โHow was she when I died? I remember it Jackson, I dreamt it every night for three years, the same thing over and over in my mind, those moments of her screaming telling me to wake up and not to leave.โ I can feel the hairs standing up, her beautiful broken figure cuddling me, and I couldnโt do anything to console her other than tell her how happy she made me.โHonestly, I would say she was worse than she was with me, I know it sounds crazy but I think she got so used to you being here for those years, you saving her, you have been here when I wasnโt. It pushed her too far, she got Roxyโs gun, at first she looked ready to chase Roxy down, then she went silent and turned it on herself, collapsing to the floor, and I could see she was struggling.โ His words drain the blood from me, my face is clearly white although I donโt need to look, she was so bad she was considering shooting herself, I donโt think I would have agreed to stay away had I known that.โAnyway, she cried, she screamed t
I feel the pressure instantly, Troy staring at me, heck this is why I didnโt want him to know.โYou gave up your life for a woman you can never have.โ He was no fool that is for sure, he knows why I did it.โI did, not just for her but for Jackson, for their kids and for myself.โ I did, if I had refused and walked back and something happened to Alena due to Roxy of Jake, I would blame myself even more, I still blame myself for a lot of the hurt Alena has gone through.โYou should have called us, contacted us or something just so we knew Marcus, I donโt give a shit about rules.โ Troy as ever, straight to the point.โWe are brothers, no matter what happens donโt forget that, even if you run away again, remember that and make sure you keep in contact even with a fake name, Adrianโ I have to laugh at the way he says the name, like its something to be despised.โAdrian though, could you not have thought of a better name like Logan, Nathan, or even Demitri is a better name to suit you than
I can feel it already myself coming back and I wonโt hide it, pulling her up I fasten her hands above her head, grabbing the whip and all the other toys I plan to use. She looks at me waiting, I donโt want to blindfold her, this is her goodbye and she needs to see it. My hands glide between her thighs the moisture already there.โHas kitten already creamed and I have not even started?โ heck I have missed this and clearly she has as well.โYou made that happen just by being you, Master.โ My fingers continue to rub against her sex, slowly collecting her moisture, my hand lifting to my lips, slowly sucking her juices from my fingers. Her body squirming at the sight and I know I will enjoy this, walking around to the back of her I lift the whip, swinging it down hard watching as she jumps and moans, my hand gently rubbing her arse, knowing how she hates it, she would rather I went straight to whipping her again. My hand moves away, swinging the whip down again hitting her.โStopโ Her word
Getting ready I drive back, walking in Alena looking at me and smiling.โYou look different.โ Her words accusing, I shrug.โI got a shower today, that will be why.โ She laughs and nods, Jackson sat there, surely he should have left by now, he canโt cancel. I look at him waiting, and he gets up walking to me.โI need a couple of minutes with him alone, Alena.โ She smiles and nods walking back into the living room and closing the door.โWhat the hell Jackson, you should have left already.โ I shake my head hoping Alena canโt lip-read.โYeah, I am I sent Troy home to explain to his wife and grab some things, I booked a later flight no worry needed, now how did it go? Obviously not well if youโre back already.โ I laugh sitting down and shake my head.โThat bad?โ He looks at me walking towards the kitchen and grabbing the glasses and whiskey. โDoes everything have to be resolved or spoken about over whiskey Jackson? Would a coffee not be enough?โ I look at the glasses as he pours the whis
The sounds of MJ screaming wakes me up, getting out of bed I walk downstairs, Troy there trying to get him away from Alena and failing, he keeps screaming hitting him away and I have to laugh.โStruggling there?โ Troy turns seeing the amusement on my face, MJ gets up and runs towards me, why me? He knows Troy more than me he should have gone to Troy willingly.โApparently I wonโt anymore, have fun I am going to get started.โ I nod and sit down MJ bringing the cars, Alena watching us.โSo about last night.โ I look up at her.โWhat about it?โ I hope this isnโt where she says she knows I am Marcus and just didnโt say anything.โI am sorry for the way I acted, honestly I hope you donโt think I am some sort of crazy woman.โ I laugh shaking my head.โAlena, everyone is crazy, just some more than others, you only need to worry when your craziness is affecting your life.โ She nods and carries on cooking.โThank you, as well, for MJ and keeping him busy on a morning while I cookโ I shake my he
The figure walks in and I freeze, my eyes staying on the screen, the blood dripping from my face as I look at the two figures. My phone buzzes, and I know it is Troy, no doubt just as shocked as me, picking it up I hold the phone to my ear, my mind unable to find the words I need.โMarcus, are you watching?โ I sit watching, as they both walk upstairs, Jo left downstairs. A couple of minutes later they appear in the safe room.โFuck sake Marcus get a grip, thatโs your ex-wife and her new fella.โ He is right, I need to get a grip, and there she is beautiful as ever Maria with the guy I refer to as dickhead, or any other insult other than James, does she know what is going on? I am a fool, of course, she does, this is Maria, she walked in with him straight up to the safe room, and stood watching as he checked the monitors, I guess I could never compete with a guy in a drug and weapon gang that also sell women they smuggle into the country.โFuck me, Marcus, answer me now before I call Al
