LOGINElena
Monday shows up ugly.
Rain hammers the window of my tiny apartment like it’s personally offended. I’m up at five-thirty, standing in front of my closet in mismatched socks and the same ratty college T-shirt I’ve owned since sophomore year, having a full-on panic attack over fabric.
Nothing feels safe.
The black dress says, “Remember me on your hotel desk?”
The red blazer screams, “I’m trying too hard.”
Everything else looks like it belongs to someone who definitely did not ride the CEO like a mechanical bull three nights ago.
I end up in the charcoal suit I wore to my abuela’s cousin’s funeral. If it was somber enough for that, it can handle today.
The subway is a wet, miserable sardine can. I stand the whole ride, one arm hooked around a pole, the other clutching my umbrella like a weapon. Every jolt of the train feels like a countdown.
Soph texts:
already here. coffee before you face the firing squad?
Tempting. But she’ll take one look at me and know. She always knows.
raincheck. need to find my office first. lunch tho?
deal. pro tip: do NOT be late to the 8am exec meeting. he will end you.
Perfect. First day and I get to watch Damien pretend I’m just another warm body in a chair.
I walk into Blackwood Tower at 7:43. Early enough to look competent, not early enough to look desperate. Frank at security grins when he hands me my brand-new badge.
“First day?”
“That obvious?”
“You’ve got the deer-in-headlights glow. You’ll be fine, kid. Building’s scarier than the people.” He winks. “Mostly.”
Ninth floor smells like fresh coffee and anxiety. Rachel spots me, ends her call with a quick “gotta go, new girl’s here,” and bounces over.
“Your office is ready. Third door on the left. The succulent is real—don’t murder it, the last hire cried when hers died.”
The office is small but mine. Real window. Real chair that doesn’t squeak. Little green plant on the sill like someone thought, “Let’s give her something alive to be responsible for.” I drop my bag and just sit for ten seconds, letting it land.
I did it. I’m actually here.
“Settling in?”
Marcus Vale leans in the doorway, coffee in one hand, skepticism in the other.
“Trying.”
He steps in without asking. “Full disclosure: I voted no on you.”
Jesus. Good morning to you too.
“Nothing personal,” he says. “I don’t like unknowns. And you, Martinez, are the walking definition. Damien doesn’t do impulsive. Ever. So yeah, I’ll be watching.”
I smile the way Abuela taught me when the landlord knocked too hard—sweet enough to disarm, sharp enough to cut.
“Watch all you want. My numbers don’t lie.”
He almost smiles. “Meeting in eight. Don’t be late. He eats tardiness for breakfast.”
He leaves. I exhale like I’ve been underwater.
Conference room is already half full. I pick a seat in the middle—close enough to matter, far enough to breathe. Damien is at the head, sleeves rolled up, hair still damp from the rain, staring at his laptop like it insulted his mother.
He doesn’t look up when I sit.
Eight o’clock sharp he snaps the laptop shut.
“Q3 is a dumpster fire. Marketing down twelve percent, conversions flat, competitor making us look like dinosaurs. Someone give me a reason today isn’t a complete waste of time.”
He tears through David’s social numbers like tissue paper. Lisa’s analytics get the same treatment. Every slide is a fresh wound. The room shrinks with every word.
Then his eyes land on me.
“Ms. Martinez. You’ve been quiet for someone I just handed fifty grand of my money to.”
Twenty heads swivel. My pulse is a drumline.
I stand, plug my tablet in before my knees remember they’re allowed to shake.
“Your problem isn’t the platforms. It’s that you’re selling products instead of feelings.”
I flip through the slides I built at 3 a.m. fueled by spite and leftover pizza. “This campaign? Gorgeous. Soulless. Customers don’t want another shiny thing. They want to feel seen.”
I show them the competitor’s campaign that’s killing them—raw, messy, human—and exactly why it works. Then I show them the fix: real employees, real customers, zero polish.
“People buy feelings. Give them something worth feeling.”
Dead silence.
Then Damien: “Do it.”
Two words. Flat. Final.
“Three weeks,” he says. “David, give her the keys. Lisa, full data access. Rachel, move fifty K into her budget. Go.”
Marcus makes a noise like a dying goose. “Fifty?”
“Unless you want to keep setting cash on fire with what we’ve been doing.”
Meeting ends. People file out whispering like I just pulled a sword out of a stone.
I’m packing up when he says, “Ms. Martinez. Stay.”
Door shuts. Just us and the rain.
He doesn’t turn from the window.
“You made me look weak in there.”
“I made you look right.”
He spins. “You shredded six months of work in six minutes.”
“Six months of work wasn’t working.”
He crosses the room slow, stops just outside the danger zone.
“You’re either the best hire I’ve ever made or the worst mistake.”
“Bet on the first one. I’m cheaper than a lawsuit.”
His mouth twitches—almost a smile, gone before it lands.
“That night,” he says, voice low. “Were you celebrating or drowning?”
The question knocks the air out of me.
“Does it matter?”
“It matters to me.”
I swallow. “Both. Mostly drowning.”
He nods like that’s the answer he needed. Like it hurts him too.
“Then don’t drown here,” he says. “Three weeks. Don’t make me regret this.”
“You won’t.”
He starts for the door, pauses with his hand on the handle.
“For what it’s worth… good luck, Elena.”
He’s gone before I can answer.
I sink into the nearest chair, heart doing stupid cartwheels.
Three weeks to prove I belong.
Three weeks of pretending Tuesday night never happened.
