LOGINSCARLET
I rarely ever had dreams. But that night, I had a very strange one. It was my father. He was fine this time, smiling and even waving at me.
When I tried to reach him, I couldn’t move. I cried and tried to call out to him multiple times but he didn’t move.
“Please…please don’t leave me.”
He smiled again, this time slowly disappearing into the light beside him.
“Please!”
I woke up with a sharp gasp, something wet hitting my face almost simultaneously.
Another gasp left me again, and I tried to wipe some of the water that had gotten into my eyes.
Julian’s dark eyes nearly made me jump. When did he get into my room?
He tossed the cup that had been in his hand, irritation laced in his eyes.
“My mother will be here in a little over an hour. She wants to have breakfast with us. Get your sorry self ready before she gets here.”
Without another word, he left the room. His cold words stung, hitting a painful spot I didn’t even know existed in my heart. A small shudder hit my shoulders, tears blurring my vision. I let the grief sink in.
“You know what you signed up for.” I scolded myself in between sobs.
Of course, I hadn’t expected love in this marriage. But this stung more than anything I had ever felt.
After a while, I wiped the tears away and got out of bed. As much as it hurt, I would be meeting Julian’s mother soon. I had to get ready.
The bathroom was bigger than our apartment back home. There were luxury soaps, and enough body treatment products to open a new store.
As soon as I was done with my shower, I moved to the closet. The different designer labels stared back at me. Bright colors, expensive fabrics and tags I’d seen in magazines. All Vivian’s taste in clothes.
I picked a cream-colored off shoulder gown. The makeup took longer than it should have as I struggled to hide my dark circles under my eyes.
I made sure the makeup was done in shades that Vivian usually wore. By the time I looked at my reflection in the mirror, you could barely tell me apart from her.
Same eye color, different souls behind them.
As soon as I stepped out of my room, Julian appeared from the one at the opposite end of the hall. It had to be the master bedroom.
He sized me up quietly, eyes devoid of any emotion. Then he finally stopped at my face. “Manageable.”
It was offhanded enough that I wasn’t sure I wanted to thank him. He briefly adjusted his cufflinks before turning back to me.
“My mother is a shark,” he explained.
“She’ll smell blood in the water before she even sees it.”
Just then, the doorbell rang. My heart nearly stopped.
Julian on the other hand, beckoned towards the living room.
As soon as he opened it, Eleanor Cross walked in with the grace of someone that owned the place. She rivaled Julian in height with the heels she wore.
Her peppermint hair had been pulled back into an elegant bun, accentuating the diamonds on her collar.
“My darling.”
She embraced Julian, giving him a kiss on both cheeks. He had a small smile on his face. “It’s good to see you, Mother.”
“Likewise, my dear.”
Once she let go, she finally turned to me. The smile was still there. But it didn’t meet her eyes.
“And you must be Vivian.” She continued. “How lovely it is to finally meet you. You must forgive me for being absent at the…eh…wedding. Prior obligations.”
My throat tightened with fear, but I tried to force a smile. “It’s a pleasure to meet you as well, ma’am.”
She grabbed my hand and gave it a warm squeeze. “Oh, please. Call me Eleanor.”
Before I could respond, she let go of my hand and walked into the house. Her eyes left no stone unturned as she silently judged the place.
Julian quietly gilded to her side. “Breakfast, mother. Shall we?”
Her lips curved into a smile as she took her son’s hand. “Gladly.”
The table was lined with various dishes. Pastries, fruit, bacon, smoked salmon, and whatever you could name.
Eleanor sat at the head of the table while me and Julian took opposite sides. Something about the whole thing felt twisted.
“So, Vivian.” Eleanor smiled, reaching for a fork. “Tell me more about yourself. I feel I hardly know a thing about you, despite the information we were given.”
Information?
I swallowed quietly. “I—uh—I studied Business Administration at Ashford College.”
“How lovely. And your father’s company. Imports, what aas it? What exactly does he import?”
“Textiles.” My mind scrambled for lies. “From Asia.”
“Interesting.”
She took a sip of her coffee. “I heard you spent a summer in Paris. Which arrondissement did you stay in?”
I had no clue what to say. Vivian had been the one who went there. Not me. The pause was stretching on for too long.
“The sixth,” Julian cut in smoothly, dabbing his lips with the napkin. “Near the Luxembourg Gardens, if my memory hasn’t failed me.”
