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Chapter 1
~Analiese~
The angry scream of my alarm rattled across the nightstand beside me, and with a groan, I slapped blindly toward the sound until my fingers finally found my phone. Squinting at the screen, I immediately regretted opening my eyes. 7:22 a.m.
“Freaking fantastic,” I muttered, dragging a hand down my face. I should have been up twelve minutes ago.
Instead of moving, I stayed exactly where I was, tangled in blankets and staring at the ugly water stain on the ceiling above my bed. If I tilted my head just right, it looked vaguely like a wolf. Or maybe I was spending too much time reading mythology books and frying my own brain.
A nervous little flutter rolled through my stomach. First week back. A new semester. Ancient Spells and Religion at ten.
I’d wanted this class since freshman year. The second I’d seen it buried in the course listings, I’d practically harassed the registrar until they confirmed it would actually be offered this semester. While everyone else obsessed over parties and football games and whatever dating disaster was currently spreading across campus, I liked old stories, forgotten religions, and superstitions people once killed over.
I wasn’t that I believed in magic…exactly…more because I liked understanding why other people did.
With another groan, I shoved the blanket aside and sat up, instantly regretting it when cold air hit my bare arms. “Move your ass, Dawson,” I groaned.
My dorm room looked exactly like what happened when an exhausted college student developed a personality entirely built around caffeine and historical obsessions. Star charts covered one wall. Shelves sagged beneath books that had nothing to do with my actual major, and empty mugs crowded my desk in varying stages of abandonment.
A candle I’d burned two nights ago still lingered faintly in the room, vanilla and cedar mixing with paper and coffee.
I shuffled toward the tiny sink near the door, toothbrush hanging from my mouth while I glared at my reflection. My dark hair was sticking up in several directions. My eyes still looked swollen with sleep, and one strap of my tank top hung halfway down my shoulder.
“You look feral,” I mumbled around the toothbrush. Sleep-deprived, my brain corrected automatically. Academically feral.
“Shut up,” I muttered to myself.
By eight-fifteen, I looked significantly more human. Worn jeans, paired with a black long-sleeve shirt. Scuffed boots, and my messy hair pulled up into a half-up knot.
Across the front of my shirt were the words; HISTORY LOVES A WITCH HUNT, which felt appropriately dramatic for a ten a.m. mythology class.
After grabbing my bag, I checked for the essentials by touch alone: notebook, pens, highlighters.Overpriced campus granola bar. Dog-eared mythology text I absolutely did not need to carry everywhere but somehow always did anyway.
My phone buzzed just as I headed for the door.
Trin: You alive or did a demon finally get you
I snorted.
Me: Alive. Demon hit snooze too
Trin: Nerd
Trin: You coming home this weekend? Mom wants to make that weird casserole
Me: Depends if school kills me first
Trin: dramatic
Trin: Text me if there are hot guys in your creepy class
Warmth flickered through me despite myself. My younger sister didn’t really understand my obsession with old religions and folklore, but she entertained it anyway.
Me: If I find one covered in tattoos carrying forbidden knowledge, I’m keeping him
Trin: rude
Trin: Have a good day baby witch
Shaking my head, I shoved the phone into my pocket and stepped into the hallway. The dorm smelled like burnt toast, laundry detergent, and somebody’s aggressively terrible body spray. Music thumped faintly through one of the walls as I headed downstairs.
Halfway down the stairwell, two girls passed carrying laundry baskets while arguing loudly about whether one of their boyfriends counted as cheating if they were technically “on a break.”
“Emotionally, yes,” one of them declared. “Legally, no.”
I snorted quietly to myself and kept walking.
Outside, January air sliced straight through my clothes, and I hissed a breath through my teeth. Tucking my hands deeper into my sleeves I crossed the campus. Students moved around me in clumps. Someone skateboarded past too fast. A girl nearly collided with a bike while trying to eat a bagel. Normal college chaos.
A gust of wind whipped across the quad hard enough to sting my cheeks. Dead leaves scraped along the sidewalk while conversations drifted around me in broken pieces.
