”I bow to no man!” Her voice sent a chill down my spine as I stood before her. I’d only heard those words once before in my life. They’d been haunting me every night and day since--- Since the worst night of my life! Back then, they’d saved my life… With my heart still beating hard in my chest, I slowly approached her. I could barely see her eyes, from how swollen they were. But sure enough, stubbornly looking back at me were those azure blue eyes that had been my only comfort when I was surrounded my nothing but darkness. The woman who saved my life – the one I’d sworn to come back for and give my life to! - was my dead enemy's daughter!
Lihat lebih banyakSelena’s POV
The whip came down again and, surprisingly, another gasp left my dried-up lips. After all the pain, I was sure I’d passed out at some point.
But I was still awake...
Still able to hear the whip as it cracked through the air and came down on my skin. It split open from the force, blood trickling down my back and legs. The clothes I’d once called a dress were soaked in blood, sweat, and tears. Tatters of it still covered some of my modesty, but most of it was in tatters.
How?
How had it come to this?
I closed my eyes, hoping that the memories would distract me from the pain. It coursed through my body like a flame, reaching from the tip of my toes to the top of my head. My bruised and battered skin felt hot and inflamed; as if it was stretched too thin. My muscles ached, and my arms and legs hurt. I couldn’t even feel my fingers anymore...
It had happened just as dusk settled over the pack land. I’d been in my rooms surrounded by the omegas who served me hand and foot. I couldn’t lift a finger without them offering to do it for me.
They fear my father too much not to…
In the corner of the room, there had been two burly bodyguards, watching my every move. Also they reeked of fear, anxious about my father’s disciplinary actions if they failed him.
The alarm had sounded, but we had been told to remain where we were. I’d barely had time to wrap my head around the whole situation when the doors had been broken down. The wolves who entered were enormous and took down my guards easily. I begged them to spare my servants, but my words fell on deaf ears. I was taken away and all I could hear were screams…
The wolves had taken me to the dungeon and thrown me in one of their cells. The dungeon was dark, dim, and smelled horrendous; and I didn’t even have the sensitive nose that werewolves have. I guess I could be grateful for at least that...
I’d tried to ask them questions, but every time I spoke I was met with a hated glare. And when I demanded an answer, they’d shut me up in an all too familiar way. But the familiar burn across my cheek only strengthened my resolve…
I asked again, and again I was met with the same reply. My head hurt from their brute strength, but I had to know. I needed to know that the omegas were safe. They were helpless! They couldn’t shift and couldn’t protect themselves from stronger regular werewolves…
“I’d be more worried about your own situation, Princess!” One of the men finally growled, gripping my hair and pulling me off the floor. It hurt, but I bit back a scream, refusing to show them any kind of weakness. In a wolf of werewolves, Alphas, and Kings, weakness got you killed…
“There’ll be nothing left of you when Rain Blood is done with you!”
My blood ran cold!
Rain Blood…
A merciless bastard, who killed for sports. He was a rogue, at first no real threat. Then he started taking over smaller packs, meticulously growing his following bigger and bigger. My father – the King of the Werewolves – had set out his army to take out this threat…
None had returned!
Roughly and mercilessly my captors had cuffed my hands to the chains. I was now suspended from the ceiling, my toes barely reaching the stone floor beneath me.
And then began the whipping…
At first, they concentrated on my back. But then my legs, arms, and torso were kissed with the silver whip. I wasn’t a werewolf, but the metal still struck me just as deeply and painfully. My eyes were already swollen shut from the beating they’d given me before. I felt blood drip into my mouth, but I wasn’t sure where it came from.
My broken nose or biting my lips…
“The King wants to see the princess,” one of my jailers suddenly said, after what felt like hours. My chains were released, and I crashed to the floor; yet again, surprised, I could still scream in pain.
Or even feel it!
But my legs and feet burned. My arms felt numb, and my head hit the stone bed with a thump. My vision swam, and a splitting headache threatened to tear my head in two.
