~10~
ChiaraAfter a few minutes of refreshing, I was on my way back to the hall, and then my grip on the glass door halted. Antonio couldn't care if I was gone for the rest of the night. I already played my part after all. Taking a full turn, I went to fetch my coat before I headed to the washroom.
Sounds of someone sobbing filled the room. Frowning, I went on with my business. I stood before the sink after finishing, tapped the faucet, and washed my hands. "It should be fine, none of them would miss me." I said to my reflection in the mirror. The cries crawled under my skin, reminding me of the nights I was trying so hard not to remember. I was still dealing with my horse’s cruel death.
Fisting my hands, and eyes shut. I should leave. "Oh, just shut up already! You are too fucking loud!" Nope, couldn't do it.
"I—uh—I'm sorry." An innocent voice came, too soft for this ruthless world. "I think I messed up my dress with blood. I—I don't know what to do, and I don't have my phone with me." She continued when I didn't reply. This is none of your business, Chichi. Leave it alone.
I turned to leave, but my heels paused when her sobs intensified. I groaned hard, fisting my hands into balls. I turned to glance at the last locked stall in the washroom. "And crying is going to help?" I said dryly. I blamed the big sister hormones inside me. Whoever she was, I couldn’t leave her even if I wanted to.
"I don't know what to do." She continued sobbing. "How about a menstrual pad for the starters?" What was wrong with this generation? Does nobody know how to take care of themselves anymore?
"I can't reach my mum because I don't have my phone on me, like I said. Please help me." She explained.
"And why the hell should I do that? I'm no Mother Earth." Why wasn’t she stepping out?
"Please," she pleaded. I looked down at my heels and sighed. "I can't believe this. Are you coming out or not?"
Silence descended before the stall door was pulled open. A red face covered with tears and snorts came into view. Hell nah!
"Chiara Marino?" She said, coming forward, and I rounded her up. Who would've thought I'd run into Celia Conti, in the flesh? Was this a sign from God? "What in the holy fuckery is this? Don't tell me this is your first time." Her whole dress was a red mess behind.
Her head hung low. "It is my first time. As crazy as this might sound to you... Help me, please." She sniffled.
I pressed my temples. "I swear if you start crying again," I raised my hand, and she scurried back a little. "I came here to pee and look what God sent me here for. Who said I wanted to do social work tonight?" I looked around the washroom, but there was no sign of pads. I took off my coat and wrapped it around her shoulders. She looked at me as if I was her hero.
I patted her head, "Congratulations, honey, you just became a total woman tonight. And poor you for the bees that are about to swarm around you." She frowned. "Bees? Do bees follow you when you are on your period? Never heard of that."
I shook my head, "Too much innocence, too pure for this world indeed." I had a strong urge to protect her from creatures that start with a letter M. I took my phone out of my clutch. "Here, put the number in. Text, call them, or whatever." She took the phone and typed. "Can you walk?" I asked. "Yeah." She nodded like a rattle.
"Good, let's walk you to your car then." I wrapped my hands around her shoulder and escorted her to the VIP parking section. "Here is our car." She murmured.
"Good. My service ends here for the night. Wait right here for the person you called and don't go anywhere. Is that clear?"
"Yes. Thank you so much." She grinned. I waved at her and took off, stopping when I was a few steps away from her. "Hey honey..." I called out, and she eagerly looked at me like a cute little puppy, "Yeah?" She was cute.
"Make sure you stay away from the bees, they'll sting you," I said in all honesty. It was up to her to get my words or not. Kids nowadays knew everything afterall. "Stay away from the bees, copy that. Thanks again." She waved at me with both of her hands like the kid that she was.
I swear to God, she understood nothing that I said. God, please protect that angel from men.
I saw Carmelo approaching her, and she quickly hugged her big brother. Our eyes clashed, and he gave me a nod which I returned with my own before I got in one of our cars.
