I'm not only ugly, I'm an idiot. Because, tell me, why would I think that the hottest guy at school would be interested in me? To make it even worse, he was dating my sister. My sister was perfect. She was the golden daughter—perfect at everything, beautiful. So why would I, in my right mind, think that Damien Salvatore would be interested in an ugly duckling like me? That was my first mistake. *** I couldn't believe Damien had just said that to me. Damien wanted me.... Me!? Inner squeal. He cupped my face and kissed me fiercely, catching me by surprise. My body sprang to life, answering to the need in his kiss until it became more, heated, too much. I tore away from him, shaking my head, even as my body throbbed with desire. “Wait...” Why was I stopping this? Am I an idiot? I have dreamt About this since forever.... I have never wanted anything so bad in my life. "Don't you want to kiss me??" He rasped out.
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I have always hated Elena. I don’t know where it began, but I know this much: we were both adopted into the Blackwater family, and from the very start, she wanted all the attention. She thrived on being the better one. Better grades. More loved by our parents. More friends. More beautiful. She had that model’s body, the flawless blonde hair, those bright blue eyes that everyone seemed to melt for. I hate to admit it, but yeah....she was that girl. And then there was I. Delilah. The black sheep. The one who always seemed to do everything wrong. The one everybody overlooked. At home, at school....everywhere. If I played piano, she wanted to play piano, and of course, she had to play it better. Whatever I tried, Elena swooped in to prove she could shine brighter than I. And I let her.... Finally, I got accustomed to the truth that Elena Blackwater, my adoptive sister, was just… that great. Until high school. Until the day I saw Damien Salvatore. He was the most handsome man I had ever seen, and I don’t even know what it was that captured me. I was just sitting on the lawn when he walked by with his friends, wearing his basketball jacket. At first, I thought, Ugh, jocks, because we all knew what those sports guys were like. But then I saw him. And I froze. I was rooted to the spot, staring at him with my mouth half-open. I had never seen a boy, no, a man who looked so captivating and mouth-watering. There was something in his eyes, in the way he carried himself. His walk had power. His gaze had confidence. His entire aura demanded attention. And I hated to admit it, but the minute he passed, when I glanced around, I noticed every girl had gone quiet, their eyes following him the same way mine had. That’s when someone bumped into me. “Oh....sorry!” I blurted out, being the first to apologize. I turned, expecting just another careless face, but instead, I found myself staring at a girl who was just as beautiful as she was striking. And I knew girls like her..... She looked like money. She looked polished. The kind of girl who would probably end up as one of Elena’s friends. So I turned away to let her pass. But she surprised me. “I’m sorry,” she said softly. “It was my fault. I wasn’t watching where I was going.” That took me by surprise, but I wanted to get this over with quickly. You never knew when someone was playing a prank, probably one of Elena’s minions, or worse, her best friend. “Oh no, it’s fine. It was nothing,” I said quickly. But the girl just smiled and raised her hand toward me. “My name is Aria,” she said. I hesitated, staring at her hand before finally placing mine in hers. “My name is Delilah.” “That’s good. How do you like the school?” she asked. It was that simple. And soon… we became friends. I don’t know how it happened, how I, the black sheep, ended up with someone who actually wanted to talk to me. But Aria became that: my first real friend. And then, I learned something else. She was Damien’s younger sister. Aria Salvatore. They had one of those love-hate sibling relationships. At school, he completely ignored her, as if she didn’t exist. But at home, there was always banter, him teasing her, making jokes at her expense, that kind of thing. And me? He ignored me, too. Like I wasn’t even there. But I didn’t mind. Not really. Because I felt guilty even thinking it… But I loved going to Aria’s house. Loved the chance of maybe catching a glimpse of Damien—heading for a swim, his upper body bare, or stumbling through the hallway half-asleep after a late night. I was getting pulled into Damien Salvatore's world in a way I never thought I would. And now, do you remember when I told you how much I hated Elena? Yeah..... Elena started dating Damien. The day I found out was the worst day of my life. Aria and I were in the cafeteria, sitting with our trays, laughing about something small, when Elena and Damien walked in. Hand in hand. I frowned at their joined fingers, but then I realized, I