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Chapter 34
"Heszhia...." I heard him call me from behind and there I heard from his voice that he's drunk. Is this how we'll talk now? Damn it! I actually wanted to talk to him but not now that he's drunk. This is so awkward and I know that people can't control themselves when they're drunk and I don't know. I'm just afraid of what might happen or what we're going to talk to.
I don't know why I'm thinking about that kind of stuff when I clearly have no idea about that. It's just that, just by thinking that we'll be talking while he's drunk sounds like a bad idea. I don't know. Fuck! Why am I even thinking things like this? Damn! Did he just taint my mind without me knowing? The hell with me? Why did I suddenly start thinking about this? Oh hell! Erase that Heszhia!
I felt the bed beside me move as a sign that he just sat there but I just remained lying with him facing my back. I don't know if he knows that I'm still awake but I hope not. I don't
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