ログイン“You’d better come inside,” Red Beard said, moving aside to let us through and closed the door firmly behind us.
Inside, it was warm and cozy. Unexpectedly so. Colorful rugs covered the floor, matching the plump cushions on the wicker chairs and couches. It was so different from Frank’s ivory palace, which was cold and gleaming, all white and cream.
I didn’t like the way the giant man glared daggers at Agnes. He didn’t invite us to sit. His expression was hard to read. I wondered if he was angry or upset or surprised, or maybe all of it. My mother had terrible taste in men - that we’ve established. But if this was one of her exes, we needed to have a serious talk.
“Joel…” Agnes began, but stopped short when Red Beard interrupted her.
“Whatever it is, Agnes, I don’t want to hear it.” His huge hands opened and closed at his sides; head lowered. He reminded me of a bear right before the attack. But the next thing he said, “You hurt me.” The accusation in his voice made me study him, noting how his brown eyes looked haunted. It took me by surprise.
“I know,” she whispered, looking down at the floorboards. Immediately, I remembered how Frank used to get just that reaction out of her. Cowed. Waiting for the blows.
“Eighteen years, Agnes. Eighteen fucking years wondering where the fuck you are!” His gravelly voice rose dangerously, and he stepped closer to her. He towered over her.
“I know. I’m sorry.” Her voice trembled slightly, and it pissed me off. Whatever she did, I don’t give a shit. No one talks to my mother in that tone.
“Hey!” I lifted a finger to warn him to back the fuck off.
“Who is this?” He frowned at me like I was some irritating insect. Before Agnes could answer him, his brows lifted, and there was something in his face that looked an awful lot like recognition. “Is she mine?!”
Say what now? I almost burst out laughing because that was ridiculous! Turning to Agnes, her next words were a bucket of ice water that poured over me.
“Yes, Cassandra is your daughter.”
“No…” the words burst out of me. Oh my God! She lied. She lied to me all these years. In that instant, my entire existence, everything I thought I knew about my mother, came crashing down.
Red Beard was eerily silent. A single tear slid down Agnes’ cheek.
Then he said, “Tears. The woman’s favorite weapon,” he sneered. “It’s not working on me, Agnes.”
I plonked down on a couch and hugged the cushion to my chest, needing something to hold on to, keep me grounded. This was all too much. For eighteen years, I believed my father was dead.
Agnes took a step towards him, her hand reached out to him. “I had to bring her back, Joel. Please understand…”
He shook his head, warding her off. “We must go to the alpha. You can’t just waltz in here and expect everyone to accept you.”
The alpha? Was this some kind of cult? What the hell had Agness gotten us into now? Who were these people?
“Please Joel,” she kept on pleading. “It’s not for myself. Cassandra will have her first shift soon. She needs you, needs her pack.”
“Excuse me?” I piped up. “What the fuck are you talking about?”
As if they hadn’t heard me, they kept on arguing. “You should have thought about that when you left me, Agnes!” he yelled at her. “How could you do this to me? To her?” He tore at his unruly hair, mirroring the frustration I felt.
She reached out as if to touch him, thought better of it, and let her hand drop to her side. “I was scared!” she cried. “Don’t you get it?”
I jumped up from the couch. “Fuck this shit. I’m out!” heading for the front door. Enough. I needed to get the hell away from this.
“Cassie, wait!” Agnes tried to stop me, but I pushed her hands away.
“No, Mother. Whatever insanity is going on here, I want nothing to do with it.” I ripped open the door and…
“Oh, Jesus!” On the porch was a monstrous black wolf, red eyes glowing in the dark. I slammed the door shut and leaned my back against it, legs threatening to give in. My heart was about to explode in my chest. “There’s a wolf out there,” I whispered.
“That’s Alpha Connor.” Red Beard pulled me away from the door and opened it.
The scream torn from my throat shrilled through the house. Instead of a wolf, a man stepped into the light. Naked except for a colorful cloth wrapped around his waist.
“I’ve had girls screaming for me, but never like that,” he laughed, a deep, sexy timbre that tingled through my spine.
Did I really see a wolf outside or was it just my overstressed imagination? I am losing my fucking mind. First hearing voices and now seeing things. Take me to the nearest looney bin, people.
“Please, come in, Alpha,” Red Beard said. “These are my guests, Agnes and Cassandra Browne.”
