I came here on a scholarship. No parents. No safety net. Just brains, bruises, and a shot at a better life. Now they want me on the hockey team? I’ve never even touched a stick. And if I say no—I lose everything. The only thing colder than the rink is how they look at me. The rich girls with their designer skates and perfect smiles. The coach who’d rather pretend I don’t exist. And him—Jaxon Reid, the team’s golden boy, who skates like sin and speaks with his eyes more than his mouth. He thinks I’m a joke. They all do. But I’ve fought for every inch of my life, and I’m not about to back down now. Not when college is the only thing standing between me and going back to nothing. So I’ll lace up. I’ll fall, I’ll bruise, I’ll bleed if I have to. And maybe—just maybe—I’ll learn how to play their game better than they do. Because survival isn’t about being the best. It’s about refusing to lose.
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"To maintain your provisional scholarship, you are required to participate in the school's hockey tryouts. Your performance will determine your eligibility moving forward"
I stared at the mail again, blinking as if it had the same effect a slap would have. I read it again hoping there was a mistake. Across the room, my roommate, Sarah sat upright on her bed as her jaw dropped open.
"Did you also get the notification?" She asked, equally surprised. While I'd been on a scholarship since my first year in high school, she wasn't because she couldn't meet the requirements.
But we both decided to try our lucks for a college scholarship, for her it was trying her luck, but for m, it was of survival. Get it right or go back home.
No scholarship simply meant I wasn't going to college. I nodded in response to her and got out of bed, glancing at my reflection in the mirror.
Every line of fatigue were so perfectly sculpted into my features, I had not enjoyed a good night's rest in the past two weeks. Either I woke up jittery from nightmares or I was up studying because I had to do well academically to keep the scholarship, but now it wasn't even enough. I couldn't play any sports and I really didn't like physical draining activities and of all sports to choose .... Hockey?
I hissed as I pulled my hair into a bun, I had dark bags under my eyes and my skin looked very dull. I missed my shine
"What are you going to do…?" Sarah asked also getting off the bed.
I raised an eyebrow as I turned to face her. " I? Aren't we in this together?"
She shrugged and pushed open the door to the bathroom, " I could always call my parents if I don't get the scholarship..... but It's a bit different for you, you know ?"
My heart skipped as I realised what she just implied. Without a word, I trudged out carrying my backpack and a bottle. She wasn't wrong, I had no one, I was just a lady all on her own.
My first class was by 8am and I was already running late.
I watched as cars drove past me, blaring their horns loudly. Almost every student had a car, I had joined the school after a kind woman from the orphanage had nominated me for a competition in the school, I won and was granted a fully funded scholarship, that meant I had all I needed academically was provided. That way I could study in one of the biggest and wealthiest schools regardless of my background.
The only sad part was I still had a lot of need with no one to provide for it. This has always been my burden, one I'm hoping to change. My name is Lena and I'm an orphan.
I have no idea how my parents died, all I know was that I grew up in an orphanage till I was selected for the competition. That was the last time I had been to the orphanage, since then it has been myself and my roommate.
Only the situations were so different, while I had to struggle to make ends working a part time job at a bakery, my roommate had all she needed.
My eyes watered at how hard my life has been but I shook it off and broke into a sprint. I had to get to class early and I couldn't afford to sulk, I was stronger than that!.
I was lucky to get into the class before it was over, it ended quickly and I packed my notes. My phone beeped and I glanced at it.
It was Sarah, "Hockey lessons start immediately after your first class, I figured you wouldn't check, that's why I'm sending this"
I smiled as I punched in a "thank you" before making my way to the rink. I always found my way through everything and this wouldn't be different.
The arena was pretty crowded when I arrived, I walked in slowly as I watched the students skate on the Ice, I always viewed this sport as an aggressive one, I couldn't believe I was going to play now.
A group of girls walked in giggling loudly. There had to be an event going on or something, someone yelled as a group scored and I walked to the edge of the rink.
The students on the ice were fully armoured, I looked around to find the coach, perhaps I could lend some gears till I could afford mine.
I was still searching when someone bumped into me suddenly and I lost my balance, I fought to stand but I couldn't and I crashed onto the ice. The pain shot through my elbows as i crashed into it and the cold seeped into my body. I couldn't help but scream in pain.
I caught the culprit from the corner of my eye and it was no other than the most popular girl in high school, Kiera Winters. She chuckled mischievously as she walked away.
The ice felt really slippery and the more I tried to stand, the more I slipped. I felt someone walk towards me.
"You think this is a pool or what?" A gruff voice came behind me.
I rolled over and faced him. Standing next to me was who I assumed to be the coach, he stood six feet tall as he glared at me with an expression I couldn't quite figure out. Or was it Disdain?
"I fell... Someone pushed me" I explained
"Off the ice!" He yelled and walked away. I stared at his backside in anger, I couldn't even stand , how was I supposed to leave the rink?
One of the players skated towards me and helped me up. "Thank you" I muttered as he helped me get off to the dry land. There were eyes on me and I felt very embarrassed.
Kiera walked up to me and smiled again, she now had her hockey gear on. "You don't belong here so scoot along now in one piece while you still can"
I clenched my fist as I walked away. Getting into a fight on the first day would only disqualify me from playing and I wasn't about to lose my scholarship to a spoiled daddy's girl.
