Despite her curiosity, Celina managed to avoid going out onto the balcony during the night for the entire week. The maid didn't go out there during the day either, thinking that the remnants of that distress and vulnerability will cling to her the moment she set her foot in. The Prince did walk away from her without any explanation and that stung. More than she thought.
As if that wasn't enough the Prince went away. For a while it seemed judging from Beths somber expression and lack of interest in ordering around. No one knew where but only that he would be returning after few days. The housekeeper kept staring at the door, barely acknowledging others around her. Maybe she's missing the Prince more than she thought.
It was the same with Celina. The past seven days passed by in a flood of work and learning more about cooking. She was all nervous energy, the cooking recipes sparking in her veins and flickering behind her lids but nothing interesting. The maid always let the stress get to her, no matter how many times Flora convinced its not much of a deal.
Oh and Flora and her managed to establish a perfected routine of moving around each other and trading half-frazzled and half-affectionate glances when they passed each other in the hallway before heading off to work they each have to do, two people stuck in an endless rotation of eating, cleaning, doing chores and sleeping. In between they also talked and giggled.
Its not all that bad.
***
December weather crawled over the hills of Dark Castle like a beast, enveloping them in occasional snowfall that stuck to the tips of the pines and fell over the hilltops. Gone were the clear days. The air was crisp only because of the bitter wind and the dark clouds, hovering above them like a warning.
Celina hissed when the chill hit her, creeping under her leggings and white shirt and pressing against her skin. By the time she's ducking under the roof of the pathway to the one of the building, protected by brick walls, she's shivering and ready to get back to the castle.
After endless grovelling Beth allowed her to take a day off but only till her evening shift. More than enough. Celina wanted to find the nearest library in the town which happened to be on fifteen minutes walk. Better than the distance she walked back in her village.
Celina's so lost in her thoughts, rubbing her hands up and down her arms vigorously, that turning around the corner the maid bumped into a stranger. Instinctively, she reached out to latch on to whoever it was, her hands flailing to stop from toppling over, and the solid chest she's bumped into did the same. The two of them letting out a startled shout.
There's a clatter of noise as the stranger dropped their belongings while the eighteen year old managed to steady herself. Tilting her head up she glanced at the person.
And. Oh.
Its a man. A very handsome man.
"Sorry, sorry," The maid stuttered, holding her hands out in alarm.
"Hey, it's alright," He chuckled, a little breathless. "All good."
Celina sucked a sharp breath.
He's tall, a good inch or so on her, towering over her so easily she blushed. The stranger had milky white skin, a few freckles here and there dusting on his nose, big brown doe eyes behind square, brown rimmed glasses, lips bitten red in the cold and a deep hinge of a jaw. Jet black hair spilled across his forehead, the loose strands coiled tight at his ears and wavy and loose.
"Sorry," She repeated softly, averting her eyes. Its rude to stare.
Kneeling down the maid tried to gather his things into her arms, trying to make this whole thing less awkward. He joined her slowly on the ground. There's paper everywhere, some of it already damp from the chill in the air and the residue of ice on the ground.
Come to think of it, there's piles of stuff on the ground. Who even carried that much stuff in person? She thought, raising her head to glance up again. The man managed to collect most of his items and secured it in his one arm.
"You new, here?" The man asked tentatively, closing a folder.
Was it that obvious?
"Oh, um, yeah," She answered, a little nervously, a little embarrassed, with a closed lip smile. "Guess I got lost in the hills?"
"Well," The man held up a finger and ruffled through his things before he pulled out a piece of paper.
A laughter bubbled out of her lips when she stared at the paper. It's a 'map' of the hill, of some kind, hand drawn and done by someone with a very steady and neat fingers. Celina tucked the sheet in her pocket just in case.
"Ah, Thank you," She licked her lips.
As the man gathered up another bundle of paper, she froze spotting the book that was buried underneath it. The cover of Canterbury Tales stared back at her. Celina let out a sigh of relief, blinking her lashes at him.
