SIX YEARS LATER
DR. SAGE (KOOKIE):
Six years of pain, and I am finally living a bit of my dream life in a small pack with my daughter—the only light in my world. She sits in the backseat, swinging her tiny legs, humming along to the soft melody of Taylor Swift’s Shake It Off, playing from the car speakers. I smile as I sing along with her, my heart swelling with warmth.
The road ahead is clear, with the morning sun streaming into the car, and for a fleeting moment, everything feels perfect.
Suddenly, we come to a halt in front of the school, and Blue claps her hands excitedly.
“We arrived before Charlotte, yay!” she cheers, bouncing in her seat. I glance out the window to see her friend’s father pulling up a few meters away.
“Yay,” I echo softly.
I reach for the door handle, but before I can unlock it, her tiny voice stops me.
“Mommy?”
I look into the rearview mirror, meeting her beautiful golden eyes—eyes that remind me too much of him.
“Will I ever see my daddy?”
A sharp pang crosses my chest, and I swallow hard, forcing a steady breath. It’s a question I should be prepared for by now, but no matter how many times she asks, it never stops hurting. He took so much from me that I fear even ten years will not be enough to recover—but a step a day, right?
I plaster on a small smile.
“Your daddy is in heaven, sweetheart.”
She frowns, her tiny brows furrowing.
“Like… with the Moon Goddess?”
I nod.
“Yes, baby. He’s watching over you, but remember, the Moon Goddess loves you more than anyone else.” I say this to prevent her from praying for someone as worthless as he is, because that will only hurt her more.
Blue pouts, her little lips forming a perfect circle. I can easily tell her mind is in chaos, and no matter what I say, I know it won’t fill the void. Every child needs their father, and it kills me she will never have one.
“Signature kiss?” I ask, shifting the mood.
Instantly, her face brightens, and I lean over my seat while she leans forward, pressing her lips to my cheek. I return the gesture, planting a gentle kiss on her forehead, then tap my nose against hers. She giggles, and the sound melts away the tension in my chest instantly.
She grabs her little backpack and hops out of the car.
“Bye, Mommy! Love you!”
“Love you more, Blueberry,” I call after her, watching her skip toward the school entrance.
The moment she disappears inside, I exhale sharply, gripping the steering wheel. With one last steadying breath, I pull away from the school and drive toward my office.
The moment I step inside the hospital building, Claire, my secretary, is already at my door holding a large brown envelope.
“Good morning, Dr. Sage,” she greets, walking after me as I march toward my office. “There’s a letter for you. It’s marked urgent.”
I take the envelope from her just as I reach my office door.
“Thank you, Claire,” I mutter.
As soon as I’m inside, I set my bag down, glancing at the envelope—then I freeze as I spot the name of the sender.
Alpha Levi of the Diamond Moon Pack.
My blood turns ice cold, and the first thing on my mind is to rip it apart without opening it, but my hands tremble against the envelope as a thousand questions run through my mind.
What if it’s a threat? What if he somehow found me and knows about Blue? Does it mean Alpha Luke is dead since Levi is now Alpha?
My fingers work against my will, tearing the seal open.
TO: Dr. Sage of the Moon Candy Pack
FROM: The Office of the Alpha, Diamond Moon Pack
SUBJECT: Urgent Request for Medical Assistance
Dr. Sage,
We write to you in dire circumstances. A deadly virus has taken hold of the Diamond Moon Pack, spreading rapidly and claiming lives within days. The pack healers and doctors have been unable to identify a cure, and we are losing more people by the hour.
It has come to our attention that you possess unparalleled expertise in treating rare and incurable diseases. Your reputation precedes you, and we believe you are the only one capable of stopping this epidemic before it wipes out our pack entirely.
We implore you to come to our aid. Whatever resources, compensation, or security you require, we will provide. This is a matter of life and death, and time is of the essence.
We await your response.
Sincerely,
Council of the Diamond Moon Pack, on behalf of Alpha Levi.
Tears blur my vision as I grip the letter tightly. Then, with a sharp inhale, I tear it to shreds. The pieces flutter to the floor as the pain inside me burns, making it harder to breathe.
My pulse pounds in my ears as the ugly memories resurface—the nights I cried myself to sleep, the moment I found out I was pregnant and alone, the helplessness that crushed me for years, the effort I put in for six years alongside Alpha Elias to build this pack and raise my daughter. I was a helpless teenage mother.
A bitter laugh escapes me, choking on the rage swelling in my throat at the fact that even my parents never put in so much effort to find me.
“I hope you suffer, Levi,” I whisper in a shaky tone. “I hope you feel every ounce of pain I did. And I hope—” my breath hitches as more tears crawl down my face, “—I hope you die an excruciating death.”
I squeeze my eyes shut, trying to drown out the storm inside me. But the pain is overwhelming, and I know I have to end this immediately. Shaking, I grab the office phone and dial Claire.
“Mail them a rejection letter,” I say coldly. “I don’t care what they offer. I want nothing to do with them.”
I slam the phone down and press my hands against my desk. I fought too hard to build this life, and I will not let them take it from me.
LEVI:
Calling my life miserable would be an understatement.
For six years, I have drowned in regret, unable to recover from the fact that I let the love of my life suffer. I don’t even know how I’m still breathing—how I’m still here—because after everything that’s happened, I should be dead.
Now, as I lie in this quarantined room with fever burning through my body, I realize my only prayer to the Moon Goddess is to see Kookie one last time. To apologize to the love of my life and tell her the truth.