wasn’t the only one. Everyone else turned to stare, too. “Are they… dating?” I whispered. Before I could process it, Elena slid right into Damien’s lap as if it were the most natural thing in the world. My chest tightened. Aria shook her head, just as stunned as I was. “No. Damien’s a man-whore. He doesn’t do girlfriends.” She laughed bitterly, adding, “Seriously, my brother’s no good. You don’t want to know how he treats women. He’s got this little alcove at the back of our house. I’ve told you before, don’t ever go there. It’s where he takes his… conquests.” She made a face. “Ugly. Disgusting. Filthy. Typical Damien.” And she was right. Damien Salvatore never had girlfriends. He never showed interest in anyone for longer than a few days. But then there was Elena. Sitting in his lap. His arm wrapped around her waist like it belonged there. I told myself it wouldn’t last. That Aria was right, and this thing with Elena would die quickly, just like the rest. But it didn’t..... It never did. A year later, when we were in our final year, it was a well-known fact: Damien Salvatore and Elena Blackwater were the power couple of the school. The basketball star and the cheerleader. And nobody questioned it. Because they looked perfect. They were perfect. But I.....was dying inside. ***** Fast forward, we were in our last year at the university. We were two months into our new semester, and Linda, one of the socialites, had decided to throw a big birthday party, where everyone who was someone was invited except for me. But I did attend. Why? Because my bestie was invited, and she dragged me along. I didn’t even want to be there. It wasn’t my kind of thing. But she insisted she couldn’t go alone, so I tagged along. I was just holding a beer bottle in my hand. I wasn’t really into drinking. Aria had a crush on a guy, Matt, who was on the swimming team, and she had gone over to talk to him. And me? I was just sitting by myself because, as usual, everybody ignored me. I decided to go outside and sit on the front steps. Most people who were outside were at the back of the house, but I wanted the quiet. I wanted to be myself. I was just sitting there when someone stumbled away from the house, running through the flowerbeds, and started vomiting into them. I screwed my nose in disgust. Then he raised his head. And I froze. It was Damien. I felt the world stop. He and I had never been alone together. There had never been a chance for that, and I didn’t know how to act around him. I knew we were outside. There was nothing cute or romantic between us, but still… he walked towards me. I froze as he took a seat next to me, and we were silent like that. I kept giving him side glances before he finally said, “She broke up with me.” I frowned. Does he mean what I thought he meant? “Elena,” he added into the air, “she broke up with me.” I stayed silent. I didn’t know what to say. He looked like shit, and there I was, being the good girl, or whatever. “I’ll get you some water,” I said softly. He nodded lazily. I went inside the house, bought him a bottle of water, and brought it back. But he was slumped on his legs and hands. I walked over to him carefully. He looked up at me and then. I didn’t even know if he knew my name. He took the bottle of water I offered him, washed his mouth, and drank a bit. Then he stood up, pulled out his car keys, and said, “I’m going home.” “You can’t,” I immediately said. “You’re drunk.” He smiled at me in that lazy, teasing way. “Yeah, you’re a rule follower,” he said mockingly “You know what? I’ll drive.” I took the keys from him and started walking in front of him. As he followed behind me. I knew his car. I mean, of course I did. I got to his car, opened the door, and as he came behind me, he said, “Wow… what a nice ass.” That just froze me in place. I was like… did that man just compliment my butt?DELILAHI won’t do this. I won’t do it....I know what my mom wants, but I also know that she doesn’t want it because she’s trying to protect me or because she’s trying to do what’s best for me. I don’t really know why she’s doing this, but I know it’s not for me.I couldn’t stay there. I couldn’t stay in that house. She was calling the cops. They were probably going to come and question me and treat me like a criminal or something. I didn’t know for sure, but I knew I had to get away. Without even thinking twice, I grabbed the bag.I didn’t care if I looked a mess, if I smelled, if the whole world even knew at that moment. I just needed to get out. I needed some air. I needed to breathe. I needed to escape before she could drag me into whatever scenario she was playing in her head.The car keys were still in my bag from earlier. I took them, still there, right where I’d left them. I didn’t hesitate. I watched my mom as I tiptoed down the stairs. She was in the living room, busy on th