The sirens wake me, jumping up I run out of the room, the towel still wrapped around my body, grabbing MJ, I hand him to Alena, I run up the stairs and grab the girls carrying them down. Alenaโs eyes are on me as I pass them to her before closing the safe room door, Troy rushes out dressed, clearly not stupid like me running around naked.โWhat is going on?โ I look at him and shake my head, we rush downstairs and look around, nothing everything is fine, I turn the Alarm off. Everything is still locked, and no windows are smashed, so someone had to be trying to break in from outside, but we canโt risk opening the doors this late while it is dark to check.Walking back upstairs I throw on some trousers. Opening the safe room door Alena stands pure panic on her face, the kids crying and clinging to her, clearly, this is the first time this has happened since I left. She looks scared, just like all the times before, I look at Troy.โYou check the footage and see what can be seen, I will h
Liam looks at me, clearly on edge, his eyes raking over my body and I know Jackson has not told him.โSorry for freaking out before, I just saw you looking like you were ready to lunge for her.โ His eyes stay on me as he says it.โUncle Liam, can we have chocolate?โ Katy stands smiling at him, I am grateful they are distracting him.โI donโt know what did your mum say?โ He looks at them.โShe said we could have chocolate, she was going to tell Jo.โ Katy smiles and Liam walks towards the kitchen, total sucker as always I laugh and he turns to look at me.โWhat?โ He looks around him, noticing there is only him there to laugh at.โShe will get you in crap one of these days, Alena never mentioned chocolate.โ The sound of MJ crying makes us both look towards the stairs, Liam looks awkward, clearly unsure what to do, why would they leave him with the kids?โI will go.โ I walk upstairs Liam not arguing, walking to MJโs room he is standing in his cot crying, picking him up I look around, grab
It is Monday, and Jackson leaves soon, and I know he will hate himself more than he hates Liam right now if he leaves and doesnโt sort it. So protecting my balls, I walk into the now-empty office.โGo see Liam.โ He doesnโt even look up to me, he shakes his head and continues signing papers.โI mean it, you go and see Liam, he is the only family you have left Jackson. Go see him sort this shit out, I know Alena is hurting not seeing Georgina.โ No one has even communicated, Georgina is sticking by Liam and Alena is sticking with Jackson, it needs sorting.โGo sort it, then Alena can at least say bye to Georgina.โ He finally looks up and moves, standing in front of me.โI will, but only for Alena, I have no intention of accepting his apology none at all, but for her, I will.โ He walks out, following him I watch him leave, Alena looking at him confused.โHe is going to sort things out.โ She smiles, clearly, she agrees it needs fixingโI am glad, he leaves in an hour and I donโt want him g
โWhat are you trying to do to me? Seriously.โ I laugh stepping backwards, her body coming towards me,โStay kitten.โ She looks at me with an innocent look and slowly takes another step.โI thought I would come and help Master.โ I shake my head looking at her, she is amazing.โKitten, not happening, I would be fucking you right here for everyone to see all nightโ Her eyes spark with interest and it just makes me want to do it more.โFine, no sex, I will just help you.โ She steps forward now reaching me, her hand pushing into my jeans and grabbing my cock.โAnd how do you plan to do that kitten?โ Someone walks in, Alena moving closer to my body hiding her hand, he walks past into a cubicle, and she smiles.โWell Master, first I am going to go so slow, so, so slow until you canโt take no more you drag me onto my knees. Then after that, I am going to tease slowly and gently with my mouth until you grab my hair Master, grab it so hard I scream and force me, gagging meโ She smiles, does she
Arriving at the club we walk in, Georgina and Liam nowhere in sight.โYou stay here Alena, and I will see if I can see them.โ I leave her standing against the bar leaning over it ordering drinks, is she doing that on purpose? If she leans forward a bit more, we will see everything!Shaking my head I walk around and canโt see them anywhere, giving up I walk back to the bar, someone is standing with Alena. His arm is around her, and he is laughing. I recognise him, but I donโt like how his hand is slowly sliding down Alenaโs back, and she is letting it.Walking over I stand behind them, Alena looking back and smiling.โMarcus, you remember Daz right?โ Oh, I do remember Daz, pushing myself in between them his arm folds,โHow are you Daz? Any new crazy girlfriends?โ He flinches shaking his head.โNo, no one yet still holding out for someone if I am honest.โ I look at him, acting interested but really I am not, everyone knows that person is Alena.โOh is she that good sheโs worth staying s
