~What am I now? What am I now?What if I'm someone I don't want around?I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm fallingWhat if I'm down?What if I'm out?What if I'm someone you won't talk about?I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling~
-(Harry Styles) Falling
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Stefanos:
I watched out from the large expanse of my window, as the curtains fluttered with the soft breeze singing outside the walls of the tower. The view of the garden outside was magnificent as always with a few flowers missing here and there.
It was past afternoon, and I had no important chores to do. Today was dull and boring as my wolf decided to rest itself indoors, too lazy and unoccupied to walk to the marketplace where I always meet Xenia.
I decided it was a
~Look at my feet, look downThe shadow resembles meIs it the shadow that's shakingOr is it my feet that are tremblingOf course I'm not unafraidOf course it's not all okayBut I knowAwkwardly I flowI fly together with that black wind~ - (BTS) ON----------- -----------"Hurry Adriano! Quickly!" Exclaimed a very giddy Xenia as she ran through the woods with sheer excitement, her dark locks bouncing around her perfect face as a huge smile stretched over her delicate face.Meanwhile Stefanos grunted in response, feeling ashamed to have gotten tired so quickly.I should have gone hunting more often. Stefanos thought to himself bitterly
~I've been running through the jungleI've been running with the wolvesTo get to you, to get to youI've been down the darkest alleysSaw the dark side of the moonTo get to you, to get to you~ -(Selena Gomez) Wolves --- --- --- --- --- --- --- Stefanos “Simple. We need to shift.” With the said words, Xenia eyed me in that are-you-serious look like she wasn’t the one who got us into this situation at the first place. “You want to shift? Like the shift? The shift as in wolf shifting?” She asked, as if not getting a single word that I just spoke seconds back. “Yes. Shifting. The shifting of when you want to turn into your wolf form, now don’t make me explain you in practical on how to shift into your wolf form.” I said with my hands folded and an un-amused expression o
~You claim it's not in the cardsAnd fate is pullin' you miles awayAnd out of reach from meBut you're here in my heartSo who can stop me if I decideThat you're my destiny?~ -(Zack Efron & Zendaya) Rewrite The Stars --- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- --- The stench of cold blood had already seaped into the air when Stefanos and Xenia decided they had had enough for today. And when I say enough, I don't mean the meal they hunted, but enough of their wolves. It had been a few hours since the boar was attacked, mercilessly, must I mention and Stefanos had o
~I'm wondering, are you my best friend?Feels like a river's rushing through my mindI wanna ask you if this is all just in my headMy heart is pounding tonight, I wonderIf you are too good to be trueAnd would it be alright if IPulled you closer~ - (BTS-V) Sweet Night ---------------- ------------------ "Yes. I came to tell you about father. He's really ill, Stefanos. I don't think he has much time." The words bought a weird feeling of nostalgia and remembrance for me at the same time. How was I supposed to react to that? All my life I suffered and went over and over the question of why my father who I trusted with all my being would abandon me. What wrong did I do? What made him do it? Each and every question occupied my head, and when at the end I finally realised the truth behind everything. I started despising him. Any time I was frustrated I only aimed it at him. Nothing anyone could ever say or do would make me change my hatred for him. He
~At a dusky parkA nameless bird that singsWhere are youOh youWhy are you cryingYou and I are the only ones hereMe and youOh you~ - BTS(V&RM), Four O'clock--- --- --- --- --- --- ---The tiny and crooked house basked in silence once Stefanos was done telling his story, safe for the distant chiming of the church bell.But even after the bell had stopped chiming, the silence continued, until it started getting awkward for Stefanos. Because not only had he shared his pitiful past with the Omega, but had also broken down.But now that he peeked a glance at her and found her very much concentrated on a loose thread on her skirt, Stefanos realized just how foolish he had been.He had come here, of all places, and ranted out. And Alpha ranting to an Omega.What will Xenia think of me now? I couldn't defend myself from those high wolves in the park, nor did I know how to hunt in human form. And here I am, crying like a pathetic five year old. Just what was I thinking?S
~I've been hiding itI tell you somethingJust to leave it buriedNow I can't endure it anymoreWhy couldn't I say it thenI have been hurting anywayReally, I won't be able to endure it~ -(BTS V) Stigma --------- ---------- --------- ----------- Stefanos: "I came here to tell you to go back home Keke. I'm not coming with you." Keke’s face showed an expression that of a perplexed child who didn’t know his way back home. The words were too much for him to take in I guess. “W-what? You can’t be serious right now Stefanos?” He asked, scoffing as he stared at me with that childlike innocence fading away from his face. “I’m hundred percent serious here. Have you ever seen me joking about something like this?” “But why? I know you have your reasons, you don’t have to forgive father for whatever he did to you, but don’t you think you’re being too rash? This might be the only chance to see father. If not now then I don’t know when.” Keke talked so much it was like d
~From all the memories stored in my heartI gather up the ones of you, link them togetherGazing at them projected across the roomI feel you with every burst of pain~ -(BTS) Film Out Slowly but surely, Stefanos begin taking in his surroundings. He noticed the four poster oak bed, the table at the furthest corner, the door to the closet that had been once turquoise, but had faded in the years. Stefanos also knew that there had been an array of pots with various saplings on the large window seal, but none of that is there now. He also knows that there had been a dresser and a full length mirror, but none of that remains either. How did he know all that you ask? Simple. This was his room before he was sent away. And it seemed like Keke already knew that, and that's why he left him here. That sly wolf. At least he should have gotten the room dusted then. Stefanos thought to himself with gritted teeth, dropping the photograph of his childhood an
~I say run (Run)Laugh like you've gone mad (Laugh)Time to say goodbye to tearsRun,Never look backIn my two hands hundred bandsI'm a loser~ -Loser Lover (TXT)---- ---- --- - --- ---- ---- ----- ------ -----Stefanos:“Stefanos?”“Is…is that…y-you Stefanos?” The man on the bed, my father croaked out. Eyes slowly starting to glisten with the oncoming tears as he sniffled like a child.“M-my b-boy…”I stayed rooted to my spot, unsure about what would be the proper way to greet the man I have been envying my whole life, or if I still did. I didn’t know, not after seeing him so helpless on the bed. So different from the man who always despised my love for flowers and encouraged me to be a stronger alpha.This. This man here, was