เข้าสู่ระบบKali:
I woke up the next morning by four o’clock and it was terrible. That meant I had more hours to think about how sad my life was. It was going to be my first day in high school and to say I was nervous would be a huge understatement. It was scary to even think about transcending to high school in the first place, with the new classes and teachers and students, not to talk of having to go through all that as a stranger in another school, alone. To keep myself from thinking unhappy thoughts, I took a long shower and even did the closest thing I could to a skincare routine, drawing my inspiration from DIY YouTubers. I just hoped my skin wouldn’t give out on me on my first day. I didn’t put on makeup because I wasn’t good at it and didn’t want to end up looking like a clown on my first day and be given a name that would stick with me forever. I settled on a cute fuschia top my aunt had given me, and after several moments of testing and dropping all my pants on account of them being ‘too much’ or too casual, I finally picked my favorite pair of jeans; blue ones that flared at the end. I looked at myself in every angle in the mirror, fighting the urge to change into something else. I was a little more on the busty side, so the sheer top made my breasts appear so big. This contrast seemed to make my hips look smaller. How come I had never noticed any of this before I came here? There was a nagging feeling in the back of my head that kept reminding me that what counted as ´good fashion’ in the last state we had moved from, would probably be regarded as atrocious here. I sincerely hoped that wasn’t the case. When I was done, I groaned when I looked at the time because I still had an extra hour to spare. There was a knock on my door and I hurriedly went to answer it. “Olive,” I said, scooping my five-year old sister up and twirling her around. She laughed with a high-pitched squeal. “Drop me, now. I feel dizzy,” she muttered, still laughing. “So how did you enjoy your new room?” I asked her when she was sitting on my bed. “It was awesome!” She said excitedly. Something wasn’t right. My sister had never slept alone in her life and I had left my door open all night, half-expecting her to walk in at some point to sleep next to me because she was scared. “Olive…” “What?” I crossed my arms over my chest. “How did it feel to sleep alone all night?” “I didn’t. Mom came in and…” Her hand flew to her mouth but it was too late. I shook my head and let out a dry chuckle. Of course. “It’s fine,” I assured her, rubbing her matted hair. “You’ll have plenty of time to learn to sleep alone. That is, if mom doesn’t move us again. Now go and dress up. I’m sure your school will soon start.” She shook her head. “Mom said it’s a free day. She told me you’re not going to school either, so why are you dressed up?” I cursed under my breath. “Free day?” I snapped. “We’re already behind on the semester…” “Please don’t fight her,” Olive pleaded with a sad expression on her face. There was fear written all over her. I promised her I won’t. “Where are you going?” My mother asked from the kitchen when she saw me leave half an hour later. “School,” I said without stopping. “No you’re not. We just moved in. It’s Friday. I want to be the one to take you to high school for the first time. You can’t go alone. You don’t even know how cabs work here. We have to get all our things in order. I already told Olive she won’t be going to school,” she argued with a spoon in her hand. “It’ll just be both of you then, because I’m going to school,” I said. “No you’re not,” mom said, sneaking up behind me and pulling me back. I took a deep breath. “I promised Olive I wouldn’t fight with you so just let me go, please. You already know you can’t convince me to stay as long as my mind is made up.” “Who’s gonna eat all the food I prepared?” She asked, using the fake singsong voice that may have worked when I was a child. “You’ve never had a problem with eating, have you?” I said and pulled myself out of her grasp. Before she could say another word, I was out of the house. Downstairs, I took several breaths, trying to stop the storm that was building in my chest. Several cars swooshed past me and so many eyes watched me as if they could immediately tell I didn’t know what I was doing. I decided to swallow my pride and go back upstairs. I wasn’t sure I could do this on my own. Maybe that was why my mother hadn’t bothered convincing me too much. She knew I would be stranded and have to return. “Howdy there neighbor,” someone said with the worst Texan accent I had ever heard. It was a boy that looked close to my age. He was taller and wore a varsity jacket. From the backpack that was slung over his shoulder, I could tell he was going to school as well. “Hi,” I said back but my voice came out as a croak. “I’m Josh, and you?” He said, extending an arm which I took gratefully. “Kali.” “Like the city, or…?” “No, as in with a ‘K’.” He nodded. “I’m going