โWhatโs happened?โ Moving I hug her, my heart still beating in my chest.โYou that is what, tell me next time please, I have been searching the house for twenty minutes, I even called Jackson.โ Her arms wrap around me, hell I thought I had lost her, just like that.โSorry, I didnโt think. I am fine.โ She moves back, turning in a circle.โSee, nothing wrong, totally fine. Letโs get packing.โ Sitting we pack away a suitcase each for the kids. Alena carries on while I go down to cook, walking around the kitchen I make us dinner, Alena coming down looking exhausted already.โEarly night for you tonightโ She nods not even trying to argue with me, sitting we eat. Alena is quiet the whole time.โWhy donโt you go get some sleep now? Honestly, there is no need for you to sit awake.โ She nods and walks upstairs, I will even get the kids if she is still asleep, sitting in the living room I turn the tv on, sitting and watching random stuff.The time comes to get the kids, and as much as I want to
I throw on a pair of slacks and walk out, Jackson stood there in the hall waiting.โShe came then.โI nod walking towards the room.โGood, the first thud I thought you fell off the bed, then the scream had me worried it was Max but checking her room was empty and the second thud came from your room, so I figured she had.โโYeah, I walked in turned around, and she was standing there waitingโ. I shake my head to myself, I took a risk there doing that to her, a huge risk.โWhat happened?โ He looks at me sensing my doubt.โNothing bad I donโt think. She just kept pushing for me to be me, to stop hiding and take control.โ His eyes widen, he knows what I am like.โShe cried, a lot but still didnโt tell me to stop even when I asked her she said not to. I need to clean the room.โโI will help, and you can tell me what you did, and how she reacted, so I know, I wonโt do it myself, but if she gets that side from you that is a good thing.โ Nodding I open the door walking in we clean the room, Ja
Walking to the office, I sit down with Jackson looking at me.โNo way, even just to cuddle she didn't look comfortable. It may take time, if she is like this in a few weeks, it stops." Jackson nods, clearly agreeing her not being comfortable with doing anything with me with Jackson around isnโt good.โRight, bed for me, if you need me just come wake me." Walking out I go back to my room. Closing the door I rest my head against it and sigh. As I turn I stop, my eyes taking her in.โSorry Master, I thought I should change first.โ She stands smiling, her body looking perfect, heels and stockings, but other than that totally naked.โWould you like a picture?โ She giggles.โWhy would I need a picture when I have you?โ I'm frozen, taking her in. I think it's just shock that she just did it, I thought she was in bed. She steps towards me, hitting the play button on the music. Her body stops before me, standing she looks at me, then her hands stroke down my chest, her hips swinging as she beg
Walking in Georgina and Alena are sat talking and looking through printouts of houses.โRight, for you two. I am happy with all these, Georgina has found houses local to each one as well. So you two decide which house and location are the best.โ She hands us both a pile of sheets. Sitting at the table with go through them, Alena and Georgina cooking and talking.โYou think she is giving a hint here Marcus?โ I laugh and nod.โYeah, considering for every one house in this country there are about four in America.โโOkay, if you're happy with it, throw the ones here away and pick from America?โ He looks at me, and I nod.โHell yeah, no arguing from me, letโs move to America.โ Laughing I push the ones from this country away, sitting another hour we look over the pictures getting it down to two.โAlena, Georgina,โ Jackson calls them over, sitting at the table Jackson places the two sheets down in front of themโTwo houses, you two need to decide this part.โ They turn over the sheets, Alena
My alarm wakes me and I get ready, walking down I grab a coffee, when Jackson comes down looking at me.โIโm coming, I left Alena a note, there is no way I am just going to sit and wait.โ Grabbing his coat he follows me out, and I drive us the three hours to the court. The trip is done in silence. Nothing right now is right to talk about. I stop outside the court and both of us just look at the doors. Waiting for the other to move. I guess I will. Getting out of the car Jackson follows and we walk into the courtroom and sit down. We sit where they will see us. Jake is brought up first, then Roxy, their eyes catching ours but don't linger as they quickly avert their eyes away.Roxy's barrister stands up."My client made a full confession and admitted to all charges that were put before her. Yes, he was the one who used the gun, but she had no part in the torment of the family, the boxes, and such. She did not intend to physically harm anyone, and Mr Jake O'Brian used her broken mental
โIn we go kitten.โ I get out of the car walking into the house Alena follows me.โHonestly, after Melanie how did you have the energy for more?โ Jackson laughs looking at her, and she looks embarrassed, seriously embarrassed.โSorry.โ Her head lowers, and we both look at her confused.โOi, we agreed on no apologising, and why would you apologise anyway, you did nothing wrong in fact you did something right you let it happen around people that could see.โโWait, surely she has at some point let you do that around people?โ Jackson shakes his head, and I honestly feel shocked.โOther than at the business, those days when the blinds are up, and staff can check in no, never has she agreed or thrown caution to the wind and let me do what you did, so to me, that is an achievement.โ He walks to Alena pulling her to him.โI love you kitten, go get a shower, I will be up in five minutes to cuddle and sleep.โ He kisses her gently, and she walks off, turning to me I am ready for some sort of argu