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Oh, crap.
This is definitely not the senior year kick-off I had in mind.
Up until now, everything had been going… suspiciously well. Freakishly well, actually. For someone like me—someone who could trip over oxygen molecules and send herself sprawling face-first into her own tray—that counted as a miracle. I’d made it through an entire week without wiping out in the hallways, without spilling coffee down a teacher’s shirt, without knocking over an Alpha’s breakfast plate and getting mauled for it.
And then this happened.
Orange juice. Freaking orange juice.
It ran down Antonia’s ridiculously expensive, limited-edition Hunter’s Moon leather jacket, soaking it until it looked like it had been dragged through a citrus grove after a storm. The liquid clung to the fine stitching, dripping from the collar down to her designer boots. She stood there, perfectly still, her body taut like a bowstring. Her ears—well, the wolf ears that only surfaced when her temper or her instincts got the better of her—almost flickered into view. And her eyes… they were burning, molten gold bleeding through the usual amber, that dangerous shimmer that meant only one thing: rage, and the prelude to a bloodline command.
I stared down at the empty carton in my hand, fingers stiff and clammy. I had no idea how it had slipped from my grip, how it had left my hand at just the wrong moment. I had been holding it. I had been about to drink it. Then, in the blink of an eye, it was sailing across the air and detonating on her head like some kind of cursed citrus grenade.
Almost like… something had pushed me.
The cafeteria went dead silent. Not the usual pause-before-the-laughter silent—no, this was the kind of stillness that settled over the forest before the wolves came out. Over a hundred pairs of eyes stared at us: some wide with human curiosity, others gleaming with that faint predatory light that meant they were already calculating the social fallout, the pack politics, the scent trails this would leave.
Antonia raised her head slowly. Her throat rumbled with a low, guttural growl—the kind you made when you were fighting the urge to shift, when you were balancing on the razor’s edge between civilized behavior and claws-out carnage.
“You little b*tch!” she shrieked, voice cutting through the air like an arctic wind ripping over Silver Lake itself. It rang against the cafeteria walls, sharp and violent enough to make my eardrums ache.
And I—goddess help me—almost laughed.
Seriously, if this had happened to Bernice, I’d be dead. Bernice was the real psycho queen of Silver Lake High, a rabid bee queen in a cheer skirt who once nearly tore a sophomore’s arm off over a disputed hunting ground. Antonia, for all her venom, still had a leash on. Some days.
She took a step forward, shoulders squared, nails curling as her scent spiked—sweet, sharp, dangerous. I saw a faint wisp of heat ripple off her skin. Another step, and she would’ve lunged.
But then two hands wrapped firmly around her waist, yanking her back before she could take another inch.
Colin.
Her boyfriend. The so-called emotional sedative behind the most aggressive cheer captain in the pack. Also my best friend Evelyn’s older brother, the guy I’d known since childhood but had never truly known.
His hazel eyes caught the fluorescent light and flickered silver—Alpha light, that commanding sheen that made lesser wolves pause mid-snarling. The air around him thickened with that quiet, unshakable dominance that only a high-ranking Alpha could exude, and just like that, Antonia froze.
“Hey, Antonia, calm down,” he murmured, voice low, threaded with authority.
“Calm down?! She did this on purpose, Colin! She soaked me!” Antonia jabbed a perfectly manicured finger toward me, her nails catching the light with a predatory glint.
“Language, Miss Smith,” came another voice, sharp and commanding in its own way.
Of course. Principal Fitzgerald.
The man had a sixth sense for drama, especially pack drama, despite being as human as they came. Old fox, some called him—always appearing at the exact moment things were about to go feral.
“I’m quite sure she didn’t mean it,” Colin said evenly, still holding Antonia in place, his fingers pressing lightly against her ribs in that subtle way only pack insiders understood—pressure points that soothed, restrained, dominated.
“I’m going to rip her apart!” Antonia snarled, struggling against him, the gold in her eyes flaring hotter.
And just like that, the cafeteria came alive—not with sound, but with clicks. Phones. Everywhere. Screens glowed as students lifted their devices, recording every angle of my impending execution.
Perfect. By the time lunch ended, this would be all over the Silver Lake pack forums. I hated attention—especiallyattention like this. And especially when I wasn’t even fully awakened yet.
Colin leaned in close to Antonia, his lips brushing her ear as he whispered something too low for me to catch. But I saw the effect. Her body stiffened, a flush crawling up her neck, the sharpness in her scent blurring with something softer, hotter—shame, submission. Classic Alpha suppression.
“Miss Antonia Smith,” Principal Fitzgerald said, stepping closer now, shoes squeaking slightly on the sticky floor, “would you care to explain what happened here?”
“She—Sarah—she dumped her drink all over me! On purpose!”
I rolled my eyes. “Please. If I wanted to drench you, I wouldn’t waste my overpriced orange juice on it. There’s nastier stuff in this cafeteria to throw.”
A ripple of laughter scattered through the tables.
“You little—” she started again, voice rising.
“Miss Smith!” the principal barked, sharp enough to snap even a half-shifted wolf to heel. “Control yourself. This is still school property.”
“Are you in heat or something? You’re extra vicious today,” I shot back before my brain could slam on the brakes.
Oh. Holy hell. Did I just say that out loud?
A wave of stunned silence followed. Eyes widened. Forks paused halfway to mouths. Even Antonia blinked at me, the golden fire in her gaze briefly snuffed out by sheer surprise.
“Enough!” Fitzgerald sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. “Colin Williams, please escort your girlfriend out of here and get her into something dry. As for you, Miss Sarah Dunn, you will clean up this mess.”