But I was allowed no rest…
Rough hands pulled me up off the floor, dragging me along. I tried to move my feet, but I just wasn’t strong enough. They dragged across the floor, tearing off whatever skin remained. I muffled a whimper, hoping to retain my dignity at least.
Never show weakness…
As a human in a pack of werewolves, I learned this lesson young…
In the distance, I heard doors open and voices streamed into my stream of consciousness. With my blurry vision, I could see the outline of several werewolves lingering about. Some were still in their wolf form. Some still ripping into the flesh of their fallen enemy. They were celebrating their victory.
Celebrating my father’s death!
Which shouldn’t make a daughter feel relief, but I couldn’t help it. Tears formed in my eyes, wetting my bruised cheek.
I was free of him...
Finally!
Even if this would be my last night alive, I would at least die, free of his oppression. Free from his cruelty and hate. Free from his torture and pain...
I barely managed a gasp, when I was thrown roughly on the floor. I tried to catch myself with my hands, but they slipped in something wet. My face connected with the floor, shooting pain up my nose and into my head. My brain felt like it was being stabbed with long, cold objects, and more blood gushed down my face. In the distance, I could hear someone snicker, while others were catcalling me.
“Princess Selena Throme!” Some announcer called out my name. I tried glancing up, just barely making out the black figure that arrogantly lounged on my father’s throne.
Rain Blood...
The fool!
The throne didn’t belong to him!
It hadn’t even belonged to my father. He’d claimed it 10 years ago, after murdering the rightful king and queen. I’d been a child back then, but old enough to understand what was going on. To understand that my father had committed treason and deserved to die.
He had deserved this...
In all these years, I’d never acknowledged him as king, which had pissed him off on more than one occasion. He’d called me naive, stupid, and an arrogant, spoiled bitch. He’d called me worthless and a whore, just like my mother. He’d taken his hatred and frustration out on me. Every time I stood up to him, I knew he might very well kill me in his anger.
I didn’t care!
He was a coward, who resorted to underhanded and deceitful tactics just to sit on a fancy chair. He wasn’t an alpha. He wasn’t a king! He didn’t earn, much less deserve my respect. For all I cared, he could all go to hell…
All of them!
Someone roughly grabbed my hair, pulling me up off the floor. I gritted my teeth, trying not to scream, but I couldn’t stop it. Tears and blood streamed down my face and a ghost of a scream slipped between my lips. It hurt so much!
Why?
Why couldn't they just kill me already?
I’d suffered all my life. The day my mother died was the last day I ever felt loved. If I ever cared about anyone, my father would use them against me. Hurt them and make them suffer. He’d hurt the weak to keep me in line, forcing me to do his bidding. I’d hated every single second I’d been forced to fake a smile. Ever fancy dress he’d force me to wear. My golden cage was littered with blood of innocent people, because of his sick perversion…
Why couldn’t it just end?
“Stupid bitch,” I heard someone growl and a kick to my legs had me stifling another scream. But I soon understood his intentions, when he forced my head down, so I was in a kneeling position.
Submissive…
“Bow down before your King!”
King?
I wanted to laugh in his face. And yes, there was a good chance that after all this time, I’d finally snapped. It had all been too much. The pain and suffering I’d been through for the last 10 years. The lashing I’d received tonight. The relief to know that my father was dead…
Or perhaps I just knew I was screwed!
But it resolved something inside of me. I’d never bowed down before in my life; I wasn’t going to start during the last moments of my life…
With the last drops of will that I had, I forced my body to move. Stunned silence filled the room as I fought to get to my feet. My body ached, my legs shook. I didn’t have the strength, but I didn’t care. My heart slammed against my ribs, every beat making me want to throw up. The rushing in my ears had the room spinning, but I refused to give in to the darkness.
