The next few weeks drastically changed. No word was heard from H yet. No signal meant no sign. No new evidence. Nothing from his end. No secret notes. He was violently silent. I let everything flow. Que sera sera. Whatever will be, will.On the other hand, my relationship with Yvette graduated. It blossomed and we grew tighter than thongs. It was a union I celebrated everyday. I understood why it was her and no one else from the beginning.
"No Yaande, It's over!", He yelled with a straight face and unfaltering tone. I had mixed feelings. I was happy yet insecure. I was free yet imprisoned. I was surprised yet disappointed. I was in bondage. An enslaved captive yet free. The unconditional condition. The unlimited limit. " Katlego, you can not leave. We can always work this out. How about Tristan?", I asked as tears began to well up in my eyes. I didn't understand myself. I was betraying myself yet again. I promised myself to never get into an abusive relationship. I promised myself that the father of my child would be my husband. I promised myself I would be Katlego's wife. I made promises I thought would keep. I became miserable and that was reason enough to leave. But I didn't want to yet again. I had a son who needed his father around. Katlego was the sweetest nightmare I ever came across. He was the man every woman wanted and wished was in bed with. He was spectacularly handsome. Handsome as hell, they would say.
Time does drift. Kat came back home and found me busy in the kitchen, making our last supper together. I neatly served the food on the tiny table we had in the bedroom. Ignoring the effort, he began to dig into the food without saying a Thanksgiving prayer. " Did you explain to Mom? ", I asked trying to break the cloud of silence. He vigorously nodded his head in agreement. His nonverbal response made it difficult for me to penetrate a conversation. We finished the rest of our meal in silence and he helped me clean up afterward. I headed into the shower and stripped naked. I turned the cold shower on and let the drizzle beat me to its temperature from my back downwards. As I turned to face the shower, I rubbed my tit against the wall and it instantly stiffened. I began to feel a tingle in my leg and left hip. Strangely, I knew what this meant. I wasn't too sure if Kat would reject me again or desire me. I didn't risk anything. I freely let my hands roam around my body. I felt
" Somebody help! ", I screamed.The Herculean man pointed the gun at me from the old lady. His grip on the gun was stable and sure.I was shaken. Scared. Insecure. I clamped my fists so hard and closed my eyes. I was frustratingly upset.A heavy cloud of silence filled the entire room. Everyone was terrified.The other two men began to walk around the store making, silly faces at us. It was embarrassingly foolish if you'd ask me. But there was nothing none of us could do at this point.I heard a thumping crispy sound and I opened my eyes. The muscular man was walking towards me real slowly. I froze. My heart and pulse began to compete with one another. At this point, my legs weakened. This was the end. I wish I could have told Tristan how much I loved him.His tattoos were more visible as he came closer. When he was only a few inches away, he st
Halfway through the doorway and halfway out of the houses is where I was standing. In between the doorway. Stuck. Processing what was before my very eyes.Motionless. Numb. Wordless. Speechless. Scared. Turned on. Butterflies at flight in my belly. Nervous. Emotions were all over the place. Unstabilizing my body the most by the second.Fear intently crept in. Weakening my body to the core. Adrenaline at its best. My blood moving in slow motion. My throat immediately drying up like a drop of methylated spirit on a hot sunny day.My heart and pulse in competition with one another. Each trying to beat better and louder than the other. My skin, of course - white from fair.Goosebumps rose all over my body. I felt a cool breeze blow directly on my skin despite being entirely covered and confined under a shirt and hoodie.A little tingle kept playing hopscotch between my left ankle and
Soon, I was the one feeling turned on instead by his jealousy. The thought of another man desiring me already unpleased him. Once rejected, twice desired. The way he moved, it was like his body was speaking. It was a body language I understood very well. He wanted to have his way under my pants. There wasn't any space between us both as he kept snatching me closer to himself.I began to slowly move backwards, he followed my lead. His member firm but dangling in its spacious confinement. We were moving in sync and his body was starting to respond to mine. Every step I took back, he too took forward.Finally, with my back against the wall, his body pressed against mine. He, desirably looking at my
I immediately started jerking as he decided to finger fuck me first while also teasing my clit with his thumb.This little scene excited him so much. I could see his facial expression from the corner of my eye as the right side of my head was pinned so hard against the wall.This was a huge turn-on for him. Being able to watch me enjoy what he was doing to me and knowing what he was doing to me. I came so hard on his hands. Liquid gushing out from my pussy down to his hand and some making their way to the floor. Moderately thick in excess.If I was hot for his cock before, I was on fire now. I was intently burni
After some hours, Katlego walked into the room we shared. I had no idea where he had been had after our wonderful and hopefully final encounter. His appearance in the room brought new emotions altogether. I was a little shaken. Not so sure if he had forgotten about the flowers or he was still fervently curious about them. Something silly to be angry about, especially that he wasn't getting any for me since who-knows-when?It was entirely clear that the romance between us died from his side of the line. My trials and upkeep of being romantic fell on infertile ground. It yielded no fruitful results. And that motivated me to stop trying. It would have been stupid of me to continue being romantic. I felt like I was forcing things and it made me seem desperate. But that wasn't the case, I was just in love.