LOGINShe is still married. And already falling apart. To the world, she is Mrs. Chris Robinson. Elegant. Loyal. Untouchable. Married to one of Britain’s most powerful men. Behind closed doors, her marriage is quiet, passionless, and slowly suffocating her. Chris does not touch her anymore. Does not look at her the way husbands should. Does not notice her thirst to be wanted. Sebastian Cross does. Chris’s greatest rival. The man whose name sparks fury in boardrooms and rivalry in headlines. The one man she should never feel drawn to. What begins as stolen glances and accidental meetings turns into something dangerous. Something aching. Something she can no longer deny. Every encounter with Sebastian reminds her of everything her marriage lacks. Desire. Heat. Choice. She has not divorced yet. But her heart is already slipping. And when Chris finally realizes his wife is slipping away, he will face the one truth he cannot control. She is no longer starving quietly. And Sebastian Cross is more than willing to feed her hunger.
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We did talk that night.Chris waited until the bedroom door was closed. Until the staff had retreated to their quarters. Until the house was sealed in its usual polished silence. He stood near the window at first, phone still in his hand, jaw tight in a way I had come to recognize as contained fury rather than passing irritation.“You lied to me,” he said.It was not a question.I stood on the edge of the dressing chair. “I did not lie.”His laugh was short and humorless. “You have been taking birth control for three months.”The number hung between us like a charge sheet.I swallowed. “Yes.”The stillness snapped.He crossed the room in three strides and caught my wrist before I could even register the movement. His fingers clamped around my arm so tightly that pain shot up to my shoulder. I inhaled sharply. His grip tightened further, as if the sound itself provoked him.“Three months,” he repeated, his voice low now, almost vibrating. “While telling me we were trying.”“I said we w
The appointment was presented as concern.That is how he framed it.Over breakfast, while reviewing emails on his tablet, he said it casually.“I scheduled a consultation for you next week. Just routine. We should make sure everything is fine.”Routine.The word sat strangely in my chest.The chefs had prepared something delicate and beautiful. Poached pears, almond cream, gold flakes that tasted like nothing. I could not swallow.“I’m fine,” I said.He did not look up. “It’s been three months.”Three months.As if conception were a subscription service delayed in shipping.“I don’t feel unwell.”“That isn’t the point.”Of course it was not.The appointment was with a specialist. Private clinic. Discreet entrance. No waiting room filled with anxious couples. Everything curated, controlled, efficient.Like him.He attended with me, though he claimed he had meetings afterward. He filled out half the forms himself before I could reach for the pen.History.Cycle.Medications.He hesitate
Three months later, the house felt different.Not louder. Not colder. Just strained in a way that did not require raised voices anymore.Time had not softened anything. It had sharpened it.I kept taking the pills.Same drawer. Same hour each night. Same glass of water.Chris kept assuming I had stopped.Same expectation. Same calculated patience. Same quiet monitoring of my body like it was a quarterly report.At first, he asked gently.“Any changes?”“No.”Then, a month later, slightly firmer.“Have you checked?”“Yes.”Another month.Nothing.The absence of a pregnancy began to feel like a presence at the dinner table.He came home earlier these days. Not affectionate. Not warm. Just observant.Studying me.As if he were waiting to catch an error in my performance.That night, the chef had prepared sea bass with lemon butter. It sat between us like a peace offering neither of us intended to accept.Chris set his fork down carefully.“It’s been three months.”I looked up slowly. “I’
False AlarmIt started with a date.Not a dramatic realization. Not a wave of nausea. Just a quiet, almost casual glance at the calendar on my phone while I sat at my desk midmorning.I frowned.I counted again.Then again.My period was late.Not by weeks. Not by some cinematic, undeniable margin. Just late enough to make my pulse shift in my throat.I sat back slowly in my chair, fingers resting against the edge of the desk.No.That made no sense.I had been careful. Quietly, deliberately careful. The birth control pills were tucked into the back of my drawer at home, hidden inside a small skincare pouch I knew Chris would never touch. I took them at the same time every night. I had not missed one.Still.Stress could delay it. Hormones could shift. Bodies were unpredictable.My breathing felt shallow.A child.The word rose in my mind uninvited.I imagined telling Chris.Not the conversation. The expression.He would not cry. He would not pull me into some tender embrace. He would












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