Lena’s POVI should have been exhausted, but sleep wouldn’t come. My mind kept replaying the scene in the hallway with Lucien, the way he’d loomed so close, the way his eyes had flashed gold, the way my breath had caught even though I hated him for humiliating me.It wasn’t fair. I should only feel anger. And I did, anger burned like acid, scorching every corner of me. But under it, buried deep, was something else. The memory of his scent clung to me, like winter air biting at my lungs. I hated how my body reacted. I hated that a part of me wanted to step closer instead of away. Why did I feel this way toward him, after all the humiliation, the sharp words, the way he made me feel small in front of everyone? It didn’t make sense. It felt wrong. And yet my chest still ached for answers only he seemed to hold.I pressed my palms into my eyes and groaned. “What is wrong with me?”Sarah glanced up from her desk, her pen tapping against her notebook. “You’ve got that face, like someone sna
Lena’s POVI tried to keep my face neutral, to just be Lena Brooklyn at hockey practice, but every sound was sharper, every movement in my peripheral vision felt like a potential threat. My body was a live wire, still humming from everything I’d learned. His eyes burned into me, unrelenting.Lucien was already on the ice, carving slow, powerful circles into the center. He wasn’t just brooding today; he was a storm cloud made of man.The moment I stepped through the gate, his gaze locked onto me, intense and unblinking. Like he knew I’d spent time with Collins. A shiver ran down my spine, sharp and inexplicable, as if something inside me recognized the danger before my mind could.He blew his whistle, the sound so sharp and sudden that half the team flinched. “Listen up.” His voice was a low growl that carried over the ice. Everyone immediately fell silent. “This is Elijah. He’s your new assistant coach.”My eyes followed his gesture to the guy standing beside him. Elijah looked young,
Lena’s POVThe heavy rink doors swung shut behind me, sealing off the world of polished ice and leaving me alone in the chill of the evening. Talking with Collins had left me feeling completely untethered, a messy knot of hope and confusion tightening in my gut. Part of me wanted to grab onto the lifeline he’d thrown me, but Lucian’s low and serious warning was a constant, ugly echo I couldn’t shake. I felt utterly alone with it all.I stopped on the sidewalk, digging my phone out of my pocket. Checking my student email was a useless habit, something I did when I was bored. It was never anything but university spam and reminders about deadlines I already knew. But tonight, a weird, nagging feeling pulled at me. I thumbed the app open.There it was. A new message from the university archives, sent just an hour ago. My breath hitched. The subject line read: “Re: Your inquiry about historical campus societies and private collections.”My blood ran cold. I had never sent that query. I kne
Lena’s POVThe nightmare didn’t end when I woke up.I jerked upright in bed, tangled in my sheets like I’d been fighting something all night. My chest heaved, my heart pounding so hard it felt like the whole room could hear it. I clutched at my throat, desperate to feel the cool weight of my pendant, but my fingers found nothing, just damp skin and the wild pulse beneath it.They’ll take it from you.My mother’s voice threaded through the silence, low and broken. It wasn’t a memory. It was more like she was still here, whispering from somewhere I couldn’t reach. The sound hollowed me out.Then the hunger hit.It wasn’t normal hunger. It was sharp and greedy, a twisting emptiness that no amount of food ever seemed to touch. I’d eaten more than enough at dinner, yet my stomach clawed for more. I slipped out of bed, my bare feet biting against the cold floor, and opened the mini-fridge. Sarah’s leftover pizza sat in a greasy box. I devoured two slices standing there in the dark, barely t
Lena’s POVBy the time Collins and I made it to the rink, the lights were already on, the sound of skates and sticks filling the air. I slowed when I saw him, Lucian. He was already there, standing near the bench, whistle hanging from his neck, arms folded across his chest.My heart lurched so hard it almost knocked the breath from me. What? How was he here? We had left him behind, outside Collins’s building, standing in the dark. I hadn’t spoken to him, hadn’t even looked back. And yet he was here now, in front of everyone, as if he’d been waiting all along. My stomach twisted, cold and hot at once. His eyes cut over me, unreadable, before he blew the whistle. “On the ice.”I hurried into gear, lacing skates with trembling fingers. Collins brushed my shoulder in silent reassurance before sliding onto the rink. I followed, the air biting cold against my cheeks.At first, practice went smoothly. I kept my focus sharp, my movements clean. Collins moved in sync with me, cutting passes, b
Lucien’s POVI told myself to walk away. To leave her alone for the night, let her breathe, let myself breathe. But my wolf didn’t believe me. He never did when it came to her.That was why I found myself standing outside Collins’s building, half-hidden in shadow, staring up at the window where I could feel her presence. Her heartbeat carried faintly through the night, quick and unsteady, every beat pulling at me. And his was there too—Collins’s rhythm, calm, intrusive, pressed too near to hers.My wolf growled low in my chest. He’s with her. He’s touching her. She is ours. Not his.I dragged in a breath of cold air, trying to ground myself, but it only carried their scents to me, hers sweet and sharp, his warm and smug. My fists tightened until the leather of my gloves creaked. I should leave. I should go back, pretend none of this mattered. But it did. It mattered too much.I pulled out my phone before I could stop myself. My thumb hovered, then pressed. She picked up fast, her voic
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