Secrets of Wyoming

"Fuck, Harder! Fuck me harder you little piece of shit!"

I scrunch my nose at the obnoxious sounds that come from the stall right next to me. Leave it to students of Westwood high to do this stupid shit when it's already the first period. 

"Fuck!"

She groans and I shut my eyes, wondering why that voice sounds so familiar to me. 

Whoever is banging the chick inside that room definitely has no mercy, I bet she'll even be able to make it through the rest of the school day. 

Deciding it's none of my business, I begin to make my way out of the room but the next choice of curse words that fell from the girl's lips stops my movement and time suddenly freezes. 

"Oh my God! Dave, right there! Fuck me harder, Dave!"

Dave? Did she.. did she just call Dave?

I turn on my heels, staring back at the door as my heart drums repeatedly against my chest, my breathing harder as I bore holes into the door. 

It can't be, right?

I shake my head, stopping myself before I can move further. 

"You're so fucking loud, just keep it down for some damn minutes!"

The world starts to spin as I clamp my hand over my mouth to stop the scream that's about to tear off my lips with my eyes still focused on the door. 

I can recognize that voice anywhere and at any given time of the day because it's always in my head and now, I'm listening to it fuck a lady? In there?

Dave, my boyfriend, whom I love so much is currently banging a girl in there. The bastard is fucking cheating on me!

"I don't think I'll be able to live through the rest of the day. My legs can barely stand on their own, you fucked me up, Dave. "

The girl hisses and now that it's her normal voice and not the shrill voice that she was using moments ago, it sounds so much familiar and yet, I can't seem to point out who she is. 

"You asked for it. Now, let's get out of here before anyone comes here and sees us. "

"Afraid your little girlfriend is going to find out you're banging another girl?"

He chuckles at that. Not even feeling remorse for what he just did.

"She knows better than to think I would stay loyal to her. "

"Good girls do have thoughts of being able to change bad boys into good men. She's no exception. "

She laughs and I want nothing more than to push her head down the toilet sink so she wouldn't ever be able to open that mouth again. 

"Don't talk about her like that, she's changing me after all. "

"Says the guy that just fucked a girl and has been doing it from the start. I'm truly marvelled at how stupid she is not to have known. "

"It's called love, baby. My little girlfriend loves me too much. "

They both laugh and I watch as the door opens which causes their laughs to seize when their gazes meet mine. 

Tears prick the corner of my eyes as I stare at Dave's wide eyes. He looks like a thief that has finally been caught red-handed.

Quinn says no words, only stares up at Dave whose eyes haven't left me yet. 

"I'll leave you guys to sort things out. "

She gives me a small smile and I watch as she leans on her tiptoes to plant a kiss on Dave's cheek and if that didn't fuel the anger in me, I don't know what would have. 

"That was a good fuck, babe. I'll see you later. "

She gives me one more mocking smile before walking out of the room and my gaze finally settles on the motherfucker I thought was the one for me. How stupid could I have been?

This bastard is known to be a fuckboy and I should have declined his proposal the moment I could but what did naive Ashley do? I accepted it, thinking the bastard truly loved me. Oh, how wrong I was. 

"Ashley, I... "

He starts and I shake my head, holding up my hand to silence him. 

"Ashley please, let me.."

"Whatever you're going to say, just keep it to your damn self. I don't want to listen, how long has this been going on? How long have you been fucking her?"

Guilt crosses over his features and he moves his gaze away from me, suddenly finding interest in his fingernails. 

"A month. "

My boyfriend has been cheating on me for a whole fucking month, right under my nose, with a chick I thought was my friend and I didn't even realize it.

"How could you, Dave?"

"I'm sorry, Ashley. I never meant for this to come out like this. I just... I promised you, she's the only one. She's the only one I've ever cheated on you with. I never touched any girl through the first months of our relationship, I swear to God. I love you, Ashley. "

That spike something in me and before I can stop myself, my palm collides with his cheek and I watch as his eyes widen, his hand rubbing over his cheek as if he didn't expect me to do that and I never expected that I would do that either but I'll be damned if I take it back. 

He snaps his gaze back to me and the fire that blazes in those eyes has me backing away. He sneers before taking one long stride to close the distance between us and grab me. 

"Don't you dare touch me! Let me fucking go, you bastard!"

I trash against his hold and he grabs my neck, tightening his hold on me as he slams my back against the wall to keep me in place. 

He chuckles before saying, "You're pathetic, Ashley. Literally. I never thought you would believe me when I said all those words but you did which showed me how much of a pathetic shit you truly are. You seriously thought I gave two shits about you? That I was stupidly in love with you?"

He laughs and each word that he lets out is a stab to my already bleeding heart. 

I did. Because you made me. 

"There are many hotter girls around, Ashley. You're nowhere near my standard in girls. "

He laughs, his eyes trailing down my body and I regret every single time I had let this motherfucker touch me. 

"Why did you, then?! Why did you do all those things if you never meant that?! Was it all to play with me? And fuck with my feelings?"

"Because of your brother, you stupid little shit! What other reason would I have to be with you? I only wanted to be friends with your fucking brother and that didn't work out too well either, did it?"

"You're a fucking bastard. You should be ashamed of yourself!"

I spat and he laughs before shrugging, his grip on my neck growing tighter. 

"What can I say? I'm too good at what I do but it was nice by the way. Knowing that I was the first to ever fuck you. I popped Vince's little sister's cherry. "

He laughs, seeming proud of himself. While I had thought this bastard was the right guy to give myself to, he was only thinking about making a damn reputation for himself.

"Say hi to your brother for me, you can tell him about how much I learned from him too. He was after all the biggest fuck boy in this school. I'll see you around, girlfriend. "