“…failed that quiz so hard…”
“…frat party got shut down…”
“…swear to God if Professor Greene assigns another essay…”
The humanities building rose ahead in dark brick and old stone, its tall windows reflecting the pale gray sky overhead, and I felt excitement tighten low in my gut as I climbed the stairs.
Ancient Spells and Religion…finally.
I’d built this class up in my head for almost two years now. Late nights scrolling through archived course descriptions and professor reviews had painted Professor Smith somewhere between eccentric genius and sleep-deprived crypt keeper.
Honestly? My favorite type of academic.
The hallway outside the lecture room already buzzed with conversation when I arrived.
“Apparently he makes people translate fragments by hand,” someone whispered nearby.
“Good,” another voice answered. “If I wanted easy, I’d take Intro classes.”
A guy leaning against the wall flipped through a thick textbook covered in sticky notes while another girl complained about the reading list already being thirty pages long.
I smiled faintly and pushed through the lecture hall doors. The room spread upward in rows of bolted desks and fluorescent lighting. Backpacks hit tables, chairs scraped, and voices layered together into background noise.
I stepped farther inside, then stopped, not because of magic. Not because the universe shifted, but because every instinct in my body suddenly snapped awake.
My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag, as something about the guy in the back row pulled my attention instantly: black hoodie. Dark jeans, and boots that were planted wide beneath the desk.
His dark hair curled slightly around his face, longer than most guys on campus wore it, messy in a way that looked unintentional. He wasn’t doing anything, wasn’t speaking, or trying to draw attention. Still yet, my pulse stumbled.
He sat differently than everyone else, alert, too alert. Almost as if he noticed every movement in the room without appearing to look at any of it directly.
The fine hairs along my arms lifted, and then his eyes found mine. Brown. Dark enough to look almost black beneath the fluorescent lights.
His stare held too steady, too focused. Not flirtatious, something other than that. The kind of stare that made me suddenly aware of my own breathing.
Heat crawled slowly into my cheeks. What is wrong with you?
I forced my feet to move again, climbing toward an empty seat halfway up the room.
My boots sounded too loud against the steps before I sank into the chair, setting my bag down a little harder than necessary.
You see one hot guy with emotionally unavailable serial killer energy and suddenly you forget how to exist.
Fantastic…absolute peak behavior, Dawson.
~Analiese~The massive cedar doors of the Council Hall groaned closed behind my back. The explosive, iron thud rolled through the subterranean passages of the mountain, sending a vibration rattling through the soles of my shoes before it completely dissolved into the granite walls.Nobody spoke.Rowan adjusted the leather strap of his rifle, maintaining his station directly parallel to my shoulder. He didn't march three paces ahead like a captor, and he didn't drag his boots three paces behind like a shadow; he walked right beside me. Two Crown Enforcers followed exactly four steps back, the heavy steel of their tactical boots striking the flagstones in the exact same rhythmic, militaristic meter as Rowan's. No living soul reached out to clamp a hand over my wrist, and no one shoved my shoulder to hurry my pace. Somewhere beyond those sealed cedar panels, the high tribunal was still continuing its relentless, clinical march.I refused to look back over my shoulder. I knew with absolut
I didn't move a single muscle, anchoring my weight firmly to the raised stone dais. I remained exactly where the Crown required my boots to stand because I knew, with absolute, terrifying certainty, that if my feet took a single step after her, I would never stop walking.The massive cedar doors groaned open at the rear of the Council Hall, letting in a sudden rush of cold mountain air. Analiese crossed the heavy timber threshold without looking back over her shoulder. Not once. Rowan followed half a pace behind her left shoulder, his hand resting flat on the grip of his sidearm. The Crown Enforcers fell into a tight flanking position behind them without a single verbal command.The doors slammed shut. The blunt impact rolled through the high-ceilinged chamber like the final, echoing note of a funeral bell.Then, an absolute silence rushed into the room. It wasn't the heavy silence of collective respect, and it wasn't the careful silence of fear. It was the vast, hollow quiet left beh
