LOGINAt the dining table with my Dad's best Friend.
I couldn't even say a word to Mr Mattias, all I could think of was Blake having the guts to dump me for his ex-girlfriend. I felt a buzz against my pocket, it was from Blake. I could feel my heart racing as I opened the message. ”I'M SORRY IT HAD TO END THIS WAY SHIMMA, BUT IT'S NOT JUST ABOUT ME, IT'S ABOUT YOU. YOU WEREN'T JUST GOOD IN BED, AND I GOT TIRED OF IT, PUSSY TOO DRY, AND YOU COULDN'T EVEN RIDE ME PROPERLY, I'M SORRY I COULDN'T KEEP SUFFERING WITH YOU, BYE SHIMMA,” Instantly I dropped my phone on the dining table, I felt tears welled up in my eyes. I cleaned it up as quickly as I could, but it was too late, Mr Mattias had seen them. Obviously he could see me crying, he was sitting right across me, there was no way he wouldn't notice. “Is it him?“ He asked calmly. Him? What did he mean? Did he hear me earlier? “Who?“ I sniffed in the rest of the tears. “Shimma, you don't have to pretend like you don't know, obviously, you're crying, so now tell me, did that bastard just text you again,” damn! he was serious, or pissed rather. Shit! He heard me yelling at Blake on the phone. There was no need to hide anything, I couldn't, even if I wanted to. “Yes,” I nodded. “That son of a bitch!“ He cursed. “Eat up, and get a nice sleep, okay, that fool doesn't deserve you anyways,” Mr Mattias said. Yes, those words lit me up a little, but were these words really coming from my uncle? Getting a nice sleep was entirely opposite to my night, I cried my eyes out. Of course I just got dumped, and worse, he said it was my fault. Was I really that bad? Was my pussy really dry? I traced my finger down to my pussy, digging my index finger into my pussy entrance, I brought out my finger and rubbed them against each other, I could feel a slick juice. No! my pussy wasn't dry! I guess it wasn't entirely from me, rather it was Blake, only if he would have fucked me as hard as I imagined my Mr Mattias would, then I would get so slick and wet for him, just like I do any time Mr Mattias comes close to me. The thought of Mr Mattias crossed through my head and I instantly felt horny again, or I just wanted to forget Blake this time. I dug my index finger back into my pussy, and I started moving it in a back and forth motion. “Shit!“ I greeted my teeth and used my other hand to raise my sweat shirt up. My other hand took a nipple as I began to rub it. “Arrghhh,” I moaned, "yes daddy! Fuck me Mattias. I added one more finger into my pussy as I threw my head backward in pleasure. I was so carried away that I didn't notice Mr Mattias was standing by the door. “What are you doing Shimma,” I jerked in fear, my room was a bit dark, but from the lamp I had turned on earlier, he could perfectly see me. “Why do you keep doing this to me Shimma, fuck! I'm trying to hold this in!“ He banged the door and he wasn't there anymore. I had paused on my track due to shock. My boobs still sticking out under my sweatshirt, my hand still dug into my pussy. What was that? Was he mad at me? Or was he aroused by it? I woke up hearing my dad's voice coming from the living room. My experience with Mr Mattias added to the case, how would he look at me after seeing me touching myself and screaming his name. I was ashamed of myself. I heard a knock on my door and I closed my eyes, pretending to sleep. I didn't know why or maybe it was because I didn't want to stand the sight of Mr Mattias, I couldn't. “Honey,” it wasn't Mattias, it was my dad. “Dad,” I said, still pretending like i just woke up to his voice, I turned to see him next to me, and Mr Mattias was standing by the door. “I'm sorry you had to go through the stress, Mr Mattias told me Blake left you to go home by yourself in the rain, well he deserves what he got,” my dad said, turning to glance at his best friend and they both giggled. “What do you mean dad?