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Sofia
"Honestly, Sofia," my mother sighed, dabbing at her temple with a lace-edged handkerchief. "You admit yourself she wears... trousers to church sometimes, she doesn’t stay in the hostel some night, definitely drinking and clubbing, she is not the kind of person you should be in the same room with, you have to stay somewhere else." She lamented passing a verdict on my new roommate for my final year.
My father adjusted his tie, his expression stern. "A young woman of God does not associate with such... influences. These worldly distractions will pull you away from the path." He leaned forward, "We worry about your soul, Sofia. Being in the same room with someone who lives like that... it taints you."
Taints me? I sat on the edge of the sofa, my hands clasped tightly in my lap, my knuckles white, storm raged inside of me, but on my face was a placid, obedient mask I had perfected over twenty-one years. "She's... she's not a bad person, Mama, Papa. She just... lives differently, I have stayed with her for two weeks now to know the kind of person she is." I said weakly knowing that my words held nothing.
"Differently?" My father's eyebrows shot up. "Different from the teachings of the Lord? There is only one path, Sofia. And your responsibility, as a Christian woman, is to walk it, not be led astray by those who deliberately choose darkness."
This was my life.
Every decision, every friendship, every thought felt scrutinized, weighed against a rigid, impossible standard my parents set for me while my brother, Raphael, two years older, was allowed his football games, his 'clean, wholesome' friends, his delayed plans for marriage because he was the 'provider.' For me, it was church groups, modesty standards that felt like a cage, and constant reminders of the 'worthy young men' in our congregation.
"She's just my roommate for one more year," I tried again, my voice barely a whisper.
"We think it would be best if you finished your studies from home. We can arrange for you to take classes online, or perhaps a smaller, more... God-fearing institution closer by. I was never in support of you going to that school anyway.” My mom said and panic clawed at my throat.
Finish at home? Be under their direct supervision every hour of every day? My carefully constructed facade of composure cracked. "No! I... I can't. I’m almost done with school and all my materials are at school. My notes, the library access for my thesis..." The lies tumbled out, desperately and clumsily. "I have a major presentation first thing tomorrow. I need to go back tonight to prepare."
They exchanged skeptical glances, their faces etched with suspicion. "A presentation?" My father narrowed his eyes. "Why weren't we informed of this 'major presentation' before?"
"It... it just came up," I stammered, hating the tremor in my voice. "It's crucial. Please, I have to go." I stood up, my legs trembling slightly. "I'm going back tonight. I will call you when I get there."
“We have to pray…” I cut my mom off.
“I will pray at the hostel, it’s late Mom and you know my car is not that good.” I quickly muttered and I kissed them goodbye, without waiting for anything more as I walked out the door. The moment I stepped out, I felt the familiar sting of tears burning behind my eyelids. Tears of frustration, of exhaustion, of a deep, aching loneliness even within my own family.
I slid into my old, reliable car, starting the engine. I drove, the streetlights blurring through my tears, I was tired of everything they had to say, I was tired of me having to obey them, I was tired of them never asking what I truly wanted. Why was it so hard just to... be? Why did everything have to be a test of my faith, a measure of my 'purity'?
I was so lost in my thoughts until a screeching sound of tires tore through my thoughts. My head snapped up, my heart leaping into my throat. As if that wasn’t okay, I heard gunshots that sounded terrifyingly close.
Instinct took over immediately, and I slammed on the brakes, the car skidding slightly. I fumbled with the door handle, scrambling out of the car, and I ran blindly towards the nearest building looking for shade, I should have stayed back.
The gunshot suddenly stopped and I peeped to look at what was happening and then a man tried to step out of a sleek black car, his body slumping against the doorframe. He was large, broad-shouldered, dressed in expensive-looking suit that was now stained with blood, he could hardly move as he was gulping, struggling for air.
My breath hitched. He looked... powerful, even in his injured state. A dangerous aura clung to him like a second skin. Every instinct screamed at me to turn and run, to get back in my car and drive away as fast as possible, to pretend I hadn't seen anything.
But I couldn’t as I saw the desperate struggle for life. My heart, trained for empathy and compassion, pulsed against my ribs. Hesitantly, I approached him cautiously.
"Are you... Are you okay?" What a stupid question. Of course, he wasn't okay.
He just stared at me, his breathing ragged.
"You are bleeding," I stated the obvious, fumbling with the simple cotton scarf I wore wrapped around my neck. "We need to stop the bleeding."
His eyes narrowed slightly, following my movements as I clumsily unwound the scarf. "Here," I knelt beside him, "Let me help." I folded the scarf, pressing it awkwardly against his side where the blood seemed heaviest. He flinched but didn't push me away. His skin felt hot and clammy beneath my fingers.
"It's... tight," I mumbled, trying to tie the ends of the scarf around him, but it wasn't long enough. "Just... hold it there."
He grunted, pressing his hand over the scarf where I had placed it.
"Should I call an ambulance? You need to be in the hospital.”
He shook his head, his eyes scanned my face, "help… help. Phone," he rasped, "Pocket."
I fumbled in his jacket pocket, pulling out a sleek, expensive-looking smartphone. The screen was cracked but lit up. "Who... who do I call?"
He closed his eyes for a second, his jaw clenching. "Vittorio," he bit out. "Just... Vittorio."
I scrolled through his contacts, my fingers clumsy, until I found the name. I tapped it, holding the phone to my ear, my heart hammering.
"Hello? The owner of this phone is injured, Can you come meet him fast?” I mumbled, unsure of what to say.
"Where are you?" the voice on the phone demanded in a way that caused a shiver to run down my spine.
I quickly gave the street name, while I looked back at the man who was watching me, that unreadable expression back in his eyes before the call ended.
I slowly stood up, needing distance. "I... I need to go. He should be here soon. I’m sorry I can’t stay here, I have to go to school.”
He didn't say anything, just kept watching me, his dark eyes following my every move. There was a possessiveness in his gaze that unnerved me. Feeling overwhelmed, guilty for leaving but terrified of staying, I backed away. "I hope... I hope you will be okay."
I turned and hurried back towards my car, not looking back for once.
Sofia His voice was terrifyingly quiet. No hello. No 'are you okay'. Just a demand, cold and sharp as a scalpel.I gripped the phone tighter. "I... I took a cab.""A cab," he repeated, flatly."Yes," I lied, my heart hammering against my ribs. "There were plenty of them outside the hotel. I just jumped in the first one I saw.""You ran," he said, his voice rising slightly, the anger starting to bleed through the ice. "You bit me, and then you ran out into the night like a child having a tantrum.""I wasn't having a tantrum!" I snapped, the injustice of it sparking my own temper. "I was leaving a situation where I was being humiliated! You told me to wait for you, and I found you with her between your legs!""I told you to wait!" Luca roared, the sound distorting the speaker. "I was handling it! But you... You don't listen. You never listen. You just react. Do you have any idea how dangerous it was for you to be alone on those streets? Do you have any idea who was at that party?""I d
SofiaHe looked at me, and for the first time, the humor faded from his expression. He looked offended. "Relax, sweetheart," he said. "If I wanted to hurt Luca, I wouldn't use you. I'd put a bullet in him myself."He slowed the car down, pulling into a scenic overlook that offered a panoramic view of the glittering city below. He put the car in park but kept the engine running."We aren't enemies," he said, turning in his seat to face me. "Not currently, anyway. We are... colleagues with complicated boundaries. He stays in his lane, I stay in mine.""Then why did you pick me up?" I asked. "If he finds out...""If he finds out, he'll be pissed," he agreed with a shrug. "But he's the one who let you run out the door. Finders keepers."He smiled again, that interesting, complicated smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. He leaned back against the driver's side door, studying me. "I see why he keeps you around, though," he said quietly. "You're refreshing. You're not tainted by the rest
SofiaThe impact of hitting his chest was like running into a stone wall. It knocked the breath out of me, jarring my teeth, but the hands that steadied me were firm, warm, and terrifyingly familiar.I stared up into the face of the man who had caught me.The last time I had seen him, he had been standing under a streetlamp, shrouded in smoke, watching me shatter against a glass wall thirty stories above the ground.The memory hit me with force, the shame should have been paralyzing. I should have pulled away, covered my face, and run back into the hotel. But the rage that had propelled me out of the ballroom was still coursing through my veins, overriding my self-preservation instincts.I took a half-step back, breaking the contact of his chest but remaining trapped in the circle of his arms. "You," I breathed, the word scratching my throat. My eyes searched his face, the sharp jawline, the dark, amused eyes, the arrogance that clung to him like a second skin. "I remember you."He d
SofiaThe interior of the car was silent, save for the low hum of the engine and the sound of my own shallow breathing.I stared out the window as the city lights blurred, my hands were clenched in my lap, twisting the silk fabric of the emerald dress. The slit on my left leg fell open, exposing my thigh to the cool air of the climate control, but Luca hadn't looked at it since we left the boutique.He reached over, his hand landing heavy and possessive on my exposed thigh. He squeezed, his thumb digging into the sensitive muscle just above my knee."You look dangerous tonight, Sofia," he murmured. "See that you act like it. Don't cower. Don't look down. You belong to me, which means you outrank everyone in that room. Do you understand?""I understand," I whispered, the heat of his hand seeping into my skin.He squeezed once more before returning his hand to the wheel.The Grand Hotel lived up to its name. A live orchestra played something classical and boring in the corner, drowned o
SofiaThe human body is capable of enduring a lot of things. Hunger, exhaustion, physical pain. But the specific, maddening ache of unfinished business? That was a torture all its own.For three days, I had been vibrating.It started in the library, in that split second between nearly shattering and cold. Since then, the frustration hadn't faded; it had calcified. It settled deep in my bones making my skin feel too tight and my temper razor-thin.I sat on the edge of my dorm bed, staring at my phone as if I could will it to ring through telekinesis. "You're doing it again," Clara said, not looking up from her laptop."Doing what?" I snapped, tossing the phone onto the duvet."Vibrating," she said, typing furiously. "You look like a cat that's about to pounce on a laser pointer. Seriously, Sofi, did you drink ten espressos? Or are you just having a breakdown over the thesis?""The thesis is fine," I lied through gritted teeth. "I'm just... restless."Restless was the understatement of
SofiaI shifted in the wooden chair, a sharp wince escaping my lips before I could bite it back. "You okay?" Clara whispered from the other side of the table, not looking up from her textbook."Fine," I lied, keeping my voice low. "Just... a cramp. Sitting too long."It wasn't a cramp. It was the memory of Luca's hand, printed in invisible ink across my skin. My entire body felt like it had been rewired. My wrists throbbed with a dull ache where the silk ropes had bound me. My thighs were tender, the muscles tight from being held open for hours. And sitting... sitting was a delicate operation. My skin was sensitive, raw in the most delicious way, reminding me with every shift of fabric against my flesh that I belonged to him.I looked down at the open book in front of me, and the words swam on the page. I read the same paragraph three times and couldn't tell you a single thing it said. Around me, students were hunched over laptops, typing furiously, they were all so normal. They were
SofiaThe drive to the private airfield was a blur of silence and speed. Luca drove with one hand on the wheel, the other resting heavily on my thigh, his thumb tracing slow, possessive circles against the fabric of my coat.He didn't speak, and neither did I. The air between us was thick with a te
Sofia I lay on the black sheets, my body still wet from the shower, trembling slightly as the cool air conditioning washed over my heated skin. I watched Luca, who stood by the side of the bed, his back to me. He was completely naked, his broad shoulders tense, the muscles in his back bunching an
SofiaThe air hit me as I stepped out of the Jeep, my bare feet sinking into the warm, white stone of the driveway. The ride from the airstrip had been short, winding through a dense jungle that seemed to swallow the narrow road whole. But now, the trees opened up, revealing the destination.The vi
SofiaWhen I woke up, the first thing I did was look at my hands. A flush of heat crawled up my neck as the memories of the previous night crashed into me. I flexed my fingers, watching the tendons move. I couldn't believe I had actually done it.I threw the covers off and walked to the bathroom.I







