I knew exactly why the fear began to creep upon me and it had everything to do with my brother Westley, and our past. I had forgot that my mother had a deep love for our future Luna when I let my rage take over earlier, and we all remember the first two years after my mother had to let Gemma go. My mother and Gemma had a bond the moment she met the little glowing baby. We don’t know why, but after her mother gave birth to her and saw that she was going to be the next Luna she didn’t want anything to do with the poor baby. My dad’s Beta Marvin was so proud to have given our pack their future Luna, but the wind was ripped from his sails when his mate refused to even name her. After the first month of her being home he had a talk with my parents about not being able to care for her any longer. Everyone could see the fierce love Marvin had for his daughter, but without the help of his mate and her refusal to admit that anything was wrong he had no other choice but to s
Gemma POV What the hell is with this guy? I know I’ve never been in a relationship, but I don’t think it’s normal to do what he is doing to me. I really need to build my walls back up to shield me from the inevitable, and stop being vulnerable around these people that I don’t even know. My parents had strict rules about being around boys for a reason, and I think I am going to be upholding to those strict rules whether my parents are still enforcing them or not. I get off the counter grab my dress, and look around for my underwear which seem to have gone missing so I give up. I feel vulnerable and mortified by what I just allowed to happen with this man. I clean myself up, and exit the bathroom as quietly and quickly as possible hoping I don’t get caught by the devil named Alpha Keen again. I find my way back to the front door, and exit without looking at the two men gaurding the door. Breathing in the deepest bigg
Westley POVWhen I saw the most beautiful angel walking down the drive way I would have never guessed that she was my little sunshine. The moment she told me who she was I knew that my brother couldn’t have her, and I would be the one to make sure of that. Looking into her eyes I could tell she was too innocent for that monster, and from what she told me he had already taken advantage of the most beautiful soul I’d ever met.My little sunshine has been occupying my thoughts as far back as I can remember, and sense I was little whenever I saw her picture I always got a longing feeling. It was like my soul had bonded to hers when we were only toddlers. Before she left I was the happiest toddler, inseparable from Gemma everywhere she went I was with her and everywhere I went too followed. Then she was ripped out of our happy home, and it felt like sadness took over every cell in my body. My parents had brought me to the pack doctors
Alpha Keen POV I make my way back to my room just to make sure that she isn’t sitting in my bathroom anymore, and I don’t know if I’m hoping she is or wishing she isn’t. I open the door and I’m assaulted by her sweet scent lingering, and the minute I breathe it in I feel a calm wash over me and I’m instantly turned on as if her scent is Viagra. My mind displaying images of her, and I start to think back to how close I got to truly tasting my mate. No. no. no. this is all a lie it’s just that mate bond I have nothing with her I need to keep my head on straight. I decide that I need to call Madison to get Gemma off my mind, and let Maddy know what’s going on to an extent. I pull my phone out to see ten missed calls from Madison, oh shit well I’m going to be bitched out. I text her because she should be at school still. ‘hey what’s up?’ Alpha Keen ‘why is everyone saying that our new Luna was supposed
Alpha Keen POV He finally answers his door after I’m pounding on it for a good five minutes, and I see her snuggled in the middle of his bed. He tries to block me from entering, and I push past him shooting him pointed glare at him. I don’t understand what the hell he thinks he’s going to accomplish here, because no matter how much he may want her she is my fated mate. We both sit on the couch that’s directly across from his bed just starring at her waiting for her to wake up, and before we know it an hour has passed. That’s when I hear her calling me from the front door, and I look at Westley trying to figure out what he’s going to do. He glared at me allowing a deep growl to level him vibrating his chest, and he starts to get up moving slowly towards my mate on his bed. When he looks at her a devilish smirk quickly appears, and his growl is replaced by something that sounds like humming. The signal that he’s starting to awaken h
Gemma POV The last thing I remember I was sitting in Westley’s car, and he had just told me that we are werewolves. I couldn’t wrap my mind around everything that the familiar stranger had shared with me. I’m perplexed about why I’ve never been able to make a friend to save my life, but here in this new town I feel close to people I know nothing about. Why is everything dark, and what is happening to me? My body feels heavy, and no matter how hard I try to open my eyes I can’t. It’s like my body is sleeping, but my mind is a racing mess. All the sudden I feel a sense of uneasiness, and a loud voice growl out “MINE. GIVE HER TO ME NOW!” I wonder why the man is so furious, and who he’s talking about. Whoever she is she must be someone really special to him for him to be acting so possessively. As soon as I hear the voice the uneasiness leaves me, and a sense of calm washes over me. All the sudden the humming sound comes into my head
Alpha Keen POV The minute I leave the room I regret it, and I try to calm myself but without her rose bud and vanilla scent I know there’s no use. Why do I keep fooling myself into thinking that I’m actually going to be able to give her up? I know that’s not possible so I need to just accept it, and move on. She is mine and even though I don’t want to admit it I am hers. So why am I allowing my brother who has the power to actually steal my mate stay in his room with her while I’m out here hating myself? Because I’m completely terrified that if I actually give in to this mate bond fully I will no longer be in control of my life, and losing control is my worst fear. Plus everyone I’ve been trying to convince about the mating bond not being worth it are going to literally laugh in my face if I become one of those mate whipped wolves. I’m the fucking Alpha I can’t have people thinking I’m weak, and I can tell by how I crave to be near her t
Gemma POV As we left West's room hand in hand an overwhelming uncertainty crept over me that not even the sparks from Keen could chase away. He had shared all the reasons how he knows we are mates, and was determined to show me that West wasn't. Every conformation that Alpha Keen gave me about us being mates seemed to give him an ego boost, and with every testament that West wasn’t my mate came a wave hurt spilling into the room. West wasn’t letting his emotions show which made it tug at my heart strings even more. I don't understand how or why, but I could just sense his emotions which was freightening at first. I know that West and I aren't mates but there is something between us that is unexplainable. It feels like the moment you come home after being homesick, and that feeling of peace mixed with contentness that slowly washes over your entire being. If Keen was my mate which felt electrifying and exhilarating, than West was so
Gemma POV The pack doctors as well as the old Alpha and Luna told Alpha Keen that I should rest for a day before starting school just to make sure everything was on the up and up. I was annoyed at myself for being sad that Alpha Keen hadn’t come to tell me this himself, and I cursed at my heart for having feelings for someone who clearly didn’t deserve them. Instead of Keen both of his parents had shown up at my suite at 9:00am, and I could see now what West was talking about when he told me about his mother. I didn’t know their mom at all but I held a love for her within me that felt deeply rooted from the moment she smiled at me when I opened the door. The second after I had told them to come in she pulled me into her embrace it felt like what a mothers comfort should be, and it made me sad that my own mother obviously didn’t feel that way for me. She didn’t explain to me my past, but gushed over memories that she had of me with her so