LOGINShe is still married. And already falling apart. To the world, she is Mrs. Chris Robinson. Elegant. Loyal. Untouchable. Married to one of Britain’s most powerful men. Behind closed doors, her marriage is quiet, passionless, and slowly suffocating her. Chris does not touch her anymore. Does not look at her the way husbands should. Does not notice her thirst to be wanted. Sebastian Cross does. Chris’s greatest rival. The man whose name sparks fury in boardrooms and rivalry in headlines. The one man she should never feel drawn to. What begins as stolen glances and accidental meetings turns into something dangerous. Something aching. Something she can no longer deny. Every encounter with Sebastian reminds her of everything her marriage lacks. Desire. Heat. Choice. She has not divorced yet. But her heart is already slipping. And when Chris finally realizes his wife is slipping away, he will face the one truth he cannot control. She is no longer starving quietly. And Sebastian Cross is more than willing to feed her hunger.
View More“Miss Lauren Walter, we’re calling to inform you that your father has officially gone over two weeks without providing the payment for your father’s treatments. He’ll be taken off treatment in the next five days if the payment isn’t made.”
“No, please. I—”
The loud beep came, signalling that the woman on the other side of the phone had hung up.
“Oh, God. No, no, no,” I muttered to myself, wiping my stray tears. “Fuck!”
I walked back through the backdoor and into the kitchen of the restaurant where I worked as a waitress.
I took shaky breaths, wiping the cold sweat off my forehead as I walked towards the manager’s office.
“Come on in,” his gruff voice responded right after I knocked on the door.
The door creaked open, revealing the man with his salt-and-pepper hair and matching moustache sitting behind his desk. There was a toothpick in his mouth and he sat almost lazily. The customized, illuminated nameplate on his table, which a lot of the staff laughed at behind his back, drew my attention and caused me to read the name silently—Bart Freeman.
“Walter, what brings you here?” he questioned, his brows raised in suspicion.
“I’m sorry I came here unannounced, but I have no other option. My father’s still in the hospital.” The tears made their way out of my eyes, and I wiped them almost immediately.
“He is? Lung cancer still?” Bart’s eyes widened, seeming genuinely surprised as I nodded to confirm.
“I would like to request an advance,” I admitted.
“An advance?” His southern accent seeped into his words as he leaned against his desk and spat the toothpick aside. “Lauren, you know what happened the last time I gave someone an advance. Gabe took my money and never stepped foot in here again. He ran away! I can’t do that.”
“You know me, Bart. You know I would never run away. My parents are still here. I don’t even have anywhere to run to.” I went on my knees and laced my fingers together in a plea. “Please, just this once. I’ve saved up some, and I’ll add the advance to the money I saved—”
“There ain’t nothing much I can do for ya, kid. Just take your pay for the day and hope for the best.” He shrugged, grabbing an envelope containing my day’s salary.
I took it from his hands and walked away. Before I could open the door, he started to mutter to my hearing. “Poor kid. Father’s in the hospital, mother’s an addict. Lord knows which one’s worse.”
I took my bag from the counter and walked out of the restaurant, taking my phone and dialling the number of the one person who had been helping me get through this—Conrad, my boyfriend.
I rubbed my face and sighed as it went straight to voicemail.
“Hey, this is Conrad. Please leave a message.”
“Conrad, I’m sorry to be saying this for the millionth time ever, but I need your help. The hospital called. They said they’ll take my father off treatment if I don’t pay up in the next five days. I have some money saved up and I’ll be going to pay up. I would really appreciate it if you helped me with anything. Please call me when you get this.”
Conrad’s father owned a multi-billion dollar company with chains all over the United States, but it still made me ashamed to ask him for money.
I got into a taxi and tapped my feet continuously, fiddling with my phone and finding something to busy myself with on my way to the apartment I lived in with my mom.
I started to cry again, and I could almost feel the taxi driver’s eyes boring into me from the rearview mirror.
“You okay back there, ma’am?” he inquired.
“Yeah, just a bad hair day,” I lied, wishing it really was something as easy as that.
I got out of the taxi even before he could hit the brakes, paying him and rushing off as the driver yelled at me to be careful.
I rushed into the apartment and found my mother passed out on the floor beside the only ugly yellow couch we had, her mouth wide open with drool seeping out of it. An empty syringe sat by her, a sure confirmation that her dealer had made a visit.
I walked into my room and found it all turned upside down
“No, no, no,” I chanted as I rushed to my closet, which had all of my clothes completely taken out of it.
The closet now stood empty, and I bent in a panicked fit, prying through the clothes on the floor and praying that the money I had hidden in the closet would still be somewhere in there.
“Mom!” I called, running back into the living room and shaking her awake. “Where’s the money I put in the closet? Please don’t tell me that’s what you used for drugs.”
