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A BAD DAY. Clary's POV. “Clary? Clary!” I flinched, my pen escaping my grip as I returned to the moment. “What are you doing?” Gracie asked, speaking through her teeth as she glanced over her shoulder. “You haven't written a thing yet. What were you thinking about?” I glanced at the answer sheet on my desk and realized that it was as blank as my mind. Exhaling sharply, I scrubbed a hand over my face. I could have sworn that I only glanced at my wrist for a moment. Or so I thought. However, the thought that I'd some kind of black blood all the while and no one told me anything about it just didn't make any sense. Besides, why couldn't I have figured it on my own? I mean, there should have been situations that would have helped me realize this sooner. But then again, it was rather strange that I couldn't recall any? Nonetheless, the foot of my chair scraped the tiled floor as I pushed it back in an attempt to pick up my pen. However, as I lowered myself and extended a hand to reach for my pen which had rolled over to the foot of Gracie's chair, I noticed a pair of black heel shoes with pointed tips. As I lifted my head, I found Mrs Johnson standing right in front of me with a raised brow. “Damn.” I said, muttering the words under my breath. Aside from the fact that I'd come to realize that I was lost in my thoughts, I literally had nothing to write. Reggie wouldn't stop telling me things about the pack, leaving me with no time to read at all. And in later end when I decided to glance through my textbook, I eventually woke up to the sound of an alarm threatening to tear my eardrums apart. “What are you trying to do?” she asked, the wrinkles beneath her eyes taking a deeper curve. “Get up.” Heaving a sigh, I picked up my pen and reluctantly got on my feet. “I was only trying to get my pen which fell on the floor.” I said, with a shrug of my shoulder. As I spoke to her, I could already feel everyone's gaze boring into my skin. Perhaps, she thought that I was trying to cheat because most often than not, students found that particular method as the best to get whatever answers they wanted from their friends. Or do otherwise. “Really?” she asked, dropping her gaze to the blank answer sheet on my desk. “Why is it still empty? You haven't written a thing yet. Do you think this test is a joke?” “No ma'am, I just—” “Hand it over.” she said, cutting me off as she extended a hand towards me. It was then I realized that she was actually moving round to collect from the others, and she'd actually collected a few. Mine was the last she had to collect before turning her attention to the final row which was to my right. I noticed Gracie shot a subtle glare at me to plead with her to give me some time to put something down. Perhaps, she was thinking of giving me her sheet to copy from, but that wasn't going to do. Besides, judging from the look on Mrs Johnson's face, I knew that she wouldn't give me another minute. So, without a choice, I picked up the empty answer sheet and handed it over to her. After I did, she turned around and brought her focus to the other row. “Are you prepared to fail?” Gracie asked, in a measured tone as she turned back to face me. “What happened? Why didn't you write anything?” “You can't understand.” I said, barely breathing the words as I settled on my seat. “Something happened.” “Oh yeah?” she said, making a face. “And what's going to happen now?” “I don't know.” I said, with a shrug of my shoulder. “I guess I'll have an extra year.” “You know what I think?” she said, looking me straight in the eyes. “Go and meet with her later on. I'm sure there's something she can do for you.” “Clary?” — Mrs Johnson called, as she was just about leaving the class. “Yes ma'am.” I answered, righting myself from the chair. “See me in my office right now.” she said, her voice as hard as steel. That said, she walked out of the class. “What are you waiting for?” Gracie asked, sounding like that was my only chance to do better. “You should get going.” “Alright.” I said, with a brief smile on my lips. I walked out of the class and arrived at her office few minutes later. Inside her office, I stood behind the chairs on the opposite side of her desk with both hands clasped behind me. “Clary, what's wrong with you?” she asked, lifting her head to me while she leaned forward in her chair with both hands on her desk. “I clearly told you what would happen if you fail this test, right?” “Yes, ma'am you did but—” “You will be writing it again.” she said, cutting me off with an edge to her voice. “But this time, in my office. You're dismissed.” “Thank you ma'am.” I turned around and exited her office. Just as I strode through the hallway returning to the classroom, the sound of the bell broke the silence, signaling the end of the day. Before long, the others who were in the class began to leave and by the time I got in, everyone had left. I picked up my back and headed home. Few minutes later, I arrived home. However, as I opened the door and walked in, I found Reggie lying on the couch with both legs crossed. “What are you still doing here?” I asked, blinking my eyes rapidly in confusion. “I thought that you would have gone by now.” “Well, I wanted to.” he said, putting his legs down as he sat upright. “But then again, I thought it wouldn't make any sense if I left without saying goodbye.” “Well, you didn't have to wait. However, I'm here now.” I said, settling on the couch opposite him. “You can say that goodbye and be on your way.” “I am afraid I can't just leave.” he said, the look on his face suddenly changed to a serious one. “And why's that?” I asked, narrowing my gaze at the words. “What changed?” “It seems like I was wrong.” “Wrong? How do you mean?” I asked, with a look of confusion masking my face. “The red moon appears tonight, not tomorrow night.” he said, shaking his head. “Have you made up your mind yet?” “Are you trying to make this up right now?” I asked, blinking my eyes in confusion. “Why should I even believe you?” “Look I can't explain to you right now.” he said, his voice reflecting the urgency of the situation. “However, we need you to make that decision right now. So what would it be? The fate of the pack rests upon your shoulders, Clary.” “I am not doing this.” I said, with a note or firmness in my voice. “I already gave you my answer last night. So, I still don't see any reason why you're here.” “Are you really going to allow Eric ruin the pack?” “For goodness’ sake, can you just let me be!” I yelled, gripping the sides of my head as a flash of amber lighted my eyes. “I just failed my test. You know what that means? It means an extra year.” My eyes burned with tears. “Should Eric