Ohmigod! The man was beyond gorgeous. Imagine the guy from Vampire Diaries, the sexy, dark-haired one with his stunning blue eyes. Only this man was even hotter and more muscled. But not overly so. Lean and toned. I realized I was staring and snapped my jaw closed.
He stepped right up to me and took my hand. I almost melted into his touch.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Cassandra.” When I looked into his hypnotic blue eyes, nothing else existed. There was only him and me. “I’ve waited a long time for you,” he said, but his lips weren’t moving.
Wait! I heard his voice in my head? It snapped me right out of my lust-induced haze. I pulled my hand out of his grasp.
He turned to Red Beard, aka my father. “Sorry to barge into your home like this, Joel. I saw the car and was curious.”
“No need to apologize, Alpha. Please, have a seat.” Red Beard offered.
What the fuck? He saw the car and was curious? So he popped on over wearing nothing but… I swear I saw that cloth on the porch table. Could this day get any weirder?
“Thank you, Joel, but I can’t stay.” He smiled at Agnes. “Come over to the pack house tomorrow morning, Ms. Browne. We have a lot to discuss.” Although he smiled, it didn’t sound like a request or an invitation to tea and cake. I had an uneasy feeling in my stomach, and it wasn’t because of hunger.
Agnes turned a candy floss pink and nodded. “Of course, yes. Thank you. Alpha.” she dropped a curtsy like he was a royal. For goodness’ sake. Sure, he was hot, but really?
He turned those gorgeous eyes on me and smirked. “Until tomorrow, Cassandra.”
He was barely outside the door when I exploded. “What in the name of fuck is going on?”
“Cassandra!” Agnes reprimanded, but I was too upset to care.
“You guys had better explain to me. Am I going insane? There was a wolf out on the porch. Swear to God!” I ranted, pacing up and down the living room. “And what’s with this alpha bullshit? Be straight with me – is this some kind of cult? Have you brought me here to sell me to these people?”
“Is she always this dramatic?” Red Beard asked, his voice flat. He studied me like I had gone off the deep end. Maybe I did.
“Mostly. Although you can’t really blame her.” Agnes replied.
CassandraDay one of the Alpha SummitI spent a restless night, despite the Egyptian cotton sheets (800 thread count, of course) as I missed Connor and thought of Neil—a thought I tried to scrub from my mind. ‘You shouldn’t think about him at all, Cassie. He’s not our mate.’ The voice of reason, aka Sage.‘Phah! I know that! It’s just… you know I haven’t had any experience with guys. I was busy with school and, well, let’s face it—the guys in my grade were so immature, smelling of stale gym clothes and arrogance. And then there was Connor. So, excuse me for feeling flattered that another hot guy is interested in me. It doesn’t mean I will fall for him. I wouldn’t do that to Connor.’‘Okay, but then don’t lead him on, honey.’I rolled my eyes so hard it hurt. ‘Sage, I’m not leading him anywhere. But he has a point. Connor abandoned me. It doesn’t look good.’‘He will come back.’ She was so certain.‘Maybe. But I don’t know if our relationship will ever be the same again.’ And that wa
I grabbed him the instant he stepped through the doors. I slammed him against the cold, tiled wall with a jarring thud. He didn’t put up a fight, his body limp and stiff with shock. Brown eyes behind wire-rimmed glasses, reflecting the glaring fluorescent lights, gaped at me. He was young, his skin soft and unmuscular beneath my fingertips. I could snap his fragile frame in half like dry kindling. One hand covered his mouth; the other circled his throat. “Don’t resist. Don’t make a sound.” I hissed into his ear, my voice cool and steady despite the burning, primal urge to rip into his jugular. The sweet, metallic scent of his blood spiked with the sharp tang of his fear was almost too hard to resist. Just one bite…He nodded, eyes wide and shimmering with terror. I kept my hand at his throat, feeling the rapid, frantic pulse thrumming like a trapped bird under my palm.He spoke fast, his voice trembling when I released his mouth. “There’s no money here. And no drugs.” He was lying, o
