CHAPTER 4

♥ ELYSIAN'S POINT OF VIEW♥

I left my pack and left everything and started to make my way out of the forest and reach a territory. Which was making me nauseous only by standing nearby the border. I decided to make my way back to my pack, but a big hand covered my mouth from behind and started dragging me back. 

Being rejected and heartbroken I could not have any energy to fight against the person who was dragging me behind but still, I struggled with all the energy I had left but as expected I lost all my senses and everything started getting shattering and my body left my side as the darkness engulf me and I stopped the struggle, hoping to die after all this thing. Finally, I am vanishing. Death is taking over my life and I was happy about this. Ultimate, everything is ending. And I lost myself in the darkness.

Do not know for how long I have devoured my time, floating in the endless darkness. I was feeling so lightweight as I just keep swimming in the smothered darkness. Until I see a gateway where the light was coming into that dark place where I have been roaming, I stopped my body to drift further as my eyebrows crumple at the light door. 

I observed that place but eventually decided to make my way through it. I started floating towards that door until my eyes were not able to keep open by the impact of the light which was coming out of that door as I felt myself getting pulled inside the door. And my eyes shot open. I have been breathing heavily as if someone has been stopping my breath by squeezing my throat. Terror rushed into my veins as the sweat started dancing on my forehead. And my ears started buzzing by the beeping sound. I looked around and saw white polished walls. Up upon my head was a white polished ceiling looking down at me. I looked at my left side and saw a window. A window that was touching the highest level of the ceiling and kissing the floor. 

A sharp pain sting in my head and as I tried to move my body to get up from the soft bed I was laying on. Finally, I got familiar with my surroundings. I was in a room. A room of someone else's. A room that was painted in white color and nothing more. It was smoothing yet awful. 

 I looked down my body and saw a needle was being placed in my hand and there is a pipe that was connected to a bottle full of some liquid that was dripping down and making its way inside my body.

Am I in a hospital? No. this room is not like a hospital room considering there was a dressing mirror on the other side of the room. Where am I? Did Carlos sell me to someone? Shit! I should not be here. I should get out of there before anyone comes here. 

I struggled to get up and started making my way towards the door and turned the doorknob carefully not to make any sound that would alert anyone that I have woken up. Just as I creak open the door and I saw a woman talking with someone on her cell phone. I hurried to shut the door before she could sense my presence. 

I marched back to the bed and started looking here and there to get escape from this room and my sight fell on that large glass window. I rush there and unlock the latch of the window and jump out. Thank God it was not so high and there was a tree that branched helped me to slip down without getting hurt myself, anyone. 

I jumped out and looked at the window from which I just jumped and saw it was a window of someone's house. Whose house it is? I have never seen this house before. As I was gawking at the house, I hear the rustling sound coming out of the bushes, taking this as the signal that someone might be coming this way, I started making my way out. God knows where I am heading as I just keep walking on the dirt floor barefoot. 

Not long ago I reached the side of nowhere and I could hear the ocean waves. But not sure of where it is coming all I know was the sound of the ocean tides clashing with the rocks. Keeping my ears on the sound I started walking through the wildernesses as I stopped at a point where the cold sea air started giving goosebumps all over my body and I was certain I have reached the ocean. 

Looking at the shrubs I pushed them aside with my hand and made my way through them and I was amazed to see the enormous surface of the blue ocean. Although the vast sea was looking beautifully calm and peaceful, my heart was aching with every sea wave that was hitting my feet to give a hint of coldness to my body and washing me up with the disappointment of still being alive and standing on my feet after getting rejected by Bruce.

Tears started forming up at the edge of my eyes, making my vision gets blurred. I was feeling ashamed for myself, not because I got rejected but for not taking a stand for myself when Bruce rejected me just because I am an omega. I should fight with him to reject me for just being myself.

I even tolerate his bullying me in the packhouse or the school if he sees me, but I thought he does have a soft corner for me since he did not tell Carlos about all this thing (me going to the school when Carlos is not around the pack), but I was wrong. He did not tell him because he just wanted to make my life even harder to bully me even in school, in front of his bully friends. Why I am still alive, why I am still here? Only to suffer. I should not be alive. Yes, it is the right time to end my life before anyone would find me to add salt to my bruises. I looked Infront of me and I was happy to come here, finally, I could end my life here. I took a breather and look up at the sky which was no longer as clear as before but who cares now.

I raised my foot to make my way more in the deep cold water, the coldness of the ocean giving shiver at the back of my spine but ignored to continue. The more I was going inside the deep water the more it was getting colder, I wonder it is soon going to snowfall. Such a beautiful day to be in peace!

I was shivering with the impact of the cold waves hitting at my lower body and a whimper escaped my lips leaving me with a second thought to end my life, I stopped my steps and considered for a minute if it is worth ending my life in this way? Will anyone ever think about me if I die? Will anyone even cry for me? Will anyone even notice my absence when I just take my leave in this weakling way? And the answer to all these questions was just ‘NO’.

Just when I decided to stop all these stupid acts and go somewhere else to find the meaning of my life, someone grabbed my arm and suddenly dragged me out of the water. And I got hit by something rock hard.

TO BE CONTINUED...

Hello unicorn, hope you have enjoyed this chapter. Keep reading to dove yourself into a mystical world, which is still unknown to humans yet exists, somewhere far beyond our imagination.