Three weeks sharing oxygen with the only man who’s ever looked at me like I was both salvation and ruin.
My phone buzzes.
Sophia:
lunch. NOW. you just broke the exec meeting and i need the tea before i combust.
I smile for the first time all morning.
On my way.
Elena Monday shows up ugly.Rain hammers the window of my tiny apartment like it’s personally offended. I’m up at five-thirty, standing in front of my closet in mismatched socks and the same ratty college T-shirt I’ve owned since sophomore year, having a full-on panic attack over fabric.Nothing feels safe. The black dress says, “Remember me on your hotel desk?” The red blazer screams, “I’m trying too hard.” Everything else looks like it belongs to someone who definitely did not ride the CEO like a mechanical bull three nights ago.I end up in the charcoal suit I wore to my abuela’s cousin’s funeral. If it was somber enough for that, it can handle today.The subway is a wet, miserable sardine can. I stand the whole ride, one arm hooked around a pole, the other clutching my umbrella like a weapon. Every jolt of the train feels like a countdown.Soph texts: already here. coffee before you face the firing squad?Tempting. But she’ll take one look at me and know. She always knows
Elena I get to Blackwood at 9:47 exactly. Navy suit pressed within an inch of its life, hair twisted into the kind of bun that says “I have my shit together” even when I absolutely do not. I look like I belong here. I do not feel like I belong here.Security waves me through. The receptionist smiles like she didn’t watch me flee the building yesterday looking like a crime-scene survivor. I manage to smile back without my face cracking.Rachel Kim meets me at the elevator bank. Late twenties, sleek ponytail, glasses that probably have their own mortgage. She’s all easy warmth and zero bullshit.“Elena! Ready for round two?”“Born ready,” I lie.She laughs like she believes me. “Fair warning: we bite. But only because he trained us that way.”The elevator climbs. My stomach stays on the ground floor.Ninth floor again. This time the big glass conference room. Five people look up when we walk in. Five sets of eyes that can smell fear.No Damien.I hate how much air leaves my lungs.Ra
Elena I didn’t go home. Home is a studio the size of a shoebox with a radiator that clanks like it’s dying and a mattress that still smells faintly like the coconut oil I put in my hair last week. If I walk in there right now I’ll just sit on the floor and replay every second of that conference room on loop until I’m sick. So I ride the subway all the way to the hospital instead. Visiting hours don’t start until noon, but the cafeteria never closes and the coffee is terrible enough to punish me. I get a corner table by the window that looks out on the ambulance bay and nurse-smoke-break area. The coffee tastes like it was brewed during the Clinton administration. I drink it black and scalding. My phone lights up. Sophia: SPILL. How bad was it?? Did you nail it?? Are we getting lunch on the company dime soon or what?? Sophia. My ride-or-die since we both cried over stats midterms. The one who basically shoved my résumé at HR because “they’re desperate for someone who
Elena The second the door clicks shut behind Jennifer, the room feels like it shrinks to the size of a coffin. His hand is still out. Same hand that dug bruises into my hips like he was trying to brand me. Same fingers that drew slow circles on my spine while I came apart against his mouth. I can’t move. My lungs forget their job. “Ms. Martinez?” Jennifer again, polite and confused, because I’m standing here like someone unplugged me. He drops the handshake like it never existed. “We’ve met,” he says, voice flat enough to skate on. “Last night. Meridian bar.” I wait for the floor to open up and swallow me. It doesn’t. Jennifer lights up like he just told her we went to the same yoga class. “Oh, how funny! Small world. I’ll leave you to catch up.” She actually winks—winks—and then she’s gone. Door shuts. Silence so loud my pulse is a drumline in my ears. He doesn’t sit. He stalks to the window, hands jammed in his pockets, shoulders rigid under that stupidly perfect suit. I o
Elena Sunlight knifes through the curtains and I jolt awake with my pulse already sprinting. For half a second I have no idea where I am. Then the sheets register—stupidly soft, expensive, the kind of cotton that costs more than my phone bill—and the heat of the body next to me slams the rest of it home. Oh hell. I slept with him. The stranger. The actual definition of a one-night stand. I have literally never done this. I’m the person who buys the same brand of toothpaste for eight years because switching feels risky. I own a label maker. My idea of living dangerously is eating sushi on a Tuesday. My dress is a crumpled heap by the dresser. My bra is dangling off a sconce like it’s trying to escape. There are two empty champagne flutes on the nightstand that I do not remember drinking, and a faint purple bruise on my thigh that is 100 percent from when he lifted me onto the desk and— Nope. Brain, we are not doing the highlight reel right now. I sneak a glance at the clock: 6
Elena The whiskey scorches a trail down my throat and I chase the burn like it’s the only thing keeping me upright. I don’t drink whiskey. I barely drink, period. But here I am, three glasses deep on a velvet stool in a hotel bar that charges more for parking than I make in a day, and I’m already eyeing the bottle for a fourth. My phone lights up again. Another update from the hospital. Surgery went fine. Abuela’s in recovery. Rest now, mija. The fist that’s been squeezing my ribs all week loosens, just a little. Relief should feel better than this. Instead it’s like I’ve been braced for impact so long I forgot how to stand up straight. “Celebrating or drowning sorrows?” The voice slides in from my left, low and warm with a bite underneath, like he already knows which one it is. I don’t look over. “Guess.” “Champagne’s for celebrating. This swill is for drowning. You deserve better swill.” I snort before I can stop myself and finally turn. Jesus. He’s stupidly beautiful i