perform that ritual, do you think you'll be alive to see through that extra year?” he asked, his voice matching the hardness of his gaze. “No, you won't. You'll be long dead along with every member of the pack. And no one would even remember you. Is that what you really want?” Exhaling sharply, I lowered my head and pushed my fingers through my hair as I blinked back tears. If their survival didn't depend on my decision, then I would have left them all to die since they sent me out here to die too. However, thinking of my parents, I knew that I'd to do the right thing. “Get ready, we're leaving.” I said, righting myself from the couch. I walked towards the door as my eyes shone with unshed tears. “Where are you going to?” I paused and turned to face him. “Where do you think? I've got a score to settle.”Chapter 57.A LISTENING EAR.Clary's POV.With tears in my eyes, I glanced at the door for a few seconds and then dropped my gaze. Leaving her office didn't seem like a good option. In fact, it was never an option to begin with. If I wanted to graduate, and if I wanted to do so with good grades, then I knew that I had to open up to her. If anything, I'd come too far to spend an extra year in school. With that thought in mind, I turned to face her.“Have you taken a decision now?” she asked, with a raised brow. “If so, tell me.” “Things have not been going well with me lately.” I said, blinking back tears. “There is no help from anywhere; it's just me who's been taking care of myself.” “What about your parents?” she asked, narrowing her gaze at the words as she leaned forward and clasped her hands on her desk. “Where are they? Are they dead or separated?” “No, that's not the case.” I said, wiping my face with the back of my hand. “They just don't have enough to support me, and I do
Chapter 56.BACK TO SCHOOL.Clary's POV. Plodding through the hallway with my face buried in my hair, I heard the sounds of footsteps approaching. As I lifted my gaze, it happened to be Gracie. Upon seeing me, she paused. Meanwhile, I exhaled sharply and walked up to her.“I, uh,” I started, searching for the right words. “I wanted to apologize to you for what happened last night. I didn't mean to raise my voice at you. I was just…” “You don't have to apologize.” she said, with a brief smile. “Although, I have no idea what happened, but you don't have to apologize. I can understand. Just take your time to get through whatever it is.” “I am sorry.” I said, with an apologetic look in my eyes. “I wasn't just in the right frame of mind.” “I can understand.” she said, in a soft voice. “So like I said, you don't have to apologize to me.” “Are you sure?” I asked.I wanted to be sure that she really understood, and she didn't just say those words to me so that I wouldn't talk about it an
Chapter 55.BREATHING SCARS.Clary's POV.Gracie fell silent for a few seconds. Trust me, I saw that coming. I'd only asked to pass the night at her place some minutes ago. And then minutes later, I asked if I could stay at her place for a few days. I would react the same if were in her shoes.Obviously, I wasn't expecting that she would give me a response right away. Regardless of what she would say, I didn't think she would give me a reply immediately. Allowing me to stay for a few days meant that she was ready to accommodate the inconveniences it would bring her. And if she rejected, then I wouldn't blame her. I mean, allowing me pass the night was more than enough. I doubt if I would do the same for her. “You really don't have to give me an answer now.” I said, sensing the discomfort it brought to her. “You can take your time to think about it. However, while thinking about it, just make sure you look in all directions.” As I said those words, she narrowed her gaze. However, I
Chapter 54.LET'S HAVE THAT TALK! Clary's POV.“Goodbye mom.” Gracie said, exchanging kisses with her mom on the face. “We will talk some other time.” “Of course, we will.” her mom said, and then exited the house.“Finally, I can breathe.” she sighed and shut the door. Then she turned around and walked back to the sitting room with a smile on her face. It was obvious that she wanted them both out of the house. And she'd finally gotten what she wanted. However, the damage done would take a few weeks, or perhaps a few months to recover from. Although, her mother left the house not quite long, but her father did about an hour ago. Something urgent came up, so he'd to report back to duty. He was a sheriff and the matter seemed urgent. He'd actually requested for the case to be handled by his subordinate. However, the issue required his attention. And for that reason, he had to leave. “They just wouldn't let me be.” she said, and settled on the couch across the room. “Now take a look
Chapter 53.A FRIEND IN NEED.Clary's POV.“Where are we?” Hayley asked, staring at the container house in front of us.She closed the door of the car, and took some steps forward to get a closer look. Getting out of the car, I closed the door and took some steps forward too. I didn't have much of a choice. Although, I should have taken her to my house, but I had to bring her to Gracie's because I didn't want to start an argument with Mrs Williams. She'd made it clear that she wouldn't release the keys to my apartment unless I paid every dime I owed her. Besides, it was late already, and I couldn't put her through such stress. She has had a long day; we both have. And the only thing I wanted to do at that point was just to crash on the bed, or sofa and get a good sleep. “Where is this place?” she asked, turning to face me with a raised brow. “Where are we?” “Uh, this is my friend's place.” I said, exhaling sharply. “We can pass the night here.” If anything, I felt bad for coming
Chapter 52.A MOMENT OF TRUTH.Clary's POV.“Is there something wrong?” I asked, taking my eyes off the road for a few seconds, as I turned to face Hayley. “If there's something bothering you, then why don't you say it already?” She'd been staring at me the whole time. I mean, I could feel her gaze boring into my face. However, I decided not to say a word about it, thinking that she would eventually speak say something. But then, she didn't.Instead, she kept looking at me with those eyes. You know, those eyes that made it obvious that she was mad at me for reasons that I didn't know of. If she was mad at me because of the way I pulled her back there, then all she had to do was say it and not look at me with those eyes that made my skin crawl. Not only that, but it also made me feel like I'd done something bad to her. “Aren't you going to say anything?” I asked, raising a brow. “Look if this is about what happened earlier, then I'm sorry. However, I had my reasons. I was in danger