"Love that book," The maid breathed softly, her mouth curling into a half smile. She thought no one read anymore considering how everyone's interested in radio and theatres.
"Me too," The stranger answered with a gleam.
There's a moment, then, suspended, where his eyes were a little too intense for her liking, his glasses flashing, and she looked away quickly to avoid it.
"Uh oh" He made a sound, standing on his feet after he gathered everything, a tiny smile on his lips. "That’s so rude of me. I'm Abel, by the way."
"Celina"
Abel smiled again, gentle, his hair hanging over his glasses a little, which he attempted to brush away with an odd shake. "It's nice meeting you, Celina and I'll see you around, I guess."
"Yeah-. I mean," She started to walk past him, the two of them angling their bodies so they're still facing each other. "I'll see you."
A frown replaced his smile but then he nodded his head. "Umm...Goodbye," He wiggled his fingers in a tiny wave and turned away.
As the maid steered away, back to the castle she blinked her eyes together hard, pinching at her skin to try and remove the flush from her cheeks. A stranger talked to her about books, a man at that and didn’t shame her.
Its a big deal.
***
Celina shouldn't be surprised when she woke up late at night, dreamless.
Still, the familiar burn of disappointment and hopelessness spread through her veins and she sighed, blinking. It's even colder tonight than it had been the past week, so cold that she kept her velvety blanket wrapped tightly around her body. The maid slid out of the bed, hissing at the cold wood of the floor. No matter how cold it got, Celina refused to sleep with her socks on. That's atrocious. How do people consider that?
Celina initially planned on creeping out to the kitchen for a warm glass of milk, memories from her childhood resurfacing where her mother swore it was the best way to fall asleep again. It was a huge effort for her sleep-addled limbs and also the knowledge that she'd have to walk all the way to the kitchen located on the other side of the wing were enough to dissuade her.
Except her feet didn't stop moving in that direction, nor any direction close to it. Instead, the maid found herself heading for the living room, breathing ragged and stomach crawling with anticipation. Her fingers twitched at the frigid door handle but the eighteen year old tugged anyway, shivering against the sudden rush of wind. Though she's half-asleep still, shes not stupid.
Celina didn't want go outside, in fear of getting abducted or weirdly bitten by something, just dropped to the floor and leaned up next to the wall, eyes shut and mind whirring, not quite fully awake.
That's when the first crisp notes of the piano hit her.
Celina gasped, slapping a sound over her mouth as to not let Javier know of her presence, just curled tighter into the blanket and let herself listen. When did he come back? The question kept swirling in her mind.
Time passed in an incomprehensible sludge, nothing but music to mark its passing. Celina let every melody sink into her, fill her ears, lungs and her aching heart. The maid let everything else fall away - loneliness, and her longing to get away and find someone to live with.
Nothing mattered in that moment but just soaking in the tunes echoing around the hall.
It's only then that the playing halted, last notes from the chords fading out in the clear air. Celina exhaled sharply, a small puff of air falling from her lips. Her toes and fingers feel frozen, but there was a warmth settled deep in her chest. She stood up slowly from the floor, tucking the blanket around her before walking back to her bedroom door.
It didn't take her a minute to collapse on the bed and let sleep consume her.
***
While Celina started trudging towards the kitchen, to attend her morning duties, all the noises stopped, and everything went quiet. A strange stillness encompassed all at once, blanketed the hallway: no crickets chirping, no katydids singing, no nothing. Usually, the young woman didn't mind the silence, immensely enjoyed the solitude. She had always favoured being by herself with a book and no one in sight to disturb her but not this time. This time, the maid knew it meant something else. Something different and strange. Unable to stop herself, she let her feet carry towards the open door that lead to the cave. Nothing was visible from the spot she stood, which clenched her stomach painfully.
