Clara’s POV
The morning light felt harsh, almost cruel, as it crept through the curtains of my room, prying me awake from a restless night. My eyes were heavy, swollen from tears I had cried until sheer exhaustion dragged me under. I wanted nothing more than to burrow under the covers and forget the night before—forget Nolan’s taunts, his piercing gaze, Rebecca’s mocking voice, and the way it felt like I’d walked straight into a nightmare I couldn’t escape. But life doesn’t stop for heartbreak or humiliation, no matter how much I wished it would. I forced myself to get ready, slipping into my jeans and a simple top, tying my hair back into a half-hearted ponytail. The reflection in the mirror revealed a girl who was trying too hard to look unaffected, yet I knew the truth—my lips were pale, my eyes still rimmed with red from lack of sleep, and my chest was hollow, aching with unspoken words that felt like swallowed knives. When I stepped into the dining room, the air thick with the smell of toast and coffee, I felt my stomach twist with dread. There he was, Nolan, spread out at the table, relaxed and utterly infuriating, shirtless and unashamed, a coffee cup cradled casually in his hand like the king of his own kingdom. His skin glistened softly in the morning light, the muscles of his chest and arms accentuated, as if he were baiting me to take notice. As my eyes widened slightly, my heart raced with a mix of fury and disbelief. He was so unconcerned that I almost despised him more for that casual confidence. I quickly pushed the thoughts away. I couldn’t let him get under my skin like this again. His eyes flicked up lazily when he saw me, and that trademark smirk crept onto his lips. “Morning, Picasso,” he drawled, as if we were friends instead of enemies. “Sleep well? Or were you too busy dreaming of me?” The way he leaned back in his chair, so relaxed, sent an involuntary shiver of irritation down my spine. I ignored him, walking straight to the table, trying to focus on assembling a breakfast that wouldn't assail my stomach. I piled toast onto my plate, my hands shaking slightly though I willed them not to. I refused to meet his eyes, determined not to give him the satisfaction of seeing me falter again. “Silent treatment, huh?” he murmured, the teasing lilt of his voice sending a jolt of anger through me. He leaned back further, twisting into a more comfortable position. The muscles in his chest flexed deliberately—taunting. “Cute. But it won’t last.” Why couldn’t he just leave me alone? I hadn’t asked for this complicated mess, and I was done playing whatever insidious game he kept trying to drag me into. “Want to know what I dreamt about?” he continued, undeterred, and I felt my skin prickle at his audacity. “It was you, Clara. I was rough with you, just like I was with Rebecca. You’re quite the tease, watching me with her the last night. Did you like it? Did it make you hot under the collar?” I clenched my jaw, the memories of him and Rebecca still too fresh and raw. I picked up my bag, stuffing the toast inside in a futile effort to keep my agitation at bay. “Shut up, Nolan. Just... shut up.” “Aw, but it’s too easy to get you riled up,” he smirked, his eyes gleaming with mischief. “You’re practically begging for attention. I knew you were more interested than you let on. Just because you’re ‘artistic’ doesn’t mean you can’t participate in the real world.” I felt my blood boil, the words dancing across my mind like daggers. “This isn’t art, Nolan. That’s disgusting. Or did you forget how to respect boundaries?” “Oh, c’mon. Watching people make out is practically everyone’s pastime. And you're pretending to be above it?” He chuckled darkly, leaning forward and lowering his voice just enough for me to hear the playful taunt. “Maybe you wanted to join. Or maybe you just want to get some action yourself. Admit it.” “Get over yourself,” I shot back, the weight of his gaze unsettling as I turned on my heel. As I headed for the door, I heard my anger boiling on the surface, toughening my resolve. I wouldn’t let him crush me again. I didn’t look back, but of course, he followed. The sound of his footsteps made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up, and it pushed me forward with renewed urgency. “Clara!” he called, his voice taunting in a way that made me want to scream.Clara's POV “Clara!” he called, his voice taunting in a way that made me want to scream. I stepped outside, breathing in the fresh air, hoping it could clear the shadows in my head. But as I made my way down the porch steps, I felt him right behind me, the weight of his presence like an anchor pulling me under. “Seriously—were you really that into it?” he pressed, his tone playful yet sinister. “You could just tell me if you want a taste… I promise I’ll be gentle. Just for you.” I stopped abruptly, spinning to face him, my heart racing from anger and frustration. “You think you’re clever, don’t you? You’re just a spoiled brat with nothing better to do. I’m not some prize for you to flaunt.” His brow arched, amusement dancing across his features. “Oh, but you see, Clara, I’m not flaunting you. I’m simply stating the obvious. You’re dangerously curious, hiding behind that façade of indifference. And everyone knows it.” “Read the room, Nolan. No one cares about your playground g
Clara’s POV The morning light felt harsh, almost cruel, as it crept through the curtains of my room, prying me awake from a restless night. My eyes were heavy, swollen from tears I had cried until sheer exhaustion dragged me under. I wanted nothing more than to burrow under the covers and forget the night before—forget Nolan’s taunts, his piercing gaze, Rebecca’s mocking voice, and the way it felt like I’d walked straight into a nightmare I couldn’t escape. But life doesn’t stop for heartbreak or humiliation, no matter how much I wished it would. I forced myself to get ready, slipping into my jeans and a simple top, tying my hair back into a half-hearted ponytail. The reflection in the mirror revealed a girl who was trying too hard to look unaffected, yet I knew the truth—my lips were pale, my eyes still rimmed with red from lack of sleep, and my chest was hollow, aching with unspoken words that felt like swallowed knives. When I stepped into the dining room, the air thick with t
Clara’s POVRain and tears blurred together as I ran, my shoes slapping against the wet pavement, breath ragged and raw. Each step felt punishing, the cold droplets stinging my cheeks like reprimanding hands, reminding me of the scene I’d just fled. By the time I reached my room, I was shaking so hard I could barely grip the doorknob. I slammed the door behind me, the sound echoing in the stillness, and slid down until my back hit the wood, my knees drawn to my chest like some small animal trying to hide from a predator.I wanted to scrub the terrace from my skin—the memory of his touch, the weight of his presence suffocating me. I wanted to gouge the image of him out of my head—Nolan’s laughter ringing through the rain, Rebecca’s smug smile, the careless way he’d tossed out the word “whore” like it was a verdict and not a wound. The echo of that word ignited a shame so hot it made me dizzy.My sketchbook sat on the desk, a silent witness to the chaos of my thoughts and emotions, like
Clara's POV “Clara!” Nolan’s voice cut through the rain, piercing the veil of my thoughts, and I froze, realizing too late that he had spotted me. The gleam in his eyes shifted—playful certainty melting into something sharper, more invasive. I stumbled, retreating a step as the rain cascaded around my feet, soaking my clothes, but I couldn’t bring myself to turn away fully. “I’m—” but the words failed me as I looked back at him, tension in his gaze thickening the air. In an instant, he disentangled himself from Rebecca, pulling away with a frustrated smirk, irritation warring with something else simmering beneath the surface. “What happened to watching your step, Clara?” he called, taunting. The edge in his voice sharpened, laced with a challenge. “I thought you were too busy being our resident Picasso.” The rain pooled in my heart, mixing with the overwhelming urge to flee. “Just—just forget it,” I stammered, my voice thin, ready to escape this twisted reality that had consum
Clara’s POV By the time I reached home, exhaustion weighed on me heavily, but not from classes or assignments as I usually complained about. No, it was the burden of him—the smirk that never left his lips, the memory of his kiss with Rebecca, the celebration of their perfection that suffocated the shadows I clung to. I felt like a ghost in my own life, silently enduring a storm that raged within. The thunder of my heart echoed in tandem with the pattering rain outside, creating a melody of chaos that felt all too fitting. I retreated straight to my room, sketchbook clutched tightly to my chest. Once safely behind my door, I dropped onto my bed, the world beyond feeling like a distant echo against the comfort of my sanctuary. I flipped to a blank page and began to draw, praying that the motion of the pencil would help quell the whirlpool of emotions roiling inside me. But no matter what I tried—abstract shapes, swirling patterns, even simple still-lifes—Nolan’s face emerged, unbidde
Clara’s POV Just as I settled in, the door swung open, and there he was—Nolan, striding into the room with an unmistakable air of arrogance, turning heads as he made his way to the front alongside her. My heart sank, panic threading through me. He was not alone. Beside him was a girl I recognized, tall and confident, with long, flowing hair and a bright smile that seemed to light up the entire classroom. Rebecca, the latest cheerleader darling of the campus—a girl whose charm could draw attention even in a crowded room. The contrast was jarring; my stomach twisted at the sight of them together. I feigned interest in my notes, trying to will the world around me to dissolve along with the tightening knot in my stomach. But Nolan’s presence loomed like an unwelcome shadow, his confidence thick and palpable in the air, especially with Rebecca giggling at something he whispered against her ear. “Look who it is, our resident artist,” he called out, his voice smooth and taunting, head