Amber was never my love, and she wasn’t even a friend. She was just an obsessed Lycan Princess I met at training camp. We only spoke because she was my assigned partner, but she fell hard for me, so much so that she killed a fellow Lycan in a mock battle. She threatened to pin it on me, If I didn’t marry her, and she promised to bring war upon my pack.
She knew about Kookie and kept tabs on her throughout medical school, threatening to kill her if I didn’t comply. I was trapped, and the moment my father died, Amber discarded me like I was nothing.
A knock sounds at my door before Donald, my personal advisor, enters, wrapped head to toe in protective gear.
“Your Highness, the virus is spreading. Five more were found dead this morning.”
His words make me furious.
“Something must be done. You have been battling this illness for two days now. We fear you have seventy-two hours left, because your fever is rising, and soon, the dry, bloody cough will—”
“I don’t care what you have to do,” I interrupt. “Offer her an island, a damn castle, if you must. But if I lose one more pack member, you’ll be next. And I will make sure you’re buried alongside me.”
As soon as I am alone, I reach into my drawer, pulling out the only picture of Kookie I have left.
“Please, Moon Goddess… let me see her one last time before I die.”
Levi:“Start talking,” I growl in a rough voice, trying to keep down the feeling rising in my chest.She frowns at me, narrowing her eyes.“What?”“Don’t play dumb with me,” I say, caging her in between my body.“What was so fascinating about Zion that had you laughing like that?” Her lips twitch with a small smile, which shows she is enjoying how I am falling apart because of her.“It was just a dentistry joke, and you would have laughed too.” I narrow my eyes, furrowing my brows.“Does that also account for the way you couldn’t keep your eyes off him?” She tilts her head, mischief dancing in her eyes.“Are you jealous?” Her question hits hard, and I know she wants to gloat over the fact, but I do not hold back.“Yes! I am Kookie. Why would I be here if I weren’t jealous of another man making you laugh?” She
KOOKIE:Blue is dressed in her sparkly sneakers and hugging her stuffed bunny as we pull up to the Luna’s house. Levi and I agreed she should spend time with Luna Jasmine as she is also her grandmother. Maybe not frequently because of her ill health, but at least tonight.“You will be okay,” I say to her as we get down from the car. “And Mummy will be here tomorrow to get you, okay?” She nods at my words, and I walk her to the front door. Levi opens it, and she gives him a hug.“Oh, my precious little one,” Luna Jasmine says, and Levi gives way.She hugs Blue, pulling her cheeks. My baby smiles at her, then she takes her hand.“Tonight we will bake some cookies, and watch movies while they go off to their boring party, how is that?” she asks.“That sounds fun!” Blue replies happily.My heart warms instantly, and they disappear into the living room while I stand there, c
KOOKIE:I’m halfway home from the grocery store when my phone lights up with a text from Levi. Come over, please. I need your opinion about something.I groan, grabbing the phone and texting back.I can’t. Just got back from getting groceries, and I have perishable items. It doesn’t take a second for him to reply.It is about my mum, please.My heart skips a beat, and I curse under my breath, wheeling my car around. Blue has company at home, so I only have to worry about her tub of ice cream melting. He had all day to need my help, and he only decides this is the right time.Shortly, I pull up at his place, marching to the front door. There is a guard there to lead me to him, and I follow silently, practicing how I will roll my eyes at him with an attitude. The man leads me to the back of the house, where there is heavy music in the background with loud grunts in the air.I stop dead in my tracks, watching Levi shirtless with his body glistening with sweat under the setting sun. He’
KOOKIE:My hands slide lower on his length under water. He’s so fucking hard and big that my palm can barely wrap around him. He lets out a gasp when I give him a long stroke. My eyes do not leave his, and the tension in his thighs makes me go faster. Soon, his moan covers the entire space, and I lean towards his ears.“We do not want to wake our daughter, do we?” My tone is low and sultry.He shudders, gripping my waist with both hands. Then I let go of him, and he crashes his lips onto mine, kissing me hungrily but gently. In one tug, our bodies meet, my bare breasts grazing his chest. His hands move down my waist, cupping my butt and giving me a gentle squeeze. I feel a muscle jump in my pussy as his hands find my core. He slides a finger down my folds before dipping two into me.“Mmmhh.” A soft moan leaves my lips, and he pulls his fingers out, breaking the kiss. He trails more kisses down my neck, stopping at my left ear.“Turn around.” I obey him. His hardened cock is on my back
LEVI:My word detonates like a bomb in Kookie’s head as she turns with venom in her voice.“What?”Her voice bounces off the wall. If Blue doesn’t wake up, then she really is a deep sleeper, because the echo is high enough to wake the dead.“Kookie, Blue is an alpha princess. She is royalty, and she needs to live like one.”Those are the wrong choice of words, but they have already left my mouth before I can stop them.“No!” Her hands form a fist. “She has been living fine without being decorated and paraded as an heir. I do not want that to change. You do not even know if she wants that. Have you considered how she will feel? For days now, I have only thought of how to break the news to her subtly, but you act like it is just a walk in the park.”“That is not what—”“Th
LEVI:It has been three days since Kookie and I got together. In the space of seventy-two hours, I have built a future with her in my mind. I have practiced asking her to marry me, asking that we move in as a family, but the more I think of it, the more it scares me. I do not want anything that will make her spiral, but I want to be with her.She hasn’t come around in three days, and it is killing me. I want to hold her again, and this time I do not want to let her go. I want her to be with me forever.“I have put together a list of things working well in this pack and those that are not working,” Donald says, cutting through my thoughts.My mind is back in the present, and I remember that I have a meeting with my assistant concerning the pack. I try to remain in the present as he goes over the list, but I cannot, as I am easily swayed by the thoughts of Kookie and Blue.