SIX YEARS LATER
DR. SAGE (KOOKIE):
Six years of pain, and I am finally living a bit of my dream life in a small pack with my daughter—the only light in my world. She sits in the backseat, swinging her tiny legs, humming along to the soft melody of Taylor Swift’s Shake It Off, playing from the car speakers. I smile as I sing along with her, my heart swelling with warmth.
The road ahead is clear, with the morning sun streaming into the car, and for a fleeting moment, everything feels perfect.
Suddenly, we come to a halt in front of the school, and Blue claps her hands excitedly.
“We arrived before Charlotte, yay!” she cheers, bouncing in her seat. I glance out the window to see her friend’s father pulling up a few meters away.
“Yay,” I echo softly.
I reach for the door handle, but before I can unlock it, her tiny voice stops me.
“Mommy?”
I look into the rearview mirror, meeting her beautiful golden eyes—eyes that remind me too much of him.
“Will I ever see my daddy?”
A sharp pang crosses my chest, and I swallow hard, forcing a steady breath. It’s a question I should be prepared for by now, but no matter how many times she asks, it never stops hurting. He took so much from me that I fear even ten years will not be enough to recover—but a step a day, right?
I plaster on a small smile.
“Your daddy is in heaven, sweetheart.”
She frowns, her tiny brows furrowing.
“Like… with the Moon Goddess?”
I nod.
“Yes, baby. He’s watching over you, but remember, the Moon Goddess loves you more than anyone else.” I say this to prevent her from praying for someone as worthless as he is, because that will only hurt her more.
Blue pouts, her little lips forming a perfect circle. I can easily tell her mind is in chaos, and no matter what I say, I know it won’t fill the void. Every child needs their father, and it kills me she will never have one.
“Signature kiss?” I ask, shifting the mood.
Instantly, her face brightens, and I lean over my seat while she leans forward, pressing her lips to my cheek. I return the gesture, planting a gentle kiss on her forehead, then tap my nose against hers. She giggles, and the sound melts away the tension in my chest instantly.
She grabs her little backpack and hops out of the car.
“Bye, Mommy! Love you!”
“Love you more, Blueberry,” I call after her, watching her skip toward the school entrance.
The moment she disappears inside, I exhale sharply, gripping the steering wheel. With one last steadying breath, I pull away from the school and drive toward my office.
The moment I step inside the hospital building, Claire, my secretary, is already at my door holding a large brown envelope.
“Good morning, Dr. Sage,” she greets, walking after me as I march toward my office. “There’s a letter for you. It’s marked urgent.”
I take the envelope from her just as I reach my office door.
“Thank you, Claire,” I mutter.
As soon as I’m inside, I set my bag down, glancing at the envelope—then I freeze as I spot the name of the sender.
Alpha Levi of the Diamond Moon Pack.
My blood turns ice cold, and the first thing on my mind is to rip it apart without opening it, but my hands tremble against the envelope as a thousand questions run through my mind.
What if it’s a threat? What if he somehow found me and knows about Blue? Does it mean Alpha Luke is dead since Levi is now Alpha?
My fingers work against my will, tearing the seal open.
TO: Dr. Sage of the Moon Candy Pack
FROM: The Office of the Alpha, Diamond Moon Pack
SUBJECT: Urgent Request for Medical Assistance
Dr. Sage,
We write to you in dire circumstances. A deadly virus has taken hold of the Diamond Moon Pack, spreading rapidly and claiming lives within days. The pack healers and doctors have been unable to identify a cure, and we are losing more people by the hour.
It has come to our attention that you possess unparalleled expertise in treating rare and incurable diseases. Your reputation precedes you, and we believe you are the only one capable of stopping this epidemic before it wipes out our pack entirely.
We implore you to come to our aid. Whatever resources, compensation, or security you require, we will provide. This is a matter of life and death, and time is of the essence.
We await your response.
Sincerely,
Council of the Diamond Moon Pack, on behalf of Alpha Levi.
Tears blur my vision as I grip the letter tightly. Then, with a sharp inhale, I tear it to shreds. The pieces flutter to the floor as the pain inside me burns, making it harder to breathe.
My pulse pounds in my ears as the ugly memories resurface—the nights I cried myself to sleep, the moment I found out I was pregnant and alone, the helplessness that crushed me for years, the effort I put in for six years alongside Alpha Elias to build this pack and raise my daughter. I was a helpless teenage mother.
A bitter laugh escapes me, choking on the rage swelling in my throat at the fact that even my parents never put in so much effort to find me.
“I hope you suffer, Levi,” I whisper in a shaky tone. “I hope you feel every ounce of pain I did. And I hope—” my breath hitches as more tears crawl down my face, “—I hope you die an excruciating death.”
