LOGIN4 Years Later.
OLIVIA
When nightfall came, everyone gathered at the waterfall on the edge of the pack. It was said that this arcane lake hosted powers bestowed upon us by the moon goddess. Every ten years, under the blood moon, women in our pack would gather at the lake as an initiation, welcoming a twelve-hour blood Moon. This was the day many unmated girls yearned for. In the Lockheart manor, a ball would be held where the strongest of our kind gathered.
A few lucky ones would return home after this gathering, filled with joy from having spent an entire night with family and friends, only to find a red silk mask resting on their pillow.
If that were the case, they were the chosen Sparrows. A once-in-a-decade opportunity. Wearing the mask, they would be escorted to the ball, dressed in gowns that made even the richest blush with envy. Once there, they would be pursued by the strongest, wealthiest, and most eligible of our kind. For every leader needed his counterpart. But this event was for the males to prove their worth to the woman who could become their wife.
If he failed to do so, she would return home, and he would need to wait another ten years. That was the beauty of the ball; unmated males couldn’t take just any wife. He needed to be worthy of her companionship, devotion, and loyalty.
Female Alphas, however, didn’t have the same obligation. They had a smorgasbord of suitors waiting to fall to their knees and worship them. It was a sight to behold on the few occasions when I had.
” Earth to Oilvia,” Turning my head, I looked at Charity, who furrowed her brows. ”Are you ready?”
No.
”Yes.”
Hooking our arms, we wandered through the woods, my stomach knotting the closer we got to the forest line.
Once we stopped at the fork in the road, separating the streets lined with what was left of the houses, Charity skipped in place, digging her fingers into my shoulder when she eagerly blurted out.
”The second you’re in your room, you call me. Got it?”
I nodded.
For the love of the moon goddess and the scrapes on my knees from the nightly prayers these last four years, don’t let there be a mask on my pillow.
It felt like an eternity before I reached my porch. The boards squeaked when I stepped up. The door shrieked from the worn-down hinges. Everything looked the same but the air was different. Heavier.
One foot in front of the other, I kept telling myself.
My hand hovered in the air, cold metal brushing against my fingers when I gathered the courage to press the handle down, revealing my room. But most importantly, my bed.
The covers were a warm cream white, a thick comforter to protect me from the cold breezes blowing in through the cracks in the windows. This alone made it impossible to miss the red silk mask neatly folded on my pillow.
I jumped when my phone chimed in my pocket. A techno party was in full swing in my gut when I picked up. Loud shrieks boomed through the line; not much else would make her this happy. She’d been chosen, too.
”Did you get one?!”
I swallowed past the lump building in my stomach as I walked over to the bed. The mask slipped like liquid between my fingers, crimson against porcelain in a sinister beauty of color.
” I did,” I whispered.
The line fell silent for a moment. A heartbeat. Before it started up again. Without seeing her, I knew she was jumping around her room before the feathers in her mattress screamed as she sat.
”Why aren’t you screaming?” She asked. Her otherwise contagious glee fell void in my ears. ”Are you worried about what to wear?” That seemed more like her worry than mine.
”Not about the dress,” but about who I’ll meet.
The infamous firstborn son of the Lockhearts hadn’t been seen or heard from after his birth. Rumors were all that traveled between our borders. Ruthless. Heartless. A monster like his father. Worse even.
His promise that night four years ago rang like a trumpet in my ears: ”Mark my words, firecracker, I’ll do everything in my power to make you mine.”
The man whose family was responsible for my father’s death had invited me to the Ruby Ball. None of the Lockhearts had ever attended before… that I knew of.
Was I his reason for participating? If so, what was he hoping to get out of this? There’s a bigger chance that hell will freeze over before I ever set foot in his lair.
”What’s going on with you?” Charity didn’t know about the details of that night. Only that I hooked up with a stranger, that I lost my virginity, but the rest I kept to myself. I was not the only one who had suffered loss at the hands of that family. My entire pack had experience with their menacing ways.
”It’s nothing, my mom’s home, I’ll talk to you later.” We hung up. I hadn’t lied. My mother’s scent filled the hall outside my room instantly, the only scent that brought me calm.
Entering my room, her eyes immediately fell to the silk mask, shriveled in my fist.
”It’s not the worst thing. You could end up meeting someone lovely,” her euphonic voice had lulled me to sleep since I was little. It was always at her side that the world didn’t seem so cruel. Life didn’t seem so hard.
”Or someone whose heart is as cold as our winters,” I said.
My mother cupped my cheek, tilting my head back. Her collarbones were visible through the thin cotton shirt on her body. Around her neck hung a pendant, in which was a picture of my father and me.
”You have the power, Olivia. Not them. It is as much your choice what happens as it is theirs.” She folded my hair behind my ear. ”If your gut says no, you leave.”
It was his home. His game. His rules. Something told me he could bend and twist it in whatever ways he wanted. Or maybe I was spiraling, and this had nothing to do with him. Yes, good one, let’s hang on to that theory.
NATHANIELI didn’t leave the room that night, nor did the subject of our earlier conversation arise. No clarity was offered from either side; we simply sat in silence, in fear of what the other would say.Fear, what a fucking joke.Since when was I afraid?That answer I had: since I met her. On her eighteenth birthday, fucking her raw in my room at the Inn. Watching the fire burn in her eyes when my identity was found out.Never in my life had I found a fire to match my own, a deep seated fucked up psyche that would overlook logic in the face of what was right. Now we had different opinions there, on what was right, brought up on different ideologies. Nevertheless, we were the same, equally unafraid, equally defiant, and equally fucked up in the head.Sun shone in through the parted curtains. I hadn’t slept a wink last night, shifting my head only to watch her eyes flutter behind their lids when she dreamt. Now she’s in the bathroom, the shower’s running, and I was replaying the same
NATHANIELThe guards stood stoically, awaiting my wife to accompany them. Fuck that. Each time Olivia tried to move, I choked the blood flow in her hand. No more gentle warnings; if she didn’t fucking stop moving soon, I’d throw her in the closet and lock the doors. Maybe I’d join her in there, ignoring the world around us while I forced my parents to listen to her moans. They’re fucking delicious; they were the sound I fell asleep to each night.Bickering and nagging from all directions— Olivia tugging my arm like it was a fucking chew toy— the walls were drawing in, and a pounding headache began in the back before it traveled down my neck.”Enough!” Trinkets on the shelves trembled in their spots when I raised my voice. Luckily, it did what it was supposed to; it got my family to shut up. ”What is this about? Tell us here because she’s not going anywhere with you.” Despite the fierce glare from the girl standing behind me, I could feel her erratic pulse under the grip on her wrist.
NATHANIEL She told me that her father had passed, but who was he in life? This was not the strength of an ordinary werewolf. A no-rank member of a pack. Nah, this was minimum Beta, possibly Alpha. Some rank. A high one. It had to be, because the other alternatives were not an option.After dodging a few hits, Olivia finally retaliated. I grabbed her wrist and pinned her to the wall, pressing her back using my hips as I grabbed her face and leaned over her.Instead of pressing about her deceased father, I decided to get another question answered. The young man lying dead in my hallway was too young for her for sure, but that didn’t stop my being jealous over how she fell apart next to his body.Would she cry over me like that? Doubt it. She’d probably be Alfred, tossing my body like it was rubble weighing her down.”How do you know the dead guy?” I asked, somewhat obnoxiously, but it was a lot kinder than everything else I was thinking.”Wouldn’t you like to know.” She spat and tried
NATHANIELShit, Olivia wasn’t seeing what I saw. Completely oblivious to the wary looks thrown at her. In my peripheral vision, I saw my father and mother eyeing each other. This was part of what made me fall into this obsessive desire for her in the first place: her ability to defy me, the way she refused to cower. Despite what I thought of her inability to follow orders, my parents would use this as another reason to further their idiotic theories that she was a Grace- the bloodline they wiped clean long ago.Digging my fingers into her jaw, I pulled her in.”Spread those pretty lips, or I will pry them open and shove this food down your throat.” A tightness in my chest disagreed with my words. Unfortunately, the fire in Olivia’s eyes only grew.Just fucking eat the food! Chair legs scraping against the floor pounded against my ear. I saw my father in the corner of my eye, pushing away from the table, about to rise.Fuck. I’m sorry.I nearly broke her jaw when tightening my grip an
OLIVIAA long silence followed. Honestly, I saw this going differently; maybe he’d share something personal, and then I would go. Instead, the bed creaked under him as he rose. Why was it that he had to look like a freaking tank?It seemed like the Lockhearts were all muscle, not unusual for werewolves, but this was different. Arms that looked like they could snap your neck and standing at two meters tall, Nathaniel had earned his reputation not just by action but because when he towered over you, you knew your days were numbered.”You were hidden,” I said after his third step. The way he was walking, prowling, watching, while I sat still beneath his gaze, was freezing my spine.At least my statement stopped him from approaching me. The air in here was suffocating, like we were both waiting for the other to lunge.”Shielded,” he corrected. ”Holding power comes with many threats. Not everyone took to me kindly as the heir of the Lockheart pack.” Alpha Nathaniel, everyone hates your gut
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