“ I frowned. “I heard he got beaten up by some men, maybe he got himself involved in trouble, well whoever beat him up, did us a great job,” I turned to Mr Mattias who was still standing by the door. There was no single expression on his face, there was usually none. Was it him? no he wouldn't. I scoffed, rolling my eyes. “You both should stay for breakfast,” Mr Mattias said. “Oh Matt, you know I still have work to attend to at the office, I just need to drive Shimma home and then head back to the office, thank you for yesterday brother,” my dad said then he turned back to me. “Get up sleepy head, your mum is waiting for you at home, it's the weekend, you don't want to be late for shopping,” my dad smirked at me. I loved my dad mostly for one thing, he never fails to spend on I and my mother. He would take us on lovely vacations and despite my both parents being too busy, they still never made me feel lonely. “Alright, I'll be downstairs,” my dad stood up, exiting the room, but Mattias didn't follow him. What! Mattias was now heading to where I laid. “Did you do it?” I asked him as I sat up. “Do what?.“ “Send some men to beat Blake up?.“ “What made you think I would?“ He said with a raised brow. “About last night…” I said facing downwards. “What happened last night?“ “You saw me…,” “Saw you do what?“ He dug both hands in his pocket while he stood in front of me. “Nothing.“ I said with a small grateful smile,he was willing to forget it ever happened. “Good, now come downstairs and have breakfast.“ I watched him leave and sighed in relief.MATTIAS’S POV.“Ding! Ding!”I was in the kitchen preparing lunch when I heard the doorbell.I didn’t even wait a second…I washed my hands quickly, dried them with a small towel, and rushed to open the door.The moment I pulled it open, my whole chest loosened.A wide smile broke across my face.There she was.My wife, Shimma…standing beside my sweet little princess, Elara. And behind them, with that same familiar warmth on her face, was Mrs. Anna too.“Welcome!” I said, stepping aside and gesturing for them to come in.Elara didn’t hesitate. She ran straight into my arms, hugging me tightly like she’d been gone for years.I lifted her up, kissing her cheek again and again.“How’s my little princess doing?” I asked, my voice softening. “I missed you so much.”My eyes slid back to Shimma.I could’ve madly kissed her right there…no limits, no restraint…but her mother was in the house now, and Shimma didn’t need to feel awkward in front of her mum. Not after everything.So I kissed Shimm
SHIMMA’S POV.“Don’t you want me to?” Mattias asked, and I could hear the frustration in his voice, like he was trying not to let it take over his words.I hissed softly, my gaze drifting toward the ceiling.“I do,” I said, I honestly really wanted to see him……more than anything. “More than you can imagine.” But my thoughts wouldn’t stop circling the reason I’d been holding myself back.“My mum isn’t ready to accommodate all of us at the same time. She doesn’t need anything that would remind her of him… and us being together…….me, you, the kids……,” I swallowed. “She might freak out again. And I don’t want that. Not after how hard she’s been trying to stay calm.”There was a long pause on the line.When Mattias finally spoke, his voice softened, but the sigh sounded heavy.“I understand you, Shimma,” he said, and I could sense how frustrated he was…….how he hated distance the way I did.“I’ve missed you too,” I admitted quickly, because if I didn’t say it, I’d collapse. “I’ve missed y
MR. MATTIAS’S POVI laid in bed, staring at the printed photos of the car the police officer suspected to be the owner of the killer.The image was grainy, worse, the angle was so awful……only enough to see the shape of it: a dark sedan.I traced the outline with my eyes anyway.Even though I knew how useless it was..There are hundreds of this car. Maybe thousands.And they can’t know for sure who owned it…….because they couldn’t get the plate number. Not clearly. Not at the angle they had. Which meant all they had was a guess……a useless piece of evidence.I exhaled slowly through my nose, frustration building in my chest like it wanted to explode.Then my thought immediately went to my wife….Shimma..I didn’t even think. I just reached for my phone and called Shimma.We hadn’t spoken all day….and that yoo added to my stress.I needed to hear her voice……I needed it the way I needed air.The call rang once… twice… and then finally.“Hello?”Her voice came in soft……calm and so fucking s
