JenniferThe whip hangs limp in my hand, and I hate the way it looks that way—useless, tired. Like me.Elysium’s Red Room has always been my sanctuary, a cathedral for control, for art, for power I never had to apologize for. Tonight it feels like a cage, every mirror reflecting not mastery but mistake. Victor won’t look at me. Marco’s gaze carries questions I don’t want to answer. And Leo—God, Leo—his eyes hold something worse than accusation. They hold doubt.I betrayed them. Not with everything, but enough. Enough to feel the echo of chains around my own wrists.I close the whip case and force myself to stand tall, shoulders back, the Mistress everyone expects. But the truth is eating me from the inside. I wanted leverage. I wanted payback for a wound Victor gave me years ago. And in my hunger, I opened the door for real predators.Now trust is splintering, and I can feel the cracks spreading under my boots.For the first time in years, I am afraid of being alone.MarcoI’m the glu
I wake to the same pale square of light on the ceiling and for a moment I forget—my body reaching for a warmth that isn’t there, my hand finding only the cold slope of the pillow. That second of mercy cracks open and all of it comes back: the way his voice clipped the night clean, the way the door closed behind me, the way the cab glass kept my face from breaking.I don’t turn on music. Silence is honest, and I think I owe myself that much. The kettle hisses and clicks off and I stand there holding a mug like it might hold me back. The apartment is too neat, the kind of neatness you get when you don’t trust yourself to stop once you start scrubbing. I made the bed with corners you could bounce a coin off. I folded laundry with military precision. I wiped a countertop that didn’t need wiping until the cloth left a dark path my eyes could follow anywhere but inside.My laptop sits on the table, lid closed. I deleted everything last night. The drafts, the notes, the outlines with clever
The city swallowed me whole the moment the door closed behind me.I stood outside Elysium, my breath fogging in the midnight air, and for a few long seconds, I couldn’t move. My body still carried his voice, the command to leave. It lived in my skin like a second pulse, reminding me that I no longer belonged to the place that had become my world.The cab Andre called pulled up quietly. I slid inside, numb, my coat clutched too tightly around me. As the car pulled away, I turned to look back one last time. Elysium’s facade was just another stone building to anyone else, but to me it had been a cathedral, a confession box, a stage where I shed the armor of who I thought I was. Now it was receding, each passing streetlamp cutting it further out of view until it was nothing but memory.I pressed my forehead against the cold glass, tears threatening. How had it come to this?When I first walked through those gilded doors, I wasn’t Cassandra Monroe, submissive. I was Cassandra Monroe, journ
I found him where the lights sleep.Elysium without music feels like a cathedral after mass—perfume and electricity clinging to velvet and stone, chandeliers ticking softly as they settle. The main floor was empty, the stage bare, the rigs coiled like quiet serpents against the wall. Victor stood in the middle of it all as if he had always been a part of the architecture—handsome and immovable, a pillar of will no velvet could soften. His suit jacket lay folded on the arm of a leather couch, his white shirt open at the collar, and yet there was nothing undone about him. He looked like a verdict.He didn’t turn when I stepped in. My boots made careful sounds on the black floor. I realized I was holding my breath the way you do in a museum, reverent and terrified of the alarm.“Victor,” I said.“Close the door, Cassandra.” His voice was soft, and the door felt very loud sealing behind me.He held a sheet of paper in his left hand. Even at a distance I knew what it was. The draft—my draf
The air in Elysium carried an edge that night—like static before lightning. Even the chandeliers seemed sharper, every prism of crystal reflecting too much. I knew something was wrong the moment I saw Victor’s face from across the lounge.He was still, too still, seated in the leather chair that dominated the corner near the fire. One leg crossed, a glass of untouched bourbon on the table beside him. His eyes—those endless blue eyes that usually softened when they landed on me—were shards of ice.“Little one,” he said when I approached. His voice was velvet stretched thin, a note too close to snapping. “Sit.”I obeyed, heart pounding. I knelt at his feet, my body recognizing the ritual even though my mind screamed that this wasn’t a scene. This was something else. Something worse.On the table, beside his drink, lay a manila envelope. Its flap was torn open, the contents fanned out with deliberate precision. Pages. Typed. Familiar.My blood chilled. My words.He picked up the first pa
Antiseptic and leather don’t usually mix in Elysium. Tonight they did.Dr. Elise’s mobile kit lay open on the Red Room’s sideboard—gauze, tape, a penlight—while a nervous submissive sat on the edge of a chaise, ankle wrapped, cheeks blotchy with embarrassment and adrenaline. The suspension rig that had been holding him minutes earlier hung slack, a steel carabiner yawning at the gate like a mouth missing a tooth. The thud when it failed had punched through the room, stopped conversations, turned heads. No one was seriously hurt—thank God—but the sound was still echoing inside my ribs.Elise finished a final check, voice calm and professional. “Sprain only. Ice now. Elevate tonight. No scenes for a week.”The sub nodded, eyes wet. His Dom squeezed his shoulder; consented apologies and whispered reassurance smoothed the jagged edges of the moment. We do this right, I thought. Even when we fall, we do it right.But Elise’s frown didn’t lift. She had Marco beside her, both of them studyin