ConnorThe last thing I remembered was the sound of Regina’s voice before I drifted off like a leaf, weightless, on a gentle breeze. Deeper and deeper I floated into the void. Somewhere in this nothingness, I hoped to find Miles.I opened my eyes and found myself in my bedroom. Only it looked different. It looked exactly as it had been when I was a teenager. Posters on my wall from rock groups I had all but forgotten, schoolbooks lying scattered on the floor. And there, lying on my bed… Stacy. Just like she was when we were fifteen.This wasn’t real.“What the devil are you doing in my dream?” I asked. Caught my reflection in the mirror, a teenage me stared back.“Is this a dream? Or a memory?” she asked. “This was our first time. Don’t you remember?” She got off the bed, standing in front of me. Hair tousled, mouth kiss swollen. Her floral scent all over me.“I would rather forget.” We were hopelessly in love and way too young. “It was a mistake.”Her voice was soft and sweet then. “
Neil. He approached with a smile that could melt icebergs. Mel stayed glued to my arm like a conjoined twin. It both irritated and grounded me simultaneously.“Neil! So lovely to see you.” What the hell else was I supposed to say?He held his hand out for me to take, which I did, without thinking. He held it for a moment too long. There was heat in his eyes that I pretended to ignore. “Cassie. Wow, you look amazing.” As an afterthought, he glanced at Mel. “Hi Mel.”“Neil,” she answered. Flat, just bordering on impolite.The compliment landed harder than I would like to admit. Darn it.Aargh! It’s just something people say, Cassandra. No need to get all hot and bothered. But I still blushed. “Oh, thanks.” My free hand rested on my baby bump. “It’s been a while. You’re still at the Academy?”“Yeah, still the same thing.” He scanned the room. “So, I don’t see Connor anywhere. Is he still coming?”“Luna,” Mel interrupted before I could reply. “Alpha Harald is waiting for us.”A memory fla
CassandraMiami.The last place I thought I would ever return to. Just thinking about it made my stomach twist with dread. Too many bad memories. Sometimes I still have nightmares about Frank. But he is dust and bone and could never hurt me or my mother.I still wanted to know what happened to Connor and my dad when they went to Rossi’s place. To this day, neither of them wanted to talk about it. Joel’s grim expression was a sign that he wasn’t looking forward to attending the summit meeting at Alpha Harald’s pack. Maybe he too had too many bad memories.He could have stayed home. Actually, I would have preferred it if he did.Dad insisted on driving even though I knew he hated it. Ray and Mel were cozy in the backseat, murmuring to each other. At least they have each other.My heart longed for Connor. The bed was big and empty without him. Did he miss me? Was our mate bond so broken? Would he ever come back to me? Have I lost him to that vampire brat?Sage uttered a low growl at the
MilesGoddess, it was glorious to feel the familiar, coarse texture of fur against my skin again. I hungered to return to the pack, to scent my mate and pup, but Connor remained trapped under the haze of Regina’s hypnosis.His presence was a cold, hollow echo, lacking the warm, vibrant spark of his soul. Fear that I may never reach him gnawed at my gut, but I shoved it into the darkness of my mind, desperate to wake him. ‘For our mate’s sake, Connor. Fight to get back to me.’ I prayed he would hear my plea.Moving my massive frame in the cramped, airless room without shattering something felt nearly impossible. The two women retreated behind the bed, their caution understandable. Most would run at the sight of me.“Wow, I underestimated your size, Miles. Best sit down,” Regina said, her voice dry as I knocked a ceramic vase off a side table, the sharp clatter of its destruction ringing against the floor.“Congratulations, Mother,” the girl scoffed, her eyes shifting warily as she trac
CONNOR"I apologize for Cassie's rude behavior, Connor," Agnes started off as soon as we stepped into my sun-filled office. Agnes touched her forehead slightly, revealing that Cassandra’s behavior had embarrassed her."She's certainly feisty," I said, directing them to be seated on the plush leathe
CASSANDRAAfter what happened last night, I’m not sure that I’m sane. Maybe I’ve had some mental break after I hit Frank. It’s quite possible. I’ve read about such things. Temporary insanity. In reality, I might be strapped to a bed in some psych ward, and this was all some hallucination. Because I
CONNORI was out on a run, the cool evening breeze brushing over us as I let my wolf run free. We needed the release, the escape from the pressures of the day, when the alert from the gate came through about two women asking to see Beta Joel. It piqued my curiosity instantly, because Joel hardly ha
“Are we there yet?” I asked with a yawn. It felt like we’d been driving for days, only stopping to grab something to snack on and freshen up in the public restrooms.“If you ask me that one more time, Cassandra…” Agnes snarled at me.“Mom, seriously! You need to sleep. In an actual bed.” I threw my







