefully, avoiding the worst of the swelling and bruising, jumped out of bed, and wandered out of the bedroom totally naked. She practically drooled at the sight of his amazing ass and shoulders, then almost drool
Her smile was stunning in its beauty. “Yeah. Of course. I knew that if I got everything documented, and on the record, and I threw his name all over the damn place, he’d be arrested for assault and kidnapping.”“And you’re ready to… take it all the way? If you have to?”“You mean to trial, if it comes to that?”“Yeah.”“Of course,” she said again. “I’ll do whatever I have to do to get his ass thrown in jail for a few years. I want that fucker to leave you alone at long last.”Curtis hated to break it to her, hated to educate her in the realities of the legal system, but he didn’t want her to get her hopes up, either.“You know that the chances of that happening aren’t great, right?” he said, hesitantly. “Chances are, he’ll plea bargain out of jail time. Do community service instead, get a suspended sentence.”“Yeah. I know that.”He furrowed his brow at her. “You – you do?”“Sure I do.” She shrugged. “I watch ‘Law & Order’.”He laughed, surprised. “Uh-huh. But you put yourself through
His eyes flashed. “He hurt your mother. He killed her. He showed up here today looking for money. He held me hostage, he punched me, he threatened to rape and kill me. He did all of that, Curtis. Him.”“Tessa…”“No. You need to really see this, OK?” Her voice was more gentle now. “You need to see that even though there are hundreds are ways that you’re not him, there’s one huge thing that separates you from him, that makes you so totally different from him. This thing means there’s literally not one damn hope in hell of you ever becoming him. No matter how much you may look like him. No matter how well you can punch, or how violent you can be when taking down some drunk with a knife… this one thing means that you’re not him. You’re better than him. You always have been, and you always will be.”“What?” he asked, desperate. “What’s the one thing?”“Regret.”He froze, staring at her."You’re sorry for things you’ve done, even if you didn’t intend to get anyone hurt by doing any of it,”
Curtis helped Tessa walk into the apartment, then gently lowered her to the sofa. He’d started to unbend a bit on the ride back home, started to believe that maybe it could all be OK after all. Then he saw the drops of Tessa’s blood on the living room floor, and he stomped down hard on that thought. He didn’t deserve her, not after what he’d done here.She saw where he was looking, saw the hardness return to his face. She patted the sofa next to her.“Come sit, babe,” she said.“Tessa…”“Sit.”He came, hating himself. He knew that he should just get the hell away from her, get as far away as humanly possible, and if he were a good man, that’s exactly what he would do. But he wasn’t a good man. He was a selfish bastard, and he craved to be close to Tessa. He needed her, needed her like a man needed food and water and air. The fact that his need was bigger than his best intentions ramped his self-loathing up a few more notches.“Don’t,” she said softly. “Curtis, don’t.”“Don’t what?” he
Tessa sighed, exhausted and in pain. She stared at her face in the hospital bathroom mirror, twisted a bit, and lifted her shirt to see her upper back and shoulders. The doctor had said that nothing was broken, but the bruising was something else. Her cheek was a sickly purple, her nose was swollen, and her eyes were tinged with black and green. Her back was a landscape of violet and black, and it hurt when she moved.The police had already been at the hospital when she and Curtis had arrived, dealing with something else, so she hadn’t had to wait very long to make her statement. She’d seen how the cops had looked at Curtis as he stood there, his bruised and swollen and bloody hands in his jeans pockets. They’d glared at him with knowing suspicion, and he’d not said one word in his defense. No, instead he’d looked oddly resigned and defeated. He also hadn’t laid a finger on her after he deposited her in the hospital wheelchair, not even a careful touch on her face. He hadn’t been the







