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Grace wouldn't sleep.

She'd been crying for hours—not the soft, hungry cry from before, but a piercing, relentless wail that seemed to echo through the entire house. Cassandra had tried everything. Feeding. Changing. Rocking. Singing. Nothing worked.

She was exhausted. Her body still ached from the birth. Her eyes burned with fatigue. Her mind was foggy.

Dante was beside her, just as exhausted. He'd been taking turns with her—walking Grace around the room, singing softly, begging her to sleep. His voice was hoarse. His eyes were red.

"She hates us," he muttered.

"She doesn't hate us. She's a baby."

"She's a tyrant."

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At 5 AM, Cassandra broke down.

She was sitting on the floor of the nursery, her back against the wall, tears streaming down her face. Grace was still crying in her arms. The sound was like a knife through her skull.

"I can't do this," she whispered. "I can't. I'm not strong enough."

Dante found her there. He sat beside her, his back against the wall, his shoulder brushing hers.

"You're not failing," he said quietly. "You're tired. There's a difference."

She looked at him. Her eyes were red, swollen.

"I don't know what to do."

"Neither do I." He took her hand. "But we'll figure it out. Together."

---

Samantha arrived that morning.

She took one look at them—exhausted, disheveled, barely functioning—and took charge.

"Go to bed," she said. "Both of you. I'll stay with Grace."

Cassandra hesitated. "She won't sleep—"

"I'll handle it. Go."

They slept for eight hours.

When they woke, they felt human again. Samantha was still there, Grace asleep in her arms. She smiled at them.

"Feel better?"

"Much," Cassandra said.

"What did you do?" Dante asked.

"I sang to her. Old lullabies my grandmother used to sing. She was out in ten minutes."

They started taking shifts after that.

Dante took the night feedings so Cassandra could sleep. Cassandra took the morning so Dante could rest. They worked together—a team. It wasn't perfect. They were still exhausted. Still overwhelmed. But they were surviving.

That night, Grace slept for six hours straight.

Cassandra and Dante lay in bed, listening to the quiet. The house was still. The world outside was silent.

"Six hours," Dante whispered. "She slept for six hours."

"I know."

"We might survive this."

She laughed—a soft, tired sound. "We might."

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That night, Cassandra woke to find Dante in the nursery.

He was standing by the crib, holding Grace, staring at her face. The moonlight caught his features, softening the hard lines.

"What are you doing?" she whispered.

He turned. His eyes were wet.

"Memorizing her," he said. "I don't want to forget a single moment."

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The next morning, Cassandra woke to the sound of cooing.

Not crying. Not screaming. Cooing. A soft, happy sound that drifted through the baby monitor and wrapped around her like a warm blanket. She lay still for a moment, listening. Grace was awake—but she wasn't upset. She was content.

Cassandra smiled.

She pushed herself out of bed, her body still sore, still healing. She padded down the hallway in her bare feet, the floor cold against her skin. The nursery door was slightly open. Warm light spilled into the hallway.

She pushed it open.

Dante was already there.

He was sitting in the rocking chair, Grace cradled in his arms. He was talking to her in a low voice—telling her about the stars, about the moon, about the world she was going to grow up in. His voice was soft. Gentle. Full of love.

Cassandra stood in the doorway, her heart full.

She crossed the room, her hand resting on his shoulder.

"Good morning," she whispered.

He looked up. His eyes were tired but bright.

"Good morning."

She leaned down, pressing a kiss to his forehead, then to Grace's.

"How long have you been up?"

"A while." He shrugged. "She woke up at five. I didn't want to wake you."

"You should have."

"You needed the sleep."

Dante was changing Grace's diaper when it happened.

She looked up at him—her tiny face scrunched, her eyes bright—and smiled.

A real smile. Not gas. Not reflex. A smile.

Dante froze. His breath caught.

"Cassandra," he whispered. "Cassandra, come here."

She rushed in from the kitchen. "What's wrong?"

"She smiled. She smiled at me."

Cassandra looked at Grace. She was still smiling—a gummy, toothless grin that lit up her whole face.

"She's beautiful," Cassandra whispered.

"She's perfect."

---

Daniel visited that afternoon.

He came every week now—always with flowers, always with stories. He held Grace for hours, telling her about her grandmother. About Grace Hayes—the brave, stubborn, brilliant woman who died protecting her daughter.

"She would have loved you," Daniel told Grace. "She would have loved you so much."

Cassandra watched from the doorway, her eyes wet.

---

The nights were still hard.

Grace still woke up crying. Cassandra still stumbled out of bed, exhausted, her body still healing. But it was getting easier. The feedings were shorter. The crying was less. The sleep was longer.

Cassandra and Dante learned to work together.

They learned each other's rhythms—when to step in, when to step back. They learned to communicate without words—a look, a touch, a nod.

They were a team.

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One night, Grace slept through the night.

For the first time.

Cassandra and Dante woke up in each other's arms, rested for the first time in weeks.

"We did it," Cassandra whispered.

"We did it."

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That morning, Cassandra received a letter.

No return address. No name. Just a plain white envelope with her name written in elegant, looping script.

She opened it slowly.

Inside was a single photograph. A picture of Grace, sleeping in her crib. Taken from outside the window.

And a note.

"She's beautiful. Just like her mother."