LOGIN(Maxine)
We should have been afraid. We were, a little. But there is a strange freedom in learning the trap you're in is two centuries old and far bigger than you, and that night, in the room the last of us had built, something between Morrison and me eased.
He was different here. It had been building for days, and I only named it that night. In Nachtigall, Morr
(Maxine)I made it as far as the corridor before my legs stopped taking instructions.I'd done this. Me. I'd stood in that room and begged the one person who has never once refused me, and he'd opened a vein for my brother because I asked, and the whole time I'd been quietly congratulating myself on how honestly I'd asked. No seduction. No leverage. Look how much I've grown. And I had fed the thing that's killing Theo the best meal it has ever had.Ferren had said it plainly, the mercy stripped out for our own good. The feeding hadn't fought the Bloodlock. It had fed it. Every measure of Morrison's blood I'd talked him into, the lock had folded in and used to build itself thicker, and the stabilizing we'd all wept over for six shining minutes had been the sound of a trap getting a fresh coat of paint.
(Morrison)So we did it the vampire way, which is to say he fed. A transfusion was my instinct, a mage's instinct, a tube and a measured drip, tidy and clinical and wrong for the body on the bed. Ferren corrected me without a word. Vampires don't take blood through a line. They drink it.I opened a vein into one of her shallow silver bowls, and she doled it out a mouthful at a time, reading her instruments between each one, ready to pull it the instant his body turned. Theo was too far gone to lift the bowl himself, so Maxine held it to his lips. There was nothing tender in it. Nothing of whatever the gossip streams would have built out of a vampire drinking down a Marwick prince. It was slow and grim and exact, a dying young man taking my blood a swallow at a time while a witch counted drops, and I stood over him with my sleeve shoved up and my own bl
(Morrison)Theo crashed at the third hour past midnight.I'd been awake anyway. I don't sleep well in the Varco house, something about lying still in a fortress built by people who'd cheerfully drain me, so I was already in the corridor when the healer's runner came through it at a dead sprint, and I reached Theo's room a step behind Maxine and half a step ahead of her father.Theo was the color of the sheets. Worse. His body had stopped doing the one thing a vampire's body is built to do, which is take in blood and turn it into life, and Ferren had two vials open and a third going in and none of it was holding. He'd take it, and his body would refuse it, again and again, the lattice under his skin flaring darker every time he tried, and I watched a twenty-three-year-old drown on dry land in a bed gone slic
(Maxine)Morrison didn't tell me to calm down.That was the first thing. Every man I've ever known would have told me to calm down, would have put himself between me and the wall and made soothing noises until I was manageable again. Morrison stood exactly where he was and let me have the rage, and when it had burned down enough that I could hear him, he said the only thing that could have reached me."We'll find them."Not I'll handle it. Not let me take care of this. Not the lone-hero nonsense I'd have thrown back in his face. We."You don't ev
(Maxine)I'd been looking at the diagram for a full minute before my brain agreed to tell me what my eyes already knew.I'd seen it before. Not in a two-hundred-year-old journal. On medical charts, this year, drawn by three different healers who'd examined my brother and left shaking their heads. The same spreading lattice through Theo's blood every time. Three kingdoms' worth of training between them, and not one of them had been able to put a name to it.Eveline Varco had named it two hundred years ago. It sat along the top of the diagram in her fast black hand, one word, and the word was the reason I'd stopped being able to breathe.Bloodlock.Morrison found the entry that explained it. He read it aloud,
(Morrison)The letters had dates. I put them in order, because ordering things is what I do, and the order was the worst thing in the room.The early pages were fearless, and worse than fearless, they were happy. Eveline wrote like someone who'd been told her whole life that a thing was wrong and had worked out at last that nobody could tell her why. Whole entries arguing with the prohibition, taking it apart, daring it to defend itself. If it is so dangerous, she wrote once, why is it the only honest thing I have ever done?Cassian was gentler about it and no less certain. Between them they'd decided the law was a coward's law, f







