LOGINShe is still married. And already falling apart. To the world, she is Mrs. Chris Robinson. Elegant. Loyal. Untouchable. Married to one of Britain’s most powerful men. Behind closed doors, her marriage is quiet, passionless, and slowly suffocating her. Chris does not touch her anymore. Does not look at her the way husbands should. Does not notice her thirst to be wanted. Sebastian Cross does. Chris’s greatest rival. The man whose name sparks fury in boardrooms and rivalry in headlines. The one man she should never feel drawn to. What begins as stolen glances and accidental meetings turns into something dangerous. Something aching. Something she can no longer deny. Every encounter with Sebastian reminds her of everything her marriage lacks. Desire. Heat. Choice. She has not divorced yet. But her heart is already slipping. And when Chris finally realizes his wife is slipping away, he will face the one truth he cannot control. She is no longer starving quietly. And Sebastian Cross is more than willing to feed her hunger.
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Sandra arrived without warning.Or maybe she had warned me and I had simply not registered it through the haze of everything else. Either way, when I opened the door that evening and found her standing there with a suitcase in one hand and a grin on her face, something inside me loosened before I could stop it.“Well,” she said, eyeing me from head to toe, “you look like you're dying, girl.”I let out a breath that almost turned into a laugh. “That obvious?”“Only to me,” she replied, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation. “God, your place still smells like money and depression.”“Be nice,” I muttered, closing the door behind her.“No,” she said cheerfully, dropping her bag near the couch. “I didn’t travel all this way to be nice.”And somehow, that helped.Chris wasn’t home.Of course he wasn’t.Sandra noticed immediately, her gaze flicking around the quiet apartment. “Let me guess. Mister CEO is saving the economy?”“Something like that.”She hummed, unconvinced, but did
The day began like any other.That was the unsettling part.Nothing announced itself. No warning. No clear reason for the heaviness that settled into my chest the moment I opened my eyes. It was just there, quiet and persistent, like something waiting to be acknowledged.I went through the motions anyway.Dressed carefully. Neutral tones. Hair pinned back just enough to look composed. The mirror reflected a woman who seemed entirely in control of her life.Only my eyes betrayed the truth.At the office, the hours moved, but I didn’t feel them pass.Emails blurred into each other. Numbers lost their usual clarity. Conversations required more effort than they should have. The nausea had eased, but something else had taken its place. A tightness in my throat. A strange, unsteady pressure behind my ribs.Hormones, I told myself.It would pass.It didn’t.By late afternoon, I found myself alone in my office, the door closed, the world kept carefully outside. The quiet pressed in on me, amp
Three months passed without announcement.Not because nothing had changed.Because everything had.I had become quieter. Not in presence, but in reaction. I moved through days with precision, speaking when required, observing always. The notes in my phone grew longer. Dates. Words. Patterns. The bruise on my wrist faded, but the photographs remained.Chris settled into his assumption of control.He did not question my compliance. He did not notice its absence.That, too, I recorded. Not on paper. In understanding.And then, one morning, something shifted.It started small.A strange heaviness. A faint nausea that lingered longer than it should. I dismissed it at first. Stress. Lack of sleep. The usual explanations that made things manageable.By the third day, I knew.I stood in the bathroom, the early light pale against the tiles, holding the test in my hand.It felt lighter than it should have.I stared at it longer than necessary.Two lines.Clear.Undeniable.For a moment, I did n
The papers lay scattered across the floor where I had thrown them.White sheets against polished flooring. Disordered. Out of place. Emotional.For a long moment, I just stood there, staring at them.Then I exhaled slowly and crouched down.One by one, I began picking them up.Carefully.Methodically.Each page smoothed between my fingers before being placed back into its file. No rushing. No lingering anger. Just quiet correction. The kind that did not leave marks.Halfway through, something settled inside me.Not relief.Not even calm.Clarity.This is not chaos, I realized.This is a pattern.The bruise on my wrist pulsed faintly beneath the bandage, as if agreeing.I paused, fingers resting lightly on the edge of the file.Then I stood up.Walked to the bathroom.Closed the door.The lock clicked softly.For a moment, I just looked at myself in the mirror. Composed. Controlled. Indistinguishable from the woman I had been yesterday.Only my eyes had changed.I unwrapped the compres
The next morning unfolded without ceremony.Chris left early, already dressed when I woke, the faint scent of his cologne lingering in the doorway like a signature he expected me to recognize. He murmured something about a long day, and was gone before I could respond. The door closed with a soft c
Chris did not press. He did not need to. The observation itself was the point.I found myself omitting details without planning to.I did not mention that Sebastian had stopped by my office briefly to confirm a figure. That we had spoken for five minutes about logistics and nothing else. That he ha
The meeting ran long, the kind that drained attention rather than demanded it. Projections were revised and revised again. By the time the last slide closed, most of the room looked relieved more than satisfied.I stayed focused.That apparently made all the difference.As chairs shifted and quiet
The morning arrived cautiously.Sunlight crept through the curtains in thin, apologetic strips, as if even the day was unsure whether it was allowed to intrude. I lay still for several minutes, listening. The house was quiet. Not the charged silence of the night before, but something looser. Maybe






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