~Takoda~Not a single wolf in the chamber moved.Analiese stood exactly one step beyond the historic Dawson line. The carved stone vine disappeared entirely beneath the heavy rubber toe of her boot. She hadn't noticed the transgression, her focus pinned entirely on the dais.I had noticed. So had every single Territory Alpha seated within the tiered benches of the Council Hall.The pressure of the silence shifted. It no longer belonged to the formal procedures of the Hearing; it belonged to the volatile suffocating weight of waiting. They were waiting for the response of the Crown. They were waiting for me.Inside my chest, my wolf pressed heavily against the steel restraints I had spent ten agonizing winters learning to master. It wasn't thrashing because she had publicly challenged my authority before forty sovereign rulers; it was coiling tightly because she had looked at my face the exact way she used to. She looked at me as if she still expected to find Takoda Blackwell. She expe
The assembly room became impossibly still. Nobody spoke. Nobody shifted. Even the fire crackling inside the massive stone hearths seemed to settle into the silence, the flames flattening out against the blackened masonry. Forty Territory Alphas sat beneath the towering cedar rafters, their attention fixed on me. One by one, I watched the argument reach them, not as leaders, but as fathers. My words had forced every wolf in the chamber to picture his own daughter standing inside the accused circle where Trin now stood.Good. I wanted that image to haunt every one of them.Abram Carter's expression hardened again, every trace of uncertainty freezing beneath decades of practiced authority as he gripped his cane. "The unified law is not written differently for the blood of daughters, Dawson.""No," I answered quietly, refusing to break eye contact. "It isn't." I let the silence stretch between us, holding his amber gaze until his chest rose with a heavy breath. "But fathers are."The word
~Analiese~Nobody answered Abram. Not immediately. Every territory Alpha remained pinned to their tiered cedar benches, their hardened features carved from decades of ruthless leadership. Some fixed their stares on his old frame, while others parsed Trin’s face. Several turned their heads to track me. Good, and I wanted every eye in the house on my position.Abram rested both of his leather-gloved hands across the carved wolf's head of his cane before opening his mouth again. “The law exists precisely because human emotion is fundamentally unreliable,” he stated, his gravelly voice echoing off the high stone arches. He dragged his gray eyes slowly around the perimeter of the Council Hall. “Every single wolf sitting in this room has buried someone they loved.”A dense, freezing quiet settled over the benches.“A mate,” Abram enumerated, his voice dropping into a dark cadence. “A parent. A child. A brother. A sister.”Not a single soul drew a full breath.“If we allow personal grief to
~Takoda~The chamber remained frozen in a state of absolute, dead silence. Forty Territory Alphas sat like granite blocks on their tiered wooden benches, while forty Betas stood like iron columns along the masonry walls. The Elders sat with their hands flat against their laps, and the Gammas hovered over their tables, their quills poised to scratch the transcript into their ledgers. The accused stood isolated in her circle, while the sole representative of the Dawson bloodline remained unyielding at the center line.Every single wolf in the cavernous room waited for the Crown to break the stalemate.I rested my open palm against the cold, worn calfskin covering the Book of Law. The brittle parchment pages beneath my fingertips had outlived every Alpha King who had ever occupied the high seat before me. They had survived my father, and they had survived his father before him. Every single judgment ever rendered inside this mountain had originated from the exact stone slab where my boot
I followed Takoda into the lecture hall with my coffee still warm in my hand, and my dignity somewhere behind me in the hallway; probably dead beneath Professor Smith’s judgment.Taking my usual seat halfway up the room, I set my bag down and tried very hard not to look toward the back row. I faile
By Wednesday morning, I had officially reached the deeply embarrassing stage of attraction where I started planning outfits around the possibility of accidentally running into someone. Not for him, obviously, for me, because there was absolutely no way I was giving Harmony the satisfaction of being
Tsking her tongue, Harmony walked away and was back minutes later, sliding a glass of coke toward me before leaning both elbows onto the counter.“Start talking,” she demanded.I took a long drink first, mostly to buy myself a second to think, because trying to explain Takoda Blackwell out loud sud
I tried hard to act like my nervous system hadn’t just short-circuited over a guy sitting quietly in the back row as I pulled out my notebook and uncapped my pen.The lecture hall buzzed around me, and someone argued two rows down about whether mythology counted as historical evidence. A girl behin







