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Destiny's POV
My eyes ran over her for what felt like the hundredth time tonight, the soft music and dimmed lights setting a distractingly perfect mood, one which had my mind drifting off to a place where only she stood on display. I placed my now empty glass of wine on the coffee table as my gaze fell to the red silk robe she wore and my mind couldn't help but wonder if she had anything underneath it.
"Do you want a refill?" she asked, her words pulling my eyes back to hers.
"No I'm fine," I replied as the thought of her touching me came to mind, making concentrating on anything else but the way her skin shined with glory difficult.
"What?" she questioned and I smiled meeting her eyes once more as I tried my best
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