to Sunrise Valley High, and you?” “That’s my new school too,” I said with excitement. “I just don’t know how to get there.” “Then you’re in luck.” *** We got to school sometime later and Josh, my new friend helped me meet the principal and get my classes started. Unfortunately, we didn’t have any classes together that day so I was on my own for the day. He led me to the first class I had that day which was Chemistry, and when I got in, everywhere went silent. Oh god. I walked down to the last seat in the back and sat down, hoping that would conceal my presence, but everyone just turned back to me and began to whisper in hushed voices. Maybe it was what I was wearing. I knew I should have changed! How was I supposed to survive the day and the rest of my stay here when I was going to be forever known as a clown? Where was our teacher when you really needed him? “Did you see the mountains on her chest? Isn’t she too young to get implants? They must be real…” Oh god. I sank deeper in the chair, wishing my ears didn’t work. The voices I had heard came from a group of girls that were all blond like me, but the kind of blond that meant they were mean cheerleaders. Too early to assume, but judging by how they spoke about me like I wasn’t there, they were probably just as mean as they came. “She’s looking at us,” one of the girls said and I immediately looked away. “She’s hot,” another one said. “But why is she so shy?” “I’m going to talk to her,” the first one said. Please don’t, I cried within myself. “Yeah do, because if Aiden gets here, things are going to get ugly,” another one said. Wait. Who was Aiden and why would things get ugly if he showed up? What did he have to do with me? “Hi,” said the girl who had decided to come talk to me. She looked every bit like a cheerleader, with a small top and a skirt that was way too short for school. She was pretty, with baby blue eyes and when she smiled, dimples spotted her cheeks. “Get out,” she said to the boy sitting in the chair in front of me and he did. Definitely mean. She turned the chair to face me, and smiled. The class became quiet and I could tell all eyes were focused on us. I swallowed. I hated this. “Hi,”I said nervously. “You’re pretty, I like you,” she said. “Uh, thanks…” I couldn’t tell if she was hitting on me or if she just meant it as a compliment. “And because I like you, I can’t let you kill yourself on your first day.” “What?” “You’re sitting in Aiden’s seat,” she said as if that was supposed to explain things. “Sure he might like you because you’re new, but the fastest way to get on his nerves is to sit there. Come, let me show you somewhere else to sit.” I crinkled my brows. I don’t know what it was. The fact that some guy who I hadn’t even seen was supposed to scare me, or the fact that the same things that had happened in middle school seemed like they were about to repeat, but I didn’t move. “There are no assigned seats in this class. I can sit wherever I want,” I said and pretty much everyone in class gasped. The girl in front of me smiled. “You’re a feisty one, but that will only get you in danger,” she said. “He’s here,” someone whispered and I noticed the girl freeze. “Let’s go, before it’s too late,” she said, pulling my hand, but I didn’t move. She sighed and walked back to her own seat. When the tall, brooding and extremely handsome guy with his bag flung over one shoulder walked into the class, it was just as if the principal himself had walked in. I immediately knew it was him. The atmosphere in the room became tense times more intense than ever. It was quiet and I noticed some people giving me pitiful glances. Aiden’s green eyes shot to me, and the intensity of the glare made me temporarily forget what I had been thinking. He didn’t look real. He was just too perfect to be real. He cocked his head to the side and started to walk toward me, each step making an echoing sound as he did. I swallowed. “I haven’t seen you before, so let’s just make this quick,” he said in a voice that sounded just as deep as I imagined his voice would sound like. “Get out.”Kali: I could barely pay attention in class. All I pull think of was Aiden behind me, who had not only threatened me the day before and ignored me after, but apparently also lived just a floor below mine. Had he been staring at me that morning because he was just figuring out that I lived in the building or was he figuring out how to carry out his plans of k*lling me? Maybe I was running crazy. Why was I even taking any of this to heart? I had more serious things to worry about than some wannabe rascal who had probably even forgotten his threats now. My hopes were dashed when I felt a kick at the back of my chair. It was too aggressive to have been a mistake. My heart started to beat. Was he going to bully me right there while the class was going on? In front of the teacher? I pretended not to have felt it, but there was yet another kick, this time louder. I turned slowly to look at him and he just cocked his head at me, with a face void of expression. I couldn’t tell if h