~30~Chiara“You haven’t spoken to me since we left home.” Mama said as we both sat on the lounge, waiting for the Viva to finish arranging the samples of wedding dresses for me. I leaned back on the couch, “I just have nothing to say.”She hummed in response and after a moment of silence she placed her hand on mine which was resting between us on the couch. Her warmth spread on it instantly, giving me the relief that I’d deprived myself of for the past few weeks.The past few days have been crazy. I’d find her laughing over a joke that Antonio made while they were having dinner with Marco and Luca. I never thought I’d meet with such a surprise as I was back from the training center. But since then, I didn’t know what to think of my mother.I wished to talk to her about it, but then I was in the phase of protecting them by staying away from them. And it helped. I haven’t seen her or Marco with any bruises lately. Antonio must be happy that I was finally doing exactly what he wanted. G
~29~Chiara20 years ago….I opened the door and sat in before strapping the seatbelt. “You did well.” Antonio said to me before pressing a button on his handphone. At least, I didn’t have to slit anybody’s throat today.I had just let out a breath of relief when suddenly a scary blowing sound came from behind us. I could feel the heat and the flames at the corners of my eyes as we all got shoved ahead at the impact.My eyes widened up and I quickly turned behind, only to find out it was the car I’d been to just a few seconds ago.It was lit with a raging fire while the four good uncles who gave me candy were screaming on top of their lungs. The fire was burning them alive. Until their voices died down.“Go! What are you waiting for?” Antonio barked at the driver. Tears left my eyes. My body trembled as I pressed the candy in my pocket, watching the fire I caused as our car raced away.****Back to the present…“Chiara! Chiara, wake up!” My body was shaking. “Shit! Chiara!” My eyes sh
~28~Chiara“Here,” he said. I sat up and grabbed the cup from his hand. “Are you crying?” he asked, sitting on a remaining stable couch. “No.” I wiped my face and took a sip. He didn’t reply to that and drank his coffee as well. A comfortable silence passed between us.“When was your first kill?” I asked, wanting to get out of my head. Carmelo took a sip before replying to me, “I was fourteen,” he said. I watched him keenly, waiting for him to continue.“He touched one of our maids inappropriately from time to time. She kept it a secret because she was worried she could lose her job and nobody would believe her. I shot him three times on the forehead when I caught him red handed.” He sighed, “He was our home tutor.” He added.“And now he is only bones buried six feet under. Served him right.” I said, finishing my coffee and setting the cup on the nightstand. “Mhm hm. How about you?” he asked. Our gazes met and held. My heart was beating fast inside my chest. Worry smeared all over m
~27~ChiaraGunshots! Gunshots everywhere!I sat abruptly. My eyes opened wide as I took in my surroundings, groaning with my throbbing head. I was in an unrecognizable room. My breaths faltered and my heart was racing as footsteps approached what I’d collected in a short time… was a washroom.I heedlessly reached for the flower vase on the night stand and held it ready. The moment the person came out… I flung the vase. Just in time for him to move back an inch. The vase smashed against the wall instead and scattered down. Thunders roared outside and the rain poured harder.“Whoa! Sweetie, calm down.” Carmelo said, raising both of his hands up. My eyes narrowed at him, “Why the fuck am I here with you?” I asked, reaching for something else inside the nightstand. He eyed the gun in my hand before meeting up with my gaze. “Yeah, we don’t have to go down that road. Just listen to me first.” He said.I groaned, feeling a shooting pain that had me shut my eyes. I shook my head and aimed at
~26~Chiara I looked at the text on my screen. I've been doing this since this morning. Carmelo had sent me a good morning text, it was now evening, and I haven’t replied yet. I just couldn’t. I sighed and placed the phone down. Thunders shook my heart and the lightning blinded my vision from now and then as the driver was taking me back home from work. I was already in a foul mood and now this rainstorm made it even gloomier. I was getting married in fucking two weeks.“The rain is too heavy, madam. I suggest we take a different route.” He said. I shut my eyes and leaned my head on the headrest. “Do whatever you can, just get me home.” I replied, yawning.This weather called for a long and relaxing nap. If only I was on my bed, under a warm hug of my duvet. I pulled the suit coat further up to my chest, getting relief from the shivers.A loud bang made me jump on my seat, followed by another one, and another one, and then a piercing screech of our car. The gunshots went on despite
~25~CHIARA Lake Como trip was fucked up, but not as fucked as it came to an end. I was returning home with a new victory to boast about. Relieved with a newfound friendship that we had formed between me and Carmelo. At least my time away from my gallery was worth it. The gates slid to the side, and the driver drove us in.CC: Promise me you won't drink alone. I'll be in Milan for a while, so just tell me.Me: PromiseNo way in hell had I thought I'd be chatting in leisure with the man either. But here I was, grinning like a fool as I exchanged texts with him. Turned out he could be tolerable. I slapped a hand on my face hard, shocking the driver who dared not ask a question.I couldn't get carried away by these stupid feelings that were built in one day. How could I forget that I was using him without remorse? I shoved the phone back in the bag and sat straight as the car pulled over at the entrance.The moment I stepped down, a guard and a maid came over. Without a word, the maid t