DELILAH I shook my head. I couldn’t let my mom do this.“Mom, you're not listening....” My voice cracked. “I’m not saying he didn’t hurt me emotionally, because he did. What I’m saying is that he didn’t…”My throat closed all of a sudden. The word rape lodged itself against my tongue, sharp and unmovable. I couldn’t let it out. It didn’t belong in my story. It wasn’t what happened.But my mom only leaned closer, her eyes sharp and unwavering.“Sweetheart, I’m listening. I’m here. God had a reason to put me here today. This is destiny. You just can’t see it yet, but one day, when he is behind bars, you’re going to thank me for not letting you bury this.”I pressed my palm against my face, the pressure doing nothing to dam the tears threatening to spill. I wanted to scream in her face.“That’s not what I need,” I finally said. The words ripped out of me before I could stop them. I just can’t hold it any longer. "I don’t need him in jail. I don’t need a courtroom. I need you to believe
DELILAH“Delilah,” my mom said, her tone sharpening, commanding, like she was in a courtroom already, “This is not something we leave to chance. Step one: We go to the hospital. They will examine you, take every sample, and document everything. Step two: We file a police report. You tell them exactly what happened. Every detail. Nothing is too small, nothing is irrelevant. I will be right there with you... You won't be alone.”I swallowed, my stomach twisting. “Mom… nothing happened,” I said softly, almost pleading.“I know what I heard, sweetie,” she replied, her eyes unwavering. “Whether you call it nothing or not, we follow the law. That man took advantage of you, Delilah. And we will make sure he pays for it. Once the police have the report and the evidence, I will assist in drafting the case, and we will push it through. We will go to court. We will subpoena witnesses. We will bring the case before a judge, and we will not let him get away. Not this time.”I flinched. “Mom… I di
DELILAHThey were hickeys.Of all the things Damien could think to do, he had me walking around with hickeys without even knowing they existed. And now my mom has noticed them.And now I was freaking out. That’s the only way I could explain it, what I was feeling. I was freaking out.She raised her hand slowly, as if, you know, to touch me, to touch them....and I just snapped.“Don’t touch me!” I shouted, taking two steps back from her.I must have looked crazy. I was going crazy. It felt like she knew everything, all my mistakes, all the dirty things I had done. It was like I was standing there completely exposed, and she could see straight through me.But what happened next? I wasn’t expecting that either.“It was your first time,” she said.Her hand was on her chest, and her eyes.... God, her eyes held this mix of anger, frustration, and sympathy I couldn’t understand at first. She looked at me, and then suddenly it was like she was holding back tears. I was still confused by her r
DELILAHI turned around and looked at her distantly. My chest tightened. This was the worst moment for this interaction.“Mom?” I said, forcing myself to face her even though every part of me wanted to bolt.“Hey, Delilah, it’s you,” she said. “What the hell happened to you? Are you okay?”That was the first time in forever she had noticed me.“Yes, I’m fine. Everything is fine. I’m gonna go upstairs.” I motioned with my hand, already turning away.“Wait. What are you rushing to?”“I’m just going upstairs,” I said. She had never stopped me before. She's not exactly chatty.“Where is Elena?” she asked.Of course. It had to be about Elena. Everything in this goddamn house was about perfect, Elena....“I don’t know,” I said with a shrug.I tried to step up the stairs and continue on my way, but she was already climbing the stairs, towards me.“Why are you in such a hurry? Where are you going?”“To my room,” I said flatly. The last thing I wanted was this, her choosing today of all days t
DELILAHDamien turned and left. He left me in a pool of tears, regret, betrayal, and confusion. Is this the same man? Is this the same man who called me beautiful, who said he wanted me last night? Is this the same man who just called me ugly right this moment? Am I hallucinating? Am I in a dream? Which part is a dream, the part where he called me ugly or the part where he praised me yesterday night? Which part of it is?I couldn't hold back the tears as I sobbed in his stupid man cave. And after I had finished crying, what was left was emptiness and regret. I had betrayed my best friend. She had warned me about coming in here. She had warned me about Damien having a black heart. And I never listened.And Elena... God! Damien had deceived me. He told me that he had broken up with Elena. But what was she doing here this morning? How could he do this to me? I don't even think he knows my name. He never uttered my name once last night. Not once did he call me by my name.Why am I so s
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