"You're so gorgeous," The Prince said breathlessly, his eyes raking over her body. She squirmed at the attention, shyly lifting her head as he beckoned her closer. "Come closer to me." Javier pressed a hot kiss to her mouth without hesitation and scraped his large fingers across the back of her neck. It is almost too rough, but the desperation crawled through him into her. Celina didn't mind at all that's why she bought her hands up to clutch at the vast expanse of his shoulders. It's cold outside, but the Prince was warm, his other hand cupping her neck, fingers curling into her hair and gently tilting the maids head up, coaxing a whimper from the back of Celina's throat. She gripped helplessly at Javier's shoulders,
Celina felt cold and miserable, the dangerous shortening of her temper that might get the maid into trouble. From the minute she had that dream, the maid found it challenging to pay attention to what she's doing or saying. There was a deep-rooted fear that she might also be getting snappy as the days went on, and that's never good for her work. Somehow Celina managed to convince Beth that she needed to shop for personal items. No further questions were asked. The maid could no longer pretend that the secrets and silence weren't affecting her anymore. She felt like they were hiding something from her, something huge, and it caused her stomach to twist with uneasiness. After all, she wasn't good with being kept in the dark. That's why her parents betrayal stung a lot.
When Celina stepped into the Prince room, her eyes immediately fell on the clothes spewed across the floor accompanied by the presence of the odd wrappers; his bed wasn't made. Sadly it's her duty to tidy the room today as the other two maids were tired from serving the dinner and cleaning the dining room. The Prince's bathroom had much product out on show across the counter where they shouldn't be, dust and a few leaves were blown in through the open window. She made a mental list while Prince Javier perched on the lone chair, watching her every move with keen attention.
When Celina woke up the next day, her assigned room was clanking with cold, teeth clattering the moment she sat up and the blanket fell off her chest. A cold puff of air left her lips as she got off the bed. She stretched her arms, reaching for the nearest coat before pulling it over. The maid was no longer in the mood to go back and sleep, alert and ready to shuffle out. Standing up, her bones ached from the hard floor underneath. It almost made her regret for getting out. Celina made her way out the room and down the narrow and lopsided staircase, past the long hallway. She used the door in the living room, which led to the cave. Once outside, the young woman rea
Celina woke up with a crick in her neck and face buried in odd-smelling sheets. The maid felt strange and disoriented for a handful of seconds, so unfamiliarly warm as if she’d fallen asleep in the sun. Fluttering her eyes open, she looked around and froze. In her stillness, she slowly became aware of a few things around her. She was not in her room back in the Palace. Holy Christ! The young maid thought and was thankfully awake enough to bite her tongue before blurting it out loud. Panic gripped her body tight, and she shot into a sitting position, heart beating so frantically that she feared can be heard echoing across the room. Unable to resist, she took another
"I still don't think this is a good idea.""Why not?"The maid wanted to laugh at that, so she did briefly, even if it sounded joyless and harsh. "Isn't that obvious?" Celina kept her eyes moving, passing over everything but his face.Prince Javier was quiet again as if pondering over her question. "I don't care," He settled on eventually, his voice solid and unwavering.Celina twisted her mouth. "You should.""But I don't."And that's it right there. It's easy for the Prince, was the thing; the eighteen-year-old understood that. He's a Royal who had nothing to worry about, people cowering
It's pitch black when Celina reached another floor of the maids quarter and looked up with heart in her throat. It's deserted and quiet and peaceful. Only few windows were illuminated, colouring the snow in warm hues. The maid could hear her own pulse throbbing loudly in her ears, almost deafening.Her legs were cold and stiff as she took the slippery steps up to the first floor door, her breath a light cloud in front of her face, arms rigid by the side.‘What are you doing?’ She uttered to no one but herself, hands freezing in the air. Her knuckles almost clung to the icy wood of the door when she knocked, holding her breath.It didn't take nearly as long as Celina hoped for the door to be opened and she's standing face to face in front of Abel. The mai