ログインNathaniel“Baby!!!!”“Babyyyyy!!!!!”Nikolai’s yelling echoed through the apartment, almost as though he wanted to scream the building down.I rolled my eyes. “I’m coming!”He was really impatient these days, and it only got worse.Carefully, I packed our lunch in the basket, grabbing my to-do list, cross-checking everything to make sure I had everything.“What else are you checking for again?” His presence loomed behind me, and turning around, I found his hands already over me. “Let’s go already.”“I need to make sure we aren’t forgetting anything,” I responded as I signaled him to lean forward.Brushing his hair backward, I said, “You need to learn how to be patient.”“I hate being patient,” he confessed, and his lips were already latching onto mine.“Hnmmm….” I moaned into his lips, desperately tugging on his hair.Our lips meshed together beautifully, with him nibbling and sucking on my bottom lip, as though he couldn’t get enough.“Niko….” Groaning, I tried pulling away, but it s
NikolaiMy jaw tightened at the Pakhan’s voice.“You want to get married to him? Are you serious, Anya?” His eyes scaled from his daughter down to Liam, who casually sat there.Which had me thinking, if he was just fucking with everyone in this room, including himself.The sudden decision of his, wanting to marry Anya out of the blue, was something I was still trying to wrap my head around.And Anya seemingly agreed to it.“Yes, Papa, and Liam is the best person I could have as a husband. He will protect me, Papa, and you don’t have to worry about anything bad happening to me.” Anya coaxed, staring at her father.Okay, this is really another level of being fucked.“Is this some ploy for me to forget the stunt you Carryintons pulled?” The Pakhan’s gaze settled on Liam and me.“Your father just died, and you’re already thinking of getting married to strengthen your alliance with me?” He sounded quite pissed.“Grey was a fucking bastard, and just so you know,” Liam slid some documents ov
NikolaiSharp pain slit through my lower abdomen as slowly I opened my eyelids, groaning.Piercing lights blinded my vision, and the white surroundings added to the soft pulsating headache.Slowly, I managed to get-“Nikolai, you’re awake.” Clinton’s voice flooded my hearing as he immediately got up from the couch.“How are you feeling? Are you in pain?”Holding my head, my vision blurred a bit.“What happened—” My throat constricted. My eyes roamed around, and an unsettling feeling of fear crept into my chest. “Where’s…. Nathaniel?”Clinton didn’t say anything.My heart rate paced up at his silence.“Where the fuck is he!!… hmmmm….” I grunted, holding my abdomen as pain shot through my muscles.“He’s fine, okay, he fainted an hour ago, and he’s currently receiving treatment.”“You motherfucker, why didn’t you say that in the first place?” I glared at him.His momentary silence had me thinking the worst.“Because I don’t want you getting all worked up-”“Take me to him.” I ripped the
NathanialBlood.Thick, warm, flowing blood slipped through, staining my fingers.My throat tightened as my breathing slowed down, my eyes pounding through the horrific gaze which painted my eyes.He smirked, “I love you so fucking much.” He managed, grunting.“No….” I shook my head frantically, as I immediately placed my hand over his bleeding abdomen.Shakily, I reached, “Nikolai……”His body turned limp, with his blood oozing from his lower abdomen.“Nikolai!!!!” I screamed, my throat burning, my vision swayed with tears, as my body turned into a complete lockdown.“No…. Please…..” I choked, holding his face, “Please… no… please wake up, Nikolai.”He wasn’t responding.I could feel his breathing turning shallow.“No…. Nikolai… wake up, you have to wake up.” Tears trailed down my face, as my heart squeezed with uncontrollable pain.“Don’t worry, he won’t die… at least not yet.” A familiar voice drawled into my hearing.And it was then, slowly, I became aware of my surroundings.My br
NathanielI’m numb.I can’t do this anymore.I don’t know what’s happening anymore.I’m tired… broken…And I heard one of the guards saying that today is the wedding.Nikolai is going to marry Anya today.It feels like my whole purpose of living has been shattered.But between everything…. I hate him.For giving up on me… for giving up on us.How could he easily abandon us? How could he easily abandon our love?….. Useless…. He never truly loved me in the first place.I mean…. It’s not like I have anything to offer.Him marrying Anya will give him many opportunities, and the protection of the Pakhan against his father too.Anya will love him, and their relationship is something that would be accepted in society.Marrying her is far better than him settling for me.——-Time had completely lost its meaning.I didn’t know if hours had passed or days.The darkness of the windowless room bled together, punctuated only by the relentless, throbbing pain in my skull, my cracked ribs, and the
NathanielI think I’m in some sort of endless and never-ending torturous loop.I don’t know how many times I must have passed out.Sometimes when I wake up, I will be injected with something, which is agonizing and would have me screaming.I wasn’t even food.I was just lying on the ground.And when the door would crack open sometimes, and Grey stepped inside, I felt my soul dying.Because he would put me through some unspeakable pain that I kept begging him to just kill me.“Please… Please… just let me die… I just want to die.”He dropped the belt, grabbing my jaw. “You want to die? I thought you loved my son and wouldn’t want to leave him?”“Please… I…” I choked, coughing out my own blood. “I can’t take it anymore.”Grey’s grip tightened just enough to keep my head up, his thumb pressing painfully into the bruises already covering my jaw.“You can’t take it anymore?” he murmured. “You’ve barely begun.”My vision blurred until I could barely make out his face.Every breath scraped ag
NikolaiMy chest hurts.And I just can’t explain the feeling properly.Probably it started when Nathaniel told me to leave, or when I clearly saw the pain in his eyes, begging me to leave.He couldn’t even stand my presence, and that thought had something hard choking me.Eventually, I slowly backe
NathanielPlating the creamy pasta and salad, I sighed, shaking my head.“Can you quit the staring? You’re creeping me out.”When I turned slightly, I found Nikolai seated there, his gaze completely fixed on me. Unmoving. Intense. Like I was the only thing in the room worth looking at.I had to bre
NathanielWeird.What’s he doing in an ice cream shop?He doesn’t actually seem like someone who’s up for these kinds of things.I stood, frowning hard as I watched Professor Leo hurriedly walk out.My phone vibrated in my hand again.I answered the call, sighing heavily.“Hi……” I said, clutching h
NathanielTapping my foot nervously on the ground, I checked my wristwatch, feeling an invisible sweat trail down my forehead.“Mr. Lockwood, do you mind telling us which artery is responsible for delivering blood and nutrients to the cerebral cortex?” The professor’s eyes fixed on me. Instantly, m







