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Zanaya's POV
A sigh escaped my lips as my eyes caught a glimpse of Cali's, her petite figure swiftly passing through the living room until the kitchen.
Two weeks...
Two weeks had passed since we last talk.
I tried to reach out to her but she shut me off completely.
Seth told me that she's not even talking with Storm as well.
Max was being casual to me and it felt so weird.
Tokyo, on the other hand, seemed lost and confused. I can often catch her staring in the ceiling and smiling like an idiot.
I asked her what's wrong but she doesn't even bother answering.
One time, I threw her a pillow when she squealed so loud, I almost had a heart attack, ge'ez.
For two weeks, we've been busy recording and practicing which I was a little thankful for. At least because of
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Zanaya's POVMy body automatically bent forward as we hit the last pose for our new song.We've been practicing for a few hours non-stop and we still haven't perfected our choreography.Everyone seemed unsatisfied and our steps are being changed every now and then, so we actually haven't had our final dance."Okay, that's it for today!"We all plopped down the floor as we try to catch our breath. I ended up lying on the ground, my arms spread wide open.This is killing me.Nothing's change even when we were trainees. We still die practicing trying to perfect our craft. And I think things had gotten harder because this time, we have to fulfill the expectations of both our fans and those people who kept scrutinizing us just because we're from BP.Of course, we knew. We're aware how some people are saying that we had it
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Zanaya's POV"Thank you so much, guys." I continuedly thanked the trainees who accompanied us to our dorm.My heart is still hammering inside my chest after what happened earlier.Cali almost got hit by a car if Joshua wasn't able to pull her right on time.I almost hugged him in gratitude.Thankfully, Joshua and Dave, both trainees, were walking back to the office from the convenience store when it happened and Joshua was quick enough to pull Cali out of danger.Cali was shocked and had barely even talked since earlier.The two trainees helped me get Cali back to our dorm as per our manager's advice."It's nothing Zaya. We hope Cali is fine." Joshua and Dave bowed down before going.Those two had been training in BP with us so we all knew each other. And I know it won't be long before they
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Zanaya's POV"Don't you think this is too much?" Max asks as we put all the food that we prepare in a bag.I am going over Seth's dorm and decided to bring him a lot of food.I've noticed how he's getting thinner. Though I know about his concerns about him getting fat, I want him to realize that he has the perfect body.We were about to meet the other night but I wasn't able to do meet him because of our changes in schedule.He was with Storm who was drinking his problems away.The truth is, I pity both Storm and Cali.After the incident, Cali had been acting the usual. She started talking to me and the rest of the girls.She's showing us that she's okay when you can basically see in her eyes that she isn't.She also apologized for asking me not to communicate with Seth that time and of cour
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Seth's POV"Hey, I can't. Zanaya will kill me." I muttered as Demo continuously pulls me out of the car.We just arrived at our concert in Japan and it has been a week since I last talk to my wife.My phone was missing and as much as I would love to send her a message, our management had forbidden me to do any contact as I've been receiving death threats lately.Even the boys' phones were confiscated while they try to do something on my missing phone.Grey was lucky enough to have a spare phone which he only told me he has after we reached back in Korea so I immediately used it to send a message to Zanaya.The boys only got their phone back on the car after we landed in South Korea.I'm sure she's confused and wondering why I wasn't contacting her.I basically begged my manager to let me call her at least once but no
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Seth's POV"Yah, don't you think she's being a little too dramatic about this?" I mumbled as I drink another glass of alcohol.Sky giggled at my words.He fucking giggled."Yah! We-Why are you giggling?" I stuttered.After I read the message on Demo's phone, I immediately headed to their dorm so I can explain myself but all I got was a locked door and a note outside stating that I am banned from entering the unit.What's even funnier is that Sky and Grey, who I didn't know where inside their dorm where kicked out by Max, like she literally kicked them out by the butt."Seth, Zaya's eyes were red from crying. I think you actually really made a mistake here." Grey muttered and I pouted.I know I am at fault but I am a little hurt by the fact that she didn't even bother to listen to me. Sky said that she's not even in th
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Seth's POV"I'm really really sorry about this Seth. We didn't know you would be home."I massaged my forehead as I listen to Demo's explanation. It has been an hour since my wife walked out of our dorm, crying.I would have run for her but my unstable state prevented me from doing so. Plus, another girl crying on my bed is making the situation even worse.My head is aching so bad and I am having a terrible hangover.A sigh escaped my lips as my eyes landed on Demo.He was kneeling in front of me, apologizing over and over for what happened. His eyes are red from crying as he earned a lot of curses from Storm and a few from Raze.Demo crying in front of me is something I can't bear to see.Apparently, the three of them went out for a drink after I went to WHISTLE's dorm. Chloe got so wasted and Demo and Mara bro
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Zanaya's POV"Zanaya, please open the door..."I curled up even more as I hear Cali's voice from outside of the door.I was seated on the floor, my back leaning on the corner of my bed, my knees bent covering my entire face.My eyes scanned the room. Everything is a mess.Like my life.After I came back from Seth's dorm, I went directly to my room. As soon as my door closed, my vision darkens and before I knew, I was trashing inside my room.All of the figurines on my table were broken on the floor, my teddy bears scattered on the ground.I bit my lower lip, tears still dripping down my cheeks.The image of Seth lying down on his bed with a girl beside him flashed in front of me.Why? Why did he cheat on me?I was willing to listen to his explanation after
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Zanaya's POVA lot of things had happened after that night.Seth went on tour and he was out of Korea for months, fulfilling concert dates and filming SHADOW ESCAPADES.We released our new song in which broke records on Youtube and we won trophies on music shows as well.Everything was fine...But not our relationship.I started cutting our communication and eventually, we broke up.At first, Seth would try to call me to the point that even Ske and Grey were trying to reach me through Tokyo and Max, but I stood firm to my decision.It was so painful. For nights, my eyes would get swollen from all my crying. I felt so empty. I would open my phone and see his text messages. I wanted to respond but I can't.I wanted to tell him that I love him more and that I'll be waiting for him.
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