CHAPTER 4

Mera Shawn's pov.

"What's making you laugh,the clothes I'm putting on?"I asked treyson who happens to keep on laughing,I don't why,he didn't answer

"Oh,don't worry, I'll go change"I said as I walked out of room to mine changing into an unripped blue jean with a turtle black long sleeve with hoodie

"I think this is better"I said looking at the mirror.i walked back to his room meeting him on the couch, getting busy with his phone.

"What was making you laugh"I asked as he dropped his phone looking at me

"Nothing"he said smiling

"Hmm,okayy"I said

"So how was today's breakfast"he asked adjusting himself on the couch

"Very delicious"I said licking my lips

"Hm,you seem to like food alot"he said

"Who doesn't"I asked

"I don't"he said not looking at me

"Good for you"I said as I tried calling Alec, wanting to know about mum's health.i had a bad feeling about today,some way,some how.he wasn't picking up.

"Jeez,just pick up already"I said frustratedly,he raised his brows at me

"What!"I snapped

"Nothing"he said,

"Whatever"I said and walked out, going to meet Scott.

"Hey Scott"I greeted as I ran towards him joyfully

"Hey Mera Shawn"he smiled

"You know, Mera is okay,you could call me Mera,not Mera Shawn,too absurd"I told him as I hugged him

"Whatever"he said as we pulled away.

"Arent you suppose to be with Young Alpha"he said,I rolled my eyes

"Well,I don't have any business with him now,jeez!,I don't always have to be with him,what's your problem Scott"I asked,he chuckled

"Just asking yunno, he's the only one you're familiar with here aside me,and he's been nice to you yunno"he said

"Nice,pfft!I wish,I know it's all fake!nobody likes me here"I said as Tori came up,what's her problem

"Hey Loser"Tori greeted smiling,

"Why you smiling"I had to ask,that was strange and so absord

"What? shouldn't I smile again?"she asked,I just shoke my head in disappointment

"Anyways,I hope you'd be glad,when you find out"she said

"Find out about what"I asked as she walked away

"Hey stupid!find out about what!"I yelled as she walked steps away from him,I bet she heard me

"You know what's she talking about?"I asked Scott

"Not at all"he said,hmm.Treyson walked up to me.will this guy leave me alone and stop following me??

"Good Day Young Alpha"Scott greeted him,I scoffed

"Hey Scott,would leave us for some time please"he requested,Scott nodded and walked away.

"What's your problem, young man"I had to ask

"Why'd you leave my room"he asked sternly looking at me

"Excuse you?"I asked

"At least,you could have told me you were leaving and that you were coming to see Scott"he said,I just suddenly got irritated and annoyed with the way he talked 

"Do I have to ask for permission from you before making any move?? what's your problem with me!it's so stupid you know"I frowned

"You know, you're so rude and disrespectful to me"he said,I could tell he's annoyed,I chuckled

"You really really are so problematic, would you please leave me alone and let me be?"I asked retorically as I walked away.i didn't know when he walked after me and pulled me back using his hard grip on me

"Fucking leave me alone!"I said angrily as I pushed him away.he looked so angry and pissed off. Scott came up right away

"Young Alpha is everything okay?"he asked the angry looking young Alpha,he sighed deeply before answering him

"You can leave Scott, Everything is fine"he said as Scott nodded,looked at me for some seconds before walking away.

"Walk in to my room,now"he commanded

"You know that can't happen"I said

"Fine,you called for this"he said.then he held me by my hand pulling me into the castle,to his room

"Jeez Trey, fucking leave me alone!"I yelled as I pinched his hands,he didn't stop till he finally got to his room, pushing me in, making me sit on the couch.

"What's your fucking problem Mera, why'd you always prove so sturborn and rude and annoying and so disrespectful,it makes me sick and fucking angry!"he yelled.

"Well I hate it when you boss me around and tell me what to do and not what to do.listen,young man, you don't owe me.I didn't come here for you,okay!"I fired back, yelling  at his face

"So,if you think I'm just a young human weakling you can order around, simply because you accommodate me in here and cloth me and feed me, you're wrong,so so wrong"I reduced my voice pointing my finger on his chest.he really got hard chest,I must say.he sighed.

"Hey,I don't boss you around or command you"he said calmly as held my two hands, looking down at me.he's really tall.

"Yes,you do,you tell me who to talk and not to talk too"I said

"Well I"I cut in

"Well I can't talk to your Boring ass alone yunno,I got to socialize and talk to new people and make new friends and be Happy"he said,he half smiled

"So I'm boring"he asked

"Yes you are"I said as I released my hands from his, sitting on his bed,he turned looking at me

"Lemuel's still more fun to talk"I smiled looking at him knowing that might get him upset

"Hmm,well,you hurt my feelings with that statement"he said quietly not smiling as he sat on the bed beside.i apologized.