Just a little while longer…
Finally, I was upright. Panting from the efforts, I felt sick. Blood and bile mixed in my mouth. The salt in my tears burned the open gashes on my face, but stubbornly, I held my head high. The black blur that I assumed was Rain Blood watching me; eyeing me much in the same way a predator watches his prey.
I’d expected nothing less from the man that killed the king...
“I bow for no man!” I pushed between my teeth--- ignoring how the room fell into disarray.
Growls and curses…
Swearing and promises of blood and pain!
But I didn’t pay attention to any of them. The man on the throne moved so fast that he was standing before me before I managed to blink. Finally, I could see him more clearly. I hated to say it, but he was handsome in a classical, masculine way. His hair was so dark, it almost looked dyed, but a part of me instantly knew that this man would rather be caught dead than fall prey to vanity. His lips were pulled down into a frown and a part of me vaguely recognized that he’d look really handsome if he smiled.
But his eyes…
So dark and rich, they looked like twin orbs of obsidian rock. And the way he looked at me, I felt as if he was looking right into my soul. Looking for something that only he knew how to find...
I wasn’t sure what happened after that. But I was pretty sure I was going to die, so it didn’t really matter. The darkness finally took me away, and I was happy to let it. At least I wouldn’t feel the pain when they tore into me.
My last thought?
Those eyes looked awfully familiar...
Selena’s POVAlthough I’d told her about werewolf mates, I hadn’t told her what it meant to be one. And one glance at the poor beta, I could see that her words hurt him more than a silver blade to the gut. His eyes flickered desperately to me, begging me to help him.I turned to look at my best friend again. I hated seeing her scared and unsure of what was going on, especially considering her past. But was it really my place to tell her? She’d done so much for me and been so kind when I needed her help. Even now, when I was in a dire situation with Rain, she still stood by me, skipping out on her own job and health for my sake.Sighing, I decided that I was going to play cupid…“Beta, could you give us a minute, please?” I asked gently, gesturing for the wolf to leave the room. To my surprise, he actually did what I told him, giving me a curt nod and leaving the room.I turned to Stella---
Selena’s POVI woke up, confused as to where the hell I was. But suddenly everything came back and once more my hand flew to my stomach – startling Stella, who jumped up, ready to fight even with her eyes closed still.“Sorry about that,” I grinned, feeling bad for startling her, but still had to laugh at the cartoonish display. She blinked her eyes open, smacking her lips lazily and looking around. Although, as a nurse, she had spent countless nights and days sleeping in the hospital when she had to work overtime or had a double shift, so she didn’t look too surprised by the whole ordeal.“Well, that’s one way to get pretty,” she yawned, stretching and working out a couple of kinks. “I can’t remember the last time I slept that well! And don’t apologize, you silly bird. You’re pregnant and have been through an ordeal. It’s OK for you to take a break.”Yeah
***End flashback***Present time...Rain’s POVFor a long time, I’d been angry because I didn’t understand Selena’s desire to be free and feel independent. I hadn’t realized how the castle I considered my home was her prison. I’d placed my idea of her, of our future, on a pedestal, worshiping it like a false god.And hell, I’d needed it!It had been the one thing that had kept me going during my darkest time. When my hands were drenched in blood, and when the people I trusted stabbed me in the back. When I felt like giving up and wondered if I should just take my own life – to end my own misery--- those dreams had been the only thing that kept me going…I remembered being alone and isolated, my wolf howling with grief and loneliness. He belonged in a pack, with his family and--- but everyone he met betrayed him. Everyone was eag
***Flashback***Seven months ago...Rain's POVI stormed into the throne room, making everyone snap to attention. The chatter instantly died down; some of the wolves who knew me well were smart enough to shrink back. My thunderous expression rarely left anything in its wake other than blood and bodies...“Did I?” I thundered, jumping onto the high rise where my throne stood, and spun to face my pack along with the many representatives from other packs that always milled about at the castle. “Or did I not declare to everyone under my command that Selena Throme was not to be harmed in any way?”The room fell deadly silent. Those who knew me well kept their mouth shut and heads low, not willing to risk having my claws sink into them. All the other idiots, however, looked to each other with confused expressions, wondering what I was talking about.Then, one brave
Rain’s POVHearing my mate cry was just about the most painful thing I would ever hear. But despite it all, I couldn’t help but cling to the fact that there was hope…“She still loves me,” I sighed in relief--- but the fact also speared my heart like a silver blade. “But it’s not enough to convince her.”Fear clawed at my chest, and I’d long since decided that I hated this feeling. Hated feeling helpless and weak, unable to protect the people I loved.What if she chose to run away before I had a chance to explain everything? Before I had a chance to apologize and tell her how much I loved her? That she was the only one I ever wanted, and how sorry I was for how I acted?That I’d been a fucking asshole!My hands flexed and my fingers dug into the palm of my hands, frustrations of being so fucking helpless making my body shake. The witch had teleported in---
Selena’s POV“I’ve only ever slept with one woman my entire life and you’re her,” Rain snapped at me, his voice sending shivers down my spine. “I’m not interested in anyone else and I’ll keep repeating it to you until it penetrates your fucking skull!”His words left me utterly flabbergasted, spinning around in my mind over and over again, like a carousel. A part of me wished it were true. That this could explain everything and I could finally heal from my pain.The easy way…But nothing in life was ever easy. And I had to keep my emotions out of this. Emotions had no place in making choices that would affect my child. I had to rely on myself. On my experiences and on the fact that I had to see past people’s words. It was the actions and patterns that spoke to their characters. And Rain---I could never believe him!He could as easily lie ab
Selena’s POVI was close to tears seeing the beautiful mate moment unfold before me. And I hated myself for it. This was a happy occasion for what I now considered my best friend. I wanted this to be the most memorable moment in her life. She deserved it after everything she’d been through.And I wanted to be happy for her!But some part of me also remembered that I would never have the same thing happen to me. I was a mere human and would never know the connection of a true mate bond. And no matter how many times the man I loved more than life itself claimed that I was his, I’d never be his mate.And he’d always choose her over me...I tried to bite back the tears and smiled through the pain.“Congratulations, Elijah,” I said softly, but the wolf just barely spared me a glance. “She’s a good one.”“You better be talkin’ ‘bout me, songbird,”
Selena’s POVPain flared in my chest and my head suddenly pounded like a drum. Darkness swam at the edge of my vision and I suddenly felt dizzy. Somewhere far away an alarm went off and the machine next to me started blaring. My pulse started to buzz in my ear and my heart felt as if it was trying to break free of my chest.“NURSE!” Rain bellowed next to me, just as I doubled over in pain. I couldn’t breathe, and I hated that I was once again relying on Rain to get me help...“Rain?”Someone called out, and I immediately recognized Elijah’s voice.“Get a fucking nurse! She’s sick,” Rain snapped--- and came around to gently pat my back, sending currents of calming sparks throughout my body. “Breathe, my Azure. Remember to breathe.”I wanted to yell at him again. Tell him I wasn’t “his Azure”, but I felt too sick to do so. Bile rose and,
Selena’s POVHe knew!Rain knew about the baby…I was shaking from the inside out. Fear clawed its way up my spine and crushed its cold fingers around my throat, making it hard to breathe. My stomach twisted violently and I felt sick.He knew!He would never leave me alone now. He would follow me to the end of the earth and I could never be free. I would have to escape and live for the rest of my life looking over my shoulder. Wondering if every little sound was him coming back to blow my life up once more. Never knowing if I was safe. Never knowing if the people on the street were strangers…Or sent to kill us!And I couldn’t protect us! I was just a human. I didn’t have claws or canines to protect us. I didn’t have a wolf’s senses that could alert me to danger or their superior strength and speed. There was no way I could protect us from
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