Kali: The knock came right away. “I already told you before. Don’t walk out on me,” she snapped, knocking wildly, trying to assert some semblance of dominance. It was too late though. She was like my annoying older housemate and not my mom. I took off my clothes, not bothering with her. “I’m so tired mom. Can we continue this tomorrow?” I asked back. My head was pounding, but my major irritation wasn’t from my mom who was outside. It was from the fact that my room was such a mess because I’d skimmed through every single outfit I’d ever owned to find this one. I wondered how I was even going to manage for the rest of the year. That is, if I managed to stay that long. “You’re so disrespectful you know that right?” My mom asked. I knew she’d given up. “Sorry mommy,” I said in a singsong voice and heard her humph before thumping away. *** I woke up at exactly 6:30 am the following morning. Just like the day before, I started to dress up very meticulously, ta
Kali: The house was unusually quiet when I got in. My mom and sister were probably asleep. I sighed in relief, not ready to meet anyone, even my younger sister. I was still overwhelmed from everything that had happened in school that day and I certainly didn’t want to talk about it. As I tiptoed into the house, all my hopes of avoiding being seen were dashed when my mom appeared at the door of the kitchen, looking down at me with a fake worried look. I immediately straightened my legs, hoping she hadn’t seen me tiptoe. “How’s my little rebellious daughter doing?” She asked, coming forward to give me a hug. I patted her back, the smell of curry and all the spices she’d used to cook which was strong on her apron flooding my nostrils. “I missed you. We both missed you. Now,” she said, dragging me to the dining room. “Tell me all about your day. Make any new friends? Meet any new boys at school?” She winked. I rolled my eyes. “My day was quite uneventful unfortunately. I jus
Kali: “Bel, is it?” Aiden asked, looking directly at the prettiest blond among us. “Yes,” she said in a voice that sounded as if she would start crying. She was looking up at him like a crazed fan, whose idol had called her name. “Are you coming?” He asked. “Sure,” she said, visibly swallowing. “Let me just get my…” Before she was done talking, he had already turned back on us and was walking away. The millions of questions I had about what had just happened, were completely silenced by the sound of the girls giggling excitedly and looking up at Bel like she had just won a rite of passage. “Wish me luck,” she said, taking her bag and leaving. The cafeteria soon went back to normal after he left, with everyone talking among themselves, no doubt about the guy who had just walked in and walked out for absolutely no reason. “I can’t believe it’s her,” Lenora squealed. “I always knew it would be,” Tricia said, although her own smile seemed a little forced. “
Kali: “For a second there, I was worried you were going to choose to stay with that voodoo girl,” Tricia said once we were all sitting at their table. “That would literally mean social suicide for you. See her sitting all alone. Don’t you wonder why she doesn’t have friends?” “How would she have friends when she looks like she’ll kill them all?” the blond who had been against me joining their table snorted. “Seriously though, she’s a literal nut case. My older brother is a senior and she knows someone that found dead birds and roaches in her locker,” Tricia said with a shudder that all her friends shared. “I heard she also talks to herself and makes voodoo dolls of people that she doesn’t like. I’m sure she’s made one for each of us.” The other girls giggled, making a sound that reminded me of anime girls laughing. They all sounded the same. There was no way it was real. “I haven’t introduced the rest of the girls to you,” Tricia chirped, remembering I was there. “This,”
I swallowed. Once then twice. What had I been thinking? All my plans of being low key on my first day were gone now simply because I didn’t just do as I was told. Eons seemed to pass as Aiden’s unwavering glare held me captive, making my heart beat loudly in my chest as I tried but failed to appear unbothered. His jaw twitched slightly, a sign he was now very angry. “Are you deaf or something?” He asked me in a threatening voice. “I’m in a good mood today, but my patience is running thin. Get out now before I help you get out. I guarantee you won’t like my method.” I looked around the classroom and each person I looked at either turned away or left warned me to leave while I still could. I didn’t think he would hurt me physically, but I still didn’t want to find out what he meant when he said he would help me get out. Whatever it was would definitely form my reputation in that school from then on. I planned to stay in this school even if my mother randomly wanted