She only responded with animalistic grunts, pulling away from my grip.
“Fuck!” I cursed aloud, running out of the house and sending another voicemail to Conrad to inform him that I was on my way to his house.
This time, I cried in the taxi without even hiding it until I got to Conrad’s house. Thankfully, the driver was less concerned.
I ran up to Conrad’s door and opened it with my spare key. He was one to sleep early and I already felt bad for rushing into his room, as I thought he would be asleep by then.
As soon as I opened the door, I immediately wished I hadn’t.
My boyfriend was right on top of another woman, both of them having sex without a care in the world.
My words and my feelings all knotted in my throat as they both turned to look at me, a mix of surprise in their eyes, but not as much surprise as I felt, seeing who the woman was.
“Shirley…” My voice was decibels below what could be considered a whisper as I called out to the woman I had known as my best friend since high school.
Conrad was cheating on me with my best friend.
The first time it happened, I almost didn't notice.It was a board luncheon, one of those long, expensive affairs where people discussed quarterly projections over food that cost more than most people's weekly groceries. I had just finished answering a question about the restructuring project when one of the directors smiled kindly at me. Too kindly.“Wonderful work,” he said. “Though don't push yourself too hard.”I blinked. “Excuse me?”“The pregnancy,” he said warmly. “Your health comes first.”The comment wasn't offensive. It should have felt thoughtful. Instead, something about it sat wrong. I smiled politely anyway.“Thank you.”The conversation moved on, and I forgot about it. At least for a while.Then it happened again.Three days later, a department head stopped by my office carrying documents. Halfway through explaining the report, he suddenly paused.“You know what,” he said. “This can wait until tomorrow.”I frowned. “Why?”“You look tired.”I stared at him. “I am not tir
I didn’t sleep—not because I was scared, but because my brain wouldn’t shut the hell up. Every sentence replayed, every look, every time he said we like it meant him. Every time he decided something about my body like it was just another asset under his name. By the time morning came, I wasn’t panicking. I was done.Chris was already dressed when I walked into the kitchen. He didn’t even look at me this time, just scrolled through his phone like nothing had happened—like we hadn’t just stood in the same room and drawn a line neither of us could step back from. “Did you cancel it?” I asked. He didn’t answer immediately. Then, without looking up, “No.”Of course not.I let out a short breath—not surprised,
He didn’t bring it up that night—not immediately. That was the first sign. Chris didn’t repeat himself when he believed something was already decided. He didn’t circle conversations or negotiate; he simply moved forward.The next morning, I found the appointment in my inbox. Consultation Confirmation. Date. Time. Clinic. No message. No explanation. Just a forwarded confirmation from his assistant, clean and precise, like any other meeting I was expected to attend. I stared at it for a long moment, the screen glowing faintly in the quiet kitchen while the chefs moved silently in the background. My coffee sat untouched. The nausea had returned, low and constant, reminding me that my body was no longer entirely my own.He walked in a few seconds later, already dressed, al
He did not speak on the drive home. Not a word. The city passed by in clean lines of light and glass, the reflection of us faint in the window. Two figures sitting side by side, close enough to touch, separated by something that had finally surfaced in the open.I kept my gaze forward. I did not apologize. I did not explain. Silence was not new between us, but this felt different. Not empty. Not neutral. Deliberate.Punishment begins in quiet, I realized.By the time we reached the house, everything was already set. The staff had prepared dinner. The table was laid with the same careful precision as always. The illusion of normalcy was intact.He walked in first. Removed his jacket. Took his place. I followed. Sat across from him. We ate. He did not look at me. He spoke once to the chef about the seasoning. Once to his assistant over the phone about a meeting. Never to me.I finished what I could. Set my fork down. Waited. When the staff cleared the table and the last sound of dishes
I bought the pills myself.Not through the family doctor.Not through Chris’ carefully curated network of specialists.A small clinic across town. Cash payment. No shared insurance trail.The nurse did not recognize my last name. That alone felt like oxygen.I stared at the thin silver strip in my
The morning arrived cautiously.Sunlight crept through the curtains in thin, apologetic strips, as if even the day was unsure whether it was allowed to intrude. I lay still for several minutes, listening. The house was quiet. Not the charged silence of the night before, but something looser. Maybe
The next morning unfolded without ceremony.Chris left early, already dressed when I woke, the faint scent of his cologne lingering in the doorway like a signature he expected me to recognize. He murmured something about a long day, and was gone before I could respond. The door closed with a soft c
The realization did not hit me all at once.It crept in quietly, the way truths usually do when they have been waiting patiently to be noticed.I was at my desk, coffee cooling beside me, scrolling through my schedule for the coming week. Meetings stacked neatly, colour coded, efficient. One entry
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