"I'm sorry but it's just you don't expect me to talk to you alone,that's not possible and I don't even know why u do that.you're so commanding,argh!is that what young alphas do?cause I'm sure I'm brother don't do that at all"I said calmly,he looked at me.

"He's a vampire, I'm a wolf"he said

"And so fucking what?A leader isn't suppose to be like that Trey,you have to earn respect and not command it"I told him

"I don't command respect"he said

"Yes you do"I said

"Yes you do Young Alpha"I mocked his name,he chuckled

"I'm not that bad, I'm not a bad person"he said

"Well,let's see how things go and then we'll decide if you are or not"I said,he looked at me,and kept looking at me

"Um,I think you should stop looking at me that way,it's so absord and strange"I told him as I stood up from beside him

"Sorry"he apologized.

"Let's go to the academy"he said standing up.

"Yaayyyyyy"I said excitedly as we walked out of his room.

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"That's all I might have to say about mates for now"Benedict said as we walked in

"What's mate?"I asked Trey as we had our seat

"You'd know later"he said

"Hmm,okayy"I said,I noticed Lemuel

"Hey, I'm going to seat with Lemuel,be right back"I said as I was about to get up.he held me back to my seat.not again!

"Stay here..with me... please"he pleaded.his hand was on me and not looking at me

"Fine"I said uncomfortably

"But why tho"I had to ask

".. nothing"it took him time to answer.i was really bothered.he wouldn't let me talk to any guy aside him.

"Wouldn't you let me greet him at least, please"I pleaded even if I hated it that I had to say please

"Fine"he growled as he removed his hand from mine.i stood up to meet Lemuel

"Hey Lemuel"I greeted smiling.

"Hey Mera shawn"he greeted back

"You really are looking good today"i said,he laughed

"Thanks,you too"he smiled

"Yeah,so tell me about you and treyson,how have been you guys frienship so far lately"I had to ask,cause I couldn't fathom why he always didn't like me to talk to him

"I don't know,he just suddenly changed towards me since you joined us here.we don't talk like we used to"he said calmly.i could see they weren't on good terms.i looked at him,he was busy with his phone.

"I'm sorry about that okay.Trey happens to be so childish and he's always in his feelings and doesn't really know how to express them.you shouldn't really be bothered about that.i'll get both of you talking again today okay"I smiled as I looked again to his seat,he already left, hmm

"Thanks"he smiled back

"Yeah,I think I should go meet him,he must have been waiting for me I guess"I said as I stood up

"Okay"he said then I ran out of the class, searching for him as I finally met him in front of his locker

"Here you are.you could have told me before you left"I said,he didn't even look at me.

"Anyways, why'd you refuse to talk to Lemuel"I asked as he closed his locker and was about to leave.i held his hands

"Treyson, I'm"he didn't let me finish as he hit me on my face twice.i thought it was something I imagined but it was real.i just looked at him as my mouth bled.he looked so mad.i didn't do anything wrong.i was so angry.funniest thing,I refused to hit him back using my powers, that'd be so low of me to do so,plus I was restricted.he really got me by surprise.i knew this was coming.i knew he isn't nice the way he admitted he was.people just kept looking at us and I felt so embarrassed as I listen to people talk shit about me.Lemuel came up.

"TF treyson,what the fuck did you to her!"he yelled at me.i couldn't cry out.i just walked out.

I came back to the territory on my own, leaving Trey at school.i cried so much.I felt so hurt.i didn't believe he would ever do that.

A message came in,it was from alec,it read...

**Come Home Now!it's urgent**after reading the message.i was confused.what could have happened.how would I move out.they wouldn't just let me go like that

"Scott"I said,he could help me out of here.i quickly ran to where I knew he would be.

"Please help me"I pleaded panicking

"Mera??what happened to you??"he asked scrutinizing my face

"Please just get me out of here, I'll come back,I promise"I pleaded

"Mera,I haven't gotten orders from young Alpha"he said

"Scott please,help me it's urgent,I have to go home,they need me, I'm begging you"I pleaded over and over again till he listened.

He passed me through a tunnel I don't know about.ite a short cut anyway.i thanked him and ran home.

When I got home.every single person was on black.i wore on my hood, covering my face,not wanting them to see me.i was about entering their midst when u felt a touch on my shoulder.i turned to see alec.i hugged him so dearly

"I missed you Alec"I said in tears still hugging him

"I missed you more lil sis"he said as we pulled away

"What happened to ur face,your lips"he asked as I noticed he was wearing on black too,his eyes were all looking dark,what exactly happened

"Nothing I'm fine.whats going on here"I asked

"It's mum"he answered,I panicked

"What happened to mum"I asked

"She's dead"he said sadly.i cried.

"No please,it's not true"I cried as I talked.i stammered

"This can't be happening Alec.not mum"I cried 

"What the fuck happened to her"I asked

"Tori killed her"he said,i was filled with rage and anger and revenge.she's so dead.no wonder she was all happy this morning

"Tori??!!how could you let her go Alec"I asked yelling

"We all weren't aware.i went for training,dad went for meeting.when I got back.tori already killed her.mum was too weak to fight back,Tori was already gone before we all got back"he said

"And you guys couldn't storm the territory???she fucked killed mum!"I yelled

"I did that,dad ordered us to withdraw and not fight back.he didn't want to cause more damage, things might become worst.he just...I don't know,since when my mum died yesterday,he just suddenly changed,he refuse to talk to anyone."he said

"You should come back home Mera,we all need you,we don't want you dead there.they might hurt you,and dad's not gonna stand if any war comes up, he's looking forward to peace, mum's death broke him,now you're in there,what if they do something bad to you"he said.

"Nothing's gonna happen to me"I said with rage as I ran off back to the territory.he didn't bother following me.

Good thing the first person,I saw when I got to the territory was Tori

"You!"I yelled as I bent everyone and each time in her body with my power.the guards didn't even try stopping me cause I did same to them.

I brought her up making float on air as I moved her close to me,freeze her flow of blood as I hit her body to the wall,she tried to change to her werewolf form,but I dare she couldn't.she'd never.she gasped for her as I saw her bleed profusely.i made her kneeel on the floor as I get ready to snap and rip her head off.then.

"Mera Stop!"it was treyson.he made things worst because I hate him the more now!!!

"You don't have the fucking right to tell me what to do"I said as I left Tori facing him,dragged him to me

"You're the wrong thing"he told me,I fucking hate him.he irritated me

"So your sister killing my mum is the right thing??"I yelled as I hit his body to the floor.he managed to get up.

"You know I wish I had killed you during the war.i wish I had ripped you off"I said in tears. As I held him down on the floor.still not forgetting about tori.i brought her up.

"You're a fucking liar!and I hate you,I FUCKING HATE YOU, you're so miserable!!!"I yelled 

"You're not the first person whose mum would die and you wouldn't be the last,she's gone and gone for good!"he yelled not Able to move,he got me angry with what he said.he's a bastard!!!I cried more looking at him,not knowing what to do,he hurt me.he hurt my feelings

"YOUR SISTER KILLED MY MUM AND SHE'S GONNA PAY!"I yelled as I moved up, floating on the air with Tori,as I left Trey stock to the ground.he couldn't move nor change to his werewolf form.rain started to fall

"Now you'd see what it is to lose someone"I said as I want to try to rip Tori's head off, breaking her backbone as Lemuel ran in

"Mera!!!!! please stoppp"he yelled looking up at me,I paused.

"Please listen to me Mera, please don't do this,I beg you,listen to me, please Mera,do this for me,"he yelled.why was he here???why!!!

"She killed my mum"I said in-between my cries

"I know Mera, pleasee, I'm here for you, please don't do this"he said.he's here for me.that warmed my heart as I got calmed down, coming down gently, dropping Tori to floor.i refuse to release her.that would be her punishment.i released Trey too.i never wanna talk to him or see his face.

Lemuel ran to me, hugging me

"Thank you"he said hugging me tight as I cried bitteredly on his shoulder.groups of guards came up,as the leader talked

"The Alpha needs her in the chamber now"he said

"Get her away from my sight"Treyson ordered.i was weak for some reason after what I just did.Mum's death weakened me.i tried calming down

"Trey!"Lemuel snapped warningly

"I'll go Lemuel"I said trying to stop crying.

"I hate you Treyson.i wished I never met you"I said as they walked me in to the chamber.

The Alpha growled 

"How dare you!how dare you hurt my daughter,how dare you!"he yelled .so that's what it.treyson was his mum favorite.that was why when I hurt him.the alpha didn't flare up.it was the Luna reacting.i thought the alpha was nice.neh,it was just favoritism.

"Take her to the upper dungeon, I'll give my next order tomorrow"he ordered.upper dungeon?where was that.

"I told you she'd do worst"Toni(the Luna) said as the guards pushed me out of the chamber to the upper dungeon.

"Get in loser"one of them said as they both pused me inside.i sat down hopelessly on the floor.

This place was different.it was more darker and it was so coldd.it was freaking cold.i shivered as I good my legs up to my chin.i angrily pulled Trey's hood off me.i didn't care If I was gonna freeze to death.i didn't want anything belonging to him.

i just cried bitteredly as I put myself to sleep.