THE BRUTAL MATING

That was when I opened my eyes as I felt my tears that I tried so hard to keep them at bay, eventually gushed out like the July rain drops, I Started another session of an uncontrollable tears, I cried for God knows how long, now am lonely, I meant totally lonely, with no one to rely to, no one to tell me, what am doing is wrong or right, no one to make me laugh when am sad, no one to cater for me, when I need catering, then I stood up as I started walking to the stream the stream that has so much memories, because me, my dad and mum, usually come here to have a bathe, to feel the tranquility of the waters, then I deep myself into the waters as I felt nothing but immense pain, the kind of pain that no doctor or psychiatrist can cure, I felt tears already glistening in my eyes, then I continued Sobbing silently, the kind of silence that might seemed akward for many, but it's calming to me, I stayed there for for 2 hours, as I saw the sun was already setting down, then I come out of t

I immediately look for a right spot so I can hid myself, there was a large box, placed at the center of the basement, so I went behind it, as my emotions are now in a frenzy, I tried to calm my wild thought, but they just kept on going haywire," haha Is this the brave me that wanted to wanted to fight with my dad?, I know I was always a coward but today it's the a extreme level of it"I laughed at myself, right now my emotions are in a mess because as as terrified as fuck, who was I even kidding, me or my dad's "fuck" I caused again, in just minutes ago I was hellbent on being with my dad and Willing to protect him, now here I am, I am feeling scared like a lonely puppy that has being abandoned or neglected. Immediately heard the sound of the basement door like it was being opened gently, my heart now is beating in the wildest pace,the kind of pace that I never knew my heart was even capable of, there were sounds of footsteps, approaching to the box I hid myself, I immediately subcon

I saw my dad stood up like a man that was very helpless, he tried to come up with a Way to protect his family, but every way just seems impossible, then he eventually said.  " I kept the money the money in the forest, we need to go there, so I'll be able to take the money and hand it over to you" he said with a sad expression.  "Okay old man, take your old butt and let's head to the forest so we could retrieve the money, I swear to God old man, if you are thinking of some dirty games, you won't leave to see the next day, even your wife won't even leave to see the next hour, much less your son won't leave to see the next 30 minutes, and I mean it when I say it" the man in black clothes said with a warning threats that would always remain in my memory.   My dad started walking till we reached  the door knob, and opened it, while contemplating, whether to go ahead or not, because I saw the hesitance in his actions, then he immediately st