“Is that so?”
Eleanor’s eyes glinted. Barrage after barrage of questions followed after that.
Each one was intended to be a test. I couldn’t count on Julian’s help after the first one, since he quietly ate his food and stared.
He must be enjoying it too.
“Do you remember the Red Gala, Julian?” His mother’s eyes never left mine.
“Where you and Vivan first met?”
“Yes,” Julian answered smoothly.
“Yes, what were you wearing again?” Eleanor asked.
“Oh, uh,” I thought of something to say. “It was green.”
Eleanor turned to her son. “Oh, was it now?”
My heart slammed in my throat the longer Julian stayed quiet. Something in his eyes darkened and I knew I was utterly screwed.
“Was it, my love?”
Those two words of endearment sounded like a complete mockery. He was toying with me in front of his mother, knowing fully well what would happen if I was exposed.
“Oh, I remember.” A slow smile spread across his face. “It was emerald green. Matched her gorgeous eyes.”
His mother’s gaze swept across mine. Was she suspicious? Slowly, she smiled.
“How delightful.”
The rest of breakfast went off in mostly silence. Then suddenly, she got out of her seat. “I simply must be leaving. But before then…”
She opened an encrusted box and pulled out a ring. “This is a family heirloom. Julian’s grandmother wore it. As did I. And now, it’s your turn, Vivian.”
She reached for my hand, and slowly pushed the ring on.
It was too loose.
Too big for my hand. Eleanor’s eyes narrowed slightly. “That’s strange. I had it sized based on the measurements you gave us. Or perhaps you lost a bit of weight?”
“Must have been stress,” I lied through my teeth. “Had to diet for the wedding so I could fit into my gown.”
Eleanor’s eyes were as sharp as blade, like they could cut through me where I stood. She nodded her head in understanding, then made her way to the door.
Just as she reached the threshold, she paused. “Oh, and by the way, I got a call from your sister yesterday.”
My blood went cold. “My sister?”
She nodded, her smile as sweet as poison. “Yes. She introduced herself with your name. Is that something you both do? A running joke in the family?”
When I struggled to get my words out, she went on.
“She seemed really confused as to why you hadn’t rang since your ceremony yesterday. Said she’s been in the Maldives all week, with her new boyfriend I believe.” A thoughtful look found its way to her face. “Isn’t that odd?”
My breath stilled, heart hammering so loudly in my chest that it was all I could hear. I tried to speak, but my lips wouldn’t budge.
Eleanor shrugged, the smile returning to her face. “I must have misunderstood. These things happen, after all. Have a good day.”
And with that, she was gone.
I was frozen on the spot for a while, unable to move as the ring hung loose on my finger. My whole body felt numb and paralyzed on the spot.
Julian was staring at me now, and he looked furious. Before I could open my mouth, he grabbed my hand roughly, nails digging hard enough that I whimpered.
“You really are naïve, and utterly foolish.
I frowned, trying to speak, but his nails only dug deeper. “I really don’t know how she found out. Bht--”
“She knows.”
My eyes widened. “What?”
“My mother knows.” He answered, eyes cruel enough that I felt I was about to be consumed.
“She knows you’re not Vivian. And you walked right into her fucking trap.”