MR. BEAU’S POV.I didn’t even realize I was still smiling……until Mattias turned away.His dismissal wasn’t just a command. It was the way he looked at me like I was furniture. Like I existed to be moved around whenever it pleased him. Murderfucker.“You can leave now…..”The words landed like a slap.I stood there for a moment, my jaw tight,my fists clenched so hard my nails bit into my palms. It wasn’t the fact that he told me to go. It was how he told me. Like I was some slave who didn’t deserve explanations.Like I didn’t matter……obviously i didn’t.(scoffs)For a second, anger flooded me.I should show him……I should deal with this bastard.But then I remembered why I was tolerating this at all.It was all for Shimma.I forced myself to breathe, slowly and controlled. His dismissal wasn’t about respect. It was about control. About keeping me away from whatever he didn’t want me to touch.And right now, I wasn’t going to let him win…..especially not if his games were meant to keep S
MATTIAS’S POV.I stood by the door, watching as Beau taught Noah and Nora…….both of them sitting with their backs straight, their eyes fixed on their books.And for the first time in weeks, even months, the house didn’t feel like it always does…..sad, quiet.Although the house was still a bit quiet…..it felt like things were starting to get back to normal. Well…… maybe.The moment Beau noticed my presence, his expression shifted instantly.His eyes widened for a second……hope flickering in them…….before the realization hit him that I wasn’t who he thought I was.Not that I was in support of Mrs. Anna’s condition, no.But Shimma being away while Beau was around?Ahhh.I couldn’t be happier with how the situation was playing out.Beau gave me a small smile. Controlled. Almost polite.Then he went back to his work, as if he could pretend the last time had never happened.I scoffed under my breath and started to turn away…….because I didn’t want to linger in that room any longer than neces
MR. BEAU’S POV.I stood by the mirror, brushing my hair as I stared at my reflection, a smile tugging at the corner of my lips.How could I contain my excitement when in a few hours……..I was going to be seeing her.Not just hearing her name. Not just reading her in memories…or staring endlessly at her pictures.But seeing her……..my Shimma.Mattias had texted me an hour ago. He told me I could come over and tutor the children since they got back last night.Although he didn’t mention Shimma… and that somehow made it worse. Like I was being handed the half of a gift and expected to act grateful.To him, I supposed my only business was the children.But to me?……..Shimma was my whole life. My reason. My oxygen. She had suddenly become the only thing that made sense in a world that kept trying to move without me.I blinked hard, like I could contain the excitement brewing inside of me..I think I’d started to forget what it was like when we were kids… the Nora I used to know. The version
MATTIAS’S POV. I woke up to Elara sleeping next to me, but Shimma wasn’t in bed. Did she wake up too early, or was I the one who woke up late? I leaned closer to my baby Elara, kissing her softly, she opened her eyes slowly, looking around begore looking back at me. She must have been surprised
“Mr. Mattias, you’re not going to lose me,” I reassured him, my tone gentle.He hissed softly, pulling me in for another hug. “It's just that I haven't felt this way about anyone else; it's new, it's strange, yet I don't want to stop,” Mr. Mattias said, hugging me tighter than he did earlier.“I love
MR. BEAU’S POV.I hardly slept through the night. All I could think about was her… Shimma.My body felt heavy with fatigue, my eyes stinging from a lack of rest. But even as exhaustion clawed at me, I could feel an insatiable yearning pulling me toward her. I had to see her. Teaching the kids wasn’
MR. BEAU’S POV (continued)“Please,” I pleaded, my voice low and trembling, desperate enough to make my chest ache. “At least tell me what hospital she’s at?” My heart raced, each word heavy with longing……as if my very existence depended on hearing the answer.“Let go of me now!” he snapped, his vo







