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I moaned softly when I felt heat on my skin, I slowly opened my eyes and sighed when I felt the light. I immediately stood up before slowly opening the curtain so that the intense light coming from the sun came out.

I took a deep sigh before calm my self. "Hmm, it looks like Janna came out again."

I look in the mirror too much, my eyes are swollen and my hair is messy. I also have a lot of rashes on my skin. There are a few that are still fresh and red. I shook my head and started walking to went to the bathroom.

As I descended the stairs, a quiet dining area opened up to me. I felt myself before sighing. My body still lacked strength and seemed exhausted from the tears and the loss. "I'll just eat outside."

I am just a wearing cap and loosened my bangs so my face was slightly blocked from the eyes. I also gripped the pocket of the jacket I was wearing. Why am I in such a state? let's just say I'm a dangerous person, I hurts even if I don't want to.

As I walked, the people I passed glanced at me. My forehead was furrowed and I think they was confused as to why I was wearing this. I secretly swallowed before speeding up the walk. My heart pounded as she spoke, Devie. 'Oh come on Hope, why are you still scared. We should be their fear. '

I bowed slightly before sighing. "Can you please shut up Devie? Not now."

'Tsk, whatever' She hissed that made me feel relief. That's well and she didn't insist now, it's hard as rock. "Chicken spag with devour waffle and this one."

The man in front of me stared before laughing softly. We kept looking at each other. "Why are you laughing? Is there anything funny I said?"

I feel him stunned before laughing again. I tightened my grip on the pocket jacket because of nervousness, what was he laughing at there? I'm still bent over to this day because maybe someone will recognize me and I'll still have a problem that I'm avoiding.

"Well, it looks like you're mistaken miss. Haha, I'm not the waiter here. He, he's the waiter and I'm not. Tsk. You're not even looking at the person you're talking to." The man in front of me was soaked before finally leaving.

"I-Is that so?" Nothing of my own I said before looking up at the drive thru. He was holding the nape of his neck as if he wanted to laugh because I had mistaken the seller for someone else.

"Ahm, thanks." I thanked him and handed over the cash I was holding.

"Come back again ma'am!" Maybe it reminds me of this seller because this is where I always buy what I eat. I just nodded at him before taking a deep breath.

I tightened my grip on the paper bag I was carrying before finally walking. I didn’t even pay attention to the people laughing at me as I passed by. I’m used to it too, but why are they still not used to it? 'It's because, their brains are weak. They are the people who don't care and satisfy only their feelings' Janna said.

"Hmm, is that so?" I whispered softly.

'Janna is right, let me out and I'll be the one to hit them. Haha, let's see if they can still laugh.' I close my eyes tightly before shaking. "Not gonna happen."

The two fell silent when I said that so I barely smiled. Good and they are listening now. I was on the side while quietly walking when suddenly something appeared out of nowhere. I immediately fell to the side and closed my eyes tightly when I heard footsteps running. It looks like someone is chasing.

"The pain ah." I glanced at where the men who were chasing him had run into me earlier so I was here on the floor.

I shook my head before slowly standing up. I rinsed my soiled clothes before picking up the fallen paper bag. Fortunately, I was able to protect the food I brought immediately. "Who is that man?"

When I got home I immediately removed the cap and combed my hair. I quietly ate the food I bought before turning on the television using the remote control. I'm here now in the living room, here I usually eat. And as I do every day I put my feet on the table before leaning back.

"It looks delicious ah, is it new or really just now I ate it?" I asked weakly while chewing the food I bought earlier. The taste is delicious and just the right softness, sweetness and filling. I don’t think they have this kind of food. Actually, I have no art of eating. Everything I eat is just food and satiety. I only praised one thing once, and that’s one I’m eating now.

I can only eat right once, I mean I can eat but it's mandatory. I was stunned to feel pain, not in the head but in the heart. I stopped eating especially when Janna cried. No! My body is tired and my eyes are swollen. "Stop it Janna."

'Let me out! Speed me up!' I shook my head before calming myself. Janna, I was still able to calm her down and stop her from coming out. But sometimes, not even especially when I’m thinking deeply about something that involved my past.. ‘One! I'm coming out! I'm going out! Let me out!'

"Janna please ..That's enough, my eye is swollen. Give me a rest first. Please." I pointed out as I frowned while watching TV.

I could hardly understand it because of Janna's constant talking and insistence. 'No! I will come out, your weakest Jannah.' Devie hissed.

My eyes widened. Not allowed! "Stop you two!" Disgusted I said while nervous. That won't go away until the two stop.

'All right, I'll stop hmp!' I breathed a sigh of relief at what Janna had said.

'Psh, you're really weak woman. Just watch Janna, I can come out again. But for now, I'll give it to Hope. Tch.'

"Well, I can't eat well anymore with what the both of you doing oh." I finally breathed a sigh of relief because they didn't bother me anymore and they stopped me completely but I knew it was only for a moment.

I looked around, in the quiet of the house I could almost hear only the TV. Nothing noisy and just quiet. It's was not peaceful, just really quiet. I drank the water before fixing what I ate. I immediately stood up before directly went in my room upstairs.

I just changed clothes because my back was wet. While looking at my reflection in the mirror I immediately took a deep breath when the shower suddenly opened and cold water poured on me.

"N-No! No!" It was as if I was watching a film because I remembered dad pouring cold water on me to wake me up while my hands and feet were tied. Tears welled up in my eyes before I finally fell.

Please, Devie don't come out.