SCARLET’S POVThe entire ride back to Manhattan was awkward but thankfully, rain started halfway through the drive, so I didn't need to say anything. I sat beside Julian with my hands folded tightly in my lap trying not to replay Eleanor’s final words over and over in my head.“Men like Julian Cross don’t protect people forever.”Beside me, Julian loosened his tie slightly while staring out at the rain-covered city. He looked different now than he did before.“You handled yourself well tonight.”His voice broke through the silence and I looked over at him in disbelief.“That’s your takeaway from tonight?”“It’s one of them.”I stared at him for a second. “Your mother threatened me at least three times.”“She threatened you six times. Three were subtle enough that you missed them.”My mouth opened slightly. “That is disturbing information, Julian.”“It wasn’t meant to comfort you.”I should have expected that answer by now. I leaned back into the seat with an exhausted breath. “Does
SCARLET“Ding, ding, ding,” The ringtone was alarming but I paid no attention to it since the call wasn't coming from my phone. I was heading to the dining area to be served breakfast but the mobile's ringtone kept picking my attention. “Ding, ding,” it didn't stop and by impulse I went back up the stairs. It so happens that the sound was not from the home phone but from Julian's room and I felt the need to check. I stood at the door more than I should. In a way, I pondered if it was okay to enter his room; it's not that he's around, it just sort of feels weird. I know my boundaries and all. I shrugged off my meandering thoughts. What could possibly happen?I pushed the door slightly, peeping in to confirm my conception. Okay, the air's clear! I entered the large king-like scintillated bedroom that seemed to have a beginning but not an end. I was taken with much deeper surprise than I could have possibly expected. It wasn't just large, it was a stark representation of his broo
SCARLETI woke up the next morning feeling odd. Not bad or dejected as I had been last night. But odd in a way that I knew things were changing.With a sigh, I got out of the bed and quickly freshened up, getting ready for the day. As soon as I left the room, the first place my eyes wandered to was the master’s bedroom. Julian’s room.I’d known this marriage was a sham along but I didn’t think we’d stay in separate rooms. Of course, this was only expected. Since it was all a ploy.“Maybe I should make breakfast…” I mumbled to myself.It hadn’t been up to two days but this was the best I had ever lived in my life. No shared space with my step-mother and step-sister who never hesitated to make me feel like I was a waste of space.Nothing of that sort. I was left to my own devices here. With a small sigh, I made my way to the kitchen, only to find the maid there already working on breakfast. Her eyes lit up as soon as she saw me.“Good day, my lady.” She bowed a little.I returned the s
JULIANThe look in her eyes should have seemed pitiful to anyone. And yet all I felt the longer I stared was disgust.Pure disgust that made me want to rub my skin raw. I pushed her away, ignoring the whimper that left her.Her head fell, eyes bouncing as she put together the pieces of the puzzle. She had underestimated my mother too much.“But how?” she dared to turn to me. “We—I played the part right. How did she find out?”Slowly, I made my way to the bar cart, my stomach burning with the hunger for alcohol. It was the only thing keeping me sane. The only thing preventing me from lashing out completely.I poured myself some scotch and threw it back, before fixing her a hard look. She instantly shrunk under the harshness of my gaze.“My mother is a smart woman,” I started. “Devilishly so. You think her casually mentioning it was a simple observation?”Scarlet’s frown deepened. “So how…”I set the glass down, moving closer to where she sat. Of course, she looked like she was going to
SCARLETI rarely ever had dreams. But that night, I had a very strange one. It was my father. He was fine this time, smiling and even waving at me.When I tried to reach him, I couldn’t move. I cried and tried to call out to him multiple times but he didn’t move.“Please…please don’t leave me.”He smiled again, this time slowly disappearing into the light beside him.“Please!”I woke up with a sharp gasp, something wet hitting my face almost simultaneously. Another gasp left me again, and I tried to wipe some of the water that had gotten into my eyes.Julian’s dark eyes nearly made me jump. When did he get into my room? He tossed the cup that had been in his hand, irritation laced in his eyes.“My mother will be here in a little over an hour. She wants to have breakfast with us. Get your sorry self ready before she gets here.”Without another word, he left the room. His cold words stung, hitting a painful spot I didn’t even know existed in my heart. A small shudder hit my shoulders,
SCARLETHe’s going to kill me.Those were the words that kept echoing through my mind as the car zoomed forward. Despite all the celebration and splendor, we had left the cathedral in Julian’s limousine. The metaphorical start to our new lives as newly-weds.Julian’s gaze was focused on the window. The fact that he wasn’t even looking my way only made my stomach twist harder.“Julian.” I didn’t realize when his name left my lips.Steel eyes turned to me, and for a moment, my breath was caught. I summoned back all the courage I could muster.“It’s not what you think. I—”“Farlow.”My stomach dropped. His eyes were on the driver now. “Yes boss.”“Privacy.” His order was crisp.The man nodded, and a black partition slowly slid down behind him. It was just us now. No one was watching.Slowly, Julian moved an inch towards me. I backed away on instinct, trying to put as much space between us as I could. But I was no match for him. He grabbed my chin roughly, his nails sharp enough to dig
SCARLETOn the 5th of July, 2014, Scarlet Lawson died holding white roses.“Where is he?”The priest’s eyes held an impatience that didn’t mirror the calm words that had left him. I turned to the church doors, a part of me hoping he’d miraculously never come through. So that this whole charade woul