I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to drown out the storm inside me. But the pain is overwhelming, and I know I have to end this immediately. Shaking, I grab the office phone and dial Claire.
“Mail them a rejection letter,” I say coldly. “I don’t care what they offer. I want nothing to do with them.”
I slam the phone down and press my hands against my desk. I fought too hard to build this life, and I will not let them take it from me.
LEVI:
Calling my life miserable would be an understatement.
For six years, I have drowned in regret, unable to recover from the fact that I let the love of my life suffer. I don’t even know how I’m still breathing—how I’m still here—because after everything that’s happened, I should be dead.
Now, as I lie in this quarantined room with fever burning through my body, I realize my only prayer to the Moon Goddess is to see Kookie one last time. To apologize to the love of my life and tell her the truth.
Amber was never my love, and she wasn’t even a friend. She was just an obsessed Lycan Princess I met at training camp. We only spoke because she was my assigned partner, but she fell hard for me, so much so that she killed a fellow Lycan in a mock battle. She threatened to pin it on me, If I didn’t marry her, and she promised to bring war upon my pack.
She knew about Kookie and kept tabs on her throughout medical school, threatening to kill her if I didn’t comply. I was trapped, and the moment my father died, Amber discarded me like I was nothing.
A knock sounds at my door before Donald, my personal advisor, enters, wrapped head to toe in protective gear.
“Your Highness, the virus is spreading. Five more were found dead this morning.”
His words make me furious.
“Something must be done. You have been battling this illness for two days now. We fear you have seventy-two hours left, because your fever is rising, and soon, the dry, bloody cough will—”
“I don’t care what you have to do,” I interrupt. “Offer her an island, a damn castle, if you must. But if I lose one more pack member, you’ll be next. And I will make sure you’re buried alongside me.”
As soon as I am alone, I reach into my drawer, pulling out the only picture of Kookie I have left.
“Please, Moon Goddess… let me see her one last time before I die.”
THIRD PERSON POV:She is brilliant in every aspect and always seems to have the answers to all their questions. It isn’t a perfect solution but for a start it will curb some things like reduction in the death rate due to lack of doctors at an accident, reduction in the traffic due to the bad roads, because he would definitely query the engineers assigned if his phone keeps buzzing from the same caller, and many more. To him, she is perfect in all ramifications.The meeting ends faster than it should as they proffer more solutions to the problems of the pack. Kookie leaves immediately after the meeting and he is glad not having to talk through what happened the last time.As everyone leaves the Alpha’s house, he watches Kookie intently from the window of his corridor upstairs. Leila catches sight of this, hiding behind a pillar with her jaw hardening. It has been four days, and she has only ten days left to make a mark in the house. She isn’t asked to make Levi fall in love with her, b
THIRD PERSON’S POV:“My pet died.”“My child’s tooth is broken!”“I have plumbing issues.”“Traffic is getting out of hand!”The complaints in the pack keep piling up, getting too much for everyone, including the Alpha, who is supposed to be the last resort as he pays people to maintain the pack. This leads to an emergency council meeting, which means Levi and Kookie meet after three days since she packed up her stuff. He had sworn to avoid her, making sure to call his mother before visiting her to ensure Kookie was not around. Today, he cannot avoid seeing her as she is a part of the council.Council members sit at a round table, waiting on Kookie, who is yet to arrive.“Elder Kookie is not here. Do we begin, Alpha?” Lionel asks, and Levi doesn’t hesitate to speak.“Start,” he orders, and Lionel nods, getting to his feet with the papers he has prepared.He steps in front of the room.“The Pack has suffered a setback over the past few months, and honestly, I was wondering what the cau
LEVI:Kookie’s words strike multiple nerves at once. They break me, and I hate the way they do, but I cannot do anything. This is the version of her I made, because sixteen-year-old Kookie would never have said anything that would hurt me, even in the littlest way. All she had to give me was love, and I shattered her, exposing her early to the cruelty of life instead of shielding her from it.It had been hours since she said those words to me, but they rang in my ears, fresh as dawn. Donald knocks at my door, drawing me back to reality. I groan, sitting up.“What do you want?” I ask, then he opens the door, walking in, giving off a bow.“Leila Shade, Elder Patrick’s daughter is here,” he says, and my brows furrow slightly.I cannot remember having a deal with them to bring her into the house today.“Why?” I ask, and he shrugs.“She insists on seeing you, as it is a direct order from the head of the council, Elder Lionel.”I run a hand across my face, sliding into my footwear before ge
KOOKIE:I want to kill myself, because that way it would be easier to escape this nightmare. That’s what this is—a nightmare. No fairy tale should begin with pain before blossoming into love. Why can’t the protagonist be happy from the beginning? My story is worse, because I don’t even see a happy ending anywhere in sight, and the more things unfold, the more they fall apart.There I am, in the middle of the living room, pinned against the wall by the Alpha, who’s supposed to choose a wife. I’m also supposed to be a council member, but I skipped today’s meeting because the Luna asked me to. Now? I stand in the midst of angry elders, who’ve probably watched Levi ravage my body with his kisses. Aside from the judgment burning in their eyes, I carry my own shame. How could I break so easily in front of him?He hurt me. I shouldn’t be weak around him. But we always crave comf
LEVI:I cannot believe those words left my mouth, and yes, I was desperate, but I am not ashamed to admit it now. I was wrong, and I am willing to go through any punishment she deems fit for me at this point.“Alpha Levi, I had a long day at work, so please, if you would permit me, I…”“Please stop the formality,” I say to her, closing the space between us. “I am tired of playing games, Kookie, and I know Elias might as well be a distraction. If you loved him, then you would have gotten with him a long time ago. The kid may be his, but there was never a relationship.”Her eyes remain on me. I grab her hand.“I have wronged you, Kookie, and I am more than willing to go through whatever punishment you think is fit for me. Anything to earn your forgiveness, I will do it.”She withdraws her hand with a forced exhale as I say this, then she ta
LEVI:Life is really kicking my ass harder than I can imagine. First, I lost Kookie from being foolish. Then, I lost my father, and now my mother has cancer? It’s like, what next will life take from me? Because I have nothing. At this point, I couldn’t care less, and I didn’t give two shits what it wanted to do next.The look on Kookie’s face when I got to my mother’s house was terrifying. She looked like she was about to lose her mother, but in reality, it was my mum. My mum was dying of breast cancer, and I wanted to hold her, console her, and maybe let her cry on me, but I couldn’t. I lost the privileges a long time ago.“We are gathered here to speak on the condition of the current Luna,” Elder Lionel of the council says, drawing me back to reality. “If the former Luna cannot handle her duties, then it is wise for the Alpha to marry and provide the pack with a new Lun
KOOKIE:After about twenty minutes, I succeed in stabilizing the Luna’s state, but the thud in my chest continues. I was careless today, allowing sentiments to get in my way of saving a life. The guilt claws at my chest, and I cannot seem to put it away.“Luna Jasmine would like to see you,” a guard says to me, drawing me back to reality.I get to my feet at once, making my way up the stairs without waiting for another word from him. I had stayed back even after making sure she was okay, hoping she would want to speak to me so that I could properly apologize for the mishap. She could have died, and her blood would have been on my hands.As soon as I get to her room, I take a deep breath before opening the door.“You called,” I say in a small voice, and she looks at me with her features weak.She has been sick lately, but has refused to conduct a proper test. I know she caught the weekly virus, but I treated her properly, and she is supposed to be fine by now. She is barely fifty, so s
Kookie:Sometimes I feel Luna Jasmine is trying to sabotage my life, but I have no evidence. Tell me why she knows about Blue being her grandchild, and then suddenly we are back at the Alpha’s mansion. My mind tells me she has something to do with this, but how can I accuse the Luna of such a heinous act? Well, it’s been a week since we arrived at the mansion. Levi has made himself scarce, which I commend him for, allowing me to focus on my daughter.Today is the mating ball, and everything is going well because Blue has someone to take care of her while I’m at the ball. I get dressed in a gown Elias sent to me earlier, while expressing his regret and anger at the fact he cannot be here with me. The dress fits perfectly, and as I add the finishing touch to the fit, which is my perfume, a sweet smell engulfs me. It is so delicious that I close my eyes and let it wander, then I follow the scent to stumble upon Levi outside the hall with Donald.My brows crumple, and he turns immediately
LEVI:It’s been a while since the meeting ended, and I assume Kookie should be home with her daughter by now. I get on my computer to see what they are doing. It is sick, but I cannot help myself. They have as much privacy as they can get because the cameras are not installed in their bedrooms.Opening my laptop, I check the footage to see Kookie clutching a knife, making a phone call. I turn on the speaker.“Hello, Luna Jasmine, it’s Kookie, I need your help.”My heart flutters as I wonder if something bad has happened. She is holding a knife, and Blue is sitting still, not uttering a single word.“My house has been broken into, and we need a place to stay for the meantime until the pack police find out what happened. My parents too have…”She pauses, and I assume my mother is speaking to her. On my end, my patience is wearing thin because I want to know who did this to her. It is her property now,