For everybody not following me on the Socials: Please excuse this long absence and the late update. Unfortunately, my fever got worse and I even had to go to a clinic as it didn’t die down. Fortunately, it remained a viral respiratory infection, so I could medicate it and sleep it out of my system without going on antibiotics. Thank you for your patience and your support as I wasn’t able to update. Stay warm and safe <3
Nathanael I am still naked, not caring about it as I stand in front of the large window facade of my penthouse. The lights in the night are breathtaking, but not powerful enough to keep me from peeking over my shoulder over and over again. I’m fucked. And this will be a huge problem when my realm finds out about it.Worse when other realms get to know about it. “Oh, I’m sorry,” a faint voice tears me out of my train of thought, and I turn around, finding Theodore sitting in my bed, rubbing his eyes. “I fell asleep.” He keeps thinking about how gorgeous I am, and there he is, looking like the greatest sculptor alive chiseled his muscles, driving his hand through his curls. I grunt, masking a chuckle at the last second. “Don’t worry about it.” The sheets rustle as he squirms, turning to look around. “Oh my God, what is this place?” “My apartment. We are right above the offices.” His eyes widen, dropping to my crotch shortly before he lifts his gaze back up, blushing terribly.
Theodore My eyes widen, my heart singing as I observe him laughing loudly, his head thrown back as he holds his belly. I must be blushing as the sound of his laughter enters my system, playing with the strings of my muscles, making my nerves buzz pleasantly. What is this? I stare fascinated as I must have lost my mind. There have surely been a few times when I crushed on or fell for someone.But this… This is just madness. As he calms down from his laughing fit, I can’t help my smile to grow as well. “Am I wrong?” He shakes his head, his grin making my heart want to break out of my rib cage. It hammering against it is actually rather painful. “Completely wrong. But I haven't laughed that hard in ages. So it makes up for it.” Mirroring his mocking expression, I hope to hide the fact that I totally fell in love with his laughter, which just made me realize how impossibly lost I am for him already. Well, bad luck, I guess. “Feel free to do it again, boss.” He chuckles, mocki
Theodore “Oi mate! Are you alright?” I rush forward, putting my hand on his back instinctively as I find Helades bowing over the toilet, emptying his stomach. “Uh, get fucked,” he groans, spitting into the bowl before he lifts his eyes to me. But he doesn’t push me away. They are fully red, his face so pale that I could swear he has already passed the Jordan a good few weeks ago. And I don’t talk about a feeble ‘I spent the night crying’ red, but a full blood-red eye with no white left. Looking like his pupil was staring at me through a blood-flooded eyeball. “Just get the fuck away.” “Are you kidding?” I shout at him, wanting to wrap my arms around his chest. “I’m not going anywhere.” But as I try to lift him up, he tears himself out of my grip, pushing me away. “Don’t fucking touch me,” he growls as I hit the wall with my back. And I could swear that I heard it cracking. As long as it is the wood and not my spine. Pushing myself off the wall, I get closer to him again.
Theodore The soft voices coming from the TV invade my consciousness, and I open my eyes slowly, blinking repeatedly, but they are still too feeble for me to understand what they are saying.Did he turn the volume down?I push myself up with a groan, stretching my neck while I drive my hand through my hair. Looking around, I pout automatically as I don’t find Helades in. But I must really have watched the movie too many times for me to expect him to still be here when I wake up. Like he was watching you sleep.I shake my head with a giggle, laughing about my own stupidity. Suddenly, I feel full of energy, my bones not aching that much, as I seemed to have finally been able to get a bit of good sleep. Was it what he brought me for lunch? Before I can explore my thoughts further, thinking about how I was finally able to relax, I cringe. Oh, no.I bury my head into my hands with an exasperated groan. Did I really fall asleep while he was still here? My brain sends me blurry imag
Nathanael He is everywhere. My mind is filled with him constantly. So much that it is getting alarming. And my brain really would need a break. How is he even surviving like that? I clear my throat as I approach his apartment door. As soon as I am in a certain proximity, his thoughts flood my mind, invading mine like a million-men-strong army. Groaning, I move my head from one side to another, trying to release a bit of tension off my shoulders. I have sometimes experienced this type of thing with a blood slave too, but it lasted not more than a few seconds, barely long enough to capture their ecstatic thoughts. Never, and I mean never ever, was it that bad. It must have something to do with our Goddess-given connection. What a scam. Even after weeks of drinking his blood, I still hear his thoughts like I had just gotten it a second ago. They are so clear and bouncy in my mind that sometimes it still scares me. Sighing, I close my eyes as I hear him think
Theodore “I beg your pardon?” I blink as the doctor checks my results again. “It looks like it is something you have had since birth. Often, people with the same health condition don't find that until they have to undergo an operation in their old age, so it’s not something substantially problematic, but if not treated, and abused like in your case, it can become a problem.” The doctor crosses his hands over my file as he looks at me with a serious expression, and I lean back. “Oh.” Honestly, that was not my first thought when I heard ‘congenital heart defect’. But well…As I feel my heart suddenly hurting in my chest, I pinch my shirt, rubbing my fingers against my skin. “So, what does this mean?” “It means that I will tell your boss that you are not fit enough to be doing this job, and that you are risking serious consequences if you go on like this,” he explains calmly. I nod repeatedly, just until his words reach my brain, and it takes him a bit too long to register them pro