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49. The Scars of the Queen
CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
Hindi pa ako tapos mag-inspect nang lumabas ang isang babaeng halos kasing - edad ko lang. “Anong kailangan mo, miss? May hinahanap ka ba?” tanong niya sa akin. I looked at her from head to toe. Mas mataas ako sa kanya.
Hindi ko tinanggal ang hoodie ko. I wasn’t sure what I should say in the moment. Bigla akong kinabahan.
Sa likod niya lumabas ang isang babae at isang lalaki, almost the same age with me. Nakaalalay iyong lalaki. My eyes were fixed on them. Sa kanila ako nakatingin hanggang makalayo sila.
Tumikhim ang babae sa harapan ko. “Ano? Hinahanap mo ba ang nanay ko? Magpapahilot ka rin kagaya nila?” inginuso niya iyong lalaki at babae. I nodded my head slowly.
Inirapan niya ako tapos binuksan niya ang sirang pinto. Naghesitate akong pumasok sa loob. But
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