Clean up the mess? Fine. Better than getting detention, or worse—being sent to the nurse’s office for a ‘temperament screening.’
“Sure thing, Chief,” I said, my voice dripping with false sweetness.
The principal gave me one last exasperated glare and stalked off, his scent trailing nothing but stale coffee and overworked bureaucracy.
Antonia paused on her way out, lips curling into a saccharine smile. With a flick of her wrist, she let her tray clatter to the ground. “Oops. Guess you’ll have to take care of that too, huh?”
Her little entourage of cheerleaders stood as one, each dumping their trays with malicious delight, the sound of falling plastic and sloppy leftovers echoing like a drumroll of humiliation. Laughter followed—high-pitched, cruel, a pack chorus under the blood moon.
Colin glanced back at me. His expression was half-apology, half-warning. A silent brace yourself. Then he dragged Antonia out of the cafeteria, her complaints already rising again, a storm brewing for later.
When the bell finally rang, the last of the pack pranced out, skirts barely covering what they should, hips swaying with deliberate mockery.
I stood there in the wreckage, fists clenched, orange juice sticky against my sneakers.
Great.
So much for staying invisible this year.
One thing was certain: my senior year at Silver Lake High was not going to be peaceful. Not for a half-human, half-wolf girl with secrets gnawing at her bones.
Not now. Not with the blood moon coming.
Within just a few hours,I kissed Ethan.And I kissed Fitch.The truth clings to me like dirty water dried on skin—sticky, sour, impossible to wash away no matter how many times I try to scrub it clean.I’ve never been that kind of person.I’ve never been the girl who holds two hands at once while pretending innocence. The kind who stands between two hearts and calls it confusion, as if that word can excuse everything.But now—that’s exactly who I am.And the most ironic part of all is that neither of them knows.They both have flaws.They both have pride.They both make mistakes like any other person.
I close my eyes.The pain doesn’t fade.It doesn’t even soften.It hooks deep inside my chest like a barbed iron claw, dragging something raw out of me inch by inch. It tears downward through my ribs, through my abdomen, along my spine, burning all the way to my toes.And yet—I’m still running.I know I am.My paws strike the earth in relentless rhythm. Muscles coil and release with practiced strength. The wind slices past my ears like cold blades.But my mind is splitting apart.Sarah.She is betraying the mate bond.This isn&rsq
I know I’m selfish.I’ve known it for a long time now.Last night, I shouldn’t have left Sarah the way I did.She was standing there, right in front of me, her eyes filled with something raw and fragile—longing, dependence, and a kind of pain she could barely hide no matter how hard she tried. And yet I still slipped out through her window like a coward retreating from the battlefield.Like a deserter.But I had to leave.My father was lying unconscious in a hospital bed. The pack was waiting for orders. And only hours earlier, I had stood in front of them all and been crowned Alpha.Not symbolically.Not ceremonially.
I sighed.The whole house had gone quiet.My parents’ lights went out first. Then, from the far end of the hallway, came the sound of Cody’s bedroom door closing. After that, the light in Ethan’s guest room disappeared as well. One by one, everyone naturally surrendered to the night.Everyone except me.I had slept until sunset, and now it was nearly one in the morning. Instead of being tired, my mind felt painfully awake—like some nocturnal creature living on an opposite schedule from the rest of the household.I leaned against the headboard, staring at the ceiling, my heartbeat a little too fast.My phone screen lit up.Missed calls—Mom. Cody. Many of them.
For that minute, I stood at the center of the stage.Applause, shouts, vows, blood, and glory intertwined like a ritual written by fate long ago. I had waited for this moment for too long—so long that I had almost begun to believe it would never come.I was Alpha.Not the future heir. Not a candidate. Not the one people expected to become Alpha someday.But now.The crowd lowered their heads and bowed. The air was thick with obedience, reverence, and something heavier, something invisible.Responsibility.From this moment on, these people—their lives, their safety, their hunger and fear—rested on my shoulders.My pack.
I slowly opened my eyes and blinked several times, chasing away the last traces of sleep.My face was still buried in the pillow, and that scent curled around me again—clean, warm, carrying a hint of forest night.Fitch.I knew perfectly well it was impossible, yet I still allowed myself to sink into it. The smell relaxed me like some conditioned reflex. Maybe it was only my brain trying to comfort itself. Maybe it was just memory lingering in the air. Whatever it was, it had been enough to lull me to sleep.I had only meant to nap for a few hours. Sleep had always been the most effective way for me to deal with anxiety. But apparently, I had “over-treated” myself.When I glanced at the blinds, orange light seeped through the slats. For a moment, I couldn
It was as if the bond had sensed my decision long before I consciously made it.The moment my car crossed the invisible boundary of the pack’s territory, the restless unease coiled inside me transformed into a violent, relentless pounding in my chest. It wasn’t the kind of pain that tore flesh or s
After the first wave of shock passed, Sebastian, Dan—the wolf pack member who had burst into the office—and I left the room at once.Eva was left in the armchair. She was pregnant and in no condition to run. Considering her history of miscarriages and her age, it was the safest and most rational ch
After all this time, holding her in my arms again was almost intoxicating.The sense of fulfillment flooded through me so intensely that I nearly let myself drown in it. Even a separation of only a few days felt like torture when it came to my mate—especially knowing that this was a punishment I ha
When I told Sarah that Evelyn and I had reached an agreement—that if the child was mine, she would terminate the pregnancy—I could not understand why she looked so